My heart beats for you under the moonlight

Zuo Yueyao's eyes were bloodshot, and the two of them looked evenly matched, but Zuo Yueyao was definitely not like someone who cried red.

"Tell me, will she cry for me?"

Ren Shang raised his head and looked down at Zuo Yueyao's face. The two people's postures looked as ambiguous as possible. He raised his eyebrows and said, "A good man shouldn't make the woman he loves cry."

Zuo Yueyao glanced at him: "Sleep."

"I think she absolutely loves you, but I don't know what's wrong with her, why she just doesn't want to be with you."

"my mother."

"what?"

"When she was in college, my mother funded all her tuition and living expenses. Although I proposed this matter, it was my mother who ultimately provided the money. After my mother found out that we were together, she talked to her. I hope she leaves me."

Zuo Yueyao smiled bitterly: "Maybe she loves me, but between kindness and loving me, she chose the former, or she has her own self-esteem and inferiority, and feels that it is wrong to be with me, so Between self-esteem and love, she chose the former."

Ren Shang heard this in disbelief. After thinking about it for a while, he said, "Our mother is really..."

"Did our mother tell you this?" Logically speaking, you shouldn't do this kind of thing secretly.

"I overheard it when she was talking to my father in the study."

After finding the root cause, all Su Xian's behavior was no surprise. Zuo Yueyao was like this. Ren Shang finally realized it, but soon became puzzled: "Now that you know, why did you still agree to break up with her?"

"What if I don't agree?" He gently rubbed his sore wrists, his voice seemed a little weak: "Her temper, can I force her to do it? Unless she thinks clearly on her own."

Ren Shang finally understood why Zuo Yueyao acted the way he did, and couldn't help but sigh, this damn love is indeed a course that requires in-depth study, it's too complicated!

"If she hadn't thought clearly and then married herself, wouldn't you have failed to draw water from the bamboo basket?" Ren Shang didn't open any pot. Anyway, no matter what he said, Zuo Yueyao never really gave birth. Too angry with him.

"That means she doesn't love me enough. If she doesn't love me, then what's the point of my insistence?" Zuo Yueyao pushed away Ren Shang's inquisitive face and said, "It's just like she said, it's easy to get together." Disperse."

It doesn't sound difficult to get together and get together easily. Only those who have experienced it can understand the difficulty and sadness.

Ren Shang realized that Zuo Yueyao's calmness and endurance were beyond comparison with ordinary people. That woman was really lucky to be so favored.

Su Xian stayed there for who knows how many days, but she never saw Zuo Yueyao. Fortunately, her focus was no longer on Zuo Yueyao. She officially participated in the rescue work, even though she was exhausted every day. Although she did not regret it at all, she felt that everything had become valuable.

Wen He found her on the third day after she arrived. When he found her, he held her in his arms without saying a word, squeezing her so hard that she almost couldn't breathe. Su Xian could understand that Wen He Her mood at this time was just like the feeling of regaining something when she heard the news that Zuo Yueyao was safe and sound. She couldn't bear to push him away and could only wait patiently for him to calm down.

After letting go of her, Wen He asked Su Xian, "Have you found him?"

Su Xian felt guilty and shook his head guiltily: "No, but Yao Jing said she had seen him and everything was fine."

"Yao Jing?" Whether intentionally or unintentionally, Wen He turned the topic elsewhere: "Is she here too?"

"Yes! I'm here too." Yao Jing walked towards them, "Didn't you expect that we could meet again?"

Wen He's surprise flashed over. He and Yao Jing were not familiar with each other. The previous encounters only involved a few casual conversations around the topic of Su Xian. Her skin was slightly darkened by the wind and sun, but But it does not affect her temperament at all. She looks full of confidence and mature charm.

"Instructor Wen, hello." Yao Jing is a little more optimistic than when she was in college. Thinking back to when we lived in the same dormitory, she almost mistakenly thought that she didn't know how to smile at all, and she only speculated on the occasional details. This roommate may not be a bad person. For example, on the night when Su Xian was allergic, the lights that were on all night in the dormitory were not forgotten to turn off when they left, but someone deliberately left them on for them. This person , that is Yao Jing.

No one is absolutely good or bad. Although Yao Jing made mistakes, her kindness is still there.

The ambiguity between the two made Yao Jing aware of the unexpected development of the matter. Taking advantage of Wen He's departure, Yao Jing dared to speak out.

"How did you get together with him? Where's Zuo Yueyao? Aren't you here just to find him? I thought you two had already discussed marriage. How could this happen?"

Yao Jing asked several questions in succession. Looking up at the direction Wen He was leaving, Su Xian responded with silence.

How to answer? Is the explanation for repeating the same old tune that there is no destiny?

"When Zuo Yueyao came to me and asked me to stand up about that incident, to be honest, I hated him for a moment, but after he left, I thought about it by myself for a long time, and finally realized that he What I did was right. I should pay for my own mistakes and should not let others bear the responsibility for my mistakes. Although speaking out about it would damage my reputation, I knew from the beginning that it was wrong to do so. Morally, this ending is the retribution I deserve and has nothing to do with anyone, and I shouldn’t hate anyone.”

When she mentioned the past that had been buried for many years, she still felt ashamed of her past. Su Xian took Yao Jing's hand and said, "Everyone has times when they are young and ignorant, not just you, but me too. Let's not talk about the past."

The thoughtful comfort was rewarded with a warm smile from Yao Jing: "What I didn't expect was that after I left Nanda and transferred to Beicheng University, Zuo Yueyao took the initiative to contact me and told me to study with peace of mind and not to think about anything else. He also said No matter what kind of dilemma it is, it can be changed. I even used you as an example at that time, saying that no matter what happens, you are very optimistic and strong."

"Later, in order to let me finish college in peace, he helped my mother find a famous doctor and cured her old problems. He also secretly gave my mother a sum of money and asked her not to tell me, but My mother felt that she already owed someone a favor, so she couldn't justify taking someone else's money, so she told me about it. After I found out, I didn't know what to feel in my heart. I felt that Zuo Yueyao was... Although he is very rational when dealing with things, his heart may be softer than each of us. Although I know that he is actually making up for me, so I feel that I am terribly wrong. Why should he make up for me? ?He didn’t do anything wrong.”

Su Xian really didn't know what else she didn't know about Zuo Yueyao!

"Actually, I'm quite embarrassed because my things have made you unhappy. I thought you wouldn't really have anything to do with it, but I didn't expect..."

"It has nothing to do with you." Su Xian found that Yao Jing was now more tender and sentimental: "The conflict between him and me has existed from the beginning."

"you......"

Yao Jing wanted to say something else, but when she saw Wen He coming in, she changed the subject: "You guys can talk, I'm going to get busy."

"Pay attention to safety." Su Xian told her back.

"Yes." Yao Jing walked forward without looking back. She only raised her arm to indicate, "The child's parents have been found. They were slightly injured, but not serious. The family of three is now reunited."

So, keep at it and good things will happen.

Wen He came in with hot water, twisted a towel and handed it to Su Xian: "Wipe your face."

She didn't say a word and only cared about her safety, just like she cared about Zuo Yueyao's safety. Su Xian would rather Wen He scolded her a few words than caring silently, which made her look like a little kid. people.

"I want to wait until it's almost here before going back." Feeling guilty, Su Xian didn't dare to look at Wen He.

"I also have this plan." Wen He said: "I went on a business trip a few days ago. I was so busy that I didn't even have time to watch the news. As soon as I heard about it, I came over. I know you will come too."

"Although I am no longer a soldier, I will still go to the battlefield whenever necessary. This is the battlefield now. Whenever I am no longer needed, I will go back."

Su Xian smiled: "No wonder Ren Shang can regard you as a good friend besides Zuo Yueyao."

The name was mentioned out of habit, and Su Xian was annoyed that she had spoken too quickly. She glanced at Wen He, who was also looking at her. Su Xian lowered her head, feeling that the atmosphere was making her feel depressed.

Neither of them spoke anymore. There were many people outside the tent, and the tent was extremely quiet. The silence made the two of them fall into their own world at the same time, each thinking about their own thoughts. After a long time, Wen He spoke first.

"I think it would be more enjoyable to be your brother than to be your boyfriend. At least we won't be as embarrassed as we are now, even talking. Why don't I accept you as my sister."

Su Xian pursed her lips, not knowing how to respond to Wen He's words. She was the one who was sorry for him. Instead of complaining, he excused her everywhere...

Su Xian, Su Xian, what exactly have you done? How much harm do you have to hurt before you give up... From the beginning to now, what did Wen He do wrong? He didn't do anything, and she couldn't even point out the slightest fault with him, but it happened that such a person was mercilessly hurt by her...

"I mean, I don't think we are suitable for each other, so I won't try it." No one knows what Wen He's mood is. They can only see that when he said this, his face was as calm as It's not my own business: "I don't have much of a sister in my life. If I change my identity, I can still be kind to you openly. Do you think that's okay?"

Su Xian felt that if she wanted to say "good" in reply, she would be completely shameless.

"Wen He..." She should have said sorry, but it seemed cheap. After thinking for a long time, she felt the need to pour out her truest thoughts to him: "It's too difficult to forget him. It's so hard to hear him." When I heard the news about the accident, I even thought that it would be okay to exchange my life for his safety. At that moment, I realized that I loved him very much. I loved him more than myself. I wanted to see him as soon as possible. Even if I just see him, I am satisfied. I know it is unfair and shameless to you, but I can't help it, I can't control my heart, I..."

"Okay." Wen He touched her head for the first time: "I know you can't let it go. Since you can't let it go, then don't let it go and chase him back. In fact, think about it, losing a girlfriend, But having a younger sister and such a powerful brother-in-law is pretty good.”