I was on top of your heart

When Yu Wan knocked on the door, it was Zhang Helai who opened it.

Huo Yan hasn't woken up yet.

Yu Wan walked in, looked at Huo Yan who was still unconscious on the bed, and pursed her lips slightly.

"How is he doing now?"

Yu Wan asked Zhang He beside him.

Zhang He said, "The doctor said that Huo always fell into a coma caused by a split rib. He has been fixed with a chest strap again. He will stay in bed for a week and he will heal slowly if he does not lift heavy objects within three months."

After listening to Zhang He's words, Yu Wan finally understood why Huo Yan, who is so good at water, suddenly sank to the bottom.

It was originally due to the fact that the unhealed ribs could not withstand his force and broke a second time, and then became weak.

"Miss Yu, can I trouble you to take a look at Mr. Huo, I still have something to do."

Zhang He actually had nothing to do.

He simply created opportunities for Huo Yan.

Before Yu Wan had time to say anything, Zhang He slipped away first.

Yu Wan, "..."

Seeing Zhang He who was running faster than a rabbit, Yu Wan shook her head slightly.

But she didn't leave.

She walked to the sofa next to the bed and sat down.

It was two hours later that Huo Yan slowly woke up.

Looking at the unfamiliar environment, Huo Yan's consciousness slowly came back.

He sat up abruptly from the bed.

Because he got up too suddenly, he accidentally pulled his broken ribs, and the pain hit Huo Yan, almost falling back on the spot.

"Don't move."

A pair of soft and boneless hands rested on his shoulders, and the familiar woman's fragrance rushed into his nose, Huo Yan suddenly raised his eyes to look at her.

I saw Yu Wan frowning slightly, displeased with his behavior of sitting up without authorization.

Huo Yan rolled his Adam's apple, almost subconsciously, raised his hand and hugged her into his arms, "It's great that you're fine."

God knows how panicked he was.

He was afraid that he would not be able to catch her this time, and make her disappear from his sight again.

There is no lack of concern in his words.

When Yu Wan heard this, her eyes drooped.

She raised her hand, gently pushed him away, and stood up.

She looked at him indifferently, without any gratitude towards the savior, instead, there was a bit of resentment in her words,

"I'm very grateful that you saved me, but Huo Yan, you must do everything according to your ability. If you are not in good health, you shouldn't jump down to save me."

Huo Yan didn't expect that he tried his best to save her, but in exchange for her blame.

For a moment, his heart was pierced.

He pulled his lips slightly, with a self-deprecating expression, "I didn't think that much at the time."

"Yu Wan, I'm full of thoughts, you can't do anything."

His dark eyes were fixed on her, and there was love and affection that couldn't be hidden in his eyes.

Suddenly meeting his affectionate eyes, Yu Wan clenched her fists.

She turned her eyes away and didn't meet his gaze.

Her expression was still dull, as if she was born with no emotion, "I said, it's impossible for me and you, you don't need to waste time on me."

There is no need to go all out to save her.

She doesn't want to accept this love.

She just wanted to be strangers between them.

Her life and death has nothing to do with him, and his has nothing to do with her.

They are just a pair of familiar strangers.

Huo Yan lowered his eyes, his expression was full of loneliness, "You can no longer want me, but I can no longer ignore your life and death."

"It's my body's instinct to jump down to save you. Even if I do it all over again, I will still jump down without hesitation."

Is it his body's instinct to save her?

Hearing Huo Yan's words, Yu Wan's face was covered with coldness and sarcasm.

If two years ago, he could also regard protecting her as his body's instinct, that would be great.

Why do you have to be affectionate when her heart is dead.

How can a dead heart be revived.

Meaningless.

His belated love meant nothing to her.

A dead heart is a dead heart.

Recovery is no longer possible.

She will never love him again.

Yu Wan turned her head to look at the window of the room, and said in a dull and cold voice, "Huo Yan, in this world, no one can live without someone.

The fate between me and you was over seven years ago.

Don't do things that move you. Your sacrifice to save me is a burden to me.

If you really have a good or bad thing tonight, how do you want me to explain to my aunt?How to explain to the two children? "

"Huo Yan, remember, you are not only a man, you are also a son, and even the father of two children."

"Think twice about things you are not sure about."

"It's better not to do impulsive behavior like tonight in the future."

His injuries were not healed, so he jumped into the sea to save others.

Did he think he was superman?

He is not saving lives.

He was clearly rushing to deliver the head.

Obviously, as long as he helps to call someone, someone will go down to save her.

Maybe he acted because he cared too much about her.

But it's really not necessary.

She is not moved.

Probably knowing why he did this, Yu Wan couldn't help but said, "Huo Yan, you don't owe me anything, so there is no need to think about atonement."

If you don't believe her, hang up her call for help; if you misunderstand her character and raise a stool to face her, it's just that you don't love her. .

He's actually doing pretty well.

Not breaking ties with the predecessor is the responsibility to the current one.

There was nothing wrong with him, he just didn't love her as firmly as she loved him.

There is no such thing as forgiveness or unforgiveness.

Yu Wan said truthfully, "I never hated you."

Yu Wan really has nothing to complain about.

Yu Wan just felt that in the past relationship, she loved too much.

When the moon is full, it will lose, and when the water is full, it will overflow.

She regards Huo Yan more than anything else.

But she discovered that in his heart, she was not that important, and anyone could even replace her.

The different comparison of giving and reward made her feel unbalanced.

She is a perfectionist and pursues perfection everywhere.

She thought, since Huo Yan couldn't love him the way she loved him, why did she have to insist on him?

In Yu Wan's eyes, Huo Yan, who couldn't love her unswervingly like her, was just a flawed jade.

She also thinks he's pretty.

but……

She didn't want to touch him as much as she did at first.

In this world, there is no shortage of good jade.

Why does she insist on it (him).

Yu Wan really had no intention of starting with Huo Yan.

Nor did she want him to have any thoughts of starting over.

She persuaded Huo Yan, "Huo Yan, let it go, people always move forward."

"Maybe one day in the future, I will fall in love again, but that person will not be you."

Yu Wan hopes that Huo Yan can be more decisive like he was two years ago.

If you don't love, you don't love, and don't give others extravagant expectations.

She doesn't want his love, nor his protection.

They are no longer relevant.

He doesn't need to protect her desperately.

Huo Yan looked at Yu Wan bitterly, feeling as if his heart was about to burst.

It turns out that hurtful words are never meant to be harsh.

It can also be so bland, even emotionless.

Huo Yan asked in a very lonely tone, "No matter what I do, you won't want me anymore?"

Yu Wan looked at him and said word by word, "Huo Yan, I don't love you anymore."

Because they don't love, they don't have the desire to be together.

"I do not believe."

"Before, you obviously cared about me."

Huo Yan shook his head, denying her statement.

"You fell into a coma to save me, of course I care."

"Huo Yan, you have owed someone kindness before, you should know that kindness is the most difficult debt in the world."

"I'm really afraid of your death, and I'm afraid that I'll be owed a debt of gratitude."

Before he could reply, Yu Wan pulled her lips and said, "Huo Yan, have you heard a word?"

"What?" Huo Yan asked subconsciously.

"When a person no longer avoids pain, it proves that she has really let go."

Yu Wan smiled slightly, as if she was really relieved, "From the moment I could calmly face you, I let go of the past."

Let him go too.

"Huo Yan, I really don't love you anymore."

Time is a good thing.

Now that she sees him, she won't feel heart-piercing pain anymore.

No wonder she has no previous resistance to him now.

It turned out that when he was complacent that he could get close to her again, she had let him go without a sound.

Huo Yan closed his eyes sadly.

I just feel that my heart is being split in two with bare hands, no, there are several pieces.

He always thought he would have a chance.

But it turned out that she never thought of giving him a chance.

"If you have been approaching me with the idea that we can get back together, then I can tell you very bluntly that I will not get back together with you for the two children, and the child will not be the bridge for us to get back together."

"I am still willing to have a normal relationship with you because you are the father of two children. They are still young and need fatherly love."

"Huo Yan, there is no possibility between us, can you understand?"

Can he understand?

No, he doesn't understand.

He didn't want to understand, and he didn't want to understand.

He didn't want to admit that Yu Wan really didn't love him anymore.

Desperate rescue not only did not get her moved and the resurgence of old feelings, but instead got her more ruthless and direct rejection.

The most cruel person is actually her.

When she loves him, the moon in the sky can pick him up.

When you don't love him, you can still stab a knife in his heart when he is hurt.

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Zhang He never came back.

In order to repay Huo Yan for saving his life, Yu Wan had no choice but to guard him all night.

After Yu Wan opened the explanation, Huo Yan didn't know whether he was hit or was too uncomfortable, so he didn't say a word after that.

Silent all night.

Yu Wan finally brought Zhang He back.

After Zhang He came back.

Yu Wan went back.

Originally, she and Huo Yan had already changed rooms.

But after all this, their room was not changed in the end.

Yu Wan still lives with Xu Junxian now.

Yu Wan swiped the door card and found that the room was dark without any light.

She frowned and raised her hand to turn on the light at the door.

The room suddenly lit up.

Yu Wan saw Xu Junxian sitting on the sofa in the living room near the entrance with his head down.

He took off his coat and put on a white shirt.

The ground was a mess.

All crushed soda cans.

There was a strong smell of alcohol in the house.

Yu Wan raised her hand and waved.

In memory, Xu Junxian never touched alcohol.

Seeing the cans and beer bottles all over the floor, Yu Wan was very surprised, "Brother Junxian, have you been drinking?"

As if hearing Yu Wan's voice, Xu Junxian, who was shaking his head, moved.

He raised his head and glanced at Yu Wan with a pair of drunken eyes.

"came back?"

His voice was not as warm and cold as usual, but had a low and hoarse voice.

Maybe drinking hurt his throat.

My voice is hoarse.

"Ah."

Yu Wan had never seen Xu Junxian like this before. She was not used to it, so she subconsciously pulled her fingers.

Xu Junxian supported himself and stood up.

Xu Shi really drank too much, when Xu Junxian got up, he swayed unsteadily, Yu Wan was so frightened that he ran over to support him.

"Brother Jun Xian, why are you drinking so much all of a sudden?"

Xu Junxian smelled the faint smell of medicine on her body, suddenly grabbed her wrist, and pinned her against the wall beside the bed.

"Brother Junxian?"

Suddenly being pressed against the wall, Yu Wan looked up at Xu Junxian in bewilderment.

Unexpectedly, Xu Junxian lowered his head and kissed her.

Yu Wan tilted her head violently.

In the end, the man's wine-smelling lips landed on her cheek.

The man's hot breath sprayed on his face, and Yu Wan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

Xu Junxian's sudden behavior frightened Yu Wan.

At this moment, she seemed to have a deer in her heart, bumping into it in a panic.

Brother Jun Xian, what happened?

Maybe it's because of alcohol, maybe it's because of love that I can't bear it anymore.

Taking advantage of the drunkenness, Xu Junxian cupped Yu Wan's cheeks with both hands, looked at her affectionately, restrained his forbearance, and said suddenly,

"Wan'er, I don't want to be your brother anymore."

Yu Wan's pupils felt like an earthquake, "What?"

When he was drunk, Xu Junxian lost a little bit of gentleness, and a little bit more youthful ruffian.

Holding Yu Wan's cheek, he once again confessed, "Don't love him, love me, okay?"

Xu Junxian's confession came too suddenly.

Suddenly, Yu Wan's mind went blank.

She stared at Xu Junxian in a daze, not knowing what to do for a while.

Brother Junxian likes her?

how come……

Yu Wan was panicked and frightened, she felt that she didn't have enough brains.

The man she regarded as her elder brother since she was a child suddenly said that she liked him.

What is this about?

Yu Wan only felt that she was about to suffocate.

She couldn't accept the fact that Xu Junxian liked her.

Yu Wan pushed Xu Junxian away and ran out.

With her back against the wall of the corridor, Yu Wan obviously felt her heart beating as fast as someone was beating a drum.

too suddenly.

How could Brother Jun Xian like her?

Yu Wan thought this was too shocking.

She covered her cheeks and squatted on the spot, a little at a loss.

It's not that she hasn't been confessed.

But she had never been so overwhelmed.

For other people's confession, Yu Wan can mercilessly reject it.

But Xu Junxian's...

Yu Wan didn't know what to do.

Xu Junxian is the only family she has in this world.

She has always cherished the relationship between the two.

Before that, she had always regarded him as her own brother.

But at this moment, the relationship was disrupted, and she could no longer treat him as an elder brother.

Is it because there are too few members of the opposite sex around her?

Why didn't she realize that Brother Jun Xian liked her before.

She thought that he, like her, regarded each other as family members.

How can you like her?

Yu Wan stroked her forehead in distress, not knowing how to deal with her relationship with Xu Junxian.