My heart beats for you under the moonlight

Facing the innocent face of a child, Su Xian smiled softly: "My sister also wants to see the beautiful cherry blossoms, but she has never been to Beicheng. Let's wait until her illness is cured and her graduates, so we can take her to Beicheng." Would you like to see the cherry blossoms?"

The smile slowly disappeared, replaced by a little face full of disappointment: "I know that my illness will not be cured, and I may die one day. The dean's mother always said that I have a minor illness. , I’ll be fine soon, but I know that I’m sick here, it’s a serious illness and it can’t be cured.”

Pointing to the pit of his heart: "You adults always think that we children don't understand anything, but in fact we understand everything."

Yes, they may know everything and more than we think.

Her little finger seemed to be poking at Su Xian's heart. She felt so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry.

There are many injustices in this world, there are many realities that cannot be faced directly, and there are also many people who want to help but are unable to help. However, all this powerlessness will often be nakedly placed in front of you, forcing you to look directly at it. Don't face it.

Su Xian felt unprecedentedly sad at such paleness and powerlessness.

Maybe she could bravely overcome every bump in life, but she couldn't face the sadness of having nothing to do with her. Because of this, Su Xian's heart clenched in pain. She held her hand, raised her head and followed Zuo Yue. Yao said: "You must be a good doctor in the future."

Zuo Yueyao freed up a hand and pinched Su Xian's less voluptuous cheek: "It's not a good thing to be too emotional. She's stronger than you."

Su Xian sniffed: "What's so good about being strong? It's all just pretending. Girls who are soft and weak are so annoying."

"Oh?" Zuo Yueyao teased: "Then let sister show us what it looks like to be soft and weak, okay?"

Clap your hands and cheer.

Su Xian then imitated He Xinwan and said a few words of ladylikeness at the top of her voice. She pointed her chubby finger at her: "Sister, you are so fake. You don't look like you at all. My brother is laughing at you."

Su Xian then remembered that there seemed to be some unresolved issues between her and Zuo Yueyao, so she turned away and said, "I don't know him."

"You don't know me?" After thinking about it, Zuo Yueyao slowly put her on the ground. His movements were so gentle that it made people jealous. Su Xian ran with her, but was caught by Zuo Yueyao.

"Are you sure you don't know me?"

Su Xian said harshly: "I'm not familiar with him anyway."

"Okay." Zuo Yueyao relaxed his hand: "Since you came to Nanda, I have tried hard to make up for the absence without saying goodbye. I have tried hard to make you feel warm in this strange city, and I have tried hard to make you feel warm. I tried my best to make things go smoothly, but I didn’t expect that when I did this, I would get an unfamiliar word.”

Su Xian seemed to hear his sigh, and felt that his words were a little sad: "Should I say that I did something wrong, or that I thought wrong?"

Seeing that he was about to leave, Su Xian stamped his feet anxiously: "Then you shouldn't have wronged me and said that I have any relationship with Instructor Wen! I wanted to make it clear in front of you that day, but you couldn't stop walking. Don’t even reply! You know how annoying you are!”

Zuo Yueyao stopped and turned around: "You mean, you wanted to answer the phone in front of me that day to prove to me that you don't like him?"

Su Xian thought for a while, and seemed to mean so, and nodded: "Absolutely, but you didn't give me a chance."

He suddenly ran back again, hugging Zuo Yueyao's calf: "Brother, come play with us."

Zuo Yueyao looked down at the little guy, and his smile grew stronger: "You call me sister and come with us."

"But my sister said she doesn't know you."

Su Xian pretended to look at the sky and heard Zuo Yueyao say in a joking voice: "You should know her by now. If you don't believe me, go and try."

So he ran over and grabbed Su Xian's clothes: "Sister, do you want to play with brother?"

This question was really childish. She couldn't correct a child's language, so she held her little hand and said, "Let's go."

He stretched out his other hand and took Zuo Yueyao's hand. The three of them were walking, but suddenly they stopped walking. Su Xian and Zuo Yueyao both looked at him in unison.

Looking at her grinning her little mouth, smiling very sincerely, she said sweetly: "I think you are like my parents."

Everyone knows that they have never met their parents, so when Su Xian heard this, she felt very sad. After she was over, she felt that the words were quite ambiguous, so she waited for Zuo Yueyao to correct them. Ambiguity.

As a result, Zuo Yueyao corrected her and said, "If we are happy, we can be your parents."

He clapped his little hands and jumped up and down while shouting: "I have a mom and dad."

Su Xian was very contemptuous: "You can lie to such a young child, and you are not ashamed."

"Liar?" Zuo Yueyao chuckled: "I never lie to others."

Su Xian was dissatisfied: "How old are you, you should be my father."

Zuo Yueyao's expression became serious: "As long as she is happy, I don't mind having more daughters at this age."

Su Xian suddenly realized that Zuo Yueyao was really not joking.

They played with the children in the orphanage until it was almost dark before reluctantly saying goodbye. They probably had an innate bond with Zuo Yueyao. When they left, they held Zuo Yueyao's hand and never let go. , the dean felt helpless: "Except for me, this child has never been so close to anyone."

Zuo Yueyao knelt down and held the little chubby hand, as tenderly as a father: "Mom and dad will come to see you often."

He raised his little head and looked at Su Xian expectantly: "Mom, don't quarrel with Dad next time. Dad is a good man."

The corners of Su Xian's mouth twitched and he nodded seriously: "No quarrel."

After they came out of the orphanage, Chen Biyu inserted herself between Zuo Yueyao and Su Xian: "When did you become my parents? You two..."

"Is there a dinner party tonight?" Zuo Yueyao looked around and asked.

Chen Biyu is also an easy-going person, "Yes, didn't the president say that if today's event goes well, I will reward everyone tonight."

"Today's event didn't go smoothly, it really went very smoothly, President, dear President!" Chen Biyu shouted in a high voice: "Where are we going to eat in a while? I'm starving to death. Except for that ghost military training, This is the second time I have stood for so long.”

When Su Xian mentioned military training, he thought of Wen He again.

From that day on, she opened her heart to Wen He. After she opened her heart, Wen He completely lost news.

It's just that Su Xian never deleted Wen He's number. She felt the slightest apology to Wen He.

This apology comes from her selfishness.

I remember the last chat between the two of them.

Su Xian: Instructor Wen, I have never thought about falling in love in college.

Wen He: I can wait for you to graduate.

Su Xian: No, I believe that Instructor Wen will be able to find the right person for you, and that person will definitely not be me.

Wen He: Do you have someone you like?

Su Xian: No.

Wen He: If you find someone you like, I will quit; if not, I will wait.

Su Xian: Yes.

Just like that, Wen He seemed to have disappeared from then on.

Su Xian didn't know if this was Wen He's relationship, but for her, it could only be regarded as an interlude. After the interlude, she imitated Wen He and asked herself if there was anyone she liked.

Su Xian repeatedly screened all the people of the opposite sex he knew, and finally came to a very insightful conclusion: they are all brothers.

This made Su Xian breathe a sigh of relief. Looking at the various emotional entanglements he had witnessed, Su Xian believed that being alone still had its advantages.

The president really knows how to choose a place. There is a park near the river. You can have a self-service barbecue in the park. Although the autumn breeze is cool, it is really nice to be with the right people and sit in the open air by the scenery and water, eating and drinking.

Su Xian approached the river for the first time. It had been a long time since Zuo Yueyao promised to take her to the river for a walk. She glanced at Zuo Yueyao. He was talking to the president, wearing a gray The gray coat is very similar to Su Xian's, but it looks handsome on Zuo Yueyao, while on Su Xian, it looks a little sloppy.

So Su Xian pulled her clothes up and down to show that she was not too sloppy. She had never done barbecue before, so she could only do it on the side.

Since coming out of Heyunling, Su Xian has experienced countless firsts.

When they sat down around the table, Chen Biyu dragged her plastic stool and squeezed in between Zuo Yueyao and Su Xian, and asked Zuo Yueyao shamelessly: "Goddess, I want to sit with you, is that okay?"

Zuo Yueyao just smiled lightly: "No problem."

This made Chen Biyu wink at Su Xian and whisper: "Look, I'll just say that the male god is interested in me. It seems that he was playing hard to get."

Su Xian moved his stool to the side to keep himself away from Chen Biyu. It was too noisy.

"Today we will celebrate two things with tea instead of wine." The president's smile has been extremely bright today: "Now, the activities to celebrate our club are smoother and more successfully completed than ever before."

"Secondly, welcome our male idol to join us and thank our male idol for his outstanding performance today."

Su Xian hummed inwardly, he was just showing off his outstanding performance.

After tea for thirty years, the atmosphere was full of laughter and laughter. Chen Biyu tried hard to please Zuo Yueyao, but Zuo Yueyao was unmoved. He occasionally spoke to the president, but occasionally he would Chen Biyu handed Su Xian a skewer.

Su Xian bit the Chuanchuaner, feeling as if he had been left in the cold palace and was ignored.

Is this the legendary hot and cold?

She thought that there was a truce between them after they came out of the orphanage, but when they got here, Zuo Yueyao didn't say a word to her.

Under the atmosphere, Chen Biyu began to show off her teeth and claws regardless of the occasion: "Mr. God, please tell me honestly. Is it because of me that you come to our club?"

Su Xian couldn't wait to put his ear to it.

"No." Zuo Yueyao's voice was light, gentle, but serious.

But Chen Biyu didn't give up: "Oh, you still don't admit it."

Amid the roar of laughter from everyone, Zuo Yueyao's eyes fell on Su Xian, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, which was warm and seemed to be able to relieve the coolness of the autumn.

Zuo Yueyao gently threw a small pebble into a wave of quiet lake water. His movements were gentle, but the lake water rippled and could not calm down for a long time.