Reborn as a widow in the 70s

Song Xiuxiu originally thought that Sihong would take a break for at least a few days, but she didn't expect that she would go to work full of energy the next day.

Before leaving, Song Xiuxiu said distressedly: "Little sister, why don't you rest at home for two more days!"

I saw Sihong smiling and saying: "Second sister, what you said yesterday was right. Days go by and the sun rises as usual! I'm fine, don't worry!"

After finishing speaking, he shouted towards the room: "You little brats, hurry up and pack up. I'll take you to school today!"

Song Xiuxiu stood at the door and watched Sihong leave with the children, feeling sad in her heart.

She is aware of her pain, but she can only accept this kind of thing slowly by herself, and persuade herself slowly, and no one can help!

Sihong thought it would be better to be busy, but later she realized that she had overestimated herself!

For her, time has not diluted everything, but made the pain deeper and deeper!

Every night she would have the same dream.

In the dream, I saw the man's body was covered in blood and flesh, but the only clean part was his left chest, which was the place he covered tightly with his hands...

He lay on his back in a mountain of corpses and a sea of ​​blood, looking at the blue sky and smiling, as if the clouds above formed the smiling face of a girl.

Meng Zibin wanted to speak, but when he opened his mouth, blood kept pouring out. Even so, he still opened his mouth with difficulty, as if to say: "Don't wait for me..."

Sihong woke up crying every time. Her heart ached so much that she almost suffocated.

She also knew that it would not work if she continued like this. She wanted to go to the doctor to get medicine, but no matter how good the medical skills were, there was nothing she could do about her illness!

Sihong hid in the silent night and cried silently...

After half a year of suffering, Sihong finally couldn't bear it anymore and decided to change her life.

At this time, Caifeng, who happened to be rooming with her, received a letter from her aunt in Pengcheng, saying that their place was designated as a special zone and could do business. She had a tailor shop at home that was too busy, and she wanted Caifeng to come and help.

Caifeng asked Sihong if she would go, and Sihong agreed without hesitation.

When she mentioned this matter to Song Xiuxiu, Song Xiuxiu objected.

Although she also knows that there are great opportunities there now and it is very suitable for development. Sihong has a restless temper, so it is also a good thing to go out to see the world and travel around.

But she also knew that it was really chaotic there at the beginning. As a little girl, she went to the south alone. If she really encountered any danger, it would mean that the sky and the earth should not work!

Seeing that her second sister disagreed, Sihong decided to tell the truth.

"Second sister, I really can't live here anymore. If I don't change my place, I feel like I will go crazy sooner or later."

"Every day when I go to work, I see the tree in front of the service agency. I always feel like he is still waiting for me under the tree!"

"Every time I walk on the road, I remember that he and I once walked side by side!"

"I feel like he lives in every corner, and his presence is everywhere!"

"Second sister, I can't forget it, I really can't forget it!"

As he spoke, Sihong's voice became choked with sobs...

Song Xiuxiu knew that her life was difficult, but the south was too dangerous, and she was worried about it. Finally, after careful consideration, Song Xiuxiu decided to wait until Lu Aiguo came back to discuss it.

Lu Aiguo heard about this after get off work and felt that Song Xiuxiu's worries were normal. Because of the coast and close proximity to Hong Kong Island, coupled with the current changes in the above-mentioned policies, it was indeed unstable.

But he also advised Song Xiuxiu not to worry too much.

"I have an old comrade who went there after changing his career. I can contact him and ask him to help check on Aunt Caifeng. If everything is true, my little sister can still go there."

"I'll ask him to explain to the street police station over there and take more care of the little girl, and there should be no problem!"

Song Xiuxiu thought this was appropriate, so she asked him to hurry up and do this.

Lu Aiguo's work efficiency was still very fast. After he got the address and name provided by Caifeng, he got a reply within two days.

Aunt Caifeng's family are all locals. They used to work in a textile factory. Now that the policy has changed, her aunt wanted to give it a try and got a sewing machine at home to do processing for others.

The family is quite honest and has a good reputation in the street.

At the same time, the old comrade also mentioned that the street where Aunt Caifeng was located happened to be the jurisdiction where he worked, so the information he gave was absolutely reliable.

As soon as he heard that he was in the jurisdiction of his comrade-in-arms, Lu Aiguo stopped hiding it and directly told him that his sister-in-law was going to work there.

After hearing this, she patted her chest and promised, "Your sister-in-law is my biological sister, don't worry if you leave her in my hands!"

Since there was someone taking care of her there, Song Xiuxiu felt free to let Sihong go.

After getting permission, Sihong and Caifeng began to prepare to leave.

They all submitted their resignation applications first, and then they were not idle while waiting for approval.

They heard that there was no winter in Pengcheng, so they decisively gave up their heavy clothes and prepared a few more sets of summer skirts.

I deposited all the cash I had in the credit union. After all, the road was so far away and it was really unsafe to bring too much cash.

They found someone to exchange the food stamps for national food stamps. When everything was ready, the resignation application was approved.

The night before leaving, the whole family prepared a farewell dinner for Sihong.

Although the family gathered together and talked and laughed as usual, the atmosphere at the entire dinner table was filled with a sense of separation.

Today, the three Song Xiuxiu sisters also drank some wine. Under the catalysis of alcohol, the three sisters began to cry while hugging each other. This made the two men and a group of children on the side dumbfounded.

"Second sister, I am really grateful to you. If you hadn't allowed me and third sister to rely on us, we would have been sold long ago and there would be no way to escape!"

"Third sister, the most correct decision I have made in my life is to take you out. You can marry third brother-in-law. Seeing how good he is to you, I am very happy. Really, I am very, very happy!"

"Little sister, please promise the second sister that you will go home when you think about it!"

"Second sister, when I make a lot of money, I will come back to pick you and third sister up. Our daughter of the Song family does not need to rely on anyone. No one can be relied on. No matter how good he is to you, he will abandon you if he says he will. Became a martyr, but forgot about me..."

"I want to take you far away. Men are really unreliable..."

Lu Aiguo and Liu Donglin on the side:...

Seeing as you have just been widowed and are traveling far away, I won’t bother with you!

Sihong did not go to sleep immediately after returning to the dormitory.

While she was drunk, she took out a small box from the corner of the house. There was a lock hanging on the box. The lock was very new and it looked like it had just been used.

Sihong moved the box to the yard, and under the moonlight she took out a key from her pocket and opened the lock.

Inside the box were neatly stacked letters, a total of 258 letters in four years.

Ever since Meng Zibin's accident, Sihong had locked all these letters in a box. She didn't dare to read them, let alone touch them.

It’s time for closure today!

Sihong lit a match, then picked up a letter and started lighting it!

The letter was quickly devoured by the flames, and the remaining ashes drifted into the distance with the night breeze.

Then came the second letter, the third letter...

It was autumn now, and it was very cold at night. Sihong ignored the coldness on the ground and sat directly on the ground, burning the letter and muttering to himself.

"These are the letters you wrote to me. There are 250 eight letters in total. I will return a lot of them to you now!"

"If I had known that the two of us would end up like this, you shouldn't have been so kind to me in the first place and made me have illusions about happiness again!"

"No, I shouldn't have known you in the first place, and I shouldn't have waved to you on that train!"

"But……"

"But if I didn't know you, the happiness of the past few years would be gone!"

At this time, Sihong's tears couldn't stop flowing down, soaking the unburned letters on the ground...