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Qin Shizhan then murmured, "No, you should hate me more, Xiaoyi"

The moment Qin Shizhan asked this question, he regretted it, and the emotion in his eyes trembled violently.

His hands trembled uncontrollably, a bleak smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and his heart ached

How could Xiaoyi not hate him?

A mother who abandoned her in an orphanage when she was born, a father who didn't even know she existed for so many years?

Neither he nor Linlang, no one is qualified to ask Xiaoyi this question

Seeing Zhou Yi's still expressionless face, Qin Shizhan unconsciously took two steps back, holding his knuckles on the table so hard that they turned white

Qin Shizhan watched Zhou Yi slowly raise his eyes, there was no wave in his eyes, and there was a trace of coolness in his dark eyes.

for a while

Without saying a word, his exquisite face was stained with a touch of alienation and indifference

Zhou Yi watched calmly, and Qin Shizhan, who almost fell into self-blame to the point of collapse,

frown

Is this kind of problem necessary to be entangled?It's meaningless, and her life has no meaning at all.

Zhou Yi said slowly, "I don't hate her"

The four words without waves seem to be saying, have I eaten?So simple

Qin Shizhan was a little taken aback

He seemed to be thrown into the boundless cold deep sea, the blood all over his body was frozen

He would rather Xiaoyi say that he hates him and Linlang than Xiaoyi say "I don't hate her"

Without love, naturally there is no hate

In Xiaoyi's heart, neither he nor Lin Lang deserves to be called "parents"

What did they give Xiaoyi?

irresponsible?

Born but not raised?

They don't have any qualifications to be careless parents at all.

He let his psychological problems go, he wanted to accompany Lin Lang, and he was making atonement for his sin against Xiaoyi

How did Xiaoyi grow to where it is now in the past 20 years?

Every time he recalled it in his midnight dream, he wished he could kill himself

Zhou Yi looked at Qin Shizhan with an empty expression, half-closed his eyes, with an indifferent expression

"I don't hate her, because hate can't solve any problem. This kind of emotion is nothing but mediocrity. Qin Shizhan, my blood is naturally cold. My world has only been killing, bloody, and cruel since I was a child. Not a kind person, the blood on the hands of the people I killed is beyond your imagination."

When Qin Shizhan heard this, his heart ached again.

Blood, killing, and cruelty, how could these be the life that the real young lady of the Qin family should have lived since she was a child?

His daughter should have been pampered since she was a child and grew up in a carefree environment. She has beautiful and expensive bags and endless jewelry

Instead of being thrown in an orphanage alone, living a life of growing up on knife edge

Killing people, what did his Xiaoyi go through to become like this?

Zhou Yi stood there

The figure is gradually elongated by the setting sun at the window, and the afterglow shines on her body, standing against the light

face full of indifference

"So Zhou Linlang gave birth to me but didn't raise me. There is nothing to hate. She gave me a life, and I will avenge her. I will repay this kindness. Our relationship is nothing more. The so-called mother , is not important in my life, do you understand?"

Qin Shizhan's expression was obscure

He just looked at Zhou Yi like this, and finally lowered his head, his eyes were full of sadness

"Xiaoyi, no, you are not cold-blooded. I was the one who made the mistake more than 20 years ago. It was all my own fault. I didn't protect Lin Lang well, and I didn't protect you who was still in her stomach at that time. It was me. What caused today's current situation is that I let you live a life of licking blood on the tip of a knife since you were a child, so the most damned person is me, it's me, Xiaoyi, it's me."

Looking at Qin Shizhan who looks like a normal person for so many years, in fact, the demons in his heart have pushed his spirit to the extreme

When Qin Shizhan heard this, he looked at Zhou Yi with a broken face.

"Xiaoyi, please believe that Linlang loves you and your mother loves you. Xiaoyi, when Linlang found out that she was pregnant more than 20 years ago, she was so excited that she didn't sleep for several nights and spent every day For two hours, chatting with you who has not yet formed in your stomach, something must have happened to her, so she gave birth to you, and she has no way to raise you herself."

Zhou Yi looked at Qin Shizhan, who ruthlessly grabbed his chest, his dark eyes were like distant stars, unfathomable.

She just stood here so quietly, listening to Qin Shizhan's pressure for so many years, all the things in her heart were vented out.

Until Qin Shizhan finished speaking, from the beginning to the end, Zhou Yi's expression was so calm and natural

Zhou Yi looked at Qin Shizhan who was exhausted after venting.

Talk casually, as if talking about someone else

"I was not born to be a flower in a greenhouse. I have never yearned for the kind of life you mentioned. My blood is cold, so my life has no temperature. I don't feel that I have lived for more than 20 years. If there are any problems in life, I don't need your sympathy and distress. Excessive emotions will only increase your internal friction, so don't look like the sky is falling. It doesn't matter whether Zhou Linlang loves me or not. I believe that she loves me, so what if I believe that she has difficulties?"

Qin Shizhan's chest heaved violently, and he stood there slumped

Suddenly, he looked at himself in a mess through the mirror.

for a while

The person finally calmed down slowly, his voice has become hoarse, full of vicissitudes and despair

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyi, I lost my temper. I'm sorry, you go down first. Dad cleans up himself, okay?"

Zhou Yi took two steps forward, walked in front of him, and looked at the arm that was still covering him even though he was in such a mess now.

Stretch out your hand and press it hard

Qin Shizhan frowned fiercely, just looked at Zhou Yi, gritted his teeth and didn't say anything

The blood flowed down Qin Shizhan's arm like this, dripping drop by drop on the floor, and the smell of blood slowly permeated

Zhou Yi took a step back, raised his eyes, and looked at Qin Shizhan for a while, his eyes were filled with deep blackness, and his eyes swept over the blood on the floor.

cool voice

"Did you know? Death is actually very easy. If you really want to die, I can give you the easiest way to die without pain. Qin Shizhan, suicide is the most despised death Does the law know?"

Qin Shizhan endured the pain in his arm, looked at Zhou Yi with deep eyes

He knew that if he really wanted to die, just tell Xiaoyi, and she would fulfill him without any hesitation

Qin Shizhan looked down at his hands

He shouldn't use death to escape, and shouldn't throw all the matter of revenge to Xiaoyi

He wants to personally see the last enemy who hurt Lin Lang, Dong Bei will be punished as he should

He Qin Shizhan can't be a coward

Qin Shizhan was silent for a few seconds, nodded, and looked at Zhou Yi numbly like a robot

"Xiaoyi, I won't go to self-paralysis and exile again, I will go to see a doctor, daddy will say sorry to you for the last time"