Endless Rebirth

A faint yellow light shines in Li Shixun's mind. In the unknown dark space, there are dots of stars hanging on the sky. If you look closer, you will be surprised to find that these light spots as big as grains of rice are actually huge planets.Each planet interprets some scenes and stores a memory.

As time goes by, light gradually infects this unknown dark space.The curtain-like sky was dotted with stars that were gradually illuminated by orange light, giving off a faint glow.Not all stars are like this. In a relatively distant place, a dozen planets of the same size quietly collapsed the moment the light came.Silently, it turned into smoke and disappeared.

"Well……"

Li Shixun, who was sleeping, made an inaudible sound just as the stars disappeared.His brows were frowning unconsciously, as if he felt pain, and the muscles in his body were shaking unnaturally, but he still didn't wake up in the end.

More than a dozen planets are not conspicuous in the starry sky. Instead, as these planets dissipate, other planets emit more intense light. The white light turns to orange, and the entire dark space seems to be a little brighter. .And in the darkness invisible to the naked eye, the remains of the planet turned into smoke and dust, like a poisonous snake foraging in the forest, twisting its body, quietly flowing into Huang Tongtong's bullet, and disappearing.

As the bullets completely absorbed the waste, Li Shixun's tense body gradually relaxed.The body under the clothes exudes the same white light as the stars in the unknown space of the mind, and some turbid and dark yellow sweat stains continue to overflow from the pores.over time.Sweat stains gradually wetted the clothes, and even the hand on the book was sweating, staining the paper into a mess.

his body.Once again, I was refined under the inexplicable energy.The sweat stains eliminated are all impurities remaining inside the body.It was detoxification and the legendary marrow cleansing. His body and even his soul were slowly evolving.

Fifteen minutes had passed when the energy overflowed from the head and flowed throughout the body.The light on Li Shixun gradually dissipated.When he could no longer see it with the naked eye, the sweat stains on his body stopped being discharged, and he opened his eyes.

"what happened?"

Feeling something was wrong, Li Shixun was at a loss.What he saw was a dark bedroom. The lamp beside the bed was still there, but he felt sticky and uncomfortable.

"Is this?" He was shocked.It feels familiar.Reluctantly calming down and thinking carefully, he remembered that he borrowed a few books on photography from the big library in Seoul, then ate on the roadside, returned home, took a shower, and read on the bed...

Thinking of books, his eyes fell on the shadow-filled books in his hands.Pages under palm.Sweat stains have penetrated it, and the paper can be torn with a little force.Carefully removing his hand, he endured the uncomfortable feeling, put the book back on the table, and got up from the bed.

There was a vague stench all over his body. Before he could think about it carefully, he quickly ran into the bathroom.The warm water jets hit the tight, tough skin.Mixed with the fragrance of the shower gel, all the sweat stains were washed away, and Li Shixun felt refreshed.

Wearing a bathrobe and holding a dry towel in one hand to wipe his hair clean, Li Shixun walked out.I tidied up the bedroom and changed into a new set of supplies before lying on the bed again.Looking towards the ceiling, the crystal-bright light made people dazzled and stunned.

He had realized what had happened to him, but the doubts in his heart were still not solved. Instead, they became more and more as he continued to think.

In this situation, he must have lost his memory!Because I had an experience before, I didn't panic much, but this time the situation was obviously very strange.The previous memory loss was on March [-]st of the following year, exactly six months before the agent's memory was obtained.

Now, it's obviously only three months.Exactly half, what does that mean?Is there still time for memory storage?Li Shixun couldn't help but daydream and panic.

Moreover, the disappearance of memory this time was very different from the last time. He remembered that when he had just lost his memory, his head hurt as if it had been emptied out, and he wished he could smash his head open to feel better.But this time, it happened peacefully, at least he didn't feel any pain.

There are also sweat stains on the body and wet shadows all over the bed.If I remember correctly, I didn’t sweat so much at that time, and...

He subconsciously raised his arms and clenched his fists. A force naturally gathered, and the muscles under the white and tender skin were squirming.His body became stronger again, but he didn't remember that amnesia had such benefits, and he didn't know what accident happened that made his body stronger again.

His mind was filled with memories that were extremely strange. He didn't know the reason or the process, so even if he wanted to explore what happened to him, he couldn't start.After lying on the bed for a while, the more he thought about it, the more clueless he became. He simply turned up the quilt and came to the study.

From the locked drawer, he took out the notebook he brought from China.After the familiar startup sound sounded, he skillfully found the hidden folder.This is the information he specially recorded after obtaining Li Shixun's memory to prevent what happened today.

He wanted to see what part of his memory he had lost.

The large screen flashed, the document was opened and laid flat on the desktop, and the dense text burst into Li Shixun's eyes.Soon, Li Shixun began to immerse himself in the ocean of words...

Li Shixun's memory began when he was six years old and in the first grade of elementary school.At that time, Li Shixun was still called Chen Feng and lived in the countryside of Star City.There is only one rural primary school in the ten miles and eight townships. I have to walk a long time to go to school every day. I get up early and work hard at night for five years without any hindrance.

It wasn't until I entered junior high school that, with the efforts of my family, I came to Xingcheng and went to Xingcheng No. [-] Middle School to study.Three years in junior high school and three years in high school, time is like a fairy tale, carrying too much of Chen Feng's life.Characters and events are constantly intertwined, outlining a splendid torrent of memories.

But now, he doesn't remember.

The text in the document only briefly mentions the more interesting, important or meaningful things in the study career, such as participating in afforestation activities organized by the school, such as winning prizes in recitation competitions, etc.But even these important things, he didn't remember.

"So, is it the same as before, all the memories before adulthood have disappeared?" Li Shixun murmured in a low voice, with a complicated expression on his face, but continued to look down.

Failure in the college entrance examination is a very cruel thing for a rural child.Either continue to repeat studies, or go out to work, but what use is a high school diploma?He quarreled with his family and ran away from home in anger.

I worked in a factory in Shandong Province for three months and saved some money to prepare to go north.Unintentionally, he was attracted by a piece of news, so he and Datou went to the Qingdao S&M branch to participate in the recruitment of trainees.

His life changed from there.

From here on, Li Shixun's memory did not disappear, and it was consistent with what was recorded in the documents.This made him feel relieved a little. Knowing that he didn't need to read the next text, he was about to shut down the computer.

But at this moment, he glanced casually, and his mind exploded.

"Song, who is Song Zhien?" He looked at the name on the document blankly, swiped his fingers quickly, pulled down the document, and found the text.

After reading the whole article, Li Shixun's eyes were full of sinister birds of prey, and his face became gloomy.

Did something unexpected happen?I actually forgot Song Zhien and this most unforgettable name.Li Shixun crossed his fingers and leaned weakly on the chair, thinking constantly in his mind.

What is stated in the document is definitely true, there is no doubt about it.In other words, he really forgot about Song Zhien, but how could this be possible? According to the document, what he couldn't let go of the most was the girl named Song, and he even secretly went to her company.

Although he didn't even enter the gate or get out of the car, he could still see the importance of this woman in his heart, couldn't he?Then why is it so weird that you forget it?Could it be...

As if remembering something, he quickly swiped the document and found a paragraph.

"That night, I racked my brains and wrote down all the songs that Zhi En would sing in the future. In order not to make any mistakes, I secretly asked the company's music teacher for guidance."

"Although I used Li Shixun's name, I am not Li Shixun after all. Since she allowed me to see her so long in advance, it means that God doesn't want me to be with her."

"She only belongs to Li Shixun in that memory, not to me. I reject those memories and use those memories. I am the only one who is contradictory."

"Despite my efforts, I have only completed a few songs, but these should be enough. I want to find an opportunity to give it to Zhien, or publicly invite her to sing. It is to make up for it, but also to say goodbye. After all, she and I are destined to be together. share."

"This is just as good. Li Shixun hurt her too deeply. The memory appeared too weird. I don't want those things to happen again. If there is no intersection, it shouldn't be hurt. Forgive me, Zhien, Song Zhien, this is my last If I call you that once, we will be strangers when we meet again!"

"..."

Looking at the words on the computer screen, Li Shixun fell into silence for a moment.Although his face was calm, his heart was in turmoil.

"Did you disappear because you let it go?"

He already had some vague guesses about the disappearance of this memory.Because he had forgotten Song Zhien, he didn't know what kind of bond this woman had with him.It was useless to think too much, and he quickly turned his mind to new problems.

"Even if this is good, the reasons can be found for these, but what about the others?"

"Why did the memory disappear half earlier this time?"

"Why are you covered in sweat again this time?"

"Also, I remembered that Li Shixun's memory and the agent's memory are the same. They also start after adulthood, but the memory ends differently. When the agent died, he was 37 years old, while Li Shixun was 33 years old!"

"Between the two, could it be..."

An inexplicable fear filled Li Shixun's chest! (To be continued.)