Ordinary Road 2010

Gu Caiwei wanted to explain a few words, but was stopped by reaching out her hand. Liu Shan smiled as if saying that she didn't mind.

"Self-love, I haven't heard these two words for many years."

"Let me tell you a story."

"When we first debuted, everyone including you was not well-known at that time. There is a note in my file that I used to be a backup dancer for the queen Charlene at her concert, do you remember?"

Gu Caiwei actually has no memory of such a long time ago, but Liu Shan didn't need her response, so she went on talking on her own.

"It was a long time ago. I haven't been discovered by Mr. Peng and signed with the company."

"I am very grateful to Mr. Peng, because without her, I would still be the same as I was then, and I don't know where I am today."

"Do you know how I became Charlene's backup dancer?"

"It is impossible for a big star like Charlene to choose the backup dancers one by one. There is a director in charge of the stage to check."

"At that time, he told me that if I want to go on stage, I can just sleep with him."

"I didn't say yes at first. I've never done anything like this before. But he said it doesn't matter, because there are plenty of people who want opportunities."

"I had a boyfriend at that time, and I told him when I went back."

"In the end he yelled at me indiscriminately, called me cheap, asked me if I could do anything, and left angrily."

"I was very aggrieved at the time, thinking that I had never felt sorry for him at all, but memorized such a misunderstanding for nothing, so I might as well change another chance."

"So then I came on stage."

Liu Shan paused at this point, then looked at Gu Caiwei beside the bed and asked, "Does it sound ridiculous to you?"

"Stage director, isn't this the person we often come into contact with at work? He is always polite and even well-behaved in front of you. Why does he have such a side?"

"It's just a backup dancer for the concert. Is this such a great opportunity? It needs to be changed like this?"

Gu Caiwei debuted five years ago, and her first artist contract is about to expire. It is impossible for her to say that she knows nothing about the messy things in the industry.

But she was still speechless.

Because I know, seeing it with my own eyes, and experiencing it personally, each level is different.

"You're right if you don't understand!"

"Because you are different from us. With me, Xu Yali, and other people in the group, although we have formed a girl group, we are not the same at all."

"The world you see is completely different from the world we see. Things that you take for granted or that are within your reach are precious to us."

"So when I get along with you, I often wonder, are we living in the same world?"

"In fact, I really understand why Xu Yali is so obsessed with you, she is almost obsessed. Because she is jealous, so jealous that she is going crazy!"

"I'm jealous too."

"Do you know that, in fact, your family background is very good, and your parents are very capable people. These are all born with me, and I can accept them."

"Your personality is also very good, and being your friend is a rare experience."

"It's so beautiful, too dazzling, it makes me feel ashamed."

"In particular, everyone was elected by Mr. Peng. Why do you obviously have so many, and even the only place where we meet far surpasses us in popularity as stars?"

"Little Red depends on her praise, Big Red depends on her life."

"In fact, Mr. Peng told us the rules of the game in this industry early on. Even if we didn't understand it before, it is impossible not to understand it now."

"But we are not reconciled!"

"We don't believe that we are so much worse than you, so we struggled desperately and exchanged our dignity for a little poor opportunity, but we still can only become your supporting role."

"Do you know what the funniest thing is?"

"The backup dancer at Charlene's concert that you absolutely despise, it turns out that I got a more precious opportunity."

"When Mr. Peng inspected me back then, he said that this might be a chance. After we debuted and gained some fame, Charlene, the big star whom I didn't even talk to at the time, saw my profile and contacted me."

"Later she also took me to perform together, maybe because she felt that I was destined for her, or maybe it was just to prove that she is willing to support the younger generation, it doesn't matter, I am grateful."

"Such a good relationship with seniors is very important to me, but it doesn't seem to be worth mentioning to you."

"There are still many times when I put everything down to fight for it, but in the end I get nothing. Even if the other party repudiates, as a female artist, I can't take the initiative to speak out and seek justice for myself."

"I ended up making myself like this."

"I was in this hospital last night. I didn't know who else I could tell or discuss with, so I just sat there all night."

Liu Shan had never said these words before.

Gu Caiwei was not particularly disappointed or angry, because she knew that it was easy to say hurtful words when such emotions were agitated.

But there must be a bit of sincerity in it, which caused her own ripples.

Of course, Gu Caiwei would not feel that she was at fault because of this, but under Liu Shan's reminder, she was able to examine herself from a perspective that she had never imagined.

"Do you know how lucky you are, Gu Caiwei?"

"Later, I have accepted that you are the girl that God loves, and I have given you all the best things."

"So when I found out that your boyfriend is a young rich man, and the media called him the strongest post-90s generation on the surface, I wasn't surprised at all when you were still childhood sweethearts in middle school."

"I looked at your boyfriend just now, and remembered that there was such a person beside me."

"He is far from being so outstanding. We were all just adults at that time, we didn't understand anything, we had neither ability nor insight."

"I don't want to blame him for what happened to me later, I know that I chose the path myself."

"The reason why I hesitated at the beginning was because I yearned for a glorious life on the stage. I may have realized that he was just a stumbling block, so it was logical to use him as an excuse."

"I just occasionally think, if I didn't accept the unspoken rules at the time, I went to get my boyfriend back and apologize to him, and I gave up my dream of being a star to be with him, what would happen now."

"It's not regret. If I did go back to that day, I'm not sure how I would choose."

"Gu Caiwei, you can't empathize with me."

"The stage director asked me a word back then, I will remember it all my life, and you will never have to face it."

"He said, this is a Vanity Fair, are you ready?"

Chapter 639 You Are My Luck

Lin Yi waited outside the ward for quite a long time, and was seriously considering whether to ask the nurse to arrange a place to rest, when Gu Caiwei finally came out with a solemn expression.

"How about it?"

Gu Caiwei hesitated for a while, but still roughly talked about Liu Shan's affairs.

Unpredictable vulgar plot.

After hearing this, Lin Yi didn't have much emotion. Although Liu Shan was unlucky, she was definitely not the worst in the circle.

At least she is still a well-known girl group idol, and the financial return alone is already quite a lot.

Lin Yi didn't want to inquire about her future plans, after all, the two of them had no friendship.But hearing what Gu Caiwei said, Liu Shan's mentality collapsed a bit, and she wondered if she could still do this business in the future.

"Should we call Peng Yuchen first, or should she call herself?"

"Let's report to Mr. Peng that he is safe first, and say that the person has been found. As for the matter of Sister Shan, I will tell Mr. Peng after she has considered it."

Peng Yuchen's reply was: "Understood, thank you."

What happened to Liu Shan didn't affect Lin Yi, but Gu Caiwei must have been touched. After hanging up the phone, she thought of a question.

"Lin Yi, do you think Mr. Peng knows?"

"what do you know?"

"It's sister Shan... those things before."

Lin Yi thought for a while and said realistically: "According to what you said, it's not the first time Liu Shan has had an abortion. If Peng Yuchen doesn't even know about it, then she knows too little about the artists under her banner."

"So, she has a high probability of knowing."

Gu Caiwei was silent when she heard the words.

Considering that Gu Caiwei was discussing contract renewal with Iron Eater Entertainment, Lin Yiduo said a few words.

"Peng Yuchen may not be a good person, nor may he be called a bad person. He is just a businessman."

"From her point of view, it's already a rule that she doesn't force her female artists, or matchmaking to create convenience for this."

"If they themselves want to fight for such an opportunity, as the boss, there is no reason and they cannot stop it."

"The atmosphere in the circle has become like this, and everyone is responsible. In the final analysis, it is inseparable from the word desire."

"Everyone dares to hear or not to believe the saying of getting out of the mud without being stained. But a hundred people have a hundred different looks, and some will follow the trend, and some will keep themselves clean."

"You didn't know this until today, did you?"

Lin Yi didn't care about that circle, all he cared about was this person in front of him.

"By the way, Liu Shan's incident reminded me that you will encounter some unexpected situations. For your safety, I will invite two more bodyguards to follow you."

With Gu Caiwei's current popularity, Peng Yuchen's security measures for her are already of the highest standard when going out for activities, but it's not a bad thing to add an extra insurance.

Gu Caiwei did not refuse, but seemed to remember something.

"Lin Yi, thank you."

"Thanks for what?"

"Before I was inside, Sister Shan asked me a question, and I just came back to my senses."

Lin Yi was curious: "What's the problem?"

Gu Caiwei tilted her head and said seriously: "She asked me just now, do I know how lucky I am?"

"I know."

"I knew from a young age that of all the children I was often the most favored, whether by peers or elders."

"My looks have brought me a lot of attention, mostly good intentions. Although it has caused trouble, I will not say against my will that it is not what I want."

"My family was originally very happy and harmonious, but later disbanded due to some accidents. This may be the biggest setback I have ever encountered in my life."

"But I'm lucky because neither my dad nor my mom loves me less because of their discord. Instead, they both want to give me more out of guilt that the family isn't complete."

"I grew up in such an environment and never worried about life itself. If I want, I can be a pampered little princess all my life."

"You see, I always knew."

Lin Yi smiled and said, "Gu Caiwei, are you showing off now?"

Gu Caiwei gave him a hammer: "Listen to me!"

"I met you in high school, and it just so happened that we both confirmed our feelings for each other."

"Many people have asked me what's special about you. I can't tell you about that delicate, subtle, girlish feeling, and I don't want to share it with anyone."

"I used to be worried because Jia Qi told me that first love is beautiful but cruel, and nine out of ten it is to be remembered and sentimental."

"But we didn't."

"After years of trekking, this feeling is still fresh, like old wine, brewing a more mellow aroma as the years go by."

"I'm capricious."

"Later I met Peng Yuchen, and she showed me another broad possibility, and I was immediately attracted by this rhetoric."

"Although my mother reminded me that this road is not easy to walk, I decided to go my own way."

"Looking back now, that decision was indeed hasty and impulsive. But you didn't reject me arbitrarily in the name of my goodness. You affirmed me with great tolerance and unlimited support."

"After my debut, things are more like a dream. I have won unprecedented honors, brilliance and achievements on this stage, which greatly exceeded my original expectations."

"I can enjoy the scenery here unscrupulously, keep out the bad side of this industry, and never worry about being too cold at the top."

"This is all the confidence you gave me."

"When I was still ignorant, my parents were taking precautions for me. They are not ordinary people. They may not have much to say in this industry, but they will try their best to protect me."

"And you, Lin Yi."

"When we first got together, I imagined many, many futures."

"Even the most bizarre of them is far from imagining the careers and lives we can have today, especially you."

"Your identity has changed drastically. I was in a trance for a short time. The things I am proud of are not worth mentioning to you. Your protection of me seems to be the holy light bestowed by the gods."