Douluo: Qin Shimingyue system

I hope she can be carefree in her next life.

In this life, I will be alone like this.

It's not right to be alone.

In the end, Lin Qiao was left with such a miserable child.

Lin Qiao slowly told all this, and her tears gradually dried up, and she no longer wanted to cry anymore. It was as if once this story was told, her heartache was gone. Feeling like crying.

"During that time, I kept having nightmares about the scene I saw."

Outside the glass window of the high-rise building, a black shadow fell quickly.

Several times, she could even clearly see the face of the rapidly falling shadow.

That's her mother.

"I have been thinking that if I didn't go into the fitting room to change clothes at that time, or didn't let my mother come to the county mall to buy me new clothes, then my mother would not have found the opportunity to jump off the building. I even For several years afterwards, I refused to wear new clothes.”

Children always grow and change quickly, especially girls.

But at that time, Lin Qiao would rather mend old clothes over and over again and add circles after circles than wear new clothes.

She has a shadow.

After she finished speaking, she suddenly twitched her lips and smiled.

"Two days ago, I saw Feifei on the rooftop, and I suddenly...remembered that time. I...I'm sorry."

Zhao Feifei shook her head hastily, "No, it's not your fault. Why are you apologizing? It's all my fault. I'm just a salty fish, but I still have to learn to do literature and art."

Lin Qiao's smile this time was a truly open smile.

She is no longer confined to her own heart.

"Now that I have spoken out, I feel much better."

"If you're in a good mood, please order two more plates of meat." Xia Ranran called the waiter, "Add another plate of mutton and black-bone chicken rolls."

Zhao Feifei nodded hurriedly, "Yes, yes, no matter what you do, filling your stomach first is the key."

Next, under Xia Ranran's guidance, she avoided the incident of her mother jumping off the building and had a pleasant meal.

On the way back, Zhao Feifei went to the supermarket to buy snacks. Lin Qiao and Xia Ranran stood at the entrance of the supermarket.

Lin Qiao glanced at Xia Ranran and said, "Ranran, do you think my family situation... is quite unbearable."

Her father is an irresponsible person, and her mother is a mistress who committed suicide by jumping off a building...

"What does this have to do with you?" Xia Ranran asked back, "Your father is your father, your mother is your mother, and even your grandmother is your grandmother. What does this have to do with you?"

Lin Qiao was stunned for a moment after hearing this.

She blinked and looked at Xia Ranran in a daze, "I..."

"Qiaoqiao," Xia Ranran patted her shoulder, "You have to live your life for yourself. You only have this life. Why do you torture yourself for people and things that no longer exist?"

Lin Qiao looked at Xia Ranran without blinking, and her heart was touched.

She has always lived in the shadow of low self-esteem. Whether it was at the beginning, when she faced Song Lingxue, or when she faced her seriously ill grandmother, she subconsciously chose to escape until she faced the rooftop two days ago. Zhao Feifei was on the bed, and she suddenly revealed her secret.

She thought she could hide it like this and others wouldn't see what she was thinking.

But little did they know that in front of Xia Ranran, she had already been seen through.

This is not the feeling of seeing through, but the feeling of having an extra confidant.

Xia Ranran looked at Zhao Feifei, who was queuing up to check out not far ahead, and raised her hand to wave. Zhao Feifei also smiled and waved to her.

"You see, a girl like Feifei is careless and doesn't think too much. She thinks this kind of living situation is very good," Xia Ranran said, "Everyone has their own way of living, and others will treat you differently." They are just other people, you are not RMB, how can you make everyone like you? You don’t need to consider anyone else, you just need to be worthy of yourself."

Lin Qiao nodded, "I understand."

Live life for yourself, don't live for others.

…………

Xia Ranran sent Lin Qiao and Zhao Feifei back to school before returning to the Huo family mansion.

During this period, because she was busy with the graduation ceremony within the college, she did not have much time to spend with her two children, so she had no choice but to agree to Fu Jingxian's suggestion and let Fu Jingxian pick up and drop off the two children and live in the Huo family mansion.

In the past few days, it is obvious that the Huo family mansion has become more lively.

With the two children, Xia Ranran, and the young master and young lady of the Bai family, it seemed that the entire mansion came to life, no longer as cold and lifeless as before.

Since Xia Ranran found out that Bai Shaoting and Miss Bai were the grandchildren of Mr. Bai, she no longer seemed as repulsive as before. Instead, she often came from the villa to the main building to have dinner together.

Huo Zhengke also rushed back.

"Mom Jin, give me an extra pair of bowls and chopsticks."

As soon as Huo Zhengke came in, he was not polite. He pulled up a chair and sat next to Xia Ranran.

Xia Ranran paused with her chopsticks in her hands and glanced sideways at Huo Zhengke.

It's more lively now.

Huo Pengpeng on the side frowned when he saw Huo Zhengke, "Second brother, why are you back?"

"What, this is my home, why don't you want me to go home?" Huo Zhengke raised his eyebrows and choked out.

Huo Pengpeng's face suddenly didn't look good.

"I……"

Huo Zhengke glanced at the people next to the dining table, "I also heard that our house has been lively these past two days. I came back to catch up on the excitement. Didn't Fifth Sister drive me away?"

"Of course not, I..."

Fu Jingxian was afraid that Huo Pengpeng would say something inappropriate in front of Bai Shaoting, so she said, "Of course that's not what I meant. Your father and I are very happy that you can come back. Mom Jin, hurry up and get an extra pair of dishes and chopsticks." Come here and steam the two hairy crabs we just bought for the kitchen, the second young master likes to eat mansion crabs."

Huo Zhengke raised his eyebrows but did not deny it. His eyes fell on the Bai family at the table, "Could you please introduce me?"

Huo Pengpeng said: "Bai Yan is my friend, and this is Xiaobai's brother."

Bai Shaoting is not wearing a uniform today, just wearing ordinary black casual clothes. It is difficult to tell what his occupation is, but you can guess a thing or two from his temperament, sitting posture, and even the very elegant smile on his lips.

"Then what is this Mr. Bai's name? What does he do?" Huo Zhengke asked bluntly.

Bai Shaoting smiled and reached out his hand, "Bai Shaoting, find a job in the military region."

Fu Jingxian and Huo Pengpeng looked at each other.

The youngest lieutenant colonel!Where is the sinecure?

But since Bai Shaoting said this, he couldn't refute it in person.

Fu Jingxian smiled and smoothed things over, "Mr. Bai is too modest. I originally wanted to send Pengpeng to the art troupe."

On the surface, she wanted to bring the topic to Huo Pengpeng, but on the deeper level, she wanted Bai Shaoting and Huo Pengpeng to talk more.