Show off the whole class of scumbags, you call this the head teacher

Turning around, he glanced at Lu Chen with some awe-inspiring eyes.

Then he grinned.

In this dark and cramped alley facing a park bench.

Said lightly in a tired but not lost voice.

"I love her mother selling twisted love..."

Chapter 154 Let go of obsessions and learn to grow up

In fact, Xu Fei has always been a young man who is somewhat insensitive to feelings.

Passive, silent, not pleasing and not romantic.

A teenager who has been immersed in numbers and K-lines for a long time has little time to think about things related to feelings.

Even when the love he thought came, he just passively accepted it.

Then use your own way to get along with each other.

But, actually...

This is already all he can think of and can do.

Chatting, caring, agreeing to take her shopping, taking time out of thousands of stocks, just to meet at the other party's downstairs.

Simple stuff, but boy...

I really put my heart into it.

The wind in the alleyway bumped against the walls on both sides abruptly.

The howling wind passed by the two teenagers.

Can't get in, can't get out...

Looking across the darkness, the pair of men and women sitting on the bench looked extremely happy and sweet in the breeze.

But with him, they are two completely different worlds.

Even if I spend all my time, all my energy, and all my thoughts.

Can't go through either...

An even more unreachable... world!

"Give me a cigarette." Xu Fei, who wrapped his coat tightly, took a step back and leaned against the wall of the alleyway.

After licking his dry lips, he stretched out his fingers towards Lu Chen.

Lu Chen glanced not far away, silently took out his own cigarette, lit it and handed it to Xu Fei.

The boy took the cigarette, took a deep breath, and slid to the ground with a smile on his face.

Spit out an incomplete smoke ring towards the sky, smiled and touched the phone in his pocket.

But after a while, he raised his hand and patted his forehead.

"Damn it, you said you deleted the contact information, but Mr. Lu took it..."

Xu Fei's tone was a little low.

It seemed to be teasing, but it was full of helplessness.

"After smoking this cigarette, go home."

Waving the cigarette in his hand towards Lu Chen, Xu Fei said with a smile.

"People like me are naturally suitable for watching the market alone, falling in love and so on. After trying it once, I don't want to touch it again."

"It's boring!"

"need my help?"

Lu Chen, who had been silent all this time, suddenly asked after hearing what Xu Fei said.

"What?"

Xu Fei frowned.

"Give me one day, just one day, I will tear them apart!"

After sticking out a finger in the air, Lu Chen said with a straight face.

"Maybe... it won't take a day."

"Ah......"

Xu Fei grinned and smoked a cigarette, picked up a small stone from the ground, and threw it towards Lu Chen.

"I believe you can, even in an hour."

The boy's voice was unusually indifferent under the night sky.

"But, no need."

"It doesn't make sense either..."

After stretching out his hands to support the ground lightly, Xu Fei patted the dirt on his buttocks and slowly stood up.

Sweeping his gaze towards the bench not far away again, he patted Lu Chen's shoulder.

"Do you know why I can make a lot of money trading stocks?"

Lu Chen shook his head.

"Actually, the reason is very simple."

Xu Fei spoke while walking forward.

"When I look at the market every day, I will pick out four to five stocks, and then I will wait until all the technical indicators have reached the standard in my heart before buying."

"In this process, there will be various situations, but there is one that is the most uncomfortable."

"what's the situation?"

Lu Chen asked suspiciously.

"That's right, I just bought the one I was optimistic about one second ago, but the other one went crazy in the next second."

"Do you know what normal people do?"

"They will use the fastest speed to switch positions and swap stocks, and then switch to the one that has gone crazy."

Xu Fei asked himself and answered.

"But I won't. During this process, I only care about the stock I've chosen, and the others... Even if it goes up to the sky, I won't even take a look!"

Under the night sky, the two boys walked slowly forward, their deep voices echoing throughout the alleyway.

"If I didn't choose it, then it's not mine. If it's not mine, it means it's not suitable!"

"So, you will find that those stocks that suddenly skyrocketed, at a certain point, will completely fall to the bottom and never rise again."

Xu Fei stopped in his tracks, turned around and glanced back.

"Like... now."

"So, brother, this time, I am the one who punched the eye."

Xu Fei shook his head and smiled, then continued to walk forward.

"But it doesn't matter. Fortunately, I stopped the loss in time and didn't lose too much."

"Now to answer the question you just said, go and get rid of his real boyfriend, right?"

"I admit, it might be cool, and there will be the thrill of revenge."

"But it's not necessary. It's not a stock in my pool. Why should I pay attention to its ups and downs?"

"If it doesn't affect my income, then it has nothing to do with me..."

"Rising to the top of the mountain has nothing to do with me..."

"It's none of my business to fall to the bottom..."

The voice gradually faded, and the figure disappeared.

The dark and deep alleyway returned to calm.

People, that's it, at certain stages, always want to try or touch something.

They will always think before trying and touching.

Those things must be wonderful, wonderful, charming......

But you won't find out until you get really close.

What was originally thought to be colorful is actually just a mess and a plate of loose sand.

This kind of situation, Xu Fei called it "punching".

But for many people, if it is more concrete, it should be called "living up".

Full of affection was let down by dog ​​blood.

Full of joy and disappointment by perfunctory prevarication.

It is full of eyes that you are being let down by all kinds of whims and fours.

.......

That night, the young man who said that it's okay, it doesn't matter, he has already stopped his losses.

In the end, I was still drunk in that small barbecue shop.

On the last day of 2010, the night when life needs to start a new voyage.

In front of his brother, he was carrying a bottle of beer that he couldn't finish.

He hummed a song softly over and over again, the name is "Successful".

The song says:

"The youth I gave to you, so many years..."

"In exchange for a sentence of thank you for your fulfillment..."

the song says;

"It doesn't have to be forever, only love can be considered complete"

"The fulfillment of one person is better than the entanglement of three people"

Some things are hard to come by.

Sometimes, it can only be fulfilled.

......

Let down, these two words are full of swords and guns.

In whose youth did it never appear?

Those of you who are reading this text in the middle of the night, have you ever had it?

Have you ever listened to other people's stories by the moonlight?

In those youths that may gradually become blurred, in the years, in the memory...

Have you ever let someone down or been let down by someone?

If so, start now.

forget it.

let it go.

Cry it, then throw it away.

People must always learn to self-improvement.

People, always try to say goodbye to the past......

After this night, I will be the same as Xu Fei.