After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

Shen Ruoyan screamed.

He used all his strength to run in the direction of Master Shen.

The distance of just a few steps seemed like a thousand miles away. No matter how hard he tried, he still watched his father's body collapse in front of him.

At that moment, images from her childhood suddenly appeared in Shen Ruoyan's mind.

That time when their father took them to the temple fair, they saw other children sitting on their father's shoulders, dancing happily, and Shen Ruoyan looked envious.

She is not very old, but she also knows that her father is the Minister of the Ministry of Finance.

Lord Shangshu must have the air of an important minister in the imperial court, and he will not allow himself to ride on his head no matter what.

Just as I was thinking about it, I felt a lightness in my body.

Daddy moved her awkwardly and placed her on his shoulder.

Her vision suddenly shot up. Shen Ruoyan was excited and scared at the same time. She was at a loss as to where to place her hands.

"Ayan, grab daddy's head quickly, be careful not to fall." Master Shen reminded with a stiff neck.

Memories come to an abrupt end.

Shen Ruoyan ran to Master Shen and carefully held her father's head, just like when she was a child, she sat on her father's shoulders and held his head gently.

"Dad...Dad, please don't let anything happen to you...don't leave us..." Shen Ruoyan burst into tears, her hands were trembling, and her words were incoherent, "I'm going to find the imperial doctor!

There is a doctor in the hunting ground. Dad, you will be fine. "

Shen Ruoyan raised her head hurriedly, with tears blurred, she saw Lu Yan looking at Mr. Shen who was lying unconscious on the ground with complicated eyes.

Shen Ruoyan was stunned.

However, the situation was urgent at the moment and she couldn't allow her to think about it. She grabbed Lu Yan's clothes and begged: "Lu Yan, Lu Yan, hurry...save my dad."

Lu Yan swayed, then picked up Mr. Shen and ran quickly.

Shen Ruoyan got up, ignoring the pain in her feet, and ran quickly behind Lu Yan.

There was only one thought in her mind:

No matter what, her father must be safe and sound!

However, not long after, Lu Yan, who was running ahead, suddenly stopped.

Looking at Lu Yan's back, Shen Ruoyan suddenly felt a bad premonition in her heart.

Will not……

impossible……

Nothing will happen to daddy!

Shen Ruoyan wanted to go and check, but her legs seemed to have been filled with a lot of money. She finally took a step, her center of gravity lost balance, and she suddenly fell to her knees.

Wiping the tears on her face, she stood up again and staggered to Lu Yan.

"Let's go, why did you stop?"

"Quickly find the imperial doctor. Dad can still be saved. He must be able to be saved!"

"Lu Yan, what are you doing here?"

"Let's go!"

Shen Ruoyan did not dare to look at her father in Lu Yan's arms, so she could only keep patting Lu Yan's arm, urging him to move forward faster.

Lu Yan still stood motionless.

Seeing the look on his face, Shen Ruoyan could no longer hold on, and knelt on the ground in despair, shouting: "Lu Yan, I beg you, go find the imperial doctor to save my father.

Please help my daddy, I beg you. "

Finally, she seemed possessed.

He kept muttering in a low voice: "Save daddy, save daddy."

But he still dared not look at Mr. Shen in Lu Yan's arms.

"Ayan..." Lu Yan spoke with difficulty.

He knelt down and laid Master Shen flat on the ground, allowing Shen Ruoyan to see her father's lifeless face.

The noise around him suddenly became quiet.

All that was left in front of him was his father lying straight on the ground.

Shen Ruoyan clutched her heart and gasped for air.

It turns out that when the pain is extreme, you will become unconscious.

In the next few days, Shen Ruoyan was completely confused.

There were many familiar faces passing by, but she couldn't recognize any of them.

Everything I looked at felt like there was a layer between me, and my whole body seemed to be wrapped in layers of invisible gauze, which was very unreal.

Cries kept coming from her ears, sometimes heartbreaking, sometimes low and sad.

Who is crying?

Shen Ruoyan touched her cheek numbly, and her hand felt wet.

Is she crying?

But why is she crying?

Shen Ruoyan's head seemed to be filled with things, but she couldn't remember anything.

She was so tired that she couldn't sleep at all.

Sadness filled her whole being uncontrollably.

Shen Ruoyan knew that she couldn't go on like this, but there was nothing she could do about it and she could only live like a zombie day by day.

How to do?

Who can come and save her?

Until one day, I was suddenly embraced into a strong embrace.

Shen Ruoyan struggled uncomfortably, but the opponent was very strong and could not break away no matter what.

In my ears, the man's deep and magnetic voice told something over and over again.

This is the first outside voice that Shen Ruoyan has heard in these days.

The other party took the trouble to talk in her ear for a long time.

Shen Ruoyan could feel that a gap slowly opened in her numb heart, and a real feeling of pain filled her whole body.

She finally remembered.

Her father is dead.

From now on, she will never have a father again.

Shen Ruoyan's vision went dark and she finally fainted.

After waking up, Shen Ruoyan felt sore and weak all over.

When he opened his mouth, it felt like a piece of hot charcoal had been stuffed into his throat. It was dry and painful, and no sound could come out.

The soft and waxy little person in her arms was awakened by her movements.

Lu Shibai squinted his eyes and noticed that his mother had woken up. He immediately went to his mother's side, pressed his juicy cheek tightly against Shen Ruoyan's neck, and sang a lullaby in a low voice, imitating the way an adult would coax him.

The immature child's voice, singing a melodious tune, miraculously soothed Shen Ruoyan's exhausted soul.

She closed her eyes and held her son tightly in her arms.

A tear slipped from the corner of his eye.

Shen Ruoyan had to accept a fact——

Her father who loved her passed away.

Qin'er came in with a tray and couldn't help but wipe her wet eyes when she saw the mother and son hugging each other on the bed.

She cleared her throat and said in a hoarse voice: "Young madam, you should eat something, otherwise you will really not be able to bear it."

"Yes." Shen Ruoyan straightened up with difficulty, took the rice porridge from Qin'er's hand, and drank it in small sips.

It took her half an hour to finish the small rice porridge.

Shen Ruoyan's nose was sore, but her whole body came to life. She looked at the surrounding decorations and said to Qin'er: "I want to go home!"

This family refers to the Shen family that day.

Qin'er knew that she couldn't persuade her, so she had no choice but to help Shen Ruoyan get dressed.

The familiar Shangshu Mansion was now filled with white sails. Qin'er was afraid that Shen Ruoyan wouldn't be able to bear it, so she kept carefully supporting her arm.

Shen Ruoyan offered a stick of incense to her father.

Went to mother's room again.

After losing her husband suddenly, Mrs. Shen seemed to have aged more than ten years overnight. She lay helplessly on the bed, her hair on her temples turning gray.