After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

I was feeling suffocated in my heart.

When Shen Ruoyan walked outside the study and saw the orange candles burning inside, her heart burned even higher.

In the past few days, Shen Ruoyan has been eagerly waiting for Lu Yan to come back.

Fortunately for him, he finally came back, but instead of coming over to check on himself, he went into the study!

Shen Ruoyan walked outside the study, opened the study door without even knocking, and walked in.

Hearing the sound of the wooden door being pushed open, Lu Yan looked up.

After not seeing each other for a few days, I felt a little strange for no reason.

Lu Yan had obviously lost weight, and there was obvious tiredness between his brows.

Seeing Lu Yan's tired look, all the questions in Shen Ruoyan's heart were blocked in her mouth, and she couldn't say a word.

Lu Yan put down his pen, rubbed his eyebrows, and said with a hint of tiredness in his voice, "Ayan, why aren't you asleep yet?"

Shen Ruoyan bit her lower lip.

As Lu Yan's wife, she couldn't complain to her husband just because she was ignored.

Just as his father said, Lu Yan had just returned to the capital. Not only did he have to quickly familiarize himself with the affairs of the Metropolitan Procuratorate, but he also had to deal with various forces. As a wife, it would be unreasonable for me as a wife to always drag Lu Yan along and ask him to accompany her children. Too petty.

A man's official career is naturally much more important than having a meal with his family.

As his wife, setting up the back house for him is the biggest help.

Swallowing all her grievances, Shen Ruoyan forced out a smile and persuaded Lu Yan: "I heard that you were back, so I wanted to come and see you.

It’s already so late, husband, it’s better to go to bed early so as not to exhaust yourself. "

As she spoke, Shen Ruoyan suddenly realized that her tone was too distant, as if the person sitting opposite her was not her husband, but a stranger.

Lu Yan's expression changed, but he still said calmly: "These are all for tomorrow.

Madam, please go back to sleep first. After reading this, I will rest. "

Glancing at the soft couch covered with quilts, Shen Ruoyan knew that Lu Yan planned to sleep in the study.

An unprecedented feeling of powerlessness swept through her body.

Counting the days, this year is the seventh year since her rebirth.

After her rebirth, she opened her eyes, and the first person she saw was Lu Yan. Due to various circumstances in her previous life, Shen Ruoyan wanted to break off her engagement with Lu Yan. The two went through so many twists and turns before they finally came together.

After getting married, they reorganized Yizhou together. One of them was an official and the other was in business. Their daily lives were busy but warm.

Especially after having a child, Lu Yan took on the roles of a good husband and a good father at the same time.

When Lu Shibai was a child, he was very acquainted with people. Except for his biological parents, anyone who hugged him would burst into tears.

Lu Yan felt sorry for Shen Ruoyan and didn't want her to be overworked, so he often took his son to the government office.

None of the officials in Zhoucheng had ever seen Mr. Lu holding a baby in one hand and correcting official documents with the other.

Shen Ruoyan has always been satisfied with her life.

I'm glad that I didn't choose to give myself and Lu Yan a chance because of the grudges in my previous life, so that I can have such a happy and fulfilling life.

Seven years.

Seven years have passed before I knew it.

Shen Ruoyan always heard people say that there was a seven-year illness between husband and wife.

No matter how strong the feelings are when you are young, they will eventually become dull.

Looking at the official documents covering the entire table, Shen Ruoyan suddenly realized that what she had to face this time was not the other women who admired Lu Yan and wanted to compete with her for her husband, but Lu Yan's career.

A real man gets married first and then starts a career.

She and Lu Yan both had children, so Lu Yan naturally wanted to devote his energy to his official career.

What's more, now that he is favored by the emperor, it is a good time to go out and prove his ability. Shen Ruoyan has no reason to hold back Lu Yan because of his petty emotions.

Although she understood the truth, Shen Ruoyan still felt depressed.

She put the back of her hand on the teapot to test the temperature and found that the tea inside had already cooled down. Shen Ruoyan tried her best to keep her tone from sounding low and said proactively: "This tea is already cold. Let me make you a new pot."

As he spoke, he picked up the teapot on the table.

Lu Yan raised his hand and held down Shen Ruoyan's movements.

The two people's skin touched, and Shen Ruoyan smelled the obvious smell of alcohol on Lu Yan.

Suddenly his whole body froze.

Lu Yan doesn't usually have a habit of drinking.

Unless he was not busy with official duties in the Metropolitan Procuratorate today, but was drinking with others.

Regardless of whether he did it voluntarily or not, even if someone forced him to go with him, Lu Yan could still tell them that today was his father-in-law's birthday, and others would definitely not insist on it.

But he would rather drink and socialize with others than come to attend his father's birthday party.

What does this mean?

Suddenly there seemed to be a hole in my heart.

Grievance, confusion, uneasiness, all emotions surged out from that crack.

Shen Ruoyan lowered her head, sniffed, and pretended to be strong: "Then you should rest early, I'll go back first."

Turn around and walk towards the door.

Tears could not stop streaming down.

Just as he was about to step out of the threshold, a call came from behind him.

"A Yan."

Before Shen Ruoyan could react, a strong force pulled her into a familiar embrace.

Domineering and hot kisses fell densely.

Shen Ruoyan was lost for a moment, and after a while, she put her hands around Lu Yan's neck.

The two knew each other too well, catered to each other accurately, and their emotions were even more passionate than when they first got married.

Deeply in love, Lu Yan leaned down and hugged Shen Ruoyan tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body, whispering her name in Shen Ruoyan's ears over and over again.

"A Yan."

"A Yan."

"I really like you."

Because she had been struggling for so long, when Shen Ruoyan woke up the next day, the sun had already filled the entire room.

Opening her eyes drowsily and looking at the mess on the floor, Shen Ruoyan couldn't help but think of the scene of the two hugging each other tightly on the small soft couch last night.

Cheeks feel hot.

Fortunately, the servants were sensible and no one came in.

Thinking that the relationship between herself and Lu Yan was still as fierce as when they were young, Shen Ruoyan was so embarrassed that she didn't even want to step out of the room.

After lying on the soft couch for a while, Shen Ruoyan regained her strength, got out of bed and tidied up the messy bedding. She breathed a sigh of relief when nothing could be seen.

Lu Yan's study was very spacious, with few furniture inside, making it seem a bit lonely.

Shen Ruoyan didn't want to leave so soon, so she walked aimlessly to his desk.

Suddenly he thought of the letter that Lu Yan had placed upside down on the table that day.

Somehow, Shen Ruoyan seemed to have an idea and wanted to see what was written in the letter.

She lowered her head and read too engrossedly. Shen Ruoyan didn't raise her head until she heard the door being opened.