Jin Shao, kiss

If he had been so desperate in the first place...

Before thinking about it further, Jin Hanzhou shook his head, put the cigarette on his lips and took a sip.

There is no if in life.

Does Jin Feng love Ms. Cheng?

Maybe it's love.

But it must be that the love is not deep enough.

Otherwise, Ms. Cheng would not have stayed alone for 25 years.

Why are you willing to give up your life to save someone who obviously loves you deeply?

Probably feel ashamed.

Because of Chen Yunxiang, Jin Feng misunderstood Ms. Cheng for 25 years.

He wanted to make up, but Ms. Cheng didn't need him to make up.

Jin Feng's saving people was actually selfish.

He was not reconciled to the fact that the girl who once had his eyes and her heart no longer had his shadow in her heart.

He didn't want to be a passer-by in Cheng Jinxiu's life.

So knowingly bumped into it, and it was close to death.

But still desperate, bumped into it.

Jin Feng is not that great.

He sacrificed his life to save him, so that Cheng Jinxiu would miss him all his life, even if he gave his life for it.

He had been loved by Cheng Jinxiu for half his life, so how could he be willing to be just a stranger in her heart from now on.

He wants his embroidery, and he will never forget him for the rest of his life.

-

If you can no longer embrace each other in this life, it would be a blessing to stay in the other's heart forever.

-

If there is a next life, Jin Feng wants to think about his embroidered love once.

He didn't want to take any shit responsibility, he didn't want to be so noble, he wanted to be selfish for a while.

He wanted to love his sister firmly for once.

He thought there was no one but her.

Instead, as long as you get along well, you can be with anyone.

-

As a man, Jin Hanzhou can more or less see Jin Feng's thoughts.

After taking a sip of the last cigarette, he snuffed out the cigarette butt, flicked it with two fingers, and accurately flicked it into the trash can standing beside him.

Jin Hanzhou lifted his chin slightly, and slowly exhaled smoke towards the sky.

"Ms. Cheng finally dug him out of her heart. He came to such a hero to save the beauty. Ms. Cheng is afraid that she will never forget him in this life."

Regardless of whether Ms. Cheng still loves Jin Feng or not, his sacrifice to save her will make her never forget for the rest of her life.

Thinking of this, Jin Hanzhou couldn't help but said, "He is willing to spend the rest of his life, and Ms. Cheng can't forget him for the rest of her life."

Jin Hanzhou didn't know whether to say that Jin Feng was black-bellied or crazy.

To spend the rest of his life in exchange for Ms. Cheng's obsession, he was cruel enough to himself.

Xu Jianyi didn't know what to say.

After Jin Hanzhou extinguished the cigarette, she stepped forward and hugged him.

Jin Hanzhou took her in his arms.

Feel her concern and concern.

Jin Hanzhou raised his hand and rubbed her head, without much sadness in his tone, "Don't worry, I'm not sad."

Nothing to be sad about.

Anyway, he has been living a 'fatherless' life.

Whether his father is present or not doesn't seem to make much difference to him.

-

Chen Yunxiang probably never thought of hiding it.

After all, she has at most one year to live.

So she didn't want to cover up the matter of finding someone to bump into Cheng Jinxiu.

The police soon found out that she was the mastermind behind the scenes.

When the police came to find her, Chen Yunxiang readily admitted that she had hired the driver.

Chen Yunxiang took the initiative to ask the other party to sentence her to death as soon as possible, as if she wanted to accompany Jin Feng decisively.

However, Jin Hanzhou was not as she wished.

Jin Hanzhou took people to the police station that night to fish Chen Yunxiang out.

"Want to die?" Looking at Chen Yunxiang who was generously going to die, Jin Hanzhou curled his lips with eyes filled with gloom, "Dreaming."

"What do you want?"

Chen Yunxiang didn't understand why he released her on bail.

Jin Hanzhou did not answer her question, but said, "I heard that you thought Ms. Cheng robbed your life?"

After hearing Jin Hanzhou's words, Chen Yunxiang immediately said coldly, "Isn't it?"

Jin Hanzhou snorted softly, and he looked at Chen Yunxiang with sarcasm, "Even your biological father in blood, that is, my grandpa in name, has to respectfully call Ms. Cheng a Miss, where did you come from?" Face feels that she has taken over the life that originally belonged to you."

Chen Yunxiang was slightly taken aback, "Why is he called Miss Cheng Jinxiu?"

Jin Hanzhou still didn't answer her question, but said without hesitation, "Do you know why your mother was exiled to the Cheung Chau military camp as a prostitute?"

"That's because she shamelessly climbed into my grandfather's bed, so she was exiled."

"By the way, Ms. Cheng's mother, my grandma, is my grandfather's dream lover. Just because your mother shamelessly climbed on his bed and made him dirty, she didn't dare to pursue her love. Watching my grandma get pregnant with Ms. Cheng with someone else. You should be lucky that you didn't show up in front of him, otherwise he would have killed you with one shot. "

What Jin Hanzhou said was completely different from what Chen Yunxiang heard from her mother.

She trembled slightly, shaking her head in disbelief, "That's not the case. My mother and General Cheng were childhood sweethearts. They were in love with each other. It was your grandmother who took the love, which caused my mother to be abandoned."

Jin Hanzhou seemed to have heard some ridiculous joke, "Your mother and my grandfather were childhood sweethearts? Your mother told you this. It's ridiculous. She is just a servant in my grandfather's family. What kind of childhood sweetheart is my grandfather's childhood sweetheart?" ?”

"Your mother has delusions. She imagines that other people love her, and that other people's lives are hers. The person who was childhood sweetheart with my grandfather was my grandmother. Ms. Cheng did not occupy the life that originally belonged to you. She lived the life she deserved." .”

"You fucking revenge with a hammer."

The tip of Jin Hanzhou's tongue pressed against his cheeks, inexplicably irritable and wanting to curse.

Because of her stupidity, Ms. Cheng suffered from bipolar disorder, he lived a childhood without parents and mothers, and Jin Feng died young.

"not like this!"

Chen Yunxiang couldn't accept this fact.

She always thought that her mother was the one who was involved, so she hated and resented.

But now she told her that her mother was just a madman who couldn't love her unrequited love, shamelessly climbed into bed, and finally imagined that other people's lives were her own.

So all along, she hated the wrong person and avenged the wrong person?

She even sacrificed the life of her sweetheart for this?

Do not--

This is not true!

"It was you who lied to me. You must have lied to me on purpose. I didn't take revenge, I didn't!"

For revenge, she experienced humiliation and grew wildly, just to live.

The belief that supports her to live is revenge.

But now she was told that the so-called hatred was just a false fact deliberately fabricated by her mother who couldn't love her.

For a false hatred, she went to great lengths and resorted to unscrupulous means, and even killed Jin Feng, the only one she loved in this life?

Her life was just a joke?

I don't know if the facts are too cruel, or her body can't stand the stimulation.

Chen Yunxiang only felt a fishy sweetness in her throat, and then, a mouthful of blood sprayed out from her mouth.

"puff--"

Jin Hanzhou didn't expect Chen Yunxiang to be so unaffected. At the moment she spewed blood, his eyes were sharp and his body was quick. He quickly turned sideways to avoid the blood sprayed out of the opponent's mouth.

After vomiting blood, Chen Yunxiang suddenly laughed ferociously, "Hahaha——"

"Fake. Everything is fake."

Tears glistened in her eyes, and her eyes were filled with the pain of being deceived.

Mother, you have deceived me so hard.

-

Why lie to her.

Why do you deliberately instill wrong ideas in her, and let her do everything to complain about injustice for her.

-

sorry--

Ah Feng, I'm sorry——

Chen Yunxiang, who didn't feel that she had done anything wrong in the past, felt extremely regretful at this moment.

For the so-called revenge, she involved the innocent Jin Feng.

Breaking him and Qingmei apart caused him to die young.

She is really hateful.

It would be nice if she didn't come for revenge.

It would be nice if she didn't show up.

Jin Feng will not die.

He will live well.

Maybe she will be with Cheng Jinxiu and He Meimei, and live happily ever after.

Regret and guilt continued to spread to Chen Yunxiang's internal organs, suffocation-like pain spread all over his body, and Chen Yunxiang felt that every bone in his body was aching.

Looking at the vehicles coming and going outside the police station, Chen Yunxiang suddenly broke free from the restraints of the bodyguards and ran towards the road like crazy.

Jin Hanzhou, who saw Chen Yunxiang's death-seeking intention, immediately shouted to the bodyguard, "Stop her!"

The bodyguard immediately chased in the direction where Chen Yunxiang ran away.

After a while, the weak Chen Yunxiang was dragged back.

Seeing being caught, Chen Yunxiang kept struggling, "Let me go!"

"Let me die."

She begged with eyes full, "Let me accompany him."

Jin Hanzhou walked up to Chen Yunxiang, leaned slightly, and stared at her condescendingly, "To accompany him? Everyone else is dead, why don't you let him go? Are you going to disgust him?"

Chen Yunxiang was taken aback for a moment.

"Just let you die like this, it's too cheap for you."

"I can't let you live a long life. It's okay to let you live a life that is worse than death for a few years."

Stomach cancer Jin Hanzhou is powerless to cure.

But if he wanted to prolong Chen Yunxiang's life for a few years, he could still do it.

Chen Yunxiang wanted to die so that he could accompany Jin Feng, but Jin Hanzhou refused.

He wanted her to live a life worse than death, and then die slowly.

Chen Yunxiang was secretly sent to his pharmaceutical research institute by Jin Hanzhou to act as a guinea pig for those medical geniuses.

She could have died with dignity.

But she wanted to die.

Now she can't even die if she wants to.

What awaits her will be torture and research in the dark.

-

Jin Hanchuan got wind of Chen Yunxiang being taken away by Jin Hanzhou, but he didn't care about it.

He was sitting in Jin Feng's office.

Looking at this place where he has stayed since he was a child, it is full of suffocating heartache.

His big tree fell, and he would no longer stand up in front of him when others said he was an illegitimate child, and sternly scold those who said he was an illegitimate child.

Not to mention comforting him by saying that he is not a shameless existence, but Jin Feng's pride.

Jin Hanchuan closed his eyes and sat on Jin Feng's office chair full of loneliness.

-

Jin's family quickly took care of Jin Feng's funeral.

Mr. Jin lost his son in old age, and suddenly became ten years older.

After Jin Feng was buried.

Mr. Jin called Jin Hanzhou over.

Looking at the little grandson in front of him who was seven to eight times similar to his son, Mr. Jin said with slightly red eyes, "Your father is gone, and you should take over the Jin family."

Jin Hanzhou replied without thinking, "Farewell, I will not divorce Xu Jianyi."

Mr. Jin said in a tone that he was not afraid of falling, "Forget it, you can leave if you don't want to."

"Come back, I'll transfer Han Chuan abroad."

Being so "loved" by Mr. Jin, Jin Hanzhou couldn't be happier at all.

I even feel a chill in my heart.

Jin Hanzhou looked at Mr. Jin with deep understanding, "Where do you put my elder brother like this?"

As soon as the eldest grandson was mentioned, Mr. Jin's face was full of disgust and resistance, "His management skills are indeed good, but he is not your father's legitimate son after all, and he has such an abominable mother."

Mr. Jin already had a lot of dislike for Jin Hanchuan's background. Now that his son died suddenly because of his mother, the old man completely loathes this eldest grandson.

Jin Hanzhou found it ironic, "It's not the first day you know who gave birth to him. When you raised him, why didn't you think he was born out of wedlock?"

Mr. Jin was straightforward, "If you hadn't been in poor health when you were young, and the doctor concluded that you would not live to be 21, how could I have raised an illegitimate son of him to take over the Jin family—"

Outside the study.

Jin Hanchuan stood outside expressionlessly.

On the tray in his hand was a bowl of hot health porridge.

Mr. Jin hadn't eaten much in the past two days. Jin Hanchuan was worried that the old man's body would not be able to bear it, so he personally made some nutritious porridge to nourish the stomach, thinking about warming the old man's stomach.

But never thought, heard such words.

Jin Hanchuan looked down at the health porridge in his hand, and pulled his lips mockingly.

He turned around and left without a sound.

in the study.

Jin Hanzhou smiled lightly, "Grandpa is really realistic. I used to be a sick child. You thought I was hopeless, so you chose to train the elder brother. Now the elder brother disgusts you, and you think I have changed my heart. He died young, so he wanted to cultivate me again."

The reality of Mr. Jin made Jin Hanzhou feel that he was very cold.

Even though Jin Hanzhou and his elder brother Jin Hanchuan are not close.

However, Jin Hanzhou's devotion and efforts for the Jin family over the years are obvious to all.

But now, Mr. Jin completely negates Jin Hanchuan's efforts in one sentence, which makes Jin Hanzhou, an outsider, feel chilling.

Since you despise the other party's background, why did you give the other party hope and expectations in the first place?

Giving hope and expectation and then smashing it hard, this is not purely playing with people.

If his good elder brother heard such words, he wouldn't know how cold his heart would be.

An outsider would be utterly chilled, let alone Jin Hanchuan, who has worked hard from morning to night and never slackened in his studies all these years in order to inherit the Jin family.

Jin Hanzhou shook his head, and did not accept the olive branch offered by Mr. Jin, "No matter how bad Chen Yunxiang is, he, Jin Hanchuan, is also the heir cultivated by you and my father. If you abolish him, he will be abolished.

Your way of dealing with people scares me, and I'm thinking, if I fail to develop the Jin family to the result you want, will you also throw me away like trash. "

"I—" Mr. Jin wanted to argue subconsciously, but Jin Hanzhou didn't want to hear it. He said firmly,

"In short, Mrs. Jin, I won't inherit. I don't like doing business, and I don't want to be bound. As for whether you want to take care of my elder brother, it's your business."

After Jin Hanzhou finished speaking, he turned around and left Mr. Jin's study.

Mr. Jin did not expect that Jin Hanzhou really had no interest in the Jin family. He was so angry that he fell down on the office chair.

When Jin Hanzhou went downstairs, he just heard the servant muttering, "Why did the young master pour out all the porridge for the old man?"

Listening to the servant's words, Jin Hanzhou's eyes flickered slightly.

He walked over to the servant and asked, "Has my elder brother been here?"

The servant said, "Eldest Young Master brought porridge over, saying that he made some porridge for the old man to nourish his stomach, and he wanted to deliver it himself just now, but for some reason, he came down suddenly, dumped the porridge, and left. "

After listening to the servant's words, Jin Hanzhou guessed that Jin Hanchuan had heard the servant's words.

He took out his mobile phone and called Jin Hanchuan, "Let's meet."

-

The two brothers made an appointment to meet at Chi Jun's bar.

Jin Hanchuan arrived first.

He sat at the bar, ordered a glass of wine, and directly raised his head and took a sip, as if he wanted to indulge.

When Jin Hanzhou came in, Jin Hanchuan had just ordered a second glass of wine and was drinking there with his head raised.

Jin Hanzhou walked over and sat down on the round stool beside Jin Hanchuan.

The barman asked Jin Hanzhou what to drink.

Jin Hanzhou ordered a drink, but did not order wine.

He tilted his head to look at Jin Hanchuan who was binge drinking, and asked in a calm voice, "Did you hear what Grandpa said?"

Jin Hanchuan put down his wine glass, his tone a bit aggressive, "Are you here to show off to me?"

Jin Hanzhou frowned, and said in a helpless tone, "I never thought of competing with you for the Jin family."

In the beginning, it was because I didn't live long and I didn't want to waste time on such things.

Later he was very self-aware.

business.

He is not as good as Jin Hanchuan, whom he has been obsessed with since he was a child.

Jin Hanchuan is more tactful in dealing with people, he is good at disguising, he can talk to people and talk nonsense when he sees people, which is the standard of a businessman.

Jin Hanzhou hates being false and submissive.

He also doesn't like the rules and regulations of business.

He loves freedom and doesn't like being restrained.

What's more, he has other burdens on him--

Jin Hanchuan ordered another glass of strong wine, and after taking a sip, he snorted coldly, "Do you need to fight?"

"You just stand there, and someone will give you this position."

Jin Hanzhou couldn't refute this.

Jin Hanchuan drank three glasses of wine in a row, and the spirit of the wine started to pick up.

He looked at Jin Hanzhou and said with no concealment of jealousy,

"You know? Sometimes I really envy you, because you don't have to do anything, just because of your identity, you can get what I worked so hard to get."

"It's an illegitimate child, is it my choice?"

"If you don't plan to inherit it for me, why do you want to train me?"

"For this position, I can't even have my own ideals. I can only study and work hard for this position. Why should I abdicate as soon as you get healthy?"

Speaking the truth after drinking, Jin Hanchuan vomited the dissatisfaction and injustice in his heart, "It's fine that you are better than me, but if you are idle, you only know how to eat, drink and have fun."

"But even if you are the one who can't afford it, grandpa wants to give you that position. They are all his grandsons, and they are all the blood of the Jin family. Just because my mother is not as rich and powerful as your mother's family, I can only Use it as a pedal for you."

"Maybe I shouldn't have—"

Shouldn't be anything.

Jin Hanchuan didn't say any more, he was drunk and lying on the bar.

Although Jin Hanchuan didn't finish his words, Jin Hanzhou understood what he said.

He wanted to say that he regretted the thing that stood in front of him when he was seven years old.

Looking at the area on Jin Hanchuan's forehead, there is only a scar like a spider web on the thumbnail.

Jin Hanzhou couldn't help thinking of that year, when the two were kidnapped at the same time.

Because he didn't cooperate, he was severely taught by the kidnappers.

Seeing him being beaten, eight-year-old Jin Hanchuan rushed out to block him, but in the end he was kicked by the kidnappers and hit a chair, leaving a permanent scar on his forehead.

"Although we are not brothers of the same father and mother, I have never called you big brother falsely."

Jin Hanzhou is a person who has received a little kindness and will remember it in his heart for a lifetime.

Even though his brotherhood with Jin Hanchuan became more and more plastic later on, when he called each other big brother, he meant it sincerely.

Jin Hanzhou's act of standing in front of him will never be forgotten by Jin Hanzhou.

The scar on his forehead reminded him all the time that this half-brother had protected him.

Thinking of this, Jin Hanzhou couldn't help sighing, he raised his hand and shook Jin Hanchuan's shoulder, and said sincerely,

"Believe it or not, I didn't intend to compete with you before, and it's the same now. I still like to be that dude who can put on clothes with his hands. Your businessman's style is not suitable for me."

When it was over, he said with emotion, "Actually, being your younger brother is quite happy. You don't have to do anything, and you have money to spend."

Jin Hanchuan didn't talk to him, and he didn't know if he was drunk and didn't hear it, or he just didn't want to talk to him.

Seeing that Jin Hanchuan was silent, Jin Hanzhou didn't say any more, "You're drunk, tell me your sister-in-law's number, and I'll call your sister-in-law here."

Jin Hanchuan didn't say anything.

Seeing this, Jin Hanzhou went to explore Jin Hanchuan's pocket by himself.

Pulled his phone out of his pocket,

Unlocked the phone with his face.

Click on the call record and dial the gentle number.

"Sister-in-law, it's me, Han Zhou, um, brother is drunk, come and pick him up. Okay, I'll wait for you."

Finish the call.

Jin Hanzhou put the phone back to Jin Hanchuan.

Looking at the frustrated Jin Hanchuan, Jin Hanzhou sighed slightly in his heart.

Jin Hanzhou felt that he and Jin Hanchuan were brothers in need.

His mother is sick, his mother is also 'sick'.

Neither had a good childhood.

In fact, Jin Hanzhou bullied Jin Hanchuan when he was a child.

At that time, Jin Hanzhou hated Jin Hanchuan and his mother for taking Jin Feng away, causing Ms. Cheng to shed tears and causing him to often not see his father, so when he met Jin Hanchuan in kindergarten, he brought a group of children of the same age and treated him as a child. The old Jin Hanchuan was beaten up.

At that time, Jin Hanchuan was like a puppet. He didn't know how to resist when he was beaten, so he just stood there in a daze and was beaten.

Then Jin Feng learned about this.

Jin Hanzhou was reprimanded and asked to apologize to Jin Hanchuan.

How could Jin Hanzhou, who protects his shortcomings and is rebellious, apologize.

The next day, he beat Jin Hanchuan alone again.

Later, Jin Feng was probably afraid that Jin Hanzhou would continue to bully Jin Hanchuan, so he transferred Jin Hanchuan to another school.

Later, when Jin Hanzhou saw Jin Hanchuan again, he was seven years old.

Ms. Cheng was very ill that year, and she had delusions of being persecuted and burned Jin Hanzhou's hand.

The teacher who came to teach Jin Hanzhou saw that he had burns on his hands, so he told Jin Feng about it.

After Jin Feng learned that Jin Hanzhou was abused by Ms. Cheng, he forcibly snatched him away from Ms. Cheng and took him to live in the old house.

At that time, Jin Hanchuan also stayed in the old house with Jin Hanzhou.

Jin Feng probably wanted to cultivate their brothers and sisters.

I deliberately told Jin Hanzhou that he and Jin Hanchuan are brothers, we must work together, we must not hurt each other, we must help each other, be united, and be friendly.

Jin Hanzhou was farting when Jin Feng said, but Jin Hanchuan listened to Jin Feng very much.

He really became friends with Jin Hanzhou and his brother.

Facing Jin Hanzhou's hostility, he turned a blind eye.

Even in order to build a good relationship with Jin Hanzhou, he even exposed the unknown things that Chen Yunxiang did to him.

Maybe it's a pity for each other.

In addition, they were still children, without the mothers of both parties to create hatred between them, the two of them really got along like brothers at that time.

It's just that the brotherhood that had just been cultivated fell apart after the kidnapping.

Jin Hanzhou closed his heart and never opened his heart to anyone again.

After returning from Beicheng, and because of their different positions, the two of them had little contact, and the little bit of brotherhood they had cultivated with great difficulty gradually became nothing but hypocritical politeness.

-

Gentle arrived after ten minutes.

Gentle and soft voice asked Jin Hanzhou, "It's broad daylight, why did he get himself drunk?"

Jin Hanzhou said, "Grandpa heard some nasty things about his father, and he was in a bad mood, so he had a few drinks."

Hearing the words gently, she looked at Jin Hanchuan very distressed.

It was obviously the mother-in-law's sin, but he was asked to bear the bitter fruit.

He exhaled silently, and stepped forward gently, intending to help Jin Hanchuan up.

However, her strength is really too weak, and Jin Hanchuan is 1.8 meters seven tall and relatively strong, so she can't support him at all.

In desperation, Ruan could only ask Jin Hanzhou, his uncle, for help, "Can you help me get him into the car?"

Jin Hanzhou nodded, bent over and put Jin Hanchuan's hand on his shoulders, and helped Jin Hanchuan out of Qingba with Wen Rou.

Put Jin Hanchuan on the passenger seat and help him fasten his seat belt.

Wen Rou opened the driver's seat door, said goodbye to Jin Hanzhou, started the car, and drove away.

After Jin Hanzhou watched the two leave.

He also went to get in his own car and drove away from Qingba.

Jin Feng was buried today.

Although Xu Jianyi didn't go to the funeral, he didn't go to work either.

She draws design drafts at home.

Hearing the sound of the car's engine, Xu Jianyi immediately put down the paintbrush in his hand, got up and ran downstairs.

As soon as Jin Hanzhou got out of the car, a soft person fell into his arms.

The little girl hugged him very hard, as if comforting him silently.

A warm feeling rose in Jin Hanzhou's heart.

Looking down at the little girl in his arms, Jin Hanzhou slightly curled his lips, "Is Xu Clingy again today?"