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Qin Feng parked the car downstairs of the house he bought for Li Jing. This is also a sad place that Qin Feng will never forget in his life.

Of course, the current Qin Feng was not in the mood to be sentimental here. After parking the car, he ran into the corridor and took the elevator to the top floor.

When Qin Feng ran to the top of the building, he saw Li Jing sitting alone on the guardrail on the top of the building, with his back to Qin Feng and his feet hanging outside the building. The 30th floor, as long as Li Jing moves a little, she will fall down.

Hearing the movement, Li Jing turned to look at Qin Feng with a smile and said, "Qin Feng, you are here."

"If you have anything to say, let's talk it out..." Qin Feng persuaded Li Jing while striding towards Li Jing.

"Don't come over, Qin Feng, just stand there, if you want to come over again, I'll jump off right now." Li Jing moved her butt forward as she spoke, scaring Qin Feng to stop immediately.

"Okay, okay, I won't go, can I not go?" Qin Feng said hastily, and then stood there without daring to move.

"Thank you." Li Jing said to Qin Feng.

"no need thank me?"

"I originally thought that you would be very indifferent when you heard that I was going to commit suicide. You hate me so much in your heart, you must wish for me to die. I didn't expect you to still care about me."

Qin Feng didn't know how to answer Li Jing's words. He couldn't tell Li Jing that he still cared about her against his will, but he didn't dare to tell the truth, he was afraid of provoking Li Jing.

"Li Jing, is this the first time the two of us have chatted in more than two years?" Qin Feng asked Li Jing after thinking about it.

"Yes, you have ignored me for more than two years." Li Jing nodded.

"You're going to die soon, and I know I can't stop you. Since I'm here, let's have a good, calm chat, and treat it as a farewell, okay?"

"What are you talking about?" Li Jing asked.

"You can talk about anything. Two old friends always have a lot to talk about. I don't believe you have nothing to say to me." Qin Feng sat down on the spot after finishing speaking, and then said to Li Jing: "I don't In the past, just sit here, you also get down from there, sit on the ground, I am very nervous when you sit there."

Qin Feng's words made Li Jing hesitate.

"Why? Don't you give me such a little face? Don't worry, I won't stop you. What's the use of stopping you? I stopped you today, and you go to dance again tomorrow. I can stop you once, and I can stop you." Are you forever? I came here today just to chat with you." Qin Feng saw Li Jing's hesitation and continued.

Li Jing was moved by Qin Feng, turned around and jumped off the guardrail, but still leaned on the guardrail.

"I remember you are afraid of heights, why are you so courageous today?" Qin Feng asked with a smile.

"I'm not afraid of death anymore, how can I be afraid of heights."

"It makes sense. You are not afraid of death anymore. There is nothing to be afraid of. But Li Jing, since you are not afraid of death, why are you afraid of living? Is living more terrifying than death?"

"I don't think that's the case. The reason why you feel that life is better than death is actually just your own psychological effect. The reality is really not as cruel as you think. Your setbacks are not enough to make you die." Qin Feng While talking, he lit a cigarette.

"What's the big deal about you, isn't it just that you were a green tea whore for a while, got your first love, and was played by a scumbag, you said that Li Ji talked about sleeping with you everywhere, but in fact, the relationship between men and women just goes back and forth Is that something new? Who hasn’t had sex and who hasn’t had sex? So many celebrities’ pornographic photos have been exposed on the Internet, hundreds of millions of people have seen them, and no one is going to jump off a building. You What is it?"

"You have abandoned me and cheated on me. I can hate you, but other people have no reason to hate you. You and I are not married. You have no moral responsibility to this society. In this day and age, the matter of male thieves and female prostitutes has long been known." It’s not surprising, do you really think that everyone pays more attention to you? In fact, you are wrong, this is your own conscience condemning yourself, it’s just your own psychological effect.”

"I hate you, that's right, maybe I can't forgive you in this life, you know I won't tell lies. But it's been two years, if you want to say how much I still hate you now, I don't. Most of the time, I have already forgotten you. No matter how deeply you once loved, and no matter how heartbreakingly you once hated, time can smooth everything out.”

"Just like how Li Ji hurt you, after a while, you can forget about it and start your life again."

"Your parents ignore you, your brother ignores you, it's not because you hate you so much, but because you don't live up to it, it's because of your distorted values. You can choose to die now, which means you realize that you How wrong you have done in the past. Since you are wrong, then correct it, and when you succeed, no one will care how much you have failed." Qin Feng said slowly while smoking a cigarette.

"Qin Feng, don't try to persuade me, and don't say it anymore. If you say it again, I might really start to hesitate. It's my decision to die. I don't want to go back to the days when life is worse than death. So I beg you to stop talking, if you say any more, I will jump off right now." Li Jing said hastily.