Douluo: Qin Shimingyue system

After they washed the blood on their hands and faces, Li Qian handed her a towel.

"Thank you."

Li Qian said: "You are very much like me in the past. You have a passion for fighting. It was the same when I just graduated from college. I was also passionate at the time, thinking that I must save lives and heal the wounded and become a good doctor. I was also very lucky. After graduating from college, I went directly to work in a well-known local hospital."

Xia Ranran didn't speak, she followed Li Qian.

Li Qian continued: "When I first entered, I accepted the unspoken rules of the workplace. There are many phenomena of seniority in the hospital. When I first entered, I was just a handyman, let alone an operating table. It’s not my turn to enter the patient’s ward, but the people who enter with my colleagues have their own channels, and they have already cleared the channels and started to enter the operating room.”

Xia Ranran was a little surprised, "Is there such a thing?"

During her internship, it was relatively smooth. Even if there was pressure from the doctor above, it was not so obvious.

"How could it not be possible?" Li Qian shrugged. "Then I went to our professor, gave him a gift, and asked the professor to smoothen the relationship. After a year, I was able to enter the operating room. That At that time, the classmates who were in the backstage and were in the same group as me were already divided into different subjects. "He sighed. It was really the most confusing time in life. He had no ambitions but could not realize the powerlessness. Do you understand? "

Xia Ranran nodded, "I..."

"Later," Li Qian said, "Later, I was assigned to the general surgery department and became a full-time doctor. One day, a patient came and was initially diagnosed with a brain tumor. Then I I helped her transfer to the neurology department, and it was finally determined that surgery was necessary, a craniotomy. I had not experienced any similar surgery at the time, so I thought I would play the role of deputy, but..."

"The operation failed?" Xia Ranran couldn't help but ask after seeing the expression on Li Qian's face.

"No, the operation was not done," Li Qian said, "because craniotomy requires money, but the patient has no money. She said she could raise funds, but it would take a month, but this tumor cannot wait. The hospital has regulations and did not pay. If it’s free, we won’t do the surgery.”

Xia Ranran's heart sank little by little as she listened to Li Qian's words.

"Can't you apply for subsidies? For really poor people..."

"Do you think you can apply for a subsidy in a short time?" Li Qian smiled and shook his head, "You are too naive. Besides, if there is no relationship, most of the time you will not be able to apply for this kind of subsidy. That person at that time The patient came to me and gave me an envelope. She almost knelt down and asked me to help her and perform an operation because she didn’t want to die..."

"But I couldn't afford the money for a craniotomy on my own," Li Qian said. "I went to beg the director. Do you know what the director said to me at that time?"

"What?" Xia Ranran had already guessed it in her heart.Still ask.

"The director took me to the morgue, and then drove me to the funeral home," Li Qian said. "The director said that every day, the ambulance from the hospital pulls me directly to the funeral home. Not to mention other cities, it is a district of our city. , there are seven on average, and there are ten people who are taken from the morgue to the funeral home. Can you save every one of them? He pointed at my nose and said, you are here to be a doctor, and you are here to do what you can. , instead of being a savior!”

Li Qian paused, "I retorted at the time, but I said there was no money to raise money for. The hospital's rules are strict and can be changed! The director told me at that time that if the rules are firm, they are firm, no matter where they are. Rules are dead. Before you become the person who can change them, don’t try to change them. It’s useless.”

useless.

But when do you become a game changer?

In this world, do we need people who change the rules?

Xia Ranran looked at Li Qian and said, "Captain Li, I understand."

Li Qian patted her shoulder, "Everyone came here from that time. From the beginning, we were still scared and vomited when we saw dead people. But now, our hearts are not numb because we have seen too much." What? This is growth. What we need is to keep this numbness. We have a hard numbness in our hearts, not insensitivity."

Not far away, someone asked Li Qian and Xia Ranran to eat.

Xia Ranran said: "Captain Li, you go ahead and I'll stand there for a while."

"Okay, hurry up, I'll have someone leave one for you."

"Thank you."

After Li Qian left, Xia Ranran stood in the open space for a long time, motionless.

The scene at the Red Scarf Church today flashed through her mind, and suddenly, the words Li Qian said flashed across her mind.

"If you haven't eaten yet, there won't be anything left for you."

Behind him, Huo Zhengke's voice came.

Xia Ranran turned to look at him and said, "I want to be alone for a while."

"Have you figured it out yet?"

"I figured it out," Xia Ranran said, "It's just a bit frustrating."

"Xia Ranran, sometimes you just overestimate yourself. You are just an ordinary doctor. You are not a superhero. You can't save everyone. Besides, don't forget," Huo Zhengke reminded, "You Isn't the only purpose of coming here to save Huo Jingshen? Now you have saved so many people, which is beyond expectations. "

"oh, I understand now."

Xia Ranran nodded.

People sometimes have to be selfish and don't be blinded by so-called dreams. The real world is always more harsh than dreams.

"Let's go back and eat," Xia Ranran said, "I'm really a little hungry."

She and Huo Zhengke entered the tent. On the other side of the tent, Anan pushed Huo Jingshen over.

The place where Huo Jingshen looked was in the direction of the Red Scarf Church.

The palms of his hands were not clean either.

Along the way, he was stained with blood, and now, this blood is still full of his own blood.

He looked down at his legs.

Not being able to stand up now is probably his punishment.

But he is now fortunate that this punishment finally fell on him, and not on the person closest to him.

"A Feng, where are you going?"

A dark figure came out from behind the tent and turned around quickly after seeing Huo Jingshen.

As soon as Ah Feng heard Huo Jingshen's cry, he walked over with his head lowered, "Young Master, I'm sorry..."

Huo Jingshen said: "I heard about the red scarf. You have done a good job within our capabilities. We will contact the country tomorrow to see if more medical supplies can be shipped. If they can arrive tomorrow If so, then we will send a medical team to rescue people."

Ah Feng lowered his head and looked at his feet.

He was a little embarrassed.

He was not sorry for this at all.

Although he has a kind heart, he does not regard treating diseases and saving people as his duty like a doctor. It is good that he can do everything the young master has told him.

What he was sorry about... was about Xia Ranran.

Huo Jingshen was also very sensitive, so he immediately asked, "Are you hiding something from me?"