Salted fish elf, turn over

What is it that we have been searching for all this time?Pursue the eternity of love, draw intimacy from family ties, or support each other from friendship?In fact, in a short life, everything we gain will eventually be lost, so why do we search so hard?

"Lanshu, what is this?" Fang Yiming was stunned. He froze on the spot, looking at Lan Shu under the dark quilt in the room, as if he could see her through the quilt, but he couldn't see through her heart.

"Get out! Get out!" Lan Shu almost collapsed when he asked her. This man had a low emotional intelligence and kept pestering others when they were most irritable.

"Just tell me if the person in this photo is you!" He seemed obsessed with deceiving himself and stubbornly refusing to trust his own intuition. He was like a fish falling into a dry well and telling himself that it will rain soon. .

Lan Shu didn't speak or react. Fang Yiming grabbed his hair and said, "I thought you denied it!" After saying that, he turned around and walked out of her room. The moment the door closed, he was outside and she was there. In the room, everyone breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, everyone was worried and full of depression.

Lan Shu only felt that her face was wet, and she raised the back of her hand to wipe away the wetness on her face. It turned out that she started crying involuntarily, and she fell asleep in the tears...

"Three 2s! I am bigger than you!" The noisy voices on the little green train can be heard everywhere. "In the 70s, our *** were brave and invincible..." The story king in the distance was telling endlessly, and the story king in the distance was endlessly telling. The uncle and aunt who ate melon seeds and peanuts all the time said, "My child is studying in a nursing school. I don't have to worry about finding a partner. How is your child doing?" In the middle of the night, Lan Shu followed her grandparents on the train to Mongolia to ride horses and eat meat.

"Why do people die?" Little Lan Shu blinked at her grandfather with curious big eyes.

"Child, death is not as terrible as you think, it is the beginning of another life form. To exist in another way.

"Start? If you die, you won't be able to move, talk, or eat!" Little Lanshu was suspicious... her little hand unconsciously reached into her pocket, took out a candy, and tore it into pieces. Open it and quickly put it into your mouth, immersed in the sweet taste with a satisfied look on your face.

"Our souls don't need these things, only our bodies do." Grandpa smiled faintly and continued: "Everything in the world is illusion. We are all passers-by, even with our own bodies! My child, you may not understand Grandpa’s words, but remember, no matter what you experience in the future! You must learn to be strong! Your heart must always be full of sunshine. No matter who hurts you, it is what you should experience! That is to achieve your success, Don't fight back in the same way that others hurt you, that will make you a different person. You have to be firm in yourself! But you have to learn to protect yourself, keep distance from others, and learn to say no!"

"Yeah! Grandpa! Although I don't understand! But I remember what you said. When I grow up, I can understand it, right?" Lan Shuba slurped the sweetness and spoke in a fluent voice, almost drooling when she saw it. , and swallowed tightly...

"Can you understand it when you grow up? Maybe you can, maybe you can't! It depends on your own understanding!" After speaking, grandpa took little Lanshu's hand and looked out the window...

"Grandpa! Grandpa...Grandpa..." Lan Shu kept thinking about grandpa. When she woke up from her dream, she was surrounded by darkness. It was late at night!But she was no longer sleepy. She seemed to understand what grandpa meant now, but how could she forgive him?She bit her finger and stared straight at the bed in the room.

"I have never harmed anyone, but why do you do this to me!" Lan Shu whispered. In this depressing atmosphere, thoughts of suicide flashed through her mind several times, but they went away immediately.

"Why should I be bullied by others!" Lan Shu's heart was filled with hatred.

Several hours passed, and she sat lifelessly without even blinking...

It went like this until the sky was slightly covered with a layer of blue and then a layer of red. Time passed by minute by minute, but the time and space she was in seemed to be frozen. The sky turned blue and then black, and then black and blue...

"Lanshu!" It wasn't until this gentle voice spoke her name that she finally calmed down...

"Dad?" She looked back, opened the door, and looked around... But only Fang Yiming looked at her with a worried look on his face, holding up his mobile phone.

"Lanshu! Child! Are you okay? You have to be strong!" The familiar warmth came from the thin screen. It was her father's care that gave her firm strength, even if it was just "Lanshu!"

She took a deep breath and wanted to spit out the unpleasantness. She smiled lightly and held the phone in both hands, as if she had got a beloved thing: "Dad! I...I'm fine! How is your health?"

"Dad's condition is serious and he needs to continue treatment, but you don't have to worry, everything is well arranged here! You go to work obediently, unite your colleagues, cooperate friendly, and don't be willful!" Lan Shu heard her father's comfort, The pain of psychological grievance surged up, but if he showed it, his father would be even more anxious!

"I understand! I have grown up, and the most important thing now is your body! Are you eating now? Remember to eat more!" Lan Shu quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"The food in the hospital is not delicious! Do you want to eat it? Can I treat you to it? Hahahaha! Silly boy!" Dad deliberately made a joke that was not humorous but both of them laughed in tacit understanding.

"I'm going to the ward to get an injection now! Dad, take care of yourself and be strong. I'll go see you in a few days!" Lan Shu pouted and smiled cutely. Although her father couldn't see it, Fang Yiming was beside him. He took in her forbearance and loveliness deep in his heart, and his bond with her took root without even realizing it.

After hanging up the phone, Lan Shu seemed to feel a little relieved. She stepped forward and hugged Fang Yiming to express her gratitude. The man in front of her was worthy of her reliance. Lan Shu patted his solid back and said, "Thank you."

"Uh...I don't feel comfortable with you being so polite...Did I do something wrong? Don't say anything so unfamiliar in the future!" Fang Yiming's heart trembled, and he was inevitably a little lonely.

"I really, really thank you. Don't think it's strange. It's polite, but I'm happy in my heart! But... I want you to do something for me again, I don't know..." Lan Shu hesitated.

"Say!" Fang Yiming pretended to be serious.

"Well... let's get engaged!" After saying this, Lan Shu turned her face and secretly smiled.

"Ah!?" He was so shocked that he couldn't close his mouth, and he kept holding on to the wall to support his body, as if his strong body contained an incompatible delicate soul, which made people feel unspeakably uncomfortable.

"Ah what? Are you a saint? You just want to do a good deed and help me when I'm in trouble? That's it?" She asked with a frown and confusion.

Fang Yiming swallowed his saliva, blinked his eyes, and scratched his head. Suddenly he caught a glimpse of himself reflected on the glass next to him. His expression was solemn and panicked, his lips were hesitantly opening and closing, and his body was stiff, not knowing whether to advance or retreat, looking at himself. With that embarrassed look on his face, he burst into laughter. He lowered his head and sighed: "What I have been thinking about day and night suddenly came to me. I am so happy that I almost lost my soul. I don't think so." I don’t know if this is a dream or not!”

The nail of her left hand was embedded in the middle of the thumb of her right hand: "Then what?"

"Lanshu, as long as I can be by your side, I am willing to shorten my life by ten years, 20 years! 20 years cannot be more. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and love you! I am so happy, Should I have a ring or something now! Just wait a minute and I'll sell it!" After saying that, Fang Yiming hooked his sneakers with his left foot, stepped on the heel of his right foot, dragged it on, and ran in a panic. Got out...

After he left, Lan Shu hesitated for a while, found her cell phone indifferently, and sent a text message: I want to see you.