Jin Shao, kiss

That was a secret that Jin Hanzhou had never told anyone.

The summer when I was 20 years old.

He falls in love with a female racing driver named 'Summer'.

At that time, Jin Hanzhou was saddened by Fu Nanshu's rejection, so he spent all day racing in the racing club to vent his emotions.

And at that time, a girl racing driver came to the club.

Jin Hanzhou still remembers the wanton and arrogant appearance of the girl when she won him for the first time.

She dared to provoke him with a thumbs up and win him while racing, she is No.1.

For the first time in his life, Jin Hanzhou lost the car race organized by the club.

He lost to a woman.

A woman who can't even see her face clearly.

Jin Hanzhou obviously lost that game, but his mood was extremely excited.

He seems to have found a soul mate, full of interest and curiosity about girls.

That was the first time Jin Hanzhou took the initiative to make female friends.

He only knew that the girl's name was Xia Tian, ​​and how old she was. The other party didn't say anything, but judging from her voice at that time, she was quite immature.

Jin Hanzhou is estimated to be no more than 20 years old.

Summer doesn't come to the club every day.

In order to be able to race with her, Jin Hanzhou lived directly in the club during that time, and told the people in the club to notify him when they saw Xia Tian coming.

Jin Hanzhou competed with Xia Tian for three games in total, but he couldn't beat her once.

Xia Tian's racing skills are very good, like a professional, Jin Hanzhou, an amateur racing driver, is not her opponent at all.

That summer vacation, Jin Hanzhou had a very happy time.

He even forgot that he had just lost love not long ago.

Jin Hanzhou is immersed in the discussion with Xia Tian every day and cannot extricate himself, and even dreams of Xia Tian at night.

Every time we say goodbye, Jin Hanzhou looks forward to seeing each other next time.

The 20-year-old Jin Hanzhou is like a sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy who has just sprouted a spring heart. He really likes the girl named Xia Tian.

Think about it day and night.

It's a pity that happiness doesn't last long.

After the third parting with Xia Tian, ​​Jin Hanzhou did not wait for his Xia Tian.

Summer is gone.

Jin Hanzhou tried his best but failed to find her.

For this reason, Jin Hanzhou has been depressed for more than half a year.

The people around Jin Hanzhou thought that the slump behind him was because of Fu Nanshu, but only Jin Hanzhou himself knew that he was because of the girl named Xia Tian.

For Jin Hanzhou, Xia Tian's disappearance was a hundred times more sad than Fu Nanshu's rejection.

Even though it's been four years now.

Think of the girl named Xia Tian.

Jin Hanzhou still felt an inexplicable throbbing in his heart.

What a pity.

His true love died before it could sprout.

Seeing that Fu Nanshu obviously misunderstood that he still likes her, Jin Hanzhou explained, "Nanshu, you misunderstood. The girlfriends I found were not because they looked like you, but because they just fit my aesthetics."

It may be that life is too short of sugar.

Jin Hanzhou naturally prefers girls who look simple and innocent, and who are best to smile, and their smiles are healing.

Of course, there is also a little childhood factor.

When Jin Hanzhou was seven years old, he was trafficked.

At that time, Jin Hanzhou was locked up with a group of children.

Because he was the oldest and the toughest of them all, he was often beaten.

Once, Jin Hanzhou was beaten and paralyzed on the ground, unable to move.

The girl's smile is the most beautiful scenery Jin Hanzhou has ever seen in his life.

Jin Hanzhou took the steamed buns handed over by the little girl, and said gratefully, "Thank you."

That was the first warmth he felt in his life.

It's a pity that God is very cruel. After he felt the warmth, he took her back alive.

The girl was beaten up by those people and sold off because she secretly handed him food behind her back.

Even now Jin Hanzhou has never given up looking for her every year.

But he still hasn't found the little benefactor who gave him a bite and kept him alive.

In fact, the reason why Jin Hanzhou let Fu Nanshu get close to him in the first place was because of the little girl.

Because the Xiaonan book that he secretly gave him was very similar to the little girl who gave him water and food that day.

It may be because the smile that the little girl gave him is so unforgettable, so Jin Hanzhou has always liked to smile, especially a girl who heals people's hearts.

Rather than saying that those people are like Fu Nanshu, it is better to say that Fu Nanshu is like those girls, like the little girl in Jin Hanzhou's memory.

Fu Nanshu was stunned, "So you didn't marry Miss Xu because she looks like me?"

"Of course not." Jin Hanzhou shook his head, "The first time I saw her, I really thought she looked like you, but after seeing her a few times, I didn't feel like her anymore."

Jin Hanzhou didn't stay with her until he found out that Xu Jianyi had followed him for half a year.

Being with Xu Jianyi is not because she looks like Fu Nanshu.

He just needs such a person to relieve his emotions.

What's more, Jin Hanzhou felt that he couldn't love him, so he went to find a substitute, which was disgusting.

If you really love someone, how could you find a substitute?

Anyway, he can't do this kind of thing.

"That's it."

Fu Nanshu laughed uglier than crying.

She thought that Xu Jianyi was selected by Jin Hanzhou because of her favor, but it turned out that was not the case.

It was she who overestimated herself.

Fu Nanshu closed his eyes and did not speak again.

Now that this is the case, why bother embarrassing yourself even more.

Jin Hanzhou restarted the car and sent Fu Nanshu back to Fu's house.

Fu's mother heard the sound of a car engine downstairs, so she ran out and took a look, and saw that it was Jin Hanzhou who got off the sports car with Fu Nanshu in his arms.

She dressed quickly and came out to have a look.

As soon as he left the room, he saw Jin Hanzhou coming up from downstairs with Fu Nanshu, who was so drunk that he was almost unsteady on his feet.

Mother Fu hurried forward to help.

Seeing that Fu Nanshu smelled of alcohol all over her body, Fu's mother frowned, "This child, just went to drink after a miscarriage, is she going to die?"

Jin Hanzhou explained, "She broke up with Gu Xijue. In the past few days, Auntie has been looking at her more. I can't help her think about it."

"I've told her that Gu Xijue is unreliable, but she didn't listen. Now that I'm fine, I've suffered a lot."

Fu's mother said exhaustedly, "Hanzhou, you have to take care of this matter. You know, she doesn't listen to me. You help auntie take care of her."

"Ah."

After getting acquainted and receiving the favor from her when she was a child, Jin Hanzhou naturally hopes that Fu Nanshu can cheer up.

This world is so big, it's not worth living and dying for a man who doesn't love me.

Putting Fu Nanshu down on her own bed, Jin Hanzhou said goodbye and left.

After Jin Hanzhou left.

Mother Fu looked at her drunken daughter, and reprimanded her distressedly and angrily, "Really, if you are not well enough, you ran to drink, are you going to kill yourself?"

Fu Nanshu opened his eyes, stared blankly at the crystal chandelier above, and said in a very lonely tone, "Mom, I feel so uncomfortable. Brother Zhou doesn't like me anymore, he doesn't like me a long time ago."

"Han Zhou told you personally?"

When Fu's mother heard her daughter's words, she immediately sat down on her bed.

"Ah."

Fu Nanshu was drunk, but not so drunk that he was unconscious.

Not only was she not so drunk that she lost consciousness, but her mind was even clearer than usual.

She tried her best to get drunk, but she couldn't get drunk no matter what.

The body is drunk, but the consciousness is not drunk.

Fu's mother sighed slightly when she heard the words, "You really played a good hand until you blew it."

Fu Nanshu closed his eyes and laughed at himself, who could say otherwise.

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God, it suddenly thundered.

The rumbling thunder made Xu Jianyi, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly become uneasy.

Xu Jianyi was dreaming again.

She dreamed about her 16th birthday.

She was full of joy drawing design drafts at home while waiting for her brother to come back to celebrate her birthday.

As a result, the weather was not good, and suddenly there was thunder outside.

Xu Jian was so frightened that she hurriedly called her brother, "Brother, it's thundering and it's going to rain, are you home soon?"

The person on the other end of the phone answered her warmly, "Soon, my brother bought you your favorite mousse cake."

Suddenly there was a bang.

The person over there fell silent.

Xu Jian yelled into the phone anxiously, "Brother, what's wrong? What happened?"

The answer to Xu Jianyi was endless silence.

Xu Jianyi was worried about his brother's accident, so he ran out desperately with his mobile phone.

She went to the garage to pick up the car, and when she was about to go out to find the man, the man's intermittent voice came through the audio.

He said, "I'm sorry Yiyi, brother may not be able to go back to celebrate your birthday, happy 16th birthday... happy..."

That was the last time Xu Jianyi heard her brother say happy birthday to her.

"elder brother……"

Xu Jian woke up from a dream and sat up suddenly from the bed.

She was sweating profusely, and the hair on her temples was wet, and she didn't know whether it was wet from tears or sweat.

She looked very embarrassed, as if she had crawled out of the water.

Sweat everywhere.

The bean-like rain beat on the window, making a pattering noise.

Xu Jian hugged her knees with her hands, curled up on the big bed alone and helpless.

She was as lonely as a child abandoned by the world.

When Jin Hanzhou came in, what he saw was such a moving scene.