I was on top of your heart

Looking at Xingchen, who was drinking milk, Huo Yan said to Yu Wan with regret, "I used to imagine that I would have a son and a daughter with you in the future, but I never thought that I would become a father twice without knowing it. "

Hearing Huo Yan's tone full of regret, Yu Wan couldn't help feeling guilty.

She said slightly apologetically, "Sorry."

Huo Yan shook his head, "You have nothing to be sorry for. The first time, it was caused by a misunderstanding, and the second time, it was my fault."

Huo Yan looked at Yu Wan, and there was some blame in his eyes, "But Yu Wan, you are too self-righteous."

"When Xing Xing was sick, if you had told me the truth about your purpose of coming back, I would not have misunderstood you, let alone hurt you like that."

Yu Wan pursed her lips subconsciously, "I admit that when I first came back, I deliberately hid it from you."

He had Lu Yaoyao by his side at the time, and she didn't want to get involved with him because of the child.

"Later, I heard from you that when you went to see me, I wanted to explain to you, and I also wanted to tell you that we have a daughter."

Speaking of this, Yu Wan couldn't help feeling angry. It's not like she didn't think about telling him the truth when she came back, "It was you who said you wouldn't believe me first."

Yu Wan didn't want to turn over the old score either, but Huo Yan blamed her for not telling the truth, so she was going to be angry, "Your ruthlessness back then scared me, how would I know if you would steal stars from me?"

After a pause, Yu Wancai said again, "The star is my life, I can't lose her."

"In your heart, I am such an arrogant and unreasonable person? You gave birth to the stars, how can I stop you from seeing her?"

After three years of acquaintance and two years of love, Yu Wan thought of herself so badly, Huo Yan was also a little angry.

"You won't stop me from seeing, but you will take her away."

She didn't say that he was arrogant and unreasonable, she just took the stars too seriously, so important that even the slightest sign of trouble could make her feel confused.

Before Huo Yan could reply, Yu Wan continued, "Huo Yan, you don't understand how a single mother feels. You had Lu Yaoyao by your side at the time. How dare I let you know about the existence of Xing Xing? , how do you want me to live in the future?"

"I only had Xing Xing at that time. If I lost her, I would go crazy."

After finishing speaking, Yu Wan's eyes turned red, and Huo Yan felt distressed when he saw it.

"It's not your fault." He stepped forward and hugged Yu Wan, "Blame me."

"It's because I'm too arrogant. I'm spoiled by you. In the past, every time I quarreled, you came to coax me first, so I take it for granted that this time, you should come back to me."

In the past relationship, Huo Yan was reserved, while Yu Wan was outgoing.

In addition, Huo Yan was the first to chase after Yu Wan at the beginning, so in that relationship, she was also the first person to bow her head when quarreling.

Thinking of the past, Yu Wan couldn't help but stare blankly.

In the past, she really cared about Huo Yan.

Realizing that he doesn't need to coax him to quarrel, he can heal his mood by himself.

Speaking of it, Huo Yan seemed to have never coaxed her.

Every time, she coaxed him first.

Someone grabbed his shoulders suddenly.

When Yu Wan came back to her senses, she saw Huo Yan hug her up and put his chin on her shoulder.

Yu Wan subconsciously looked at where Xing Chen was, but found that Xing Chen had gone back to her room at some point.

It was just the two of them in the living room.

Huo Yan hugged Yu Wan tightly, and said in a dull voice, "When I first found out that you were married to He Minglang, I told myself that I must become a master again, and I want you to regret it for a moment. Glory and wealth have abandoned me."

After a pause, Huo Yan continued, "Later, you came back to me as I wished, but I really hate it."

"I hate you for your status."

"I hate that you haven't come back for so many years, but you only came back in the year when I stood up again."

"Hatred can really warp people's hearts."

"I hated you as much as I loved you in the past. Sometimes, I hate you so much that I can't wait to drag you to hell."

But he was unwilling.

So he chose to ignore her.

Yu Wan has never experienced such deep hatred, and she doesn't quite understand Huo Yan's hatred for her.

She also hates sometimes, but her hatred is not as twisted and crazy as Huo Yan's.

Maybe it's because men and women are different.

Women are more emotional and men are more rational.

When experiencing betrayal, the way of handling it is different.

When she mistakenly thought that Huo Yan betrayed her, what she thought was that there are so many men in the world, this infidelity can be changed.

She didn't know what Huo Yan was thinking when he mistakenly thought she had abandoned him.

But judging from his ruthlessness to her two years ago, being abandoned by her should be a shame to Huo Yan.

However, the difference between the two is still different.

She abandoned him, and the whole town knew it.

And he betrayed her, but only she and Jun Xian knew about it.

At this moment, Yu Wan could understand why Huo Yan was so ruthless to her back then.

Probably it is really like what Lu Yaoyao said, the love is deep, so the hate is also deep.

Huo Yan two years ago should really not love her anymore.

Because he hated her more.

Huo Yan suddenly asked Yu Wan, "Yu Wan, have you ever hated me?"

Yu Wan paused, then nodded and said, "I hated it before."

Ever hated him?

Naturally, I hated it.

She used to hate him for not talking.

It was agreed that she would be the only one in his life, but he had a new love by his side.

But later, when she learned that he had gone back to find her, she was even more sad.

Sad they just missed out.

after that.

She was heartbroken.

Hated it before.

Huo Yan's hand holding Yu Wan froze, and then he said with a sense of desolation, "It is said that only when there is love, there will be hatred."

"I just hated it, so you really don't love me anymore, do you?"

Yu Wan lowered her eyes and said calmly, "When you hung up my phone and held the stool towards me, my heart died little by little."

"I didn't know you were really kidnapped.

At that time, I thought it was another way for you to force me to find you.

Yu Wan, you threatened me with Lu Yaoyao's illness as soon as you came back, how do you make me miss you? "

"As for holding the stool towards you."

Huo Yan said, "I admit, I was really angry at that time."

"I'm mad at you for ruining Yu Wan in my memory beyond recognition."

"I'm mad at you for putting yourself in such a situation where there is no redemption."

"So you were so angry that you wanted to kill me, not because of Lu Yaoyao, but because it was me who pushed me?"

Yu Wan felt ridiculous.

Huo Yan nodded, "Of course I was also angry when Lu Yaoyao was pushed downstairs, but what made me most angry was that you were the one who pushed her."

"Yu Wan, I can't accept it. You were the one who pushed her downstairs."

Huo Yan didn't know how to describe his mood at that time.

Probably because he hates iron but wants to wake her up.

Probably guessing Yu Wan's obsession with this matter, Huo Yan explained, "Believe it or not, even if Ziyu didn't stop me, I wouldn't really hit it."

Even if Ziyu doesn't pull him, he may not really do anything to her.

He was very angry, yes.

But he never hit a woman.

What's more, he beat the woman he loved.

But when he was angry, his words and deeds were out of control.

Knowing that Huo Yan was not so angry because she pushed Lu Yaoyao down the stairs, the knot in Yu Wan's heart seemed to loosen a little invisibly.

But the gap is still there.

She asked Huo Yan, "I was in your heart at that time, was it really that unbearable?"

"Of course I know what you were like before, but Yu Wan, people change."

Huo Yan rubbed Yu Wan's neck, and said self-deprecatingly, "After my family fell down, all the people around me changed, and even my own uncle could humiliate me with others for the sake of the project. I can't tell who is a human and who is a ghost, not to mention that Yu's family made you a vain person."