My heart beats for you under the moonlight

Until Lu Xiran returned to the dormitory and saw the person hiding under the quilt, knowing her habits, he knew that something unhappy must be happening. Because she was afraid of heights, she didn't dare to climb up, so she could only hold onto the fence and pull Su Xian's quilt.

"Xianxian, didn't you say you had a lot of things to do in the club today and would come back later? Why did you come back so early?"

"I'm not going." Su Xian's voice sounded like a mosquito, "I'm not in the mood."

Lu Xiran couldn't pull the quilt anymore: "Expose your head to talk to me, I don't dare to climb up."

Su Xian then stretched out his head, his disheveled hair sticking to his face. He felt a sense of loss that he had never felt before. When he was in a bad mood, it was as if he was sick. He used to be alone. She didn't have so many emotions anymore. She didn't understand why she was becoming more and more emotional now.

Is it just because Zuo Yueyao ignored her?

Or is it because Zuo Yueyao didn't even listen to her complete explanation?

But what did she need to explain? Explain that his relationship with Wen He is really not the kind of relationship he thought? Or explain that she really doesn't like Wen He, but just treats Wen He as an ordinary friend.

But why did she need to explain to Zuo Yueyao.

Why did she want to make it clear to Wen He in front of Zuo Yueyao that day?

In the past few days, she hung up all of Wen He's calls and didn't reply to a single text message. Su Xian felt a little sorry for Wen He, but she didn't understand why she felt sorry for Wen He again?

Why?Why?why!

These questions turned Su Xian's mind into a mess. Su Xian suddenly discovered that the stupidest thing he did as a child was to look forward to growing up.

What's so good about growing up? It's so troublesome!

"Ran Ran, he ignored me."

"Who?"

"Who else could it be?"

"Senior Brother Zuo? How is that possible? Senior Brother will not ignore you if he ignores anyone. He is so kind to you."

"Really, I'm not going to lie to you, he ignored me and hasn't looked for me for several days."

"Isn't it normal not to look for you? You don't know that senior brother is very busy recently." Lu Xiran comforted me.

"It's different, it's different this time."

"What's the difference?" Lu Xiran was confused.

"I don't know." Su Xian's dejected look made Lu Xiran feel distressed: "It's just different anyway."

"I think you may be overthinking it. Senior brother is really busy."

Others may not know Zuo Yueyao's kindness to Su Xian, but as a witness who witnessed it with his own eyes, Lu Xiran definitely has the right to speak.

Su Xian is lively and cheerful by nature, while Zuo Yueyao likes to be quiet and steady. Logically speaking, it would be difficult for two people with completely opposite personalities to get together, but Su Xian and Zuo Yueyao not only came together, but also got along particularly harmoniously.

Lu Xiran knew that such harmony came from Zuo Yueyao's tolerance and humility.

This is probably the legendary one who is making trouble and the other who is laughing.

In the next few days, Su Xian was depressed. She was not happy, and Lu Xiran was even less happy. The dormitory was originally a bit dull because of Yao Jing's presence. Now that things are better, Yao Jing's depression has not been cured yet, and Su The string was broken again.

She couldn't muster the energy to do anything, and she ate less than usual. This was the first time Lu Xiran saw Su Xian like this. She was at a loss and had to send a message to Ren Shang, wondering if Zuo Yueyao was really bad. It’s time to deal with Su Xian.

When Ren Shang received the message, he was eating out with her current girlfriend. Halfway through the meal, Lu Xiran's text message came over and he took a look at it.

"Brother, is it convenient for you now? I have something to ask you."

"Say." Ren Shang didn't care about the beauty opposite him and went straight back.

"Did Su Xian and Senior Brother Zuo have a quarrel? She has been unhappy these past two days. Su Xian said that Senior Brother Zuo ignored her."

"do not know."

"Ok."

Lu Xiran put down her phone and didn't dare to disturb her anymore, but as soon as she put it down, Ren Shang's message came over again.

"Tell me something nice and I'll help you find out if I'm happy."

Lu Xiran didn't know what sounded good, so she replied honestly: "But I don't know how."

Then Ren Shang never responded to the message, so Lu Xiran had to find another way.

"Who are you texting? Are you communicating with your ex behind my back again? Don't forget how you promised me." The beauty's charming voice made it difficult for the man to control it, but Ren Shang He is not yet a real man, so Jiao Didi is admirable to him, but it cannot shake any of his thoughts.

"Eat quickly, I have something else to do."

Ren Shang came out of the hotel, put the beauty in the car, and called Zuo Yueyao while walking along the street.

"what's up?"

Sure enough, this guy was not in a good mood either.

"It's okay. I missed you. I'll give you a call." Ren Shang pretended not to know, teasing him in a normal way.

"It's okay, I'll hang up." The other end of the phone seemed impatient.

"I'm fine." Ren Shang said deliberately, "It seems like your little cousin is in trouble."

"What's up with her?"

Ren Shang pretended to sigh: "I don't know about that. Lu Xiran told me that she has been depressed recently and doesn't eat. I'm afraid she's starving now, otherwise the girl wouldn't give me anything. Call for help.”

A cold snort suddenly came from the other end of the phone: "If you say she is depressed, I might believe it. But if you say she doesn't eat, do you believe it yourself?"

Ren Shang cursed himself in annoyance. He had forgotten that Su Xian and Lu Xiran were rivals. Both of them would never starve to death.

Ren Shangshan smiled: "Okay, I admit, I made up the sentence about not eating, but the previous sentence is indeed true."

"so what?"

"This is not like you, brother, why don't you care?"

"Someone will care about him, it's not my turn."

As a veteran in love, Ren Shang immediately understood what the other party said and probably guessed the entanglement involved.

Emotions, this is because someone is jealous.

"Okay, anyway, I've passed it on to you. As for what to do, you have to decide for yourself. I can't control it." Anyway, no one is here, so Ren Shang doesn't worry about being beaten if he says a few more words: " But let me remind you, this little girl is no more hard-hearted than us men. She has never been in love before. Someone is pursuing her out of the blue. This is the first time for the little girl. Even if she doesn't agree at first, it will take a little longer. Click, my heart softened, and I agreed.”

Regardless of whether the other person's face was red or dark, Ren Shang just said happily: "Once she agrees to this, it will be her first love. These people all have a bit of a first love complex, especially little girls, the complex is even heavier. , once it gets stuck, it will be difficult to pull it out, and even if it is pulled out in the future, I’m afraid I won’t forget it for the rest of my life.”

"Isn't there a saying that first love is the most unforgettable? Hey, hey... Damn, hang up the phone!"

Ren Shang whistled and was in a good mood.

In the office, the professor looked through the surgery report handed in by Zuo Yueyao and nodded with satisfaction at this very detailed report.

Today, Zuo Yueyao seemed a little absent-minded.

The professor knocked on the table: "What do you think of the proposal I just made?"

Zuo Yueyao came to his senses: "What?"

The professor took off his glasses, "I mean, after you graduate from your undergraduate degree, I can introduce you to go abroad. There are several universities abroad that are quite good."

"I think it's pretty good in China."

Zuo Yueyao's refusal was beyond the professor's expectation: "Don't you know that you are a nugget of gold?"

"You all say that I am a nugget of gold." Zuo Yueyao showed a forced smile: "Since I am a nugget of gold, it can shine wherever I go."

"Okay, okay, I can't say anything about you. Your mouth is getting better and better now. I don't know who you learned it from." The professor showed a doting smile.

Who did you learn it from... A human-shaped answer naturally appeared in Zuo Yueyao's mind.

"Professor, what is the feeling of first love?" Because he is both a teacher and a friend, Zuo Yueyao wanted to find the answer to the long-puzzled question from this experienced person.

The professor didn't notice the student's absent-mindedness, so he placed the materials one by one, then pushed them aside, folded his hands, and looked at Zuo Yueyao with soft eyes: "This first love, some people say it is sweet, and some people say it is sweet. It is said to be bitter, and some people say it is like a dream, but I feel that this first love is like a newborn baby coming into this world. His mind is blank, full of curiosity and fantasy about everything in the world. What? I want to touch them all, I want to try everything, sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, all kinds of tastes.”

"First love is valuable. Its value lies in its simplicity and beauty. Of course, regret is also a valuable part."

"What does it mean to like?" Zuo Yueyao asked again. Even though he is academically superb, he is really not as good as Ren Shang in some aspects. Of course, Zuo Yueyao would not be stupid enough to ask Ren Shang such a question. From his perspective What comes out of your mouth are generally not good words.

The professor also answered very seriously the non-academic questions asked by the students he was proud of.

"Like this thing is not a traceless abstract concept. Everyone's likes have something in common. For example, they will take the initiative to approach and shorten the distance between you. Every move of the other person will affect your emotions, and even The state of being with the other party is different from the usual state. If the other party is very close to someone of the opposite sex, he will be sad and angry; if the other party is in need, he will spare no effort to help. No matter what time, he will always be there in his mind. I consciously think of such a person."

The professor smiled like an old naughty boy: "Boy, do you have someone you like?"

"Probably so." Ren Shang asked similar questions more than once, but he never admitted it because Zuo Yueyao himself didn't understand what it was like to like.

Now, he probably figured it out and understood why he was so angry that day that he walked away. Why hearing her say that when he was a relative, it touched his heartstrings so much. He was silent for a few days just to let himself think clearly. , does he feel sympathy for her, pity, or...

Perhaps, such emotions have been buried a long time ago.

Like it without knowing it, there are always some people who will make such mistakes.