I was on top of your heart

"……Feel sorry."

She didn't know that something like that happened between her and Huo Yan.

Although it is impossible for Yu Wan to forgive Huo Yan, Lu Yaoyao felt that she had to say something,

"While you may not want to hear it, I still want to say it."

"In those five years, I had nothing to do with him. He never let you go. If it wasn't for my sudden illness, he might not have accepted me."

She looked at Yu Wan fixedly, her eyes filled with distress, "Yu Wan, during the five years you were away, he lived very hard."

In fact, without Lu Yaoyao's telling, Yu Wan also knew how hard Huo Yan had been in those five years.

His father embezzled public funds and his family property was confiscated. He had to pay off the public funds owed by his father.

The mother accidentally fell down the stairs again and became paralyzed.

To make matters worse.

With double pressure on him, how could he not suffer.

Four years ago, she had seen the scene where his self-esteem was being trampled on, that's why she came forward to help him win the project.

She used to love him very much, but only once.

These heartaches are not enough to offset the harm he caused her in words and actions.

It hurts so much.

It's like someone is stepping on the tip of a knife, and every sentence is filled with bone-piercing pain.

Not noticing that Yu Wan was distracted, Lu Yaoyao went on to say, "Two years ago, he didn't allow me to get close to him. As soon as I got close to him, he would stick out his thorns like a hedgehog. I can see that your' Abandoned' was a big blow to him.

Because of you, he no longer trusts women. "

Yu Wan clenched her fists and didn't speak, but just looked at Lu Yaoyao indifferently.

She didn't understand why she was telling her this.

Doesn't she like Huo Yan?

What good would it do her to persuade her to get back together with Huo Yan.

This is really not good for Lu Yaoyao.

But Lu Yaoyao only wants to make the person she loves happy.

It can also be said that she is just atoning for the mistakes she made unintentionally.

Lu Yaoyao said, "You know what? In the past five years, Ziyu and I never dared to mention you in front of him.

Because he doesn't allow people around him to mention you at all.As soon as it is mentioned, it is like a tiger whose tail has been stepped on, going crazy and trying to bite.

If you really don't care, how can you be angry?

If not love, how could he hate it.

Scorpio, love and hate are too clear, and betrayal is not tolerated. "

"A person who is cold in his bones is either not emotional, or it affects the whole body.

He put his heart into it, but was suddenly betrayed, how could he not hate it. "

She knew that what she said at this time was of little use.

Yu Wan might not be moved by this.

But she really felt sorry for Huo Yan.

She can actually understand why he was so unfeeling towards Yu Wan two years ago.

He was just competing with Yu Wan and himself.

He felt that he didn't love Yu Wan anymore, and he didn't allow Yu Wan to shake his heart anymore.

So he panicked and chose the most hurtful way to stab the opponent.

Although she didn't know why Huo Yan refused to save Yu Wan in the first place.

But she can be sure that it is impossible for Huo Yan to really refuse to save Yu Wan. There must be some misunderstanding.

After all, two years ago in Huo Yan's apartment building, the day Mr. Zhang intended to bully Yu Wan, he just said he didn't want to, but he didn't really want to.

Even if she didn't speak that day, he couldn't help it and turned around.

Her opening just gave him a reasonable step to turn back.

As for her falling from the building, why did Huo Yan hold a stool to Yu Wan? She dared to say that it was definitely not just to vent her anger.

As for the reason for his real anger, probably only Huo Yan himself knows.

Lu Yaoyao turned to face the door of the emergency room, smiled with her lips drawn, and said with a slightly bitter smile, "He said he doesn't love you, but every time he gets drunk, he always calls your name."

"If you don't explain, no one knows your difficulties. I don't know, and he doesn't know. Everyone in the whole North City knows that he was abandoned by you. How hard he was at that time. His father died, his mother was paralyzed, and his first love girlfriend threw him away. He was dumped, and it was known all over the city, he is a man, so everyone should hate him."

Even if Huo Yan has made a comeback now, he has already returned to a high place.

But every time I think of how Huo Yan survived the trough five years.

Lu Yaoyao's heart still couldn't stop aching.

She can't be blamed for being partial to Huo Yan.

Because only she knew how hard Huo Yan had been in those five years.

People's hearts are all biased.

With the unfamiliar Yu Wan, Lu Yaoyao naturally prefers Huo Yan whom she loves.

Lu Yaoyao looked at Yu Wan again, "Yu Wan, I have never experienced your despair, and I am not qualified to persuade you to forgive him.

I just want you to know that he is not as let go as you think, he never let go of you at all.

The so-called unfeeling is often nothing more than a pretense made by being too proud.He was abandoned by you once, how can he admit it, even if he is abandoned by you, he still can't let you go.

Life has almost worn out his arrogance, and his refusal to admit that he still loves you is probably his only arrogance. "

Yu Wan remained indifferent all the time, as if he was unmoved in the slightest.

Seeing this, Lu Yaoyao wisely stopped making a sound.

That's all she can do.

As for whether Yu Wan can let go of A Yan's harm to her, it depends on their fate.

-

Huo Yan fainted because of a concussion.

He just had a car accident, so he didn't go to the hospital for an examination immediately.

Also running around.

It was originally a mild concussion, but it turned into a moderate concussion for him.

He vomited blood because he himself suffered from relatively severe chronic gastritis. Due to excessive emotion, the damage to the gastric mucosa caused acute erosive and hemorrhagic gastritis.

Doctors performed first aid measures, but he is now fine.

It was the concussion that caused him to be hospitalized for observation for a few days.

It's okay to see Huo Yan.

Yu Wan was ready to leave.

Seeing that she was about to leave, Lu Yaoyao called her subconsciously, "Aren't you waiting for him to wake up?"

Yu Wan looked at Lu Yaoyao indifferently, as if why should I wait for him to wake up, "Should I wait for him to wake up?"

Lu Yaoyao pursed her lips, "He should want to see you."

Yu Wan's face was a little cold, "He wants to see me, so I have to stay and let him see him?"

"But……"

Lu Yaoyao wanted to say something, but Yu Wan choked her to death with a single sentence, "I'm sure I'll be disturbed by it all the time."

"I have no intention of starting over with him, so I shouldn't give him any delusions."

After Yu Wan finished speaking, she left directly.

Lu Yaoyao watched her going away, lowered her eyes, and let out a heavy breath.

"Is the family member here? The patient wakes up and someone comes in."

Suddenly a nurse's call came from the ward, and Lu Yaoyao hurried in.

The moment she walked out of the hospital, Yu Wan looked up at the cotton candy-like clouds in the sky, and couldn't help but sneered, "Why do they all think the mirror is broken and just stick it back on?"

Xu Junxian took off his coat, stepped forward and put it on her shoulders, "Because there is no real empathy in this world."

"Yes." Yu Wan pulled her lips into a smile, but there was not much smile in her eyes, "No one can truly empathize with you."

How can you empathize with something you haven't experienced in person?

Xu Junxian really couldn't see Yu Wan's sad appearance, he stepped forward and put his arms around Yu Wan's shoulders, and comforted him, "Don't think about it, you have nothing to do to him about loving Huo Yan. "

Far more than not being sorry, it was simply an affectionate mispayment.

His girl shouldn't be loved so humblely.

She was supposed to be the treasure in his palm, but because of loving Huo Yan, she was worn down and suffered a lot.

Yu Wan closed her eyes, took a deep breath, then opened her eyes again, "Let's go."

"Ah."

Xu Junxian held her shoulders and led her to the open-air parking lot.

In the ward.

Huo Yan slowly opened his eyes.

The moment he opened his eyes, he subconsciously looked for Yu Wan's figure.

When he saw that there was no one else in the ward except Lu Yaoyao, he closed his eyes again.

The moment I closed my eyes, I was full of loss and sadness.