Reborn as a widow in the 70s

Dormitory of a special operations force in Northeast China

Lu Aiguo felt like his head was exploding and it hurt like hell.

He closed his eyes tightly, frowned, and patted his head repeatedly with his hands.

After the headache subsided slightly, he slowly opened his eyes.

What comes into view is no longer the intensive care unit, nor the various instruments that maintain one's vital signs, but the bunk beds with a sense of age, green walls, portraits of great men, and neat and tidy housekeeping.

Isn’t this the military dormitory where I lived when I was young?

I wouldn't let that old monk get it right, God really gave me another chance to make up for my regrets!

Thinking of this possibility, Lu Aiguo sat up suddenly, then picked up the mirror on the desk and looked at it.

That's right, I was really reborn!

Looking at myself in the mirror, my old face with wrinkles has now transformed into what I looked like when I was young.

Lu Aiguo was so excited that he cried out at the thought of seeing again the woman he had dreamed of all his life, and the daughter he had never seen before.

Just when he was happy, the corner of his eye suddenly glanced at the calendar beside him, and his body suddenly froze.

December 1974, 6

自己女儿是6月4号去世的，秀秀是6月5号投河自尽的，自己是6月6号重生的。

God, are you kidding me?

What is the meaning of your rebirth?

Do you want me to be reborn and continue to visit the graves of mother and daughter?

Looking at the calendar on the table, Lu Aiguo collapsed completely. He sat down on the chair and slumped there as if his bones had been removed.

At this moment, there was a "squeak" sound, and the door of the dormitory was pushed open from the outside.

"You're awake. It just so happens that the leader of tomorrow's commendation meeting asked you to go up and say a few words. Get ready."

The speaker was a tall, thin man with good looks.

Seeing that Lu Aiguo had not spoken and was just sitting there blankly, Yu Wentao walked up to him, waved it in front of his eyes, and found that he still had no reaction.

He hurriedly said: "Lao Lu, what's wrong with you? You're stupid!"

As he spoke, he pushed him, but Lu Aiguo still didn't even blink.

Yu Wentao was a little panicked now. Just when he was about to go find the hygienist, he heard a deep and hoarse voice coming from behind him.

"I'm fine!"

Seeing that the other party finally responded, Yu Wentao breathed a sigh of relief and said.

"There's good news, guess what!"

Lu Aiguo didn't even look at him, and said calmly: "I'm going to be promoted to the regular regiment, and you are promoted too. Let's work together!"

Hearing this, Yu Wentao asked in confusion: "How did you know?"

"It shouldn't be! I just came out of the leader's office. This was just decided by the higher-ups. How did you know about it!"

Lu Aiguo just sighed and said nothing.

Seeing that he was not very interested, Yu Wentao asked: "You are going to be promoted, aren't you happy?"

"It's rare to see a 29-year-old at the regimental level even during the war years!"

"You kid will definitely have a bright future in the future, why aren't you happy!"

Happy?In the previous life, I was indeed happy, and then returned to the village excitedly. I wanted to take Song Xiuxiu with the army, but I never expected that what was waiting for me was two short graves.

Four years ago, when I went home to visit relatives, my mother took this opportunity to exchange food for a girl to be her daughter-in-law.

The girl was thin and small, with a pair of big round eyes peeking at her timidly, like an easily frightened deer.

Lu Aiguo heard that the family treated their daughter as a human being and usually either beat or scolded her. He wanted to save the girl from the fire pit, so he agreed to the marriage.

On the wedding day, the girl came wearing patched clothes.

At that time, Lu Aiguo was very angry with himself. Why didn't he buy some clothes for this girl in advance?

Maybe the girl felt her displeasure and kept her head down all day long, not daring to look at herself.

Lu Aiguo was afraid of scaring the little girl, so at night he put away his worries and faced her with a smiling face.

The little girl was so timid. She was so timid that when she had sex for the first time, she bit her pillow towel tightly and did not dare to cry out even though it hurt.

Lu Aiguo, who had tasted the taste of a woman for the first time, lost control a little and made the little girl miserable.

He regretted it and wanted to make it up to him.

When I took her to get her certificate the next day, I wanted to buy something for the little girl to coax her out. Maybe I wasn’t good at expressing myself, or the little girl wasn’t familiar with me yet, so she didn’t want anything, so she ended up buying a few things for myself. The ruler cloth was given to her by force.

Originally, there was one week left for family leave, and Lu Aiguo thought he could get along with the little girl slowly, but he didn't expect to receive an urgent telegram from the army the next day, saying that he had to return to the army immediately because of an urgent mission.

Although Lu Aiguo felt very reluctant to leave his new wife, he still left her.

He always felt that this was his family and he would not treat her harshly. Besides, he would send money back every month.

I just didn't expect that as soon as I returned to the army, I would be sent to a secret base for a month of devil training.

In the end, five people, including himself, were selected and sent overseas to perform top-secret missions.

In order to be foolproof, the superiors sacrificed all the files of these five people and even paid out their pensions.

After four years of life and death, three people came back.

The first thing Lu Aiguo did when he returned to the army was to inquire about family visit reports.

But he didn't expect that when he got home, his wife and daughter were no longer there.

Her parents said that their child had been frail and sick since childhood, and eventually died. Unable to accept the reality of her child's death, Song Xiuxiu committed suicide by drowning herself in the river.

Although they were certain, Lu Aiguo understood from their evasive eyes and contradictory details that this matter was far from simple.

In the end, he learned the full truth of the matter from the old branch secretary, and also learned how those people had treated his wife and daughter in the past few years since he was away.

After knowing all the ins and outs of the incident, Lu Aiguo returned home and smashed up everything in the house. He beat anyone who tried to stop him, and in the end he almost strangled Huzi to death.

If Lu Laowei'er hadn't knelt directly in front of him, Lu Aiguo would really have strangled Huzi to death.

After venting his anger, Lu Aiguo simply said, "We will never see each other until we die." and walked away.

Later, the Lu family approached him several times and wanted to reconcile, but Lu Aiguo refused.

Every year during the Qingming Festival, Lu Aiguo would go back to his hometown to visit the graves of his wife and daughter, but he would always come back the same day he went there, never contacting the Lu family, or even avoiding them.

Later, Lu Aiguo was transferred to the capital, and he never saw the Lu family again until his death.

I thought I would be able to see my wife and daughter again in my new life, but God made a big joke.

Seeing that Lu Aiguo remained silent, Yu Wentao started talking to him about other things.

"Your family leave has been approved, and it lasts for a full month. This was specially granted by the old leader out of consideration for the great contributions you and your family have made in the past few years."

A month?I don’t have a home anymore, why do I need a month’s vacation?