Kuaiwen: Apart from beauty, I only have money in my eyes

My name is Xiaoran, and I am the only grandson of the famous Xiao family in Beijing. (He does not recognize Xiao Tuan’s stepbrother. He is the only grandchild in the Xiao family.)

When I was a child, I grew up in a small coastal village in Province G. It was my mother's hometown and the place where my grandparents met.I am very happy here, because there are many children playing with him every day, and it is not boring at all.It's only been a long time since I could see my parents. They were very busy and wouldn't let me go home. They said there were bad people at home and it would be dangerous to go back.

When I was 6 years old, I finally returned to my home in Beijing. It was nothing like a small fishing village. I had to learn a lot. I couldn’t jump when I walked. I had to move softly and not make any noise when I ate.There are many rules, which may make you a little uncomfortable at first, but gradually you get used to them, and you are even a little picky.

My mother is very good to me. When she was in the small fishing village, she would accompany him in the fishing village for a month every once in a while. When she returned to Beijing, she basically hung around me and spent a lot of time with me every day, because she said I want to make up for all the time I spent away from me when I was a child.My father is always busy and has very little time to play with me.

Before my mother passed away, I felt that home was the warmest and most beautiful place. But during the summer vacation when I was 15 years old, while I was still playing ball with Tang Xu, my mother left due to a car accident, and my father took another woman with him a month later. Go home and tell me, this is the new mistress of the Xiao family.

This woman also had a ten-year-old boy with her, whom my father said was my brother.I was very angry at the time and felt that my father was the worst man in the world. He not only failed my mother, but also hurt me.

Since then, I rarely go back to Xiao's house, and more often I go back to my grandpa's house. Grandpa is also very good to me. He even beat my father up at that time. Looking at the stick as thick as his arm, I feel Especially refreshing.

I don’t know why everyone calls me “school bully”. Is it because I’m better at fighting?In high school, I don’t know if it was a rebellious period. Fighting, racing, clubbing, and playing games became commonplace. I didn’t go to school without thinking about it.But I have a good brain, so even if I have such dissolute fun, I can make up for it in a little time.

The first time I noticed Chu Yiyi was actually because she was wearing a floral skirt with small polka dots that day. She looked particularly like a rag doll, so I took a few more glances.

The second time was at the bar. As soon as I opened the door of the box, Chu Yiyi was standing by the door. She seemed to glance at me, and then threw herself into my arms. I was shocked, and the people behind me were booing. , I ignored it, but I also knew that this time it was a big deal.

Chu Yiyi's information bombardment is annoying. It is no different from other girls who are interested in his face. It is really superficial and easy to see through.

That day in the coffee shop, the little guy actually dared to ask me for conditions, and he used such lame excuses.I really want to ask: Do you know that when you speak, your eyes always glance guiltily?Maybe I don't believe every word I say. Tang Xu and I both feel that she is relying on him.

But it just so happened that I was feeling upset after breaking up with Li Shiqing, so I decided to play with her.

Actually, I didn't want to do anything to Chu Yiyi, she's just a little girl, but sometimes I couldn't help but lose my temper with her or scare her with a cold face. I thought it was a fun little game.

But I don’t know when I started to get used to Chu Yiyi chattering around me. Anyway, it’s natural for three people to eat together. Her absence makes her appetite less good. After all, Tang Xu’s words are very reasonable. Watching her eat is a kind of enjoyment. , it is easy to arouse people’s appetite.

Chu Yiyi is really childish sometimes, just like a child. She always acts coquettishly towards him, and will cry if she doesn't obey. Sometimes the more she cries, the more fierce she becomes. People who don't know think I'm bullying her!Forget it, don't argue with the little brat, so as not to upset him by crying.

After a long time, I realized that this Chu Yiyi was a guy who pushed even further. When he saw that I gave in, he would use this trick every time. But he had no choice but to give in every time. But this little kid is very easy to coax, a little bit. A small delicacy can make her happy for a long time. It's really worry-free and much easier to coax than Li Shiqing.

In fact, it was quite fun to be with Chu Yiyi. He rarely thought about Li Shiqing. The harsh words they said during the breakup were just out of anger.Whenever I think about this child having been with so many other boys, I wonder if he is acting like a spoiled brat to others, and I feel an unreasonable anger in my heart.

As expected, she is a flirtatious person, but she was deceived by her appearance. It is better to stay away from her in the future. He finds it dirty.

Later, when I found out that Chu Qing was Chu Yiyi's father, I didn't know how I felt in my heart. But if this hatred is not repaid, I will always feel resentment in my heart, so we are together again.

But there are so many ways to take revenge, but I chose this long road of injuring the enemy eight hundred and damaging myself a thousand.At that time, I could still deceive myself and tell myself that I was trying to hurt her, but after we broke up again, I found that this was simply self-torture.

The second time we were together, Chu Yiyi trusted him wholeheartedly and was even easier to coax and deceive. I could always find out Chu Qing's whereabouts from her, which saved me a lot of time in looking for someone.She also became more bold and clingy, kissing, hugging and lifting her up at every turn, and even asked me to tell bedtime stories, but in the end, I gave in.Maybe out of guilt?

I don't know if I want to compensate her, but I am becoming more and more indulgent towards Chu Yiyi.Sometimes I can't tell whether I sincerely want to be nice to her, or whether I am just trying to compensate for what I said?

That day, she said to me, "The only one, you are the only one."

My heartbeat stopped for a few seconds, but unfortunately I couldn't respond to her. At that time, I didn't think what she said was true, and I had never regarded her as my only one. This was unfair to her, so I thought it was time to end it. Well, that's it, revenge, let's forget it.

But after I left, I felt very uncomfortable. I often thought about whether the little kid would cry at home, whether he would eat well and not lose weight again.Then, I started to become very irritable and started to fight with people frequently. Tang Xu was not here, so he lost a lot of fun options.

Later, Li Shiqing came to see me, and I suddenly had the idea that since Chu Yiyi could help him get rid of the sadness of Li Shiqing's breakup, then this time, when he starts a new relationship, he can ignore Chu Yiyi, right?

Therefore, on the day of the teacher-appreciation banquet, I showed up with Li Shiqing and deliberately pretended to be very intimate in front of Chu Yiyi, but my eyes could not help but pay attention to her expression and movements.

She didn't come to talk to me or question me. She just looked at me and turned around and left. I wondered, does this mean she loves me?Not even a question?I had prepared a basket of hurtful words and was just waiting for her to make trouble. Why did I just leave?Next time, I must talk to her next time.

However, I won't get another chance.Waiting outside the rescue room, I finally realized how Chu Yiyi felt that day, uneasy and full of prayers.

But in the end, she left me.

For a long time, I was in a daze, thinking how could Chu Yiyi die so easily?She should be studying at Q University.

The military academy was my grandfather's choice. When I found out, there was no room for return.Four years of college were really tiring. There was a lot of training every day and a lot of coursework. In my free time, I had to work for my uncle and uncle in the company. I was always busy and busy. I was so busy that I had no time to think about other things.

In the blink of an eye, another ten years have passed. Tang Xu is being urged to have a second child, and I don’t have a girlfriend yet.My family was also anxious. They introduced me to partners every day and urged me to get married.I am also very cooperative and go to every blind date, and I have a great time chatting with the woman.Nine out of ten women I go on a blind date with want to develop a relationship with me, and that one even has her child’s name figured out.

I actually don't care. Now that I'm old enough, it's time to start a family, so I'll all rely on my family. I even want to say that you can get married as long as you think it's okay. Anyway, there's nothing wrong with either of them.

Until that day, I saw a face that was very similar to Chu Yiyi, and all the memories that had been sealed in the past came out. I thought, I missed Chu Yiyi.

Then, I took the initiative to pursue this girl who looked similar to Chu Yiyi - Xiao Yiyi.What a coincidence, even the names are similar.During that time, I began to have a new desire for love. I tried my best to be nice to her. She was also a student in the Department of Finance at Q University. I picked her up and back from school every day, gave her flowers and gifts, and even took her to the movies. , playground, skiing...

Soon, Xiao Yiyi was captured by my powerful offensive. I was also willing to take her to dinner parties with friends and even to cocktail parties, so soon the outside world spread rumors that something good was coming for us.

Tang Xu was a little silent when he saw Xiao Yiyi. I knew what he wanted to ask, but I was confused about the question myself. How should I answer him?So I ignored his hesitation.

After another half a year, I thought I would go on with Xiao Yiyi, or marry her, because I found that when she looked at me, she looked like Chu Yiyi, with stars in her eyes. I liked her look like this the most. , she must also like me very much.

I was ready to propose, but she rejected me. I was very puzzled. She obviously likes me, right?Why reject me?

Later, a month after losing contact, I met her at a cocktail party. She was holding a man's arm and smiling happily.

I stepped forward to ask the reason, but she told me that it was because she felt that I didn't love her, so there was no need to make do with it. Although she liked me very much, she still wanted to find someone who loved her very much.

I asked again, you are not me, how do you know how I feel? What if I say I like you?

She smiled and he said to me, every time you look at me, it's like seeing the shadow of another person through me. You may not know it, but girls are very sensitive to a person's liking. Especially for a person of the opposite sex whom you have a crush on, you can tell with just one glance whether he likes you or not.

Mr. Xiao, do you miss that person very much?

I couldn't answer the question at that time. Those secret little thoughts were suddenly revealed by others. I was a little panicked. From then on, I never looked for Xiao Yiyi again.

I resume my life alone again, but I often think of the last few words Xiao Yiyi said. Are girls very sensitive to affection?What about Chu Yiyi?Is she the same?

No, I thought, that little kid is so stupid, how can he think about this all day long?Every day I'm either thinking about what to have for lunch or where I want to go for dessert in the afternoon. If I don't go, I'll start moaning and groaning. I'm really a debt collector.

Now when I think back to those young days, it still seems like yesterday, but 16 years have passed, and I have changed from an 18-year-old boy to a mature man in his 30s.

I moved back to that home, and the furnishings were still the same as they were more than ten years ago. Even the sofa still had a doll rabbit that she pestered me to buy, but the color was already outdated.

I think I really miss her.There are traces of her everywhere in this house, and my pleasure has become to find her things at home and look through them one by one every day, sometimes for a whole day.

After a few days of reading, I finally became convinced of one thing. The "only" sentence Chu Yiyi said was her sincerity.

I discovered her trumpet, which records every bit of our time together, as well as her mood. It’s like a little girl’s diary. It’s full of her love for him. That kind of joy can be seen through the words. It can be deeply felt.

She also locked the things I gave her with a password box. When I first saw the box, I was still wondering if it contained her precious money or something, and I was still laughing at this little money-crazy person.

However, when he opened it, he found that they were just some small items, and there was actually a button inside. The style looked a bit like the style he wore in high school.

I couldn't help laughing, but I couldn't remember when she ripped it off.

The more I look for it, the more I miss it, and the more I miss it, the more I regret it.

Yes, I regret it.

At this moment, I finally realized what a huge fortune I had missed, a priceless treasure.

No wonder everyone says that young love is the most sincere, and first love is the most unforgettable.

Chu Yiyi is not my first love. I didn't even have the chance to say such clear words as "I like you", and I never thought that Chu Yiyi would have such a long-lasting influence on me.

I thought her departure would take away those emotions that I couldn't figure out, and the memory of her would slowly disappear as time goes by.

But I have met so many women who are prettier and better than her, and I have been on blind dates with so many girls who are cuter and sweeter than her. I obviously have a crush on her and appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. But unfortunately, I can never find Chu Yi again. The kind of throb that Yi gave me.

In fact, Chu Yiyi is not good at all. She is greedy and fun-loving. Besides money, she likes to look at my face. All she likes are superficial and material things. She is not my type at all.

But now, I have to admit that I, Xiao Ran, a self-proclaimed noble person with a bit of a mysophobia, like Chu Yiyi.

I want to go back to that morning of skiing. After the kiss is over, I want to hold her pink face, look into her eyes and say firmly: "Chu Yiyi, I have liked you for a long time."