After I was killed by domestic violence, I violently raped my whole family

Zuo Shangdang still refuses to admit his mistakes.

He didn't understand what Hou Li was making. Compared with the couples around him, he felt that Hou Li was already living a very happy life. Most people in the town even envied her, and he gave her enough dignity and respect.

She and her children had no worries about food and clothing. He provided for the family regularly. Even if her parents made things difficult for her, he would always stand by her. He had never had any conflicts with her. Most of the time, Zuo Shangdang accepted most of Hou Li's opinions. Holding her.

Looking at the other couples around, every one of them slapped Big-Eared Melon Seed if he didn't deal with it, but he had never laid a finger on Hou Li.

Apart from the matter of Lu Yazhi, Zuo Shangdang can confidently say that he started well enough to deserve his children.

Zuo Shangdang never felt that he and Lu Yazhi were wrong. They were just born in the wrong era. He and Lu Yazhi were true love, and there was nothing wrong with pursuing their true love.

Finally, Zuo Shangdang, exhausted both physically and mentally, collapsed.

He worked hard during the day and had to cook, clean and take care of Lu Yazhi when he returned home. He collapsed at home.

Lu Yazhi was so frightened that he cried and went to the neighbors to help take Zuo Shangdang to the hospital.

Her sky has fallen. She has lived her whole life relying on Zuo Shangdang. Now her son is gone. If Zuo Shangdang is gone, what will she do?

Money, she wanted money, everything she wanted to eat, drink, and have sex required money.

"What's wrong with the patient?" the doctor asked, looking at Zuo Shangdang who was being brought in while lying on the cart.

Lu Yazhi shed tears before she said anything. She didn't know what to ask, "When I was washing rice, there was a clang. When I came out to look, I saw him lying on the ground."

"Have you had any diseases before?" the doctor asked again.

Lu Yazhi shook his head, "I don't know, wuwuwu, doctor, you must save him."

No matter what the doctor asked, Lu Yazhi stammered and couldn't tell the reason, and could only shed helpless tears.

Zuo Shangdang woke up in a daze. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Lu Yazhi with tears in his eyes.

He was about to reach out to comfort Lu Yazhi. She was so timid. She must have been frightened when he fell down.

As soon as Lu Yazhi saw Zuo Shangdang open his eyes, he immediately grabbed his hand and said urgently, "Shangdang, Shangdang, where did you hide our bankbook?"

"Hurry up and tell me where the bankbook is, tell me quickly..."

Lu Yazhi kept asking. Just now the doctor told her to pay, but she didn't have enough money, so she had to pay part of it first.

She had never worried about money in her life, and this was the first time she felt the embarrassment of having no money in public.

Everyone's strange looks and gossip made her restless, as if she was reluctant to spend money to save her man.

She had asked Zuo Shangdang for a passbook before, but Zuo Shangdang said he was afraid that she would spend money indiscriminately, so he refused to give it to her. Only when she didn't have money did she realize the difficulty of having no money.

Zuo Shangdang looked like he had been hit on the head with a sap. He was already like this. Not only did Lu Yazhi not care about his body, but the first thing he said when he woke up was to ask him for his bankbook and money.

It was as if he was afraid that he would pass away and took his bankbook with him.

Just this thought made Zuo Shangdang feel so angry that he spat out a mouthful of blood, and his whole body suddenly became lighter.

Then huge sadness filled his chest, and the dignified seven-foot-tall man burst into tears.

Why did he end up with his wife and children scattered and his family destroyed?

Just for Lu Yazhi, who kept chasing me for my bankbook when I was about to die of illness?

Seeing Zuo Shangdang vomiting a mouthful of blood, Lu Yazhi was really frightened. She looked at the blood stains on the ground beside the bed, subconsciously took a big step back, and then screamed at the top of her voice.

"Doctor, help, come quickly, come quickly, he is vomiting blood, ahhhhhh~"

Doctors and nurses heard Lu Yazhi's explosive scream and trotted over.

After an examination, the doctor comforted the frightened Lu Yazhi next to him, "It's okay. It's a good thing to spit out this mouthful of blood. I was depressed and exhausted before, and my body, mind and spirit were overloaded..."

After sending the doctor away, Lu Yazhi stepped forward with red eyes to comfort Zuo Shangdang, "Shangdang, you must not let anything happen to you again. If you have something to do, how can I live?

Woohoo, I only have you now. The doctor said that you had too many things on your mind before. Why didn't you tell me? You kept it in your heart and made yourself sick.

Also, the doctor said you are too tired and need to take a rest..."

Before, Lu Yazhi's tears would only make Zuo Shangdang's whole heart shrink with nervousness and heartache. Now, listening to the sound of crying, his eyes were full of irritability and impatience.

"Okay, I'm not dead yet. Can you stop crying? Why am I holding it back? Why don't I tell you? You started crying endlessly before I said anything. I still have to coax you when I tell you. I'm tired from the whole night!"

Lu Yazhi looked at Zuo Shangdang in shock. Zuo Shangdang scolded her. He had never been willing to scold her before, and he couldn't even bear to speak loudly to her.

"You asked me to talk to you about something on my mind. Do you listen? You only cry. You asked me not to be so tired. I work during the day to make money, and I have to serve you when I get home. Can I not be tired? If you really feel sorry for me , You have made me work hard all day, so I can have a warm meal when I come in. "

It has been almost a year since he moved out of Longxiang Mansion. He is already very old. Although Lu Yazhi is not as elegant and refined as before, he still has fair skin and rosy complexion. At first glance, he has not been exposed to wind and sun and has been pampered. woman.

In normal times, Zuo Shangdang might still feel a surge of pride in his heart. This is the woman he raised.

But now, Zuo Shangdang only felt tired. Everything weighed him down and he was almost out of breath. He wished he could not wake up. But at this time, Lu Yazhi still looked innocent and ignorant.

After all, it was the woman he had doted on for so many years, and the two of them might be dependent on each other in the next life. Zuo Shangdang patiently explained the current situation to her one by one.

"Xiaoya, we are different now. I am no longer the boss Zuo we used to be. We have no money. You can't be the same as before. If you don't change, I may not be able to bear it either."

"Jin'an is gone. We don't know what we will do with the rest of our lives. We have to plan for the future. Even if we can't have any more children, at least we have to make a plan for our future..."

"I know you haven't suffered much, and I don't want you to go out to make money to support your family, but you have to pick up the work at home, right? I am also a human being, and I am also made of flesh and blood. I am now using my life to support you. Can't you see?" Zuo Shangdang's voice was sharp and even trembling.

Lu Yazhi felt a sense of resentment well up in his heart when he heard the reproach in Zuo Shangdang's tone.

It was obviously him who said it would make him happy, and he kept saying it would not make him suffer. He was a liar, a dead liar, it was all a lie!