Endless Rebirth

I obviously know something, but I just can't remember it.

Chen Feng felt like this at this time. He had obviously experienced some things in his childhood and felt very familiar when he thought about them, but what exactly happened, even if he tried hard to recall, there was nothing.

I have lost my memory!He stared blankly at the white walls.

Sitting feebly on the end of the bed, I held my head with my hands and began to carefully recall every bit of recent events, starting from today and going backwards in time.The dim yellow light seemed a bit quiet on a moonlit night, and the only sound in the room was his breathing.

Looking back bit by bit, from the beginning of school, banquets, New Year greetings, to parties, Spring Festival, going home, picking up people, and setting up a trap to kill Li Xing, take over Jinyang Real Estate, and even finally wake up from a dream in a rental house, Memories appeared in my mind, and I have not forgotten any of this.

What about this feeling?

Chen Feng touched his head a little hard to accept. Is this something that happened when he was a child?

His face was pale and his eyes flickered, as if he had forgotten things from his childhood, some happy childhood living in Chenjia Village.Not only that, but the memories that suddenly appeared in his mind, except for those ten years of being an agent, the rest of the memories gradually disappeared.

He stood up suddenly, stepped in front of the table, opened the computer, and entered his outline document.Looking at the lines of text, his eyes were full of strangeness, and his head almost felt dizzy again.He actually forgot about the plot after the third volume. If it weren't for the outline, he wouldn't have known how to start.

Moreover, all the things he learned about the Korean entertainment industry from the agent's memory disappeared.Only what is needed for the second volume is retained in the outline.This is what he wrote down one by one as material when he had nothing to do in the past few days.

In 2012, the latest things recorded were 2012, which means that the furthest he could write in the novel was 2012.He had no idea what was going to happen next.

A sad smile appeared on his face, why is this happening?Why?

If I hadn't jumped up and down to seize a fortune in the second half of last year, would I still have a future?Can you still do what you want to do?

A biting chill spread from the bottom of his heart, making his whole mind slow.

At this moment, an endless anger and uneasiness hit my heart.

He was angry with himself, angry that he had no future.Angry at myself for having too much leisure during this period.

Why not strengthen the relationship with Song Jiaxin? Why not hook up with the Song family?Why do you deliberately distance yourself and act like a saint?Why don’t you seize the opportunity to increase your wealth?Why do you want to kill someone with a big head?Why are there so many concerns?

He has never been a person who is content with being rich. On the contrary, he is full of ambition.But he found that he had done many things wrong recently.I should have killed that agent at that time, because I could get too much information about myself from his mouth.

There is also strict practice.This was his biggest failure. Not only did he put his brother at risk for nothing, but he also openly displayed the stain of his life in front of Song Jiaxin. If Song Jiaxin knew about it, it would mean that the Song family knew about it. It would have an extra weapon against him. .

And Zou Taibao, I shouldn't have gotten him involved.This person is too loyal and prone to being impulsive. It is easy to expose his own information from his mouth.Mei Laoer also made a mistake. There are businesses to make money everywhere, and the last thing you should do is push your money sources to other places and benefit others in vain.

And Xu Yun, the woman who seduced her to the point of bleeding from her nose, should have been knocked down in time before she returned home.Otherwise, there is no need to worry so much.

For a time, as the miscellaneous memories disappeared into thin air, various thoughts flooded into my mind.The huge anger towards himself almost made him commit suicide out of shame. All his actions showed that he had obtained the agent's memory in vain and failed to use his abilities at all.

If the above things were worthy of his anger, the uneasiness that followed was like a poisonous snake lurking in his heart, biting all the time, making it difficult for him to sleep or eat well.

What worries him is that if even his memory can disappear, will everything he owns now disappear one day?Will it be like a dream that will be shattered when you wake up?What frightened him the most was, would he end up as a person without memory, just like in the movie?

He struggled with this all night. Early the next morning, the Bao brothers and sisters were shocked when they saw his red eyes.

"Madman, what's wrong with you?" Datou came over and asked with concern, "If you don't have money to buy a computer, you don't have to force yourself like this. I can wait."

"Go, go, don't talk about your computer, I will buy it for you today." Chen Feng said with a smile.

"Really! Did you agree? You won't regret it?" Big Head almost jumped up and asked in surprise.

"If you don't regret it, isn't it just a laptop? Just swipe your card." Chen Feng said grandly.

"Brother Feng, are you really okay? Why do you feel like you're a different person?" Seeing this scene, Luo Shi asked suspiciously.

"What's the matter with my brother Feng? Don't talk nonsense." Hearing what his sister said, Datou was not happy. If the madman regretted it, he would have to cry somewhere.

"Huh!" Luo Shi made a face at his brother and turned to the kitchen.

"Crazy man, let's go for a run. I feel like I can support a round trip today." With the temptation of the computer, Classmate Bao suddenly came back to life with full blood and lost the sluggishness he felt when he just woke up.

"Okay!" Chen Feng smiled extremely brightly.

The reason why he agreed to Datou's request was simply because he had thought about some things clearly.Last night, since the memory disappeared, for a long time, I began to reflect on myself while eliminating my anxiety.

Looking back on everything I have done since I got the adventure from the sky, everything I have done reveals a hint of naivety. Although I have digested the memory of the agent, my mentality, experience, etc. still need to be continuously strengthened and understood.To put it simply, he is too petty.

Not grasping the big tree of the Song family, and being angry with the little family, these two points became the top priorities of his reflection last night.That's why he agreed so neatly in the morning.

Isn't it just a computer?It’s not like you can’t afford it?Doesn’t it mean that your performance will drop after you buy a lot of computers?He felt that he had been too soft-hearted or thought too much in the past, and was too distrustful of his brothers and friends.

Young people just want to show their sharpness and show off their youth.

In this way, even if the memory is lost, this life is not in vain.

This was his understanding of his life at around four o'clock in the morning.

Ahem, cough, cough, as a result, I got a lot of bad luck this morning.

how to say?Because Classmate Bao was very confident about this long-distance race, Classmate Chen Feng no longer suppressed his strength or ran with him, but sprinted towards the other side as fast as possible alone.At first, Bao was able to keep up, but then he fell off the back of the car before he was even halfway through.

Because of the powerlessness he felt last night, classmate Chen Feng decided not to procrastinate in exercising. He adopted the roughest and most effective method, which was to continue exercising and constantly break through his physical limits.

With the inexplicable energy transformation in his brain, he has this confidence.And the fact was exactly what he thought. Even if he ran with all his strength and persisted for a period of time, he was not very tired.This made him scream with excitement. As a result, when Classmate Bao was still in the middle, Chen Feng had already rushed over from the finish line on the other side.

"Come on, I'll wait for you in front!"

The most irritating thing is that Chen Feng can still look relaxed even though he is exercising so strenuously, his speed has not slowed down, and he can still speak.This irritated Mr. Bao so much that he had just run a quarter of the way and was already out of breath, fearing that the air would pour into his mouth when he opened his mouth.

It's so irritating that people are more powerful than others. He gritted his teeth fiercely, kept cheering himself up in his heart, and ran towards the other side resolutely.Without Chen Feng leading the way, he felt that the road was much longer, and he already felt tired at the beginning.

Only by recognizing the gap can we make progress, and only by comparing can we compare.As brothers of the same age, as a passionate young man, how could he not compare himself with others? How could he be compared with his own brothers?It was with such a heart that Mr. Bao did not give up easily.

People of this age group have the strongest self-esteem.Although Classmate Bao laughs and laughs on weekdays, he doesn’t understand everything.Whether he was rescued by Chen Feng at school or saw Chen Feng fighting in an alley, Da Tou knew that his brother had changed.

A series of events that followed confirmed his guess.Because of this, he tossed and turned all night long. He didn't want to be compared with his brother.But Chen Feng has a golden finger, and he does not. This means that he is destined to have to work a hundred times harder to be qualified to catch up with Chen Feng.

It was precisely because he recognized this that he started from the beginning, bit by bit, through unremitting efforts. This is what Xu Yun felt the most.Chen Feng didn't know how much hard work he had to put in and how many pens he had broken from being the last person in the class to being in the top [-] in the class for an ordinary person without a golden finger.

Chen Feng didn't even know how much stimulation he had brought to Datou.

His cooking skills are so good that his results are astonishing.

His skills are unpredictable, and he becomes a rich man in an instant.

Chen Feng is almost a living inspirational figure. The more things Bao knows about Chen Feng, the more he feels unbearable. This unbearableness turns into huge pressure, which makes him breathless and pushes him to the limit. Keep working hard and fighting hard.

He didn't want to be hurt by the light of his brother, and he didn't want to be unable to become a brother in the end. Chen Feng was his only friend and brother.

Therefore, he did whatever Chen Feng taught him, from running, basketball, and later parkour and long-distance running, no matter how hard he worked, he persisted.He knew that everything Chen Feng did was for his own good, so he silently accepted it and worked hard to make it his own.

Even when he committed a murder, he followed without saying a word and never blamed him in his heart.

Chen Feng didn't know that Datou was not drunk that night. His grandfather was from Harbin. He grew up with his grandfather and learned to drink early.

That night, he thought a lot. (To be continued.)