Fast Travel: My villain must be blackened

My name is Wangchen, and I am the Nine Thousand Years Old in this palace.

I no longer remember how much planning and suffering I have had to get to this position.

There are two emotions in my heart that are constantly tearing me apart.

On the one hand, I feel that I should pay back all the sufferings I have suffered when I hold the power, and let those who looked down on me and bullied me have to pay the price, telling everyone that no matter how humble I am, I can still sit in that position!

Even if it's just for a day, a moment.

On the other hand, I don't know why I often have a dream. The person in the dream is dressed in plain white clothes and her face is always blurred. She tells me that I have to be a good person.

For some reason, I unconditionally wanted to do what she said.

Trying my best to suppress the beast-like desire and roar in my heart, I try my best not to kill or be cruel, and to be a loyal minister.

I asked the emperor to accept the minister's concubine first to enrich the harem and reproduce offspring, but to balance the court, but he did not listen to my advice.

The general's daughter shouldn't be left out in the cold all the time.

After I suggested, he said angrily: "Since Jiu Qiantui is so caring, then go by yourself, I have a headache, I need to rest."

I reluctantly chose some things and went to the palace of Concubine Qi who hadn't been here since the emperor entered the palace.

I thought I would see her sullen and frowning, but I didn't expect to see her climbing up a tree and playing with her from a distance, smiling so brightly and warmly.

I stopped and watched for a long time.

At that time, I knew that this concubine Qi was different from other concubines. At this moment, I regretted my choice, maybe I shouldn't have brought her into the palace.

She fell from the tree on purpose, and I knew what she meant, but I tried my best to restrain my desire to catch her, but instead of feeling embarrassed and ashamed, she was aggressive and aggrieved.

She is so agile, so... kind.

The day-to-day political affairs are too boring, and I follow the steps every day, but suddenly she broke in, appearing with enthusiasm that seemed to burn me, so I couldn't turn a blind eye.

But I can't be a courtier.

I kept her out again and again, and reminded myself time and time again, but after seeing that letter, the city wall I built collapsed.

I was finally able to face up to my heart, and it turned out that I also wanted to be loved and treated sincerely.

Her strategy is actually not very clever, I could easily see through it, but the trap I built with sincerity made me fall into it willingly.

For this short-term happiness, I am willing to give up everything.

Ma'am, she is bolder and braver than I thought.

When she stood in front of me to meet the knife, I just felt a cardiac arrest, and I didn't even have time to think about it, and I pulled her away.It was really painful when the knife was cut on my body, but at that moment I only had her in my eyes, and the pain seemed insignificant.

It turned out that I already cared so much about her that I didn't want her to get hurt a little bit.

Empress, she still has sincerity towards me.

The gentle trap mixed with sincerity really makes me want to stop.

I know my identity, and I know how difficult it is for women in this palace.That's why I was always reluctant to do too much to my mother, but she teased me again and again, and my self-control completely collapsed in front of her, and I just wanted to be her servant.

After all, I kept my bottom line.

After all, the empress is the concubine of the harem, she must be happy if she is so good, she should be pampered, and her life will be smooth after giving birth to the dragon species.

We are impossible.

From the beginning, I knew it.

What the empress said is right, no matter what contributions I have made, in the records of future generations, I will only be a treacherous sycophant and bring disaster to the country. I don't care how the people of future generations treat me, but the empress can't, so she must put aside ties with me.

I want to protect her as best I can.

The more we get along, the more I can feel the difference of the empress, she always smiles like a fox, she is very bold when teasing, dare to say anything, in fact, she doesn't understand anything, and she will be cowardly.

The days with her are the easiest.

I have spent the happiest and most satisfying time in this man-eating palace.

Unfortunately, this happiness can only end here.

The emperor fears me, because I let him exist in name only, he can't completely control the government, and because I hold the order of the Imperial Guard in my hand.

With the Praetorians in my hands, he will never be able to sleep in peace.

This is the biggest card in my hand.

I learned how to carve and draw. I chose the best jade and hollowed out the inside. I put the Order of the Imperial Guard that everyone wanted into it. I fixed it with gold and made a jade pendant inlaid with gold.

The empress liked it very much after receiving it, and asked me if it was a token of love. At that time, I really wanted to say yes.

But can't.

You must always control your heart in order not to hesitate at the end.

I never thought that the gift my mother would give me would actually be a concentric knot woven by our blue silk.

The body, hair and skin are affected by my parents, and as a concubine, I can't cut my hair at will, but she cut it for me.

Seeing the two strands of hair forming a concentric knot in her hand, and actually holding it in her hand, I finally lost control.

Madam, she is so good.

I got wet with her in the rain and shared a bed with her, am I considered husband and wife?

Good days always pass very quickly, and the emperor came back early.

I wanted to treasure that letter for the rest of my life, but I can't let my mother take risks because of my own selfishness. This thing must be burned.

I called Huo Yue over and told him my plan.

"On the day the emperor returned to the palace, you took a team of archers and hid on the roof, obeyed my orders and shot arrows at me, piercing my heart with thousands of arrows."

Huo Yue raised his eyes in shock, "Nine thousand years old!"

"The emperor is back, and the concubine Qi has a job to do. She will get rid of me as a traitor together with you. She will be appreciated and favored by the emperor, and you will not be angered by the emperor."

"Nine thousand years old!" Huo Yue disagreed.

I raised my hand to stop him from speaking, "Huo Yue, if, if the empress wears the jade pendant I gave her that day and waits for the reminder to remind the emperor to return to the palace, you can shoot arrows at me, if not... just listen to my orders."

"That jade pendant hides the order of the imperial guards. From now on, you all have to listen to Empress Qi, and you must protect her!"

Huo Yue has always been reluctant to agree, but finally he finally agreed because of my resolute attitude towards death.

On that day, the empress came as promised, wearing the jade pendant I gave her.

so good.

It's a pity that I couldn't play a kite with her once.

After I die, the emperor will reward her. She also has the imperial guards and the general's mansion. The prince also likes her very much. Now, she will be happy.

The sharp arrow pierced my body, and I saw the empress was stunned, her eyes turned red in disbelief.

so good.

That way, it's fine.

Empress, thank you for coming into my life and giving me short-term warmth and happiness.

This time, I choose the ending you gave me, and die with a thousand arrows piercing my heart.

It would be worth it if you could remember me for a few days.