After the divorce, the wife and cubs amazed the world
Chapter 1027 Giving up on oneself
Jian Si pushed open the door of Jian Sichen's room, and a strong smell of alcohol hit her face.
The room was dark and the curtains were drawn tightly.
When the door opened, a faint light penetrated through the door. Faintly, everyone saw Jian Sichen sitting on the ground, leaning against the bed, surrounded by empty wine bottles and pieces of wine bottles on the floor.
Jian Sichen hammered the ground with his right hand, holding a bottle of red wine in his left hand and pouring it down his throat.
His right hand, which lay limply on the ground, was covered in blood.
Jian Si was startled, and with a "click" sound, she turned on the light in the room, and then she could fully see the situation inside.
I saw Jian Sichen with a sloppy beard, eyes full of red bloodshot eyes, and bruises around his eyes. It was as if his energy had been sucked dry by a female ghost. He was listless and looked as if he was terminally ill and would soon die.
Tears fell from Jian Si's eyes. She ran over, knelt down, and carefully lifted Jian Sichen's injured hand to check.
"Son, what's wrong with you? Why are your hands covered with blood?"
Jianyue immediately ran downstairs to find the medicine box.
As Lu Youting approached Jian Sichen, he looked at the empty wine bottles and bottle dregs on the ground, and frowned slightly.
Jian Sichen looked at Jian Si with his dull eyes, and his eyes slowly focused. When he saw clearly that it was Jian Si, he completely collapsed and cried on Jian Si's shoulder.
The dignified seven-foot-tall man cried like a child, full of hesitation and helplessness.
"I can't find Xiaowei... I can't find it... I'm so incompetent... I've tried all my methods... I've done everything I need to do... I can't find it, I just can't find it... Mom, I should What should I do? How can I find Xiaowei?
For the first time, I realized that I was so useless that I couldn't even save the woman I loved.
I'm so useless, so useless..."
Jian Sichen scolded himself and hit his head with a wine bottle, as if this was the only way to relieve his pain.
Jian Si was startled by him and snatched the bottle from his hand.
"It's not that you are useless, it's that that person is too cunning! The earth is so big and there are so many countries! Look at the many children who are abducted and trafficked every year, how many of them are found. Is it because their parents don't want to find them? Still haven’t tried your best to look for her? It’s not that you’re useless if you can’t find Weiwei! It can only be said that the world is too big and you can’t search every corner.”
Jian Sichen couldn't listen to a word. The bottle in his hand was gone, so he kept slapping his head with his palm.
"It's all my fault. If I had been with Xiaowei, if I hadn't let her go to the toilet alone, if I could have known in time that Shen Luoxue was back, none of this would have happened.
It's all my fault!
It was me who failed to protect Xiaowei.
I promised to take care of him for the rest of my life! I didn't do it! I lost her...lost her...oooo..."
Jian Sichen hugged Jian Si's neck tightly, buried his face on her shoulder, and cried loudly in disbelief.
He feels guilty.
He blames himself.
He blamed himself every moment of every day.
I wish I could kill myself.
But there is no regret medicine in the world, and there is no time shuttle.
He couldn't let time go back to the day of the engagement party.
Gone.
Completely gone.
Jian Si was already crying, but being infected by his emotions, she cried harder and harder, shrugging her shoulders.
"Son! I don't blame you for this matter! I really don't blame you! Don't be comfortable anymore... The so-called annoying thing, you can prevent it for a while but you can't prevent it for a lifetime. As long as Shen Luoxue has that intention, sooner or later this matter will still happen It will happen.”
Jian Sichen hugged Jian Si. After a while, all the clothes on Jian Si's shoulders were wet.
"Mom, my heart hurts, it really hurts! How will I live without Xiaowei in the future! I really like her, really really like her... I have never liked someone so much. . I can’t live without her... I won’t be able to live without her... Wuwu... Mom, where is she? Why can’t I find her? "
Jian Si was heartbroken by his crying. She didn't know how to comfort him, so she could only cry with him.
She is someone who has experienced this and can relate to it very well.
When she thought Lu Youting was dead, she also wanted to die with him.
If there weren't several other children who needed her, she would definitely have let him go.
If you can't be with the man you love, what's the point of living.
She never thought that the love paths of her children would be as bumpy as her own.
The second brother is getting married and his wife has run away.
The boss’s daughter-in-law was transferred to a subcontractor during their engagement party, and her whereabouts are unknown since then.
Even Jian Yue, the third child who seems to be happy now, had a bumpy relationship at the beginning and went through many ups and downs before getting together with her son-in-law Jiang Xingzhi.
Jianyue found the medicine box and caught up, and saw her mother and brother hugging each other and crying together.
She was affected by their emotions and couldn't help crying.
Lu Youting glanced at them faintly.
I don't know if they came to comfort Jian Sichen or to cry with him.
The little comfort didn't work, but they all started crying together.
"Ugh……"
Lu Youting sighed deeply and took the medical kit from Jianyue: "Go and ask Aunt Zhang to come up and tidy up the room! There is no place to put your feet! To avoid hurting your brother's feet."
Jian Yue woke up from her dream and immediately ran down to ask someone to clean up the room.
Lu Youting carried the medical kit, squatted next to Jian Sichen, cleaned Jian Sichen's wound with ease, and then applied medicine to the wound.
Having been married to Jian Si for so many years, as a doctor's husband, he is already familiar with this kind of basic care.
While cleaning Jian Sichen's wound, Lu Youting said: "Something happened to Ling Wei. I know you are very sad. When I lost your mother, I was just like you. Life was worse than death. I felt that life had no meaning. But for You little guys, I got through this.
You are not alone. You have parents and younger siblings. We all care about you.
I was able to survive for you back then, and I hope you can survive for us! If I hadn't survived, I wouldn't be as happy as you are with your mother now.
Jian Sichen, you are a man! I can allow you to be cowardly for a while, but I will never allow you to be cowardly for a while.
I can give you time to let him come out slowly!
I believe you can do it! I could do it then, and you must be able to do it now. No matter what happens, we will stand by your side and be with you. "
Jian Yue, who was leading Aunt Zhang in, happened to hear what he said. She walked over and knelt down and said, "Brother, I have a hunch that you will be able to find Weiwei one day! I didn't even see Shen Luoxue last time when she disappeared. This premonition is very strong this time. You know, my premonitions are always very accurate. You must cheer up and never give up on yourself. Weiwei is still waiting for you to save her!"
Jian Sichen: "But now I have nothing to do! I don't know where to look. Xiaowei seems to have disappeared from the world. I can't find any clues. The world is so big and the sea of people is huge. I should Where to find it?”
Jian Yue said: "Why can't you find it! Weiwei is an adult, and adults have memories! Unlike children, who are abducted and may never be found. As long as Weiwei still remembers you, she will one day Will come back to you."
She doesn't know the situation yet.
I just thought it was simply my sister-in-law who ran away.
Jian Sichen looked at her blankly.
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