I was on top of your heart

"Ah."

Yu Wan nodded and watched him enter the operating room.

As soon as the door of the operating room was closed, Yu Wan leaned her back against the wall, her eyes were closed, her lips were slightly pale, obviously worried.

Seeing this, Zhao Ziyu on the side stretched out his hand to shake her shoulder, and comforted her, "Don't worry, Brother Huo's life is very hard. The adversity like that seven years ago didn't overwhelm him. It's just a minor operation, he won't Something happened."

Yu Wan opened her eyes and looked at him without saying a word.

Zhao Ziyu said, "This is probably the fifth time I have been waiting for him at the door of the operating room."

"the fifth time?"

Yu Wan was taken aback.

Zhao Ziyu looked at the door of the operating room, his eyes were a little obscure, and said, "The five years you were away, Brother Huo had a really difficult life, when you just abandoned him..."

Probably because he felt that his statement was inappropriate, he quickly changed his statement, "When you misunderstood that you abandoned him, Brother Huo was very decadent. His family situation did not overwhelm him, but your abandonment overwhelmed him."

"You probably don't know, Brother Huo, he thought of committing suicide. When Aunt Huo was arguing to commit suicide again and again, maybe he was infected with negative emotions. He brought Aunt Huo back to I got out of the rental house, closed the doors and windows of the rental house, and then burned charcoal."

Yu Wan, who had never known this before, had her pupils trembling slightly, and the hands hanging by her side unconsciously clenched her sleeves tightly.

My heart hurts.

She couldn't imagine how far a person who didn't like giving up halfway would be forced to choose to end his own life.

"It's Lu Yaoyao."

Zhao Ziyu said, "It was she who found out that something was wrong with Brother Huo, and led people into the rental house in time, which saved Brother Huo, mother and son."

"I think you should be concerned about Brother Huo's intention to marry her, but Yu Wan, you have to admit that her contribution is indispensable for you and Brother Huo to be able to have today. You were not there at that time, and both Qian Xiao and I were killed The family members were sent abroad.

Brother Huo has no one to rely on.

If it wasn't for Lu Yaoyao, Brother Huo might have died on the day of burning charcoal.Even the next few times of alcohol poisoning and stomach perforation, it was Lu Yaoyao who sent Brother Huo to the hospital in time, and Brother Huo was lucky enough to survive. "

Yu Wan smiled bitterly, "It would be a lie if I said I didn't mind at all."

No woman would not mind that the man she loves once accepted the love of another woman.

But Yu Wan has to admit that she and Huo Yan can still be like this, and Lu Yaoyao has indeed contributed a lot.

She should be more or less grateful to the other party.

When she couldn't accompany Huo Yan, it was the other party who held Huo Yan who was teetering on the edge of the cliff, and warmed his future life with his own enthusiasm.

In fact, compared to what she did for Huo Yan, Yu Wan felt that Lu Yaoyao's contribution in five years was greater.

She fought for Huo Yan's chance to make a comeback, but Lu Yaoyao illuminated Huo Yan's dark road ahead.

Yu Wan knew very well that even if she didn't fight for Huo Yan, one day, Huo Yan would stand up again, it was just a matter of time.

Without her help, Huo Yan could still make a comeback.

But without Lu Yaoyao's moths flying into the flames, it's hard to say whether there is such a person as Huo Yan in this world.

Compared with Lu Yaoyao's five long years, her little contribution is really insignificant.

Without Lu Yaoyao's company, there would be no effort behind her.

As Zhao Ziyu said, without Lu Yaoyao, Huo Yan might have died on the day of burning charcoal.

Yu Wan continued, "Since I chose to get back together with Huo Yan, I wouldn't be worried about these things. Besides, as you said, in terms of emotion and reason, I should be more grateful to her."

Yu Wan's mind is small, and it's impossible for her to not care about Huo Yan and Lu Yaoyao's troubles together.

But rather than minding, she was actually more grateful.

I am grateful to Lu Yaoyao for pulling back Huo Yan who was about to burn charcoal and go to hell with her mother when she was unable to accompany Huo Yan.

No matter what Huo Yan's thoughts were with Lu Yaoyao at that time.

Since she chose to get back together with him, she wouldn't care about these things.

Besides, Lu Yaoyao is worthy of Huo Yan's liking.

Even if Huo Yan was greedy for the warmth bestowed by the other party, so what?

Who hasn't been greedy for warmth when they are in a downturn.

Even she had times like this.

It's a pity that not everyone in this world is Lu Yaoyao.

She is not as lucky as Huo Yan, she can't meet someone who loves her like Lu Yaoyao loves Huo Yan.

It's not that she hasn't thought about finding someone else.

She just couldn't meet anyone better than him.

After hearing Yu Wan's words, Zhao Ziyu couldn't help but smile with relief, "I'm relieved if you think so, I'm afraid that you won't be able to truly open up with Brother Huo if you mind this matter."

Yu Wanfa said from the bottom of her heart, "Actually, Lu Yaoyao loves Huo Yan more than I do."

Yu Wan really thinks that Lu Yaoyao loves Huo Yan more than she does.

It's not that Yu Wan doesn't love Huo Yan.

only……

how to say.

Lu Yaoyao is a person who is more in love, she loves her lover too much without hesitation.

People with this kind of temperament are often easy to suffer because their love is too humble.

Yu Wan is not such a person.

No matter how much Yu Wan loves someone, she can't be like Lu Yaoyao. She knows that the other person has her own heart, but she still flies to the flame without asking for anything in return.

Yu Wan.

Only when you see hope, you will be willing to invest.

Back then, Yu Wan was able to chase Huo Yan for so long because Huo Yan responded, which gave her hope, so Yu Wan persisted.

As long as Huo Yan is more serious, Yu Wan may not be interested in chasing him.

After all, Yu Wan is excellent herself, and she doesn't have any kind of man she wants, so there's no need to lower herself to be a licking dog.

Her pride does not allow her to be so humble.

"She really loves Brother Huo." Zhao Ziyu said with a little sympathy, "You don't even know how bad Brother Huo treated her at the beginning."

"I mistakenly thought that after you abandoned him, Brother Huo lived like a hedgehog, as long as a woman approached him, he would be bitten by a snake once and afraid of snake ropes for ten years.

Whatever words are the most unpleasant, he will sting the other party with whatever words.

I remember once when I sent Brother Huo home, Lu Yaoyao helped him wash his clothes without his permission. In a fit of anger, Brother Huo dragged her out of the rental room and threw her on the ground, causing her palm to be crushed by the wine bottle pierced. "

"As a man, I feel the pain, but she is afraid that Brother Huo will blame herself, and keeps saying that she is fine, and then she silently holds up her bleeding hand and goes to the hospital to bandage it."

"At that time, I actually hated you."

Speaking of this, Zhao Ziyu took a cautious look at Yu Wan, "I thought at the time, if you didn't hate the poor and love the rich, and gave Huo the hardest blow when he needed you the most, Huo Ge wouldn't have become so So scared of women."

Yu Wan blinked, and a thin layer of mist suddenly appeared in his eyes.

She asked Zhao Ziyu bitterly, "You hate me, he should have hated me even more then."

"Yeah." Zhao Ziyu nodded, "For a while, when he heard your name, he went crazy and kept smashing things."

Zhao Ziyu looked at Yu Wan, "Yu Wan, I don't want to speak for Brother Huo, I just want you to know what Brother Huo went through before he was ruthless to you."

"His ruthlessness is not without reason. He doesn't really want to leave you alone. He is probably afraid of getting close to you...he will fall on you again."

"What's more, he decided to be with Lu Yaoyao at that time. If he was indecisive towards you, where would Lu Yaoyao be?"

"You know how loyal Brother Huo is to his feelings."

In fact, there are some things, when you are complaining, it is difficult to understand the other party.

But when you try to let go, you will find that those injuries are actually not so unbearable.

Yu Wan turned to look at the door of the operating room.

Looking at the red light on it, she had only one thought in her mind.

As long as he is doing well, she doesn't care about all kinds of things in the past.

He once gave up loving her, and she once gave up loving him.

They cleared up.

From now on, none of them will mention these anymore, and live the rest of their lives well.

-

Huo Yan's operation lasted for about two hours.

When he was pushed out, Yu Wan felt that he was like fragile glass, and looked extraordinarily fragile.

Seeing Huo Yan with an oxygen tube inserted into his nose, his eyes closed, and his pale lips being pushed out by the nurses, Yu Wan felt very distressed.

Such a fragile Huo Yan, Yu Wan is rare.

Huo Yan in her memory is always high above, like a mountain that cannot fall down, he is rarely so fragile.

Thinking of what Zhao Ziyu said just now, Yu Wan's heart ached even more.

In the years she didn't know.

He had been pushed out of it so vulnerable by the nurse several times.

Perhaps several times, he had a brush with death.

-

in a corner not far away.

After seeing Huo Yan come out safely, Lu Yaoyao turned around silently.

The moment Lu Yaoyao turned around, she saw a man standing not far away.

The man is handsome and charming, and his face, which is more beautiful than a woman's, now has a casual smile, "I knew you were here."

"Can you stop following me?"

Lu Yaoyao gets a headache whenever she sees a man.

"No." The man hooked his lips at her cynically, and said sexyly, "I promised to chase you. If I don't follow you, how can I chase you?"

Lu Yaoyao's head hurt even more, "Chu Chengxiao, as I said, there is no way I would like you."

"I also said that I can wait for you to like me for a lifetime."

Chu Chengxiao smiled, looking like a stalker and a complete rogue.

Lu Yaoyao, "..."

She seemed to have a little understanding of Huo Yan's mood when she was pestering her.

It turns out that being pursued by someone you don't like is really annoying.

Lu Yaoyao saw that this person could not be driven away, so she simply ignored him.

She took a step, pretending that she didn't see him, she went straight out.

Chu Chengxiao was very thick-skinned, seeing that Lu Yaoyao was ignoring him, he still followed him shamelessly.

-

Huo Yan spent two weeks in the hospital for this operation before he was discharged.

On the day of discharge.

Huo Yan dragged Yu Wan to get the certificate.