Azur Lane: The Tragic Admiral’s Azur Life

Yang Sikang smiled and let Belfast lie down again.

Even though I had already decided to try to share some of my secrets with Belfast, I still felt a little hesitant when it came time to do so.

He took a deep breath, put aside these thoughts, organized his thoughts and said:

"There were ship girls in the world before me, so I have some understanding of many ships."

As soon as Yang Sikang opened his mouth, Belfast was slightly surprised.

"But unlike this world, there are no sirens in that world, but an enemy called the deep sea.

The shipgirls in that world are also different from this world, not only in appearance and other aspects, but also in nature.

If we want to describe it, they feel like a collection of excellent characters, optimistic, positive, kind, full of sense of justice and spirit of sacrifice.

But if I tell you, they are a little too kind. "

Sighing, Yang Sikang continued:

"There were commanders in that world, but the title in that world was admiral. Unlike this world, in the world before me, there was only one admiral and only one ship girl. There were no two identical ship girls.

And only admirals can build ship girls, and only after one admiral dies will there be another one, just like the inheritance of a certain qualification. "

"So, you should be the only admiral in that world, right?"

Belfast asked with a smile.

Yang Sikang avoided the question of what would happen to his shipgirl after the death of the admiral. Although Belfast was aware of this, Belfast did not ask any more questions. Sometimes, not saying it is actually a statement, at least for Belfast.

"Yes."

Speaking of this, Yang Sikang shook his head mockingly:

"But to be honest, I'm not a qualified admiral at all."

He sighed again and explained:

"There is an essential difference between the deep seas of that world and the sirens of this world. The deep seas come from the ocean itself. They are like the resentment and resentment of the former ships and the crew members on the ships when they died, and a series of negative emotions. And the shipgirls of that world were born as if they were in opposition to the deep sea.

But as for me, when I became an admiral, I knew neither strategy nor combat. Let alone a war, at that time I had never even seen with my own eyes what it was like for someone to be killed in front of me. "

“But time always pushes people forward, and by the time I finally got up, many things were irreversible.

I'm probably lucky, because according to what those seniors said, it's possible for a ship girl who sank in a battle to be wrapped up in those negative emotions, and then become a member of the deep sea and appear in front of her as an enemy. But I've never been in that situation. "

"This may mean that they are not unwilling to die, doesn't it?"

Belfast's gentle voice pulled Yang Sikang out of his sad mood.

As if a drowning man saw a life-saving straw, Yang Sikang also looked towards Belfast.

He shook his head mockingly and continued:

“But that doesn’t excuse my incompetence at that time.

In fact, there are not many places where I can help in the battle between them and Deep Sea.

I can only look at the overall situation, but the specific battles are still under their own command. More often, what I deal with is not the deep sea, but...human beings. "

"Because of the kindness of ship girls, there are always some people who want to get some benefits from them.

People living in seaside cities want ship girls to protect their cities. They are afraid of being attacked by the deep sea and want ship girls to guard their coastlines. Some even want to use the power of ship girls to smuggle goods. .

So when it comes to how to command a fleet to fight, in fact, I can only barely pass. What I am better at is dealing with people and solving problems in a simple and direct way. "

“When I first came to this world, I never thought about becoming a commander.

Because I was supposed to die there and sink to the bottom of the sea with my ship girls, but I survived and even came to another world.

My body, which was supposed to last less than two years, became healthier. It was as if... nothing in that world had ever happened to me. "

"But I heard from Cleveland that Master, you seemed a little afraid of becoming a commander?"

Yang Sikang raised his eyebrows and laughed:

"What, did she see it? Fortunately, I thought I didn't show it clearly, but it turned out that I was being smart again.

Yes, I was afraid of becoming a commander at that time.

Because I didn't think I could handle the responsibility of being a commander, and I was afraid that the same thing would happen to me. At that time, I was thinking, there are so many commanders in this world, and I am not the only one missing. If I don't become the commander and don't build, then bad things won't happen? "

Yang Sikang shook his head as he spoke, his face full of mockery of himself a few months ago.

Belfast is still very interested. Although Yang Sikang is very deliberate in avoiding the topic of what happened in the past, she will not take the initiative to ask.

Healed wounds will also leave scars, and opening the scars roughly will only make blood dripping.

It would hurt to open the scar, and she knew not to rush it.

Since Yang Sikang can tell her this today, she will have many opportunities to slowly understand his past in the future.

"So how did you figure it out?"

Belfast's voice was still gentle. She asked questions slowly and patiently waited for Yang Sikang's answer.

"As for the cause, it's probably because of responsibility."

Yang Sikang smiled:

"Cleveland has always wanted me to be the commander, so I deliberately failed in the construction process she prepared for me. As a result, because of this incident and the fact that she had always favored me before, she was held accountable.

I thought at that time, I should solve this problem. Cleveland saved my life and brought me back to this home port, and it was she who kept me in the home port without being kicked out after the initial period of surveillance.

It was her help that the things I wrote were handed over, and it was her help that I was able to get the books.

I owe Cleveland so much, and now she is being held accountable because of my deliberate failure. "

After a long sigh, Yang Sikang said again:

"But even so, I still didn't make up my mind to become a commander. I was very hesitant at the time. If I became a commander just to repay Cleveland, then no matter who I built, I would have no respect for the ship I built. Mom, this is all unfair.

I don’t want Cleveland, who has helped me a lot, to be held accountable for my reasons. Can I let an innocent ship girl be built for this reason? "

Yang Sikang shook his head as he spoke, but his eyes became firm:

"Mavis's words reminded me that no matter how I came into this world, at least I have a chance to change, which is always better than those who regret but have no chance to change.

At that time, I thought about it for a long time, and then I figured out one thing: If it was not an accident that I came to this world, then maybe there are some things that only a time traveler like me is suitable to do. "

Yang Sikang stretched out his hand towards the starry sky, as if he wanted to hold the bright starlight in his hand.

His eyes were much firmer than when he was talking about the past, and Belfast's smile became gentler as a result.

But Yang Sikang's next words made her eyes widen:

"Actually, I want the QX-306 port area not because it is close to the place where I was rescued by Cleveland, but because it is the port area I know that can get rid of the influence of White Eagle. I have the best hope of getting it. place."

"Master, what do you mean..."

“I can trust all the ship girls, but I don’t trust those politicians, nor those high-ups in the military.

Since I had some contact with ordinary people outside the port area, I have inquired about a lot of information privately.

I am almost certain that White Eagle's navy is trying to analyze the principle behind the birth of ship girls, and they are doing some very dangerous things. "

Belfast's eyes changed slightly. She believed that Yang Sikang would not be innocent, but if that was the case, the nature of the matter would be completely different.

Yang Sikang is undoubtedly a very eye-catching one among all the commanders now, not to mention that WBI has come to visit him before.

But now, the plan that Yang Sikang was about to implement would put him in danger at any time, plus what Yang Sikang said at this time.

"Master, now you..."

Yang Sikang shook his head and smiled softly:

"It's still early. As long as I am still in the port area, they have no good way to deal with me. And I have already thought about it. When you and Reputation Counterattack come back from Donghuang, it will be the time for my next construction. "

Having said this, Yang Sikang stretched his waist.

"Haha, I originally planned to talk about my past, but I didn't expect that I would say so much. It's getting late, it's time to rest."

Yang Sikang stood up and stretched out his hand to Belfast.

The head maid put her hand on his palm, used the strength to stand up, and suddenly asked:

"Master, do you still plan to build only royal ship girls this time?"

"You guys, the royal ship girls, should be more familiar with each other. There are still many people in the maid team. Besides, the ship girls from other camps haven't arrived yet."

Yang Sikang looked into Belfast's eyes and smiled slightly:

"When everyone gets used to it and thinks I can only build royal ship girls, wouldn't it be better to give them a big surprise?"

After a pause, Yang Sikang turned to look in the direction of the construction room again, and the smile at the corner of his mouth gradually turned into a sneer:

"Besides, if we don't get rid of those people, how can I safely build White Eagle and other camp girls?"