I was on top of your heart

Mu Qianxiao's unexpected death reminded Huo Yan of Yu Wan's falling into the river two years ago.

If it wasn't for Xing Xing and his mother, he might have gone to accompany her long ago.

He is not afraid of death.

But at that time, he was afraid of living.

Really tormented.

I regret my choices all the time, and hate my incompetence all the time.

When Yu Wan just came back, Huo Yan didn't dare to sleep at night.

He was afraid that when he fell asleep, he would wake up and find that all this was just a dream of his.

A self-deceiving dream.

Huo Yan's sudden words made Yu Wan stunned.

Then she took his hand and pulled it away from her waist.

"Well. You should be fine too."

Even if she doesn't love him anymore, Yu Wan still hopes that Huo Yan can live well.

Yu Wan opened the door and went straight into the house.

Huo Yan watched her go in.

For her, for the two children, and for the mother who can't take care of herself, he will live well.

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Lin Ran is much stronger than Yu Wan imagined.

Within a few days, she was alive and kicking again.

But Yu Wan knew.

Lin Ran was just forcing a smile, not wanting everyone to worry about her.

It's not that she isn't sad, she just doesn't dare to be sad.

The deceased is gone, no matter how sad she is, the deceased will not come back.

So why bother to be depressed all day and make the living worry about her.

Lin Ran really admired Qian Xiao very much.

But she is not alone.

She always smiles for others to see.

As for Mu Qianxiao.

He will always live in Lin Ran's heart.

Perhaps it was because Mu Qianxiao had just passed away, and the Lin family's parents did not force their daughter to marry anymore.

After all, they had pushed her once.

In order to make them feel at ease, she even went out of her way to negotiate a marriage.

Why bother to force her to do something she doesn't want just to fight for that breath.

The Lin family's parents have thought about it, as long as Lin Ran is happy, even if she never gets married, they are happy to raise her.

If you can't let it go, you can't let it go.

Love someone wholeheartedly, don't be ashamed.

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It was supposed to take the two children to the playground on Sunday, but because of Mu Qianxiao's death, this matter was temporarily put on hold.

After all, Yu Wan was worried about Lin Ran at that time, how could he be in the mood to take the children to some playground.

But this matter, this weekend, Huo Yan brought it up again.

Ever since Huo Yan shifted his focus to the two children, the relationship between him and Yu Wan has become much warmer.

Yu Wan would not avoid him on purpose.

Sometimes when we see each other, we will greet each other like a friend.

Of course, not too enthusiastic.

After all, Yu Wan treats ordinary friends like this. She is relatively cold and seldom talks.

Because of having two children, Yu Wan knew very well that it was impossible for her and Huo Yan not to meet each other for the rest of her life.

She has been trying her best to forget the past hurts and treat Huo Yan with a normal heart.

Children need fatherly love, so she will not refuse any proposal that is good for the children.

So on a sunny weekend.

Yu Wan took the two children, got into Huo Yan's car, and went to the zoo together.

I was supposed to go to the playground.

But Yu Wan said that Xingchen is still young, and she can't play those things even if she goes to the playground.

So the two discussed it and went to the zoo instead.

For this trip, Huo Yan did not bring a driver.

He drove the car by himself, and there were only the four of them for the entire journey.

The zoo they were going to this time was in the suburbs, a little far away.

It takes over an hour to drive.

Fearing that it would be too late to come back at night, Huo Yan suggested staying in a local homestay for one night.

By the way, soak in hot springs to relieve fatigue.

Yu Wan had no objection, after all, she couldn't bear to tire the children.

This is the first time for the two children to go out to play with their parents.

Whether it is the stars or the stars, they are all very excited.

Xingchen is quite arrogant.

For Huo Yan, I am willing to accept your kindness, but I am unwilling to admit your kindness.

But when Huo Yan hugged him, he didn't resist.

When you arrive at your destination, park your car.

Huo Yan got out of the car and held Xing Chen in his arms, holding Xing Chen with one hand.

Xing Xing held Yu Wan with the other hand.

The super good looks of the four soon attracted a group of attention.

Passers-by took pictures of the four with their mobile phones.

After being discovered by Huo Yan, he stopped it.

After all, Huo Yan is not an ordinary family, and Yu Wan's current identity is also somewhat taboo.

He doesn't want anyone to shoot them.

Passers-by saw that they were not allowed to take pictures, so they didn't take pictures of them.

After all, this involves portrait rights, if someone sues them, they will be finished.

There is no need to sue yourself in court for this matter.

Yu Wan probably realized that the looks of herself and Huo Yan were too ostentatious.

She took out sunglasses and a mask from her bag and put them on for herself.

Although she and Xu Junxian were engaged in a fake engagement, but in the name of fiancee, it would be bad if they were recognized.

The zoo is huge.

There are giant pandas, Sichuan golden monkeys, Asian elephants, chimpanzees, baboons, giraffes, hippopotamuses, red pandas, squirrel monkeys, zebras, black panthers, white tigers, etc.

It is a relatively large zoo.

Walk around and come down.

Yu Wan's feet were sore.

The two children were too tired to walk.

But they didn't want to go back, and wanted to continue watching. In the end, Huo Yan, who was full of fatherly strength, hugged each other directly.

Looking at it, Yu Wan felt sore for Huo Yan.

But the stars are still very considerate.

Not willing to let Huo Yan hold her for too long, she would come down and walk by herself from time to time.

But Xingchen is not so caring.

He really doesn't want to walk.

So in the next few hours, Huo Yan hugged him the whole time.

Yu Wan was afraid that Huo Yan wouldn't be able to bear it, so she wanted to share the pressure for him, but Huo Yan didn't share it with her, and insisted on holding it by herself.

no way.

It's rare that his son is willing to get close to him, Huo Yan is happy, and he doesn't want to give his son to Yu Wan.

What's more, Huo Yan was afraid that Yu Wan's slender arm would be broken by her.

After all, Xingchen also weighs twenty or thirty kilograms, so holding it for a long time will still be difficult.

He would rather be tired than Yu Wan.

The time for playing is much faster than when you have nothing to do.

After visiting the zoo, Yu Wan glanced at the time when she went out, and found that it was past four o'clock.

After a day of shopping, Yu Wan was also extremely tired.

Although she never hugged the stars during the whole journey, she was still tired from walking.

At this moment, Yu Wan can't wait to go back to the hotel and have a good lie down.

Both kids are tired.

On the way back to the hotel, I fell asleep.

Huo Yan concentrated on driving in front.

Through the rear mirror in the car, I saw Yu Wan in the back seat sitting between the two children, holding the two children with both hands, closing his eyes and pretending to sleep, his face was soft, his heart was full of comfort and warmth.

In fact, that's it, and it's pretty good.

Suddenly, he was not so obsessed with being together.

He hurt Yu Wan too much, and it was really, really hard for her to let go.

So be it.

Being able to accompany the three of them, mother and child, is already the greatest favor God has given him.