I was on top of your heart

As soon as Huo Yan woke up, he insisted on seeing Yu Wan regardless of the nurse's obstruction.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he came over, he saw Yu Wan hugging Xu Junxian.

This intimate scene made Huo Yan's eyes shattered, his chest was like a torch burning.

He clenched his fists hard.

Unable to hold back, he walked in.

Xu Junxian heard the movement and looked behind him.

Yu Wan also heard footsteps, and slowly withdrew from Xu Junxian's arms.

Seeing the tear stains on Yu Wan's cheeks, Huo Yan couldn't care less about anger and taste.

Subconsciously, he stepped forward nervously and asked her, "Why are you crying?"

At the same time, his hand held Yu Wan's hand.

Yu Wan reflexively pushed him away.

Huo Yan's pupils trembled slightly, and he looked at her in shock and injury.

Yu Wan looked at his injured face, closed her eyes slightly, and said nothing.

Xu Junxian on the side saw Yu Wan's repulsion and resistance to Huo Yan, and immediately said to Huo Yan with a calm face, "The person she doesn't want to see is you, you should leave here quickly."

"What do you mean?" Huo Yan turned his head to look at Xu Junxian.

"What do you mean?" Xu Junxian sneered, "She remembered it. I remembered how you abandoned her and didn't want her!"

Huo Yan's figure flickered, and then he looked at Yu Wan.

His eye sockets turned red little by little.

"I know I hurt you. But Yu Wan..."

He stood in front of her and said cautiously,

"Can you give me a chance to make up for the sake of the two children?"

His tone was pleading.

The attitude is also humble to the extreme.

Hearing Huo Yan's words.

Both Xu Junxian and Yu Wan had mocking expressions on their faces.

Xu Junxian ridiculed Huo Yan for thinking about getting back together with Yu Wan even now.

Yu Wan ridiculed Huo Yan for saying this too easily.

For the sake of the two children, give him a chance to make up?

Yu Wan opened her eyes and looked at Huo Yan coldly, she really thought he was too ridiculous.

"Huo Yan, how can you say such words so easily?"

She clenched her fists tightly with both hands, and her eyes suddenly turned red.

"Why do you think that after being hurt like that by you, I can pretend that nothing happened and be with you again?!"

He said it lightly.

In order to treat Xing Xing's illness, she could pester Huo Yan for a child without shame or self-respect.

But she couldn't give the two children a home and get back together with Huo Yan.

If being together is unfortunate, why should we be together?

Yu Wan doesn't think that being together is just being good to the child.

An unhappy family hurts children far more than a single-parent family.

Yu Wan's words shocked Huo Yan.

Thinking of the hurtful things I said to Yu Wan in the past.

and the things you did.

Huo Yan's heart felt as if it had been severely torn apart, and it hurt like suffocation.

He never regretted it for a moment.

Huo Yan rolled his throat with difficulty, knowing that he was powerless, but still couldn't help explaining feebly,

"I know I said a lot of hurtful things and did things that made you sad and sad in the past, but I mistook you for you..."

Before he could finish speaking, Yu Wan sneered again,

"I mistakenly thought that I was a snobbish woman, a woman who dislikes the poor and loves the rich, and can only share joys and sorrows?"

Huo Yan turned pale, "I..."

Yu Wan closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

"enough!"

She interrupted Huo Yan, and looked at him with blood-red eyes, "Huo Yan, why do you want to erase the scars carved on my soul with such a light tone?"

Obviously more than two years have passed.

But for Yu Wan.

Everything, as if it happened yesterday.

My heart still hurts very much.

It was dripping with blood, dripping with blood.

Yu Wanliang mocked Huo Yan,

"You don't feel pain if the knife doesn't stab you."

Talking about being together again is too easy to say.

"You have never experienced my despair, you will never know my mood at that time."

"Don't say anything and start over."

"Between us, there is no such word as restarting."

"In my whole life, I will never forget how you once refused to save me, and how you distrusted me and questioned my character."

"I will never forget that between Lu Yaoyao and me, I am the one you abandoned."

She listed out the crimes one after another, and Huo Yan felt that one knife after another was stabbing hard into his heart.

It was clear that the knife could not be seen, but the knife saw blood.

Huo Yan's eyes were red and wet.

Thousands of words, after all, turned into the most meaningless, but most should be said three words,

"……sorry."

The first time she was bullied by Mr. Zhang, it was because he thought she was still the young lady of the Yu family, and no one dared to touch her.

The second time he refused to save her, it was because he thought she was lying to her.

For the third time, he was in a dilemma.

Yaoyao paid a lot for him.

If he doesn't choose her, his conscience will be hard.

He didn't know at the time that she was pregnant or that she had done so much for him.

Under the condemnation of his conscience, he could only choose to save Lu Yaoyao first.

He didn't give up on her.

He really didn't.

He had already jumped down to save her for the first time.

He just didn't expect that Xu Junxian would rescue her first.

After hearing Huo Yan's sorry, Yu Wan smiled more sadly and ironically.

There are so many heart-wrenching and suffocating injuries, but in exchange for only a flimsy sorry.

Yu Wan found it ridiculous.

What's the use of being sorry?

Can being sorry heal the hurt in her heart?

No.

Yu Wan said with a cold face, like frost,

"Don't say sorry."

"Huo Yan, I'm sorry, these three words are really worthless."

She couldn't say with grace that it was okay.

She is in so much pain.

Whether it was the despair when she had to jump down the stairs, or the silver needle that was stabbed in the detention center, and the knife that was stabbed in the heart, the cold river water seemed to cover her.

Those pains seemed to be engraved on her soul.

It hurts once in a while.

Especially seeing him at this time, the clamoring pain in her heart was telling her.

How much pain she used to have, and how much pain she has!

"I will never forget how disheartened I was when I asked you for help in the clubhouse, but you hung up the phone."

Although even if he came at that time, he might not be able to come to rescue her in the first time.

But at least, she still has hope.

She would not be so desperate.

"I can't forget that when you mistook me for pushing Lu Yaoyao downstairs, you held up a stool, your eyes were full of resentment, and you wanted to kill me."

"I can't even forget the despair you felt when you chose to give up on me for her sake."

"All of this is telling me that my Ayan doesn't love me anymore."

"I can't accept it, you don't love me anymore."

"I do not have……"

Huo Yan went up and hugged Yu Wan into his arms, his body trembling violently, "I never don't love you, I just..." I just forced myself not to love you.

Yu Wan raised her hand to Huo Yan's chest, full of grievances, and the pain all over her body made her unable to stop crying like rain.

"Huo Yan, it's impossible for us."

She pushed him away with all her strength, "It's impossible in this life!"

Also a misunderstanding.

Why can she always love him unswervingly, and she can't hold anyone in her heart.

But he could easily let her go and try to like someone else.

This made Yu Wan very brooding.

This made her feel that Huo Yan didn't love her much at all.

It was also a misunderstanding of the other party, and she never let him go.

But he put her down and didn't even love her anymore.

The most difficult thing for her to accept was not that he tried to like Lu Yaoyao, but that he, who was two years ago, no longer loved her.

As long as he still loves her, he won't treat her twice!

It doesn't feel like she pushed Lu Yaoyao downstairs.

He questioned her character, how could he suspect that she was the kind of vicious and cruel person.

His questioning made her feel like a joke!

"Yu Wan, don't be so cruel, we are all at fault."

Huo Yan's voice became hoarse when he heard Yu Wan's words.

Yes.

Come to this point.

They are all wrong.

but……

Yu Wan said coldly, "Huo Yan, Yu Wan who loves you is dead. She died in the detention center that year. She died in the cold river."

"Now Yu Wan doesn't love Huo Yan anymore."

"Then love again, okay?"

Huo Yan looked at her with blood-red eyes, tears flickering in his eyes, unwilling to accept the fact that it was impossible with her.

"not good!"

Yu Wan raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and said with a desolate face,

"It really hurts to love you."

"When I see you now, my heart is in piercing pain. How do you ask me to love you again?"

"Huo Yan, since you were able to let me go and like others back then, don't look back now."

"you go."

Yu Wan pointed at the door of the ward, feeling so heartbroken that she didn't want to see him again.

"Yu Wan..."

Yu Wan suddenly yelled, "Let's go!"