I don't deserve your love

Silence equals default.

Fu Yanye held her wrist tightly, looked at her silence and felt that he had nothing to do with her, so he said those words in such a decadent manner, "Let's forget it! It's true that we are not suitable!"

Zhuo Jian subconsciously looked up at him, he finally figured it out?

Awakened?

She was suddenly happy, but before applauding him, he pulled her into his arms: "Have you been waiting for this sentence for a long time?"

Zhuo Jian: "..."

Now that you know it, why don't you let it go?

Why did you pull her into your arms again.

Zhuo Jian's posture was wrong and she couldn't struggle.

If she moved, she would lie on his lap.

Fu Yanye saw her distress and pulled her away again.

"Ok!"

When Zhuo Jian felt that she was about to lie down on him, he held her with the other hand. Seeing her blushing and daring to speak, he leaned into her ear and whispered: "I'm kidding you, even if It’s not suitable now, it’s suitable to do it a few more times.”

"..."

Boom!

Zhuo Jian looked up at him stupidly.

She was stunned by his words.

I've never seen anything like this.

She couldn't understand, not a word.

But trembling for no reason.

I always felt that what he said was implying something.

"Fu, Fu Yanye!"

She stammered to call him, when he picked up her little legs that fell under the bed, and when he carried her to the middle of the big bed and let her rest on the soft pillow.

Fu Yanye agreed in a muffled voice: "Huh?"

He began to kiss her again, from the corner of her lips to the edge of her ear, from the pinna of her ear to her neck, on her long scar.

Zhuo Jian raised her head, accidentally saw the lights on the roof, and suddenly felt as if she had been acupunctured.

Under the slender waist was a warm hand, Zhuo Jian's eyelashes moved, and then entered another world.

-

Afterwards, Fu Yanye buried his face in her shoulder and neck, and murmured, "Were you afraid at that time?"

"Li Yuqing saved me."

Zhuo Jian replied subconsciously.

Fu Yanye suddenly looked up at her: "Who?"

"Li Yuqing, she's on a business trip."

Zhuo Jian looked at him calmly in a blink of an eye.

Fu Yanye's pupils suddenly shrank.

Li Yuqing?

"When we came back from dinner that night, when I entered the house, that man held a knife to my throat. He ran in immediately when he heard the movement, and I was saved."

Zhuo Jian explained to him unhurriedly.

Fu Yanye sat up suddenly, looking at the sheets irritably.

Zhuo Jian was still lying there, she had no strength.

All the bones in his body seemed to be dismantled and then put back together, all kinds of things were not good.

"and then?"

He pressed the fire again and asked.

Then he slowly turned his head to look at the lying woman whom he had loved so much just now.

"Then the apartment became an unsafe place, so he took me to a hotel that night, took me to call the police the next day, then he did the interview, then he left and I moved here."

Zhuo Jian just continued to reply to him reflexively, and she didn't think there was anything wrong until the report was over.

On the contrary, it is very comfortable.

There seemed to be a dead knot in my heart, and it was untied.

After Fu Yanye heard it, on the one hand, she was very angry that Li Yuqing did what he should do, on the other hand, she was a little happy that she didn't move to hide from him.

He lay back again, beside her.

He was lying on his side, towards her, and the ends of her hair were entangled several times by his slender fingers.

Zhuo Jian looked at him, then slowly took the hair away from his fingers.

Fu Yanye raised his eyes looking at the hair on his hand, looked at her, and asked, "You don't want me to touch your hair?"

"no!"

Zhuo Jian murmured, and turned to look out the window.

The night was deep, but it was too silent.

Silently, she could hear both of their hearts beating.

Fu Yanye raised his hand to pinch her chin, and moved her to his side.

Zhuo Jian looked at him dully, waiting for him to speak.

"say you Love Me."

His suddenly low and deep voice demanded her, ordered her.

Zhuo Jian's heart trembled, and she rejected him with her eyes.

"Zhuo Jian, I will give you one last chance to say that you love me."

He had never been so eager to hear this sentence.

"I do not want!"

But when she opened her mouth, she refused firmly.

If it was before, she could keep repeating this sentence in his ear.

Because she really has him in her heart and loves him in her mind.

But now, how is it possible?

"You don't regret it!"

He said.

Zhuo Jian didn't know what he was going to do, but when the danger approached, her heart was pulled hard.

Fu Yanye came to her again and took the lead.

Zhuo Jian held his wrist nervously: "Fu Yanye, are you crazy?"

"It's just a matter of taste. If I want to try it again, I will try my best to restrain myself."

Fu Yanye sucked her ear and murmured.

but……

Know the taste of the marrow?

Zhuo Jian thought to herself, why don't I feel this way?

She just felt fear.

The two of them didn't do it a few times in total, but every time she didn't feel what he called restraint.

He actually tried to ask for it again tonight?

Do not!

She is just a very ordinary and ordinary person, and she feels that she cannot bear it.

It's just that he quickly raised her hands, and when she looked at him with fearful eyes, he wrapped her hands around her scarf.

"Fu Yanye, don't be like this, you scared me!"

Zhuo Jian trembled, with a cry in her voice.

"You will get used to it."

Fu Yanye kissed her on the chin, and then came to her neck.

He hated that scar, so he kissed even more.

"Fu Yanye!"

"Call me husband, it's almost the same."

He whispered in her ear and continued to kiss her.

Zhuo Jian couldn't help but shed tears and protested in this way.

But Fu Yanye immediately sucked her tears and sucked them directly into his mouth.

Her tears are salty, not bitter.

Does this mean she is not in pain.

He forcefully took her again as his own.

Zhuo Jian was always restless, and couldn't help biting him when it hurt.

Fu Yanye didn't seem to know the pain, every time he looked down and saw her tearful, he couldn't help wanting more

After an unknown amount of time, she fell into a drowsy sleep.

Seeing her sleeping, Fu Yanye had to stop, and gently kissed her on the brow.

-

It was past eight o'clock when Zhuo Jian woke up the next day.

She was clean and fresh, and she was still wearing pajamas.

She looked down and bit her lip in shame.

I also know that he didn't know when he had enough fun to put it on for her.

She thought a little angrily, he wasn't afraid of those people dying.

When she went downstairs, the pain was even more unbearable. If she hadn't been on the steps and looked down at him waiting for her in a clean and tidy white shirt, she would have almost been unable to walk.

And the moment she saw him, she endured the pain and walked down beautifully with effort.

The sound of an advertisement came out on the TV, in standard English.

An ad for a contraceptive pill.

When the two heard the slogan, they looked at each other reflexively.