My heart beats for you under the moonlight

"Hello." Her voice was a little weak.

"We made an appointment, why didn't you come?" He was extremely gentle.

"I'm tired, I don't want to go." His hands kept twisting the plastic bag containing the eggs.

"I'm downstairs, come down, I want to see you." It sounded like a command, but it was an irresistible confession.

Why didn't she want to see him? One day without seeing him was like three autumns.

"Then wait for me."

Such a little temper was no match for Xiangsi. Su Xian glanced at the egg and hesitated before taking it away.

It was inevitable that people would come in and out of the dormitory downstairs. Zuo Yueyao stood in the most conspicuous place waiting for her. Although people passing by knew that this person was famous and had an owner, they still couldn't help but take a few glances to feast their eyes on him.

Su Xian put his hands in his loose cotton clothes, walked over slowly, and stood at least two people away, his eyes wandering, and his mood was not good.

Zuo Yueyao's doting eyes were as tender as water: "Why did you leave when you came?"

"Isn't it inconvenient for you?" It's okay if I don't mention it, but I still feel sour when I mention it.

"No inconvenience."

Su Xian looked up and saw that he was smiling, feeling a little confused: "Why are you laughing!"

"I laugh at someone who is jealous without knowing it." Zuo Yueyao took the initiative to approach and scratched the tip of her nose: "You should come over openly and ask me what you are doing. Maybe I will be happier, and It’s not like running away alone, not saying anything, and sulking alone.”

"I'm not that stingy." Zuo Yueyao's words made Su Xian's aggrieved heart instantly feel relieved: "Who doesn't have some private space?"

"It's better to be stingy about some things." Zuo Yueyao hugged her over: "Come here and let me hug you."

Su Xian finally took his hands out of his pockets. When he saw Zuo Yueyao unzipping his coat, he put his hands through the coat and hugged him. He felt the warmth from his body rushing towards her. , she simply rubbed her cold ears against him.

"Is it cold?"

When she heard his doting concern, all her negative emotions disappeared. Hiding in his arms, Su Xian moved her head slightly: "It's not cold now."

"She came here, just..."

"Forget it, don't say it, I won't listen." Su Xian covered his mouth.

Zuo Yueyao pulled down her little hand: "Why?"

"Didn't I just say, who hasn't asked for some private space? You are classmates and members of the same group. You see each other every day. If I can't accept this, what are you going to do?"

"I can apply for a transfer with the professor." Zuo Yueyao answered seriously.

"No, no, no." His seriousness made her feel a little embarrassed: "It seems like your girlfriend is not generous. Besides, you will also be a doctor in the future, and the doctors, nurses, and even They are patients, maybe they are all beautiful ladies, if I care about them, then living every day will be so tiring."

"Should I praise my girlfriend for being generous and understanding?"

Zuo Yueyao is always like this. No matter what time he is, he always makes people feel warm and calm. Regarding the fact that He Xinwan likes Zuo Yueyao, Su Xian doesn't actually feel that much, but just feels a little sad. Forget it, the direction of this relationship is really surprising. The huge disparity is played out in front of her every day. If she doesn't feel a little bit disturbed, then she is really heartless.

"It's something to praise."

A kiss like a dragonfly's water fell on her lips so fast that she didn't even react. Su Xian was dissatisfied: "It's so insincere."

Zuo Yueyao smiled and said: "There are many people, next time."

Su Xian had no choice but to give up, but was reluctant to let go of the hand that was leaning on him. Zuo Yueyao freed up his hand, took out the eggs from his pocket, and asked her, "Why do you give my things to others?"

"I'm afraid you won't like it."

Compared to that box of high-end stuff, these eggs really pale in comparison.

"I've been thinking about that plate of eggs in Heyunling for a long time, and I was worried that you wouldn't be willing to give them to me." He comforted softly.

"I'm willing to give it up." Looking at the gazes from others, Su Xian finally came out of his arms and whispered softly: "Why are you carrying it so far away if you are not willing to give up?"

"Then." Zuo Yueyao stretched out his hand: "Can you return my things to me?"

"Wait!"

Seeing her turning around neatly and running upstairs, Zuo Yueyao smiled like a spring breeze.

After a while, the person came down again and stuffed the bag in his arms: "Here, I'll give them all to you. You have to eat a lot, otherwise, my old hens will despise you."

"it is good."

Regardless of what was inside, the dark bag just didn't match the handsome and noble man in front of her. Su Xian felt guilty for having soiled this noble man, but looking at Zuo Yueyao's His expression was calm and composed, and his smile was getting stronger, which made Su Xian feel better.

"By the way, let's find some time and let's go see the fortune teller together."

That little girl who suffered from congenital heart disease but was always optimistic about life often appeared in Su Xian's mind after meeting her that day. She liked this little girl, maybe because she had some similarities with her. place.

"it is good."

Zuo Yueyao agreed happily.

Su Xian waved to him: "Then...see you tomorrow?"

"See you tomorrow."

Su Xian walked a few steps, then stepped back, grinning: "Does the coffee taste good?"

......

In Zuo Yueyao's helplessness, she ran and jumped away, her mood no longer as depressed as when she came.

When they met Lai Yun again, more than a month had passed since their agreement that day. The main reason was that Zuo Yueyao was too busy. He was constantly switching between classes, hospitals, and laboratories, and he also had to complete academic papers. He was only a sophomore, but he was busier than his juniors and seniors. For this, Su Xian felt both distressed and admired.

The more outstanding a person is, the less time they can control. For this reason, Su Xian not only did not make trouble unreasonably, but also turned into a "passionate" force. She wanted to catch up with Zuo Yueyao, but she often failed.

On the way, Zuo Yueyao bought a lot of food for Lai Yun and other children. He took a taxi and stuffed the trunk full of things.

When Lai Yun saw the two of them, he jumped on his legs and ran over.

"Dad, Mom."

Su Xian was actually quite embarrassed by such a title. This kind of emotion that was pinned on people who had no blood relationship was unfamiliar and unfamiliar. However, in order to prevent Lai Yun from feeling disappointed, Su Xian tried his best to play the role of a good mother. Compared with her Although he was unfamiliar, Zuo Yueyao was familiar with the road.

He picked up Lai Yun, and Lai Yun's little chubby hands took the opportunity to hold Zuo Yueyao's head and act coquettishly: "Dad, you are getting more and more beautiful. My future boyfriend must be as good-looking as dad."

Su Xian nodded her forehead: "I've been thinking about finding a boyfriend since I was so young."

Lai Yun opened his hands: "Mom, give me a hug."

Just as Su Xian was about to stretch out his hand, Zuo Yueyao said, "Lai Yun, don't you want dad to hug you?"

Lai Yun tilted his head and thought for a while: "Then let dad hug me."

Zuo Yueyao tilted his body and whispered to Su Xian: "If you don't eat fatter, how will you hold your child in the future?"

Su Xian didn't react for a moment. She thought Zuo Yueyao was talking about luck. She was about to refute when she realized what he meant. She accused Zuo Yueyao shamelessly: "That kind of physical work shouldn't be done by men. !"

Zuo Yueyao smiled with a crooked meaning.

Su Xian sighed, this man can't escape the temptation after all.

The dean was also very happy to see them. He put down what he was doing and chatted with them for a while. During the chat, they learned that not long ago, there was a well-off family who liked Lai Yun at first sight and originally wanted to adopt him. , but after learning about Lai Yun’s physical condition, they gave up this plan. For them, liking her was one thing, but if they wanted to live in worry all day long, it would be better not to adopt her.

Su Xian can understand this idea very well. Although there is no blood relationship, relationships will naturally be established after being together for a long time. Loss based on the relationship is a kind of torture for everyone.

Later, when the adopted person reluctantly said goodbye to Lai Yun, Lai Yun took the dean's hand, held up his arrogant little head, and announced loudly: "I have a father and a mother, and my father and mother are very beautiful. of."

Su Xian couldn't listen to what was happening in tears. After playing with Lai Yun for a while, she came out of the orphanage. The door of the orphanage closed slowly. Su Xian turned around and saw Lai Yun shaking his arms vigorously towards her, with a look on his face. Her smile looked so pure, yet so sad.

"What are you thinking about?" Zuo Yueyao had already noticed her silence along the way.

"I was thinking." Suddenly I wanted to find a place to lean on, so I snuggled on his shoulder: "It would be great if I had a lot of money, so that I could take Lai Yun back to raise her and give it to her. Find a good doctor, give her a good living environment, and let her grow up without worries, even if..."

It’s really hard to imagine what the unkind ending will be like: “Even if there is a day of separation, at least let her know the beauty of this world, let her know that she is also a little princess who is loved by others, instead of being there. Nobody cares."

"She is not ignored." He could understand her sadness: "She has a dean, so many kind people, you and me. We will visit her when we have time in the future."

"I thought my life was bitter, but compared to them, it was nothing. I can accept what I have suffered, but what I cannot accept is the feeling of witnessing all these misfortunes and being powerless. "

She has always been immersed in her own world. For this reason, Zuo Yueyao grabbed the person who seemed to have no soul.

"Girl." He lifted her chin and forced her to look at him: "Look at me and listen to me."

"In this world, there are countless people of all kinds, and everyone is more or less suffering from injustice or pain. The occurrence of these things may be an unchangeable fact, so we need to face it, and our face , we can sympathize and feel the same, but we cannot feel sorry for ourselves. We can do our best to make things develop better, and even achieve our own ideals, but the important thing is that we must have the courage to face the cruel ending. courage."

His words hit Su Xian's heart word by word. As time passed, her smile gradually spread.

"You are really suitable to be a doctor."

Try your best, but face it calmly.

Zuo Yueyao is such a person.