The live fortune telling is so accurate that the whole network is waiting to watch.

Aunt Yue's eyes became red as she spoke.

Although three years had passed, her heart felt like a knife every time she thought about the scene at that time.

She and her husband have been married for thirty years and their relationship has always been very good. Originally, her husband planned to take her around after retirement to see the great rivers and mountains of the motherland.

Unfortunately, the weather is unpredictable.

One day just three years ago, my husband suffered a sudden myocardial infarction and was already hanging on by a thread when he was sent to the hospital.

At that time, the attending doctor asked whether he wanted to be rescued.

If rescue is possible, ECMO should be put on immediately. This is a medical device for extracorporeal membrane oxygenation, which can partially replace the heart and lungs.

It is extremely expensive to use. Just turning it on once costs [-] to [-] yuan. After that, the daily cost will be several thousand yuan more, and it cannot be reimbursed by medical insurance.

But even if you are put on ECMO, due to severe brain hypoxia, even if you are rescued, you will become a vegetative state.

Aunt Yue couldn't decide between saving or not saving.

But at this time, her son was in a meeting and couldn't get through on the phone. She didn't have anyone to discuss it with either.

At the hospital, every second counts, and the doctor keeps urging her to make a decision. If it is too late, even if she is put on ECMO, it will be too late.

Aunt Yue once worked as a medical nurse and has seen many similar situations. She knows how bad the state of a vegetative state is.

Therefore, after a brief hesitation and constant urging from the doctor, I finally chose to give up.

When her son arrived belatedly, he saw his father's body.

Her son blamed her for why she was unwilling to save her even though she had the chance. No matter how expensive ECMO is, can it still be more expensive than my father’s life?

Aunt Yue patiently told her son that she could not bear to see her husband become a vegetative state. What's more, if her son is not married yet, if he empties his family's wealth and incurs huge foreign debts, which girl from the family will be willing to follow her?

She is so rational and lucid in her analysis, and she always feels that her decision is the wisest.

She handled her husband's funeral sensibly, consoled her son sensibly, and responded to the condolences of all relatives and friends sensibly.

But wait until her husband's funeral is completed and all visiting relatives have been sent away. When he returned to the empty room and shouted: "Old Li" as usual, he was shocked to realize that the man who had been with him for most of his life was no longer there.

The rocking chair he once sat in was still shaking, but suddenly it was empty...

The birds he fed were chirping, but no one was teasing them anymore...

On his daily walk, people are still coming and going, but he can no longer be seen...

She cried suddenly. When everyone thought she was fine, the belated sadness, along with huge guilt, flooded her like a tidal wave that broke a dam.

They say time can dilute everything, but as time went by, her yearning and guilt deepened.

That day at the door of the emergency room, the scene where the doctor asked her to make a decision reappeared in her mind over and over again.

She thought over and over again, what would have happened if she had been saved? Can my husband still be around? Even if he becomes a vegetative state, at least she and her son can still see him?

The huge guilt tortured her day and night.

Although her reason told her that she made the best choice.

But emotionally, her guilt towards her husband can never be erased.

[If I were her husband, I would definitely blame her. There is obviously a chance of rescue, so why not save it? 】

[Yes, if you want to save your life, it’s still too late to give up if it doesn’t work out in the future. The aunt said it so affectionately, but she was actually afraid that her husband would become a vegetable and harm her, right? 】

[Can the person upstairs not be so holy? Do you know what cerebral hypoxia is? Do you know what ECMO is? After being put on ECMO, people will definitely survive, and there will be no need for resuscitation or anything else in the future, so they can just relax. If you regret it then, can you still kill him? 】

[Tell me a tragedy. My friend's grandfather was in the same situation a few years ago. At first, his son and daughter were filial and rescued him desperately. Later, the grandfather became a vegetative state and lay in bed all the time. At first, the children often came to visit, but as their emotions wore off, everyone gradually stopped coming. The old man was left to the nursing staff, who did not take good care of him, and his whole back was completely rotten. In the end, after ten years of hard work, the talent left. There is no filial son in front of the bedside of a long-term illness. It is really not just talk. 】

[Forget it if you have money, what you fear most is losing both your money and your life! Our neighbor's family has such a situation. They don't have money to hire a caregiver, so the whole family takes turns taking care of them. Later, the daughter-in-law couldn't bear it anymore and took the children away after the divorce. My son owes a lot of debt and has to take care of his wife, who is in a vegetative state. He cannot concentrate on going to work. In the end, after grinding for five or six years, I couldn't bear it anymore and I choked my mother to death. Alas, the good filial son turned into a murderer of his mother. 】

[According to what you said, you would just give up when your loved ones are seriously ill? What a theory! Anyway, if it were my parents, I would definitely save them no matter how much money or price they paid. 】

[This is not just a question of whether to save or not, but living without dignity may not be a good thing for the patient! 】

[Oh my god, it’s so scary! I want to make a will. If you encounter a similar situation, please don’t rescue me. I don't want to be a vegetable! 】

[It is better to die than to live, we must save! 】

In fact, there are different reasons for saving or not saving, and there is no absolute right or wrong.

It's just that subjectively, everyone will bring their own emotions, so differences arise, and the above debates arise. After all, everyone is afraid of encountering this day, but everyone may experience such a life and death decision.

Aunt Yue said: "I don't care what other people think of me. I just want to know if my husband blames me."

"To tell you the truth, the anchor said, I recite the dream spell you taught Fang Xiaomei every night. I hope my husband can enter my dream so that I can ask him personally. But no matter how many times I recite the spell, it doesn't work. For more than three years, he has never entered my dreams once. Anchor, does he blame me? That’s why he doesn’t even want to see me in his dreams again?”

Sang Feiwan said: "His soul has left long ago, and may have even been reincarnated, so no matter how many times you recite the dream spell, you can't summon him. In fact, this is a good thing, and you can feel relieved."

Aunt Yue said eagerly: "But I just want to ask him in person, otherwise my conscience will be uneasy. Anchor, is there any way for me to talk to him?"

Sang Feiwan said: "I'll write you a talisman and ask someone to send it to you. After receiving the talisman, go to his tomb after Zishi and burn it, and then recite his name silently in your heart. If he hasn't After reincarnation, I can come back to see you briefly."

She had thought before that there might be places where talismans would be needed, so she ordered talisman paper and cinnabar online in advance. Just in time to come in handy tonight.

In front of many netizens, Sang Feiwan drew a spell in front of the camera in one stroke.

Aunt Yue thanked her profusely, and then reluctantly cut off the connection.

Netizens were once again shocked by Sang Feiwan’s actions:

[Fortune telling, psychic reading, and talisman painting, host, tell me honestly, what else can’t you do? 】

[I guess the anchor must be from the Yu family of Shoulongshan. It is said that it is the only officially recognized Taoism in our country. The disciples in the sect are proficient in Yin and Yang Feng Shui, mysterious and low-key. 】

[I have heard about Shou Longshan, but isn’t the anchor’s surname Sang? 】

[Idiot, if you are just an ordinary disciple and not a direct heir, your surname may not necessarily be Yu. 】

Seeing netizens starting to use their imagination, Sang Feiwan explained with a smile: "I don't belong to any sect, so you don't need to speculate too much."

Just as he was talking, there was a knock on the door. It was Sang Feiwan calling for express delivery in the city. Aunt Yue's house happens to be in Beijing, so I can call a special errand boy and deliver it tonight.

Of course, the cost would be paid backwards - Sang Feiwan always calculated clearly.

"Okay, without further ado, let's start connecting with the next lucky fan!"

Soon a young woman with the online name "Eat Chicken Tonight" appeared on the screen.

Tonight, I was wearing a cap, sunglasses and a mask, fully armed.

"What do you want to do with chicken tonight?"

Tonight Chicken Eater said: "Anchor, it's my boss who grabbed your connection. But she has a special status and it's not convenient to show her face. When it comes to privacy, we hope to meet offline to discuss it in detail. Of course, the fee is easy to negotiate, and you won't be wasted. Hard."

Sang Feiwan said: "I need to know what you want to calculate first. If you don't make it clear, I won't accept it."

Chicken Dinner Tonight: "Anchor, it's a matter of privacy and it's not convenient to talk about it on the live broadcast. Can you be accommodating?"

Sang Feiwan said: "No, I'm afraid of being kidnapped."

[Hahaha, it turns out that the anchor is also afraid! 】

[You must be careful. The anchor is so beautiful and so capable. What if she is targeted by bad people? 】

[Yes, I support the anchor! Besides, everyone is dating in private like you, so where do the netizens in our live broadcast room come from? 】

[That is, other people’s privacy is also private, and they are not afraid to talk about it in front of everyone. Why are you so special? This is a live broadcast, it was originally meant to be broadcast for everyone to see! 】

Sang Feiwan said: "If we eat chicken tonight, does it still count? If it doesn't count, I will replace it."

In fact, a few days before tonight's chicken dinner, I had sent many private messages to Sang Feiwan to make appointments.

But Sang Feiwan was a man of few words. Except for fortune-telling when he got a connection in the live broadcast room, he refused to accept any other private message invitations.

It was not easy to grab the connection to the live broadcast room. They used several accounts to get it with great difficulty. If you miss it this time, you may not be able to get it next time.

Eating chicken tonight looked at the person next to him hesitantly.

The woman hiding outside the camera nodded and said, "Anchor, let's count!"

Sang Feiwan said: "Nothing, just tell me."

Tonight's Chicken Eater said: "My boss is a star. In order to make his star journey smoother, he hired...a soul boy a few years ago. The soul boy has always been very well-behaved and well supported, and has never had any accidents. But recently, there has been no Knowing why, the soul boy suddenly started to cause trouble. It is not convenient to say what the specific thing was, so as not to let everyone take the blame. So, we thought about sending the soul boy away. But it is easy to ask God to send God away, but it is difficult to send him away. We found several masters, but nothing happened. Being able to send him away made the spirit boy even more troublesome. We watched your live broadcast several times and know that you are a capable person, so we wanted to ask you for help."

[Female star? Raise a soul boy! No wonder I just refused to say it, it turned out to be such an exciting thing! 】

【In order to be popular, I will do anything. It's fine now, has it been a backlash? Deserve it! 】

[Is she an actress starting with L? Rumor has it that she has been raising soul children. 】

[I think she is more like an actress starting with Z. She was not popular in the early years, but later she became famous in several dramas in a row. 】

Tonight, Zhanji also saw the speech on the public screen and said quickly: "Everyone, please stop making wild guesses. Your guesses are all wrong. Oh, the anchor, you can tell me, will you take this matter up?"

Sang Feiwan said: "Take it."

I felt relieved after eating chicken tonight, "Then I'll send you the address privately, and you can see when it's convenient to come over in the next two days. The sooner the better!"

Sang Fei didn't like things to be delayed too long, so he said, "Let's do it tomorrow afternoon."

After the negotiation was completed, Tonight Chicken hurriedly went offline, fearing that his disguise would be taken off by netizens if he was too late.

But before playing, she still gave him a few soaring cloud whales as a sign of goodwill.

The curiosity of netizens has not been cut off along with the connection:

[So, who is her boss? Could it be the one I am a fan of? 】

[What should I do? When I look at all the female celebrities now, I feel like they have adopted a spiritual child! 】

[This is definitely just an individual case. Don’t talk nonsense. It will not be good if it affects the reputation of other celebrities. 】

[Anchor, anchor, after you meet her tomorrow, can you come back and reveal something to us? 】

[This melon is so delicious that I don’t even know if it is winter melon, watermelon, or pumpkin. Anchor, please follow up! 】

Sang Feiwan said: "It's about privacy, I hope everyone respects it. Okay, let's continue the connection."

……

Aunt Yue was still watching Sang Feiwan's live broadcast, when an errand boy from the same city brought Sang Feiwan's talisman.

So Aunt Yue ignored the live broadcast and quickly took a taxi and headed straight to the cemetery.

When we arrived at the suburban cemetery, it was already twelve o'clock, and the surroundings were dead silent, with no one around. There are only tombstones standing there. It looks a little scary.

But Aunt Yue was not afraid at all and went straight to her husband's tombstone.

The photo on the tombstone was stained with some dirt, so she wiped it clean carefully, with an extremely gentle movement.

After wiping the tombstone clean, she took out Sang Feiwan's talisman and lit it.

She was talking volubly, as if she was not facing a cold tombstone, but a living person.

The spell burned, and curls of green smoke rose up. The green smoke lingered in the air and slowly condensed into a shadow.

That familiar face made Aunt Yue burst into tears instantly.

"Husband, I finally see you!"

"Honey, I'm sorry. I didn't save you back then and let you die a long time ago."

"Did you blame me in your heart, so you left so simply and didn't even want to let me see you in your dreams? Wuwu..."

A pair of disembodied hands rested on the woman's shoulders - he looked at her with distressed eyes.

"Hey..." The long sigh fell into the watery night across the blue-falling yellow spring, across life and death.

"Stop crying, wife."

Aunt Yue tried hard to see him clearly, but tears blurred her vision and she couldn't wipe them away.

The man tried to wipe away her tears, but the disembodied hand passed through her face - he couldn't complete that ordinary action.

"I don't blame you, never."

"Instead of becoming a vegetative state, suffering for a few years, and then dying without dignity, I would rather simply walk away."

Tears were still flowing, and her crying gradually subsided, "Really?"

He smiled and nodded: "You have always been rational and sober, and you always know what is the most correct choice. I stayed by your side for a while after my death, and I saw that you were handling my funeral affairs in an orderly manner, and I also I heard your words of comfort to my son. I felt relieved that you did everything well, so I felt relieved and left early."

His smile gradually faded away, leaving only deep regret: "I am the one who wants to say I'm sorry. I promised to take you on a trip after retirement, but I couldn't do it. I'm sorry, my wife, you have to live a good life and don't Miss me..."

His figure turned into a wisp of smoke again, blown by the night wind, and disappeared without a trace.

"husband……"

She rushed over to hug him, but she only hugged the cold tombstone.

The farthest distance in the world is probably the distance between life and death, right?

It's still in my heart, but I can never see it again.