After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

like?

Hearing the little girl's innocent question, Shen Ruoyan slowly tightened her fingers into a fist.

Although the hatred is no longer so strong, how can we talk about the word "love"?

Shen Ruoyan looked at a group of children looking up at her. After all, she still didn't want to speak too harshly in front of a group of children, so she just said euphemistically: "Master Lu and I are not familiar with each other."

The young man's beautiful eyes dimmed instantly.

Shen Ruoyan's heart twitched for no reason, but she still stubbornly refused to say anything to make up for it.

Amidst the chatter of a group of little carrot heads, Shen Ruoyan clearly heard Lu Yan's somewhat helpless voice:

"Ayan, we have a long way to go."

Shen Ruoyan didn't know what kind of expression she should use to face Lu Yan at this moment.

Lu Yan had already held her hand.

The young man's calloused hands completely wrapped her palm, and squeezed it gently as if to announce something. Shen Ruoyan wanted to withdraw, but Lu Yan held her tighter.

Seeing the two holding hands tightly together, the children around them laughed.

Compared with the cheerful atmosphere here, a few steps away from them, Su Xihe's blood surged and she was almost going crazy with anger.

Lu Yan was holding Shen Ruoyan in one hand and holding a little girl in the other. The scene looked very much like a family of three.

During the Chinese New Year, she left her comfortable house at home and came to such a remote place not just to get close to Lu Yan.

But unfortunately, Lu Yan didn't give her any chance!

This morning, Su Xihe finally sneaked into Lu Yan's office with snacks, but was kicked out by Lu Yan without mercy.

Su Xihe didn't give up and went there again just now, but the guard at the door told her that Mr. Lu had taken his fiancée out. After saying that, he gave her a self-satisfied look.

Su Xihe couldn't bear this kind of anger. If she hadn't thought of her plan, she would have quarreled with him long ago.

On her way back, she happened to meet Lu Yan and Shen Ruoyan.

Su Xihe glanced at the maid, took the initiative to step forward, smiled and saluted Lu Yan, "Hello, Mr. Lu."

Then, pretending to have just seen Shen Ruoyan, he asked, "Is the Shen sister here too?"

Shen Ruoyan hated Su Xihe calling herself sister in front of her. This reminded her of her previous life. The two of them clearly entered the house on the same day, but they were abruptly called "First Lady" and "Second Lady", which made Shen Ruoyan In vain, he was inferior to Su Xihe.

In the last life, Shen Ruoyan was too lazy to argue with her, but this time it was different.

Shen Ruoyan raised a very decent smile and said: "Miss Su and I are not relatives, so calling me sisters may cause misunderstanding. Why don't you just call me Miss Shen as you did in the past."

Su Xihe didn't expect that Shen Ruoyan would be so disrespectful to her. The smile on her face was almost unbearable, but she still said bravely: "I'm not destined to meet you. I just thought that we could get closer in the future."

After hearing this, Shen Ruoyan felt as sick as if she had swallowed a fly alive.

In the last life, they were both married to Lu Yan, and Su Xihe caused many obstacles for her, both covertly and overtly. Shen Ruoyan lived such a miserable life in the general's mansion, and most of the reasons were related to Su Xihe.

After reviving her life, she no longer wanted to have anything to do with Su Xihe.

Just as he was about to speak, Lu Yan replied seriously for Shen Ruoyan:

"Girl, Ayan and I are getting married soon, so I probably won't have time to get close to you."

No matter how thick-skinned Su Xihe was, her face turned blue and white.

Shen Ruoyan was on the side and almost couldn't hold back her laughter. She never thought that her marriage to Lu Yan could also disgust Su Xihe.

Shen Ruoyan asked: "Miss Su, why are you here?"

Su Xihe adjusted her mood, "Last time my servant did something so stupid, which made me feel guilty. Taking advantage of the Chinese New Year, I wanted to come here and do something for the refugees, so as to make up for the guilt in my heart. "

When Shen Ruoyan saw Su Xihe talking, she kept glancing at Lu Yan. How could she not know in her heart that Su Xihe's statement about feeling guilty was false, but that she wanted to take the opportunity to get close to Lu Yan.

"Are the things in Miss Su's hand prepared for the refugees?" Shen Ruoyan deliberately followed Su Xihe's words and asked, "You are really thoughtful!"

"I……"

Su Xihe wanted to deny it, but there were a group of little kids around her. After hearing Shen Ruoyan's words, they all stared at the food box she had prepared for Lu Yan. Some of them even swallowed their saliva before they could hold back.

If she refused now, it would definitely leave a bad impression on Lu Yan. Su Xihe could only smile dryly and greet the children: "Children, my sister has brought you some good things. Do you want to eat them?"

When a group of children heard that there was indeed food, they were all very excited and immediately surrounded Su Xihe. Shen Ruoyan pulled Lu Yan and took the opportunity to leave.

After taking a few steps, Shen Ruoyan realized that Lu Yan had been holding her hand and shook his hand away with force.

Lu Yan didn't say anything, but followed Shen Ruoyan and asked, "Ayan, are you staying here tonight?"

It was getting late and walking at night was too dangerous. Shen Ruoyan nodded and said, "I'm a little tired, so I'll go back and rest first." Then she hurriedly left.

Out of Lu Yan's sight, Shen Ruoyan immediately changed direction and walked down the mountain.

She came to Miaoyin Temple today not only because of pressure from her mother, but also because she wanted to find some suitable candidates for her career.

During the Chinese New Year this year, because she recognized the Li family as her godfather and godmother, and had good friendships with many noble ladies in the capital, Shen Ruoyan went door-to-door with New Year gifts to pay New Year greetings. These ladies all loved Shen Ruoyan as if they were their own younger generation. She is very generous, and often a red envelope is Shen Ruoyan's pocket money for several months.

Coupled with the big red envelope given by Lu Yan, Shen Ruoyan's small treasury has exploded, and she can't wait to start her own shop.

I heard that there were many skilled craftsmen among these refugees, and Shen Ruoyan took this opportunity to chat with them to see if she could find some new ways to make money.

When Shen Ruoyan came out of the refugee's shed with a full harvest, it was completely dark. She climbed up the stairs while thinking about her thoughts.

Lu Yan's recent behavior gave Shen Ruoyan a headache. Originally, she wanted to break off the engagement, but according to the current situation, it might be very difficult to break off the marriage.

If that doesn't work, she might just fake her own death and escape from the marriage!

When she goes away for two or three years and then comes back, she doesn't believe that Lu Yan will be waiting for her.

If this is the case, she will have to keep half of her silver coins in case of emergencies, and the rest will be used to open a shop. The shop in the capital can be left to Chun Niang to take care of it, but it will only make her parents sad for a while. After a while, , just explain the reason yourself in a letter.

Shen Ruoyan was concentrating on her plan when she suddenly reached out a hand from behind and covered her mouth and nose firmly.

Before he could call for help, a pungent smell of medicine entered his lungs.