She amazed the world after the divorce

Su Hua's mind became heavy.

Gu Beixian felt that something big happened.

It was so big that even Gu Aoting was nervous.

Su Hua nodded slightly at him, "No matter what happens to Beixian, I will not divorce him. Six years ago, when I married him, he was sitting in a wheelchair, and his life was hopeless. The worst That's all."

"That's different. Six years ago, your family was impoverished. Now you are the daughter of the Lu family. You are famous, rich and have a background. There are many people to choose from."

"Your worry is unnecessary. We young people are different from you. We don't pay as much attention to background and family background as you, and we are not as realistic as you."

Gu Ao Ting would not like to hear these words if they were left in normal times.

But right now, it sounds like the sound of nature to his ears.

He bent his eyes and said hello three times, "You are such a good boy, my old lady saw the right person. Go find Bei Xian, that child must have been thinking about you."

Su Wei's heart ached when she heard the ordinary words.

She hurried out the door and went downstairs.

Get in the car and tell the driver, "Go to Suhe Bay."

Along the way, she thought of many possibilities.

But Gu Beixian's disguise was so good that she couldn't figure it out.

Come to Suhe Bay.

The scenery here is beautiful, the environment is quiet, away from the downtown area.

There were very few people in the entire villa area. Along the way, Su Hua didn't see many people.

Find the six buildings where Gu Beixian lives.

Su Hua said to the bodyguard guarding the gate, "I'm looking for Gu Beixian."

The bodyguard knew her and opened the door to let her through.

Su Hua walked through the courtyard and walked to the front of the building.

The door was not closed tightly, and there was a crack.

Su Hua gently opened the door and walked in.

He saw Gu Beixian standing in front of the French window, facing the window.

The slender and slender back is straight, lonely and cold, like a cedar tree that has been silent for thousands of years on the top of a high mountain.

Su Hua held her breath and shouted, "Bei Xian."

Gu Beixian's figure froze, and he turned his head quickly, a look of surprise flashed in his eyes, he wanted to laugh, but he smiled reluctantly.

Today's smile, to him, is just an expression, not a mood.

Su Hua stayed there without moving.

Gu Beixian felt strange.

There is a very cold feeling about him, he was also cold before, but with fireworks, now he is like a big Buddha who has no desires and desires, and does not eat the fireworks of the world.

You are obviously smiling, but your eyes are indifferent

Su Hua panicked, feeling that something was wrong with him.

Gu Beixian raised his foot and walked towards her, "Why are you here?"

Su Hua looked at him with wet eyes, "Why did you lie to me that you were on a business trip?"

Gu Beixian pursed his lips and remained silent.

Su Hua stepped forward and hugged his waist, "What happened?"

"Didn't Lao Gu tell you?"

"I didn't ask, I want to hear from you."

Gu Beixian didn't make a sound, just raised his hand to stroke her beautiful long hair, his eyes were deep and silent.

The slender and beautiful fingers trembled slightly, which was a side effect of taking the medicine.

Su Hua tiptoed to kiss him.

Gu Beixian lowered his head, closed his eyes, and went to meet her kiss.

It was a kiss, but Su Wei felt that this kiss was not right.

His lips were cold, and the kiss was perfunctory and unemotional.

Su Wei felt a little uncomfortable, "Do you not love me anymore?"

Gu Beixian pulled up the corners of his lips and made a smiling expression, "No."

"But you give me the feeling that something is not right."

Gu Beixian leaned over, put his chin against the top of her head, and said calmly, "No matter what I become, you must remember that I love you, very much."

But the hot love was sealed by medicine.

All emotions are suppressed, and people become colder and duller than usual.

Laughter is faked, but love cannot be hot.

If you don't take medicine to treat it, your mood will fluctuate, either mania or depression, wandering in heaven and hell.

Seeing that he refused to speak, Su Hua pulled out from his arms.

Walking up and down the living room, rummaging constantly.

Finally, in the cupboard next to the water dispenser, I found a bunch of medicine boxes, including lithium carbonate, risperidone, lamotrigine, and sodium valproate.

She picked up a pill box, opened it, and read the instructions.

It says in black and white that the drug is suitable for both acute and chronic schizophrenia...

The following words become blurred.

Su Hua's hand holding the manual was shaking.

Sometimes, things are too big, too unexpected, and people have no time to react.

Su Hua's brain froze and went blank.

After an unknown amount of time, Gu Beixian's voice came from behind him, "I'm sorry I kept it from you. I wanted to wait for a while before telling you the truth."

Only then did Su Wei feel like someone in a dream being woken up, her heart beat suddenly, and she felt a sharp pain.

"What kind of sickness is this?"

"Bipolar disorder, also known as bipolar disorder, alternates episodes of mania and depression."

Su Wei's heart was covered with cold snow.

Cold from top to bottom.

The feeling of drowning spread all over the body, and I couldn't breathe.

She clearly remembers that when she was in college, she had a roommate who suffered from this disease repeatedly and finally committed suicide.

There are also Van Gogh, Hemingway, Haizi, San Mao, etc., without exception, all committed suicide.

This so-called "genius disease" bipolar disorder has the highest suicide rate.

She suddenly turned around and grabbed Gu Beixian's hand, holding it tightly.

It hurts to grab my hands.

It was as if if he let go of his hand, he would disappear.

"Why is this happening?" Su Hua's teeth were trembling, and the sound of clucking could be clearly heard.

Gu Beixian gently touched her delicate face, "Don't be afraid, it's not as serious as you think. I had it when I was four years old, and I was treated for two years. After I stopped taking the medicine, there was no recurrence, just like normal people."

"Is it because I relapsed this time?"

"It's not just the root cause of the disease. It's easy to relapse after being stimulated. It's not your fault."

Su Hua buried her head in his arms, her shoulders trembling slightly.

I felt so guilty.

Sad and heartbroken.

Gu Beixian raised his arms to wrap her in his arms, "Don't be afraid, you see I'm fine now, and I'm in a very calm mood. Just cooperate with the doctor to take medicine, do psychological treatment, and have a good rest. When the condition stabilizes, I will You can gradually reduce the dose, and finally stop the drug, and you will be fine."

Su Wei restrained her emotions, raised her head, and gave him a sweet smile, "It will be fine, our brother Xian is so powerful, even the disease can't help you."

Gu Beixian smiled, "The little mouth is getting sweeter and sweeter."

Su Hua Yanran, "I am not only sweet, but also luminous. From now on, I will be your little sun."

Gu Beixian raised the corners of his lips, deepening the smile, "If you say you are fat, you will be panting."

Su Hua said domineeringly: "I'm not only panting, but also clingy. From now on, I will stick to you inseparably, don't think I'm annoying."

In normal times, Gu Beixian's heart would be warmed by her.

But now he was emotionally dull and could only make a moving expression.

He pressed her into his arms and said in a deep voice: "My behavior may gradually become weird, my mood will be erratic, and anything can happen. If you can't stand it and want to leave, tell me in advance, don't He left without a word."

Su Hua curled her lips and smiled, "Who do you think I am? Am I the kind of ruthless person?"

My heart is sour.

Tears suddenly came to the eyes.

Afraid of being seen by him, she buried her face in his arms and wiped her tears onto his clothes.

Called Shen Yuan and explained.

Su Hua stayed and accompanied Gu Beixian.

Whether he eats or sleeps, she is with him.

Because of his medication, he was surprisingly quiet and at peace.

It's not as peaceful as a young man in his twenties, ruthless and without waves.

Su Hua felt heartbroken.

This is not as good as when I was in a wheelchair before. Although I lost my temper at that time, it was flesh and blood.

night.

After the two washed up, they lay on the bed.

Gu Beixian took the medicine and soon fell into a deep sleep.

Su Hua couldn't fall asleep anyway.

Turning off the light, lying in the dark, she stared blankly at the ceiling, in a daze.

I do not know how long it has been.

Suddenly there was the sound of very light footsteps outside the door, "Boom, boom, boom."

The footsteps were getting closer.

"Crack."

The door is pushed open from the outside.

There were no lights in the corridor, and it was pitch black, and the faces of the people coming could not be seen clearly.

Su Hua lifted the quilt and jumped up.

As soon as he grabbed the glass bottle on the bedside table, he rushed towards the person who came.

Inside the bottle is tickling powder that can make life worse than death.

Before she could reach her, a chill suddenly appeared on her neck.

Immediately afterwards, a thin sharp blade reached her neck.

The visitor asked in a low voice, "Who are you?"

It was Qin Ye's voice.

Su Hua hurriedly withdrew the hand holding the tickling powder, "It's me, brother, Su Hua."