I was on top of your heart

Su Yan thought that what Xu Junxian said was responsible for the marriage of the two, and immediately joked, "Aren't we already talking about marriage?"

Xu Junxian said, "That's not what I'm talking about."

Su Yan paused, as if thinking of something, her heart beat faster, "Do you really want to?"

Xu Junxian nodded, "I want your innocence, and I should be responsible for your whole life."

"Brother, he died early in the morning."

Although Xu Junxian's words were very touching, Su Yan still refused.

Although she had missed him for more than ten years, she never thought of using innocence to tie him up.

She's never been old-fashioned.

The reason why she kept her innocence all the time was because she had no one to sacrifice to.

Scumbags are rampant in today's society, and she is only interested in studying and has no interest in men, which leads to her being 27 years old and has not been exploited by men.

Her first time was not specially reserved for Xu Junxian.

It just happened to be given to him, and she thought it was very good.

The object she admired when she was young was her first experience object, what a beautiful thing.

In the future, if someone asks who is the object of her first experience, she can also brag that her first experience was given to the person she fell in love with for the first time.

"I know you're not a casual person, Su Yan, you like me." Because you like me, you didn't push him away and let him have what you want.

At first Xu Junxian was not sure that Su Yan still liked him.

After all, it has been more than ten years since she confessed her love to him.

After more than ten years, they have no intersection.

He doesn't want to be sentimental.

Until last night, when she was under him, with eyes full of love, she called him A-Xian again and again.

Only then did he know that the girl who said she wanted to act with him might still secretly like him.

What was forced into marriage by the family, maybe it was just an excuse for her to get close to him.

"so what."

Su Yan straightened his face and stopped being careless, "Are you responsible for my liking?"

Without waiting for Xu Junxian to reply, Su Yan looked at him seriously and said, "Xu Junxian, I am very greedy, once you give me hope, I will make progress. I will force you to let go of Yu In the evening, I'm the only one in my heart. So, can you bear it?"

She has no name and no status, and when her name is not right, she will not be jealous, and she has no right to be jealous.

But once he was labeled as Su Yan's man, she couldn't tolerate him loving others.

Is he ready to give up on loving Yu Wan?

"Su Yan, I don't want to lie to you. I may not be able to let go all at once, but I will try to let go and like you."

Xu Junxian didn't want to deceive Su Yan either.

He has been chasing Yu Wan for more than ten years, nearly 20 years, and he can't guarantee that he can let go all at once.

Xu Junxian was also tired from the chase that was destined to get no response.

A one-man show is too difficult.

Xu Junxian suddenly wanted to taste what it was like to be happy with each other.

In the past, there had never been a woman other than Yu Wan in his life.

Su Yan is a special one.

He doesn't reject her contact, so he is willing to have a try with her.

"It's really foul of you to do this."

Even though he knew that he was in love with other women in his heart, Xu Junxian said that he would try to like her, which still moved Su Yan's heart.

Life is a game.

If you don't take a gamble, no one knows how it will end.

Su Yan is a person who dares to take risks.

What's more, she knew very well that Xu Junxian and Yu Wan were impossible.

She is not afraid that she will fetch water from a bamboo basket in vain.

Moreover.

The best way to get someone to forget about someone is to start another relationship.

She believes that love between two people is much sweeter than unrequited love.

After experiencing the sweetness of being in love, who would want to suffer from unrequited love again.

Su Yan climbed onto the bed.

She directly spread her legs and sat on Xu Junxian's body.

Xu Junxian looked at Su Yan, who was careless and didn't know how dangerous this posture was, his eyes dimmed slightly.

Su Yan raised his hand to hold Xu Junxian's cheek, and asked him a little distressed and sad, "You have loved Yu Wan for so many years, are you really willing to let go like this?"

"So what if I can't bear it?"

Xu Junxian rolled his Adam's apple, but he was sincere, "I'm really tired of not responding to my feelings."

"I was on the wrong team from the start."

Xu Junxian closed his eyes and laughed at himself, "If I hadn't called myself a big brother when I was a child, maybe she wouldn't really only think of me as a big brother."

Su Yan touched Xu Junxian's cheek, feeling an inexplicable pain in his heart, for himself and Xu Junxian.

Counting it, she also liked him for ten years.

But she didn't love Xu Junxian as deeply as Xu Junxian, and there were still a few years in between, and she almost forgot about him.

She doesn't really understand the kind of sadness that he can't love.

But she knew how bitter and sad he was.

Obviously he was the one who met Yu Wan first.

But in the end Yu Wan fell in love with someone else, thinking about it made him feel sad.

But feelings are something, if you don't come first, you have to be the winner.

Love has never been distinguished by first come first come first.

"Stop when you're tired."

Su Yan buried his face in Xu Junxian's chest, feeling sorry for his love,

"The road of life is still so long. When you try to appreciate new scenery, you will find that in this world, not only one scenery is beautiful, but other scenery are also beautiful."

"Ah."

From the moment he confessed his love after drinking and Yu Wan subconsciously avoided his reaction, Xu Junxian knew that he had absolutely no chance with her in this life.

Rooted thoughts cannot be changed.

Yu Wan has already included him in the ranks of relatives. She can act like a baby with him and tell her pain, but she can't accept that he loves her.

There is no need to persist in feelings that are destined to have no response.

It not only hurts oneself, but also burdens others.

People are always greedy for warmth.

After confirming that Su Yan really still likes herself.

Xu Junxian suddenly had the idea of ​​liking her and being in love with her.

Maybe it was because he had tasted the bitterness and astringency of not being able to love, he suddenly wanted Su Yan to get what he wanted.

After all, he couldn't get the person he wanted.

Might as well let other people's wishes come true.

Maybe he wasn't as affectionate as he thought.

-

Yu Wan was quite shocked when Su Yan stayed overnight at Xu Junxian's place.

But after the shock, he felt relieved for Xu Junxian.

She has always been very concerned about Xu Junxian's liking for her, and she is very afraid that she will delay Xu Junxian's life happiness.

Seeing him and Su Yan develop so quickly now, she is really happy for him.

The person she owes the most in this life is Xu Junxian. If he cannot be happy in the rest of his life, she will not be able to enjoy happiness with peace of mind.

Only when he lives well can she really feel at ease.

-

A week later, Yu Wan took her two children and Qin Shu to live in Wangyue villa area.

Moving day.

Yu Wan called Xu Junxian, Su Yan, Lin Ran, Xu Chang'an, Zhao Ziyu and others respectively, and invited them over for dinner, as a celebration of housewarming.

When Xu Chang'an was called, Xu Chang'an who received Yu Wan's call asked Yu Wan, "Do you mind if I bring someone there?"

Yu Wan was taken aback for a moment, and then said, "I don't mind, you just bring it here."

"okay."

-

After Yu Wan hung up the phone, she turned her head and asked Huo Yan who was holding her behind her,

"My squad leader said he would bring someone over, who do you think he would bring?"

Huo Yan tilted his head and thought for a while, as if he remembered someone, he said uncertainly, "It should be that one."

"That one?" Yu Wan asked, "You mean Ye Wanning?"

"Well. I saw her in the hotel where he and Lin Ran held their wedding before."

"Are they getting back together?"

Yu Wan was a little surprised.

"Probably so."

Huo Yan lowered his head and kissed Yu Wan's neck.

Yu Wan felt a little itchy, and tilted her head to avoid it, "Itchy."

Huo Yan immediately turned her around, lowered his head and kissed her.

Ever since they got back together, Huo Yan wanted to cling to Yu Wan 24 hours a day.

I don't know if it's not easy to get back together, Huo Yan always has a feeling of worrying about gains and losses, and this feeling will only subside when he kisses Yu Wan or hugs her.

-

Xu Junxian is here.

After Yu Wan finished making the phone call, he turned and walked towards the big bed.

On the big bed, Su Yan was still sleeping.

She is exhausted.

Last night, she took Xu Junxian to watch a movie in the name of a date, and then she stayed at Xu Junxian's place to stay at night.

This lonely man and widow are alone in a room, and they are also lovers who have had a relationship.

Some things can be triggered at any time with just a glance.

Both Su Yan and Xu Junxian are eating meat for the first time.

It's the time to become passionate and addicted to this kind of thing.

The two discussed with each other for a long time last night before they stopped fighting.

In the morning, because I was young and energetic, I couldn't control it, and it was absurd for another morning.

The end of indulgence is physical exhaustion.

Su Yan felt like a fish that had been drained of strength, unable to move.

When Xu Junxian called her, she just opened a slit of her eyes, and asked him in distress, "What's the matter?"

Xu Junxian said in a gentle voice, "Wan'er let me go to her place for dinner at night, wake up?"

"so tired."

Su Yan turned over, revealing a body full of love marks.

It was Xu Junxian's first time getting close to female sex, and he was in the middle of an addiction.

Seeing Su Yan's body full of love marks at this moment, his eyes darkened almost instantly, and his body became faintly hot.

Xu Junxian rolled his Adam's apple calmly, raised his hand to pull up the quilt, and then gently stroked Su Yan's cheek, "You haven't eaten all day, go eat and come back to sleep."

"Ok."

Sit up from the bed by pressing the quilt.

She is really hungry.

And today is Yu Wan's housewarming, so it's not good if you don't go.

It's just that the body is too weak.

Su Yan really didn't want to move.

Looking at the gentle and handsome man standing beside the bed, Su Yan couldn't help but act like a baby to him, "You hug me up."

Xu Junxian thoughtfully picked her up from the bed, and helped her get dressed by the way.

After Xu Junxian helped her put on her clothes, Su Yan couldn't help wrapping his arms around his neck, and sucked hard on his lips,

"Axian, you are so kind."

How could there be such a gentle and considerate boyfriend in this world.

She is so lovely.

Facing Su Yan's praise, Xu Junxian smiled slightly, without saying anything, picked her up and carried her directly into the bathroom.

in the bathroom.

While brushing his teeth, Su Yan looked lovingly at Xu Junxian in the mirror, smiling like a girl in Huaichun.

Su Yan felt that he liked Xu Junxian even more.

Such a gentle and considerate man is her boyfriend, it is really like a dream.

This week, she experienced what it is like to be with her sweetheart, and to experience happiness bubbles every minute and every second.

It's really really beautiful, it's so depressing.

Su Yan felt that she was finished, and she seemed to be more and more inseparable from this man.

I don't want to leave him for a minute.

I really can't wait to stick to him, the kind that won't come down for 24 hours.

-

After washing up, the two drove to Wangyue Villa where Yu Wan was staying.

The villa where Yu Wan lives is behind the one where Huo's mother lives now.

Mother Huo came over early.

At this time, she was accompanying Qin Shu with her two grandchildren.

today is weekend.

Stars don't go to school.

Mom and Dad got back together, grandma and grandma played with them, Xingxing and Xingchen were obviously much more excited than before.

The whole villa is full of their laughter.

upstairs.

Yu Wan, who had finished getting tired, heard the laughter of the two adults downstairs, and the corners of her mouth could not help but tick up.

She seems to have made a good decision.

Huo Yan also saw the four people playing together downstairs, and felt mixed feelings in his heart, most of which was luck.

I am glad that I can still see such a scene in my lifetime.

Thinking that this situation and scene were all thanks to Yu Wan, he couldn't help but stretched out his hand and pulled Yu Wan into his arms.

Huo Yan hugged Yu Wan tightly, wishing to integrate her into his own flesh and blood, "Thank you, Yu Wan."

Huo Yan looked at the smile on Huo's mother's face, his eyes were slightly moist, "Since my father left, my mother hasn't smiled like this for a long time."

His tone was full of joy and gratitude, "Thank you for giving me the chance to let my mother regain her happy smile."

Huo Yan's words reminded Yu Wan of the once happy and smiling mother Huo.

At that time, Huo's mother was really a winner in life, her husband loved her, her son was filial, and she found a beautiful and sweet future daughter-in-law for her. She smiled every day, as if she had no worries.

But later, her happiness was gone.

Her lover is gone, and her healthy body is gone.

She seemed to have overdrawn her happiness in the first half of her life, so that she lived in such misery in the second half of her life.

Thinking of this, Yu Wan couldn't help but say, "Auntie is very bitter."

Huo Yan looked at Huo's mother downstairs and said, "When my dad just left, she couldn't accept it. If it wasn't for an accident, her lower body was paralyzed and she couldn't move independently, she might have gone with my dad."

Huo Yan spoke in a flat tone, obviously not too sad, but Yu Wan's heart throbbed in pain.

She turned around and hugged Huo Yan.

She hugged his waist tightly, as if time passed, and hugged Huo Yan who needed her comfort, "Sorry, I couldn't be by your side when you needed it most."

Obviously seven years have passed.

But Yu Wan's hug still made Huo Yan's eyes wet.

He waited for this embrace for seven years.

Huo Yan hugged Yu Wan tightly, bowed his head and kissed her hair vigorously, "It's not your fault, it's fate that made us like this."

She had tried very hard to be with him.

It's just that fate wants to test them, so let them misunderstand each other.

Fortunately, fate was not too cruel, and did not take his Yu Wan away, so that he could still hug her like now.

Huo Yan knew many things that could not be undone.

The only thing he can do is, in the future, love Yu Wan well and never make her suffer any more.

Thinking of the misunderstandings in the past, and the pain and suffering after separation, Yu Wan's heart felt astringent and bitter.

She buried her cheek deeply on Huo Yan's chest, and said in a low voice, "Huo Yan, we will be fine in the future."