After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

Suddenly hearing Lu Yan ask this, Shen Ruoyan was stunned for a moment, and felt an inexplicable worry in her heart. She didn't know if it was for herself or for Lu Yan.

Seeing that the girl remained silent, the young man added with a slightly anxious tone: "But if it fails, I swear to God that I will not implicate you."

Shen Ruoyan bit her lip and wanted to tell him, otherwise we don't have to wait until that time, we don't need to get married now!

But when she looked into Lu Yan's eyes, the young man's seriousness and persistence made it impossible for her to say the words she held in her mouth.

Forget it, if you refuse categorically now, you might annoy him and make him repeat the same mistakes he made in your last life.

Shen Ruoyan neither wanted to give Lu Yan a guarantee nor offend him, so she asked cautiously: "It's not just me, can you guarantee that it won't affect my family?"

The young man answered very solemnly: "Of course!"

Shen Ruoyan was still worried, "What if you can't do it?"

"The sky is struck by lightning, and all descendants are cut off."

Seeing that Lu Yan actually raised his finger and uttered such a poisonous oath, Shen Ruoyan couldn't find any words to refute and could only nod her head.

Shen Ruoyan didn't react until she saw an ecstatic smile on Lu Yan's face.

Wait!

Did Lu Yan think that the way he nodded just now meant that he agreed to marry him?

How did things get like this?

She obviously didn't want to marry him.

Shen Ruoyan wrinkled her little face, wanting to put things right again, but suddenly a few pieces of white stuff fell down. She raised her head and saw that it had snowed in the sky at some point.

It's snowing?

The scattered snowflakes floated down under the clear moonlight, falling and rolling, reflecting a bright white moonlight from time to time, as beautiful as countless bright elves flying in the sky.

Shen Ruoyan stretched out her hand, opened her palm and caught a snowflake. Her slender fingers looked even softer and boneless against the backdrop of snowflakes and moonlight.

She remembered that she died on that snowy day, and Lu Yan was holding him. A rare look of anxiety appeared on his cold face all year round. She never expected that in this life, she would see the flying snow again, and it would be with Lu Yan. together.

Shen Ruoyan's mood was very complicated.

She knew clearly that nothing had happened yet and she still had a chance to change her fate, but she could never forget the bone-chilling feeling after her whole body was drained of all her strength.

Suddenly, his body felt warm. It turned out that Lu Yan had put his cloak on Shen Ruoyan's body. The unique fragrance of grass and trees on the man's body unexpectedly matched the white falling snow in the sky.

"Ayan, I will protect you." Lu Yan's voice sounded in Shen Ruoyan's ears.

The girl put her hand away, clenched it into a fist, and felt the snowflakes in her palm melt into water, forming a cool water mark, like the tears she had left in her previous life.

Can she really trust Lu Yan this time?

Shen Ruoyan raised her head and took a deep breath. The cold air made her sober up.

Across the falling snow, Shen Ruoyan looked at the young man standing beside her.

Snowflakes fell on Lu Yan's head, as if his head had turned gray overnight. He was obviously young, but there was always a touch of vicissitudes in his eyes. Shen Ruoyan somehow met the young man's gaze and nodded slightly, He said a faint "hmm".

On the second day, the servants of Shangshu Mansion were all beaming with joy.

Not only for the upcoming New Year, but also because many people saw Mr. Lu holding a lantern and standing by the bamboo forest with his young lady last night.

Snowflakes, moonlight, bamboo forest, and a pair of beautiful people looking at each other lovingly, this picture is simply amazing!

It is said that Mr. Lu later put the big cloak he was wearing on the young lady. You must know that this is the Shangshu Mansion. If the young lady feels cold, she can go back and add some clothes at any time. Mr. Lu is so smart that he cannot have thought of this. But he still gave his clothes to the young lady, but he rode back in single clothes. He really didn't want the young lady to get cold at all.

Hey, Mr. Lu must be too precious to his unmarried wife.

From now on, I'll hear and read books and read stories with pictures!

Shen Ruoyan had no idea about these things. She took Qin'er to her shop early in the morning.

As soon as she entered the door, Shen Ruoyan asked Chun Niang: "Chun Niang, how many unsold fabrics are there in our shop?"

Chun Niang thought she was caring about business, so she quickly made a rough estimate and said happily: "As the New Year is approaching, people who want to buy materials have basically already bought them, so there is not much inventory left in the shop. There must be seventy or eighty horses."

Shen Ruoyan put it all together and asked Chun Niang: "I want to donate all these cloths to the refugees outside the city. What do you think?"

Chun Niang smiled dumbly, held her chin and joked to Shen Ruoyan: "My eldest lady, you are the boss, you can do whatever you want, why are you asking me for my opinion?"

Shen Ruoyan knew that she had agreed, so she raised her chin and said to Chun Niang: "But you are my shopkeeper. I don't dare to offend you. Of course, I have to ask your opinion on everything."

After the two chatted and laughed, they told the people who were helping in the shop about their decision.

Everyone has experienced hard times, and of course they agree with Shen Ruoyan's decision.

One of the women even suggested: "My boss, you see, if we send these fabrics to the temple, we still have to find someone to cut them. Why don't we just make these fabrics into clothes and send them over together!"

The person who spoke was Mrs. Wang who asked her child to stand up and speak for Shen Ruoyan yesterday.

As soon as Mrs. Wang finished speaking, everyone should agree:

"Okay! Anyway, I have nothing to do during the Chinese New Year, so I can come and help. My daughter will be twelve after the Chinese New Year, and she can also do needlework, so I can let her come along."

Chun Niang was very happy after hearing this and said quickly: "I am worried that celebrating the New Year alone will be boring. If you can come, just come to the shop and chat while everyone is making clothes. It will be so lively to have a meal together in the evening! "

Since the divorce, Chun Niang has been taking care of the shop every day and has been so busy that she has no time to feel lonely. But once she is free, especially on days when the family reunites like the Spring Festival, she suddenly feels lonely and special. It's boring, very lonely.

The women in the shop were all widows who had escaped from the disaster with their children. They had no relatives in the capital, and their situation was not much better than that of Chun Niang. Upon hearing Chun Niang's suggestion, they all said that they could bring their children with them.

Shen Ruoyan looked at a group of women hugging each other for warmth, and suddenly remembered what Lu Yan said to her last night, "You are not a Bodhisattva." She couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth slightly.

The most important thing in living in this world is the present. Live your own life well first, and then when you are capable, help the people around you live a good life. This may be what she can do now.