You ask me where I will go after I die, is there anyone who loves you?

……

"Ah..." Zhao Ya's head was emptied, and her mood seemed to be stained with ink, and she was extremely depressed.

Although she didn't understand these paragraphs, she could understand the general meaning.

This song seems to convey an emotion from a girl's perspective?

In this passage, Zhou Ye sang longing, which brings depression and gives people the most intuitive despair, and then no longer misses this world.

……

Zhao Ya didn't recover from that gloomy state when he almost heard the ending.

There is nothing more frightening than understanding a sad song... as if the world has turned dark.

However, Zhou Ye's singing never stopped, and the voice changed again, bringing people's despair and struggle in the dark depths.

It's too late, you used to laugh and cry

It's too late to catch your trembling arms

It's too late, no one will pick you up

It's too late, you obviously hate suffocation

……

"I used to laugh and cry, my trembling arms, no one redeemed me, I obviously hate this dirty society, why would I choose to let this society make me so dirty?"

After the whole song "Under the Sea", Zhao Ya seemed to have fallen into the bottom society (under the sea), unable to extricate herself, unable to struggle, eager to get up and continue running, but the ugly faces of people hurt herself again.

She fixed her eyes on the stage name 'Eleventh', and that expression was entwined with many emotions, such as longing, despair, suffocation, regret...

"I regret it, I really regret it..." Zhao Ya was lying on the bedside and weeping silently, tears falling down her beautiful face.

She was originally in a beautiful mood, but after listening to "Under the Sea", the whole person became gloomy and haggard, typically being "healed" of the soul.

……

At the same time, on the rooftop of a certain residential area, a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl was standing on the edge, connected to a phone.

"Dad, please don't force me. I'm under a lot of pressure from studying. I want to take a break, can I, Dad?"

On the other end of the phone, there was an angry voice: "You sit comfortably in the classroom all day long without being exposed to the wind and the sun. Are you stressed? Your father never said that he was stressed. I work on the construction site every day. Working, getting up early and working late at night, just to pay for your siblings to go to school, now you tell me that you are under a lot of pressure?"

The girl continued to beg bitterly: "Dad, can I just rest for a while?"

On the other side of the phone, the girl's father became more and more angry: "I will give you half an hour, either go back to school now, or go home now, and I will send you back to school tomorrow morning."

Soon, my father's phone was snatched by my mother, she said: "Qing'er, you climbed out of the wall in the middle of the night, and your class teacher's phone call came home, be obedient, go back to school, or go home now!"

Dad snatched the phone again: "Didn't go back to school in half an hour, come back on the weekend, I won't clean you up! The child's mother, you are used to it, what have you done to the child? Most of the night, like someone climbing a wall, I feel Cool? Sitting in the classroom all day with a fan blowing on the fan and reading books, what pressure do you think she has?"

The latter words were said by my father to my mother, with a growling tone.

Hearing it in the girl's ears was like a piercing chill. It was clearly her father, but why did she feel it was so strange!

There is a feeling that a good word is warm in three winters, and a bad word hurts people in June.

At this moment, the girl's mood was extremely depressed, her expression was distorted in pain, and she obviously had symptoms of depression.

In fact, she was on the roof of her own community. She had already left school at dinner time, but... she didn't have the courage to step into that house again.

She has nowhere to hide, feeling depressed, an emptiness that cannot be filled, on the path of endless desperation, exhausted physically and mentally, and a sense that has been shut down, no desire, only hopelessness, suffocation and despair...

She hung up the phone and opened a group called 'depression chat group'.

The group leader is a big V, a depression blogger, and her fans are more or less suffering from depression.

And the girl, who is a member of this depression exchange group, sent a message: "October 10th, at 24:00 in the middle of the night, I, Chen Qing, will bid farewell to this world. I hope the friends in the group can survive in the future. Get out of the most difficult and dark state, say goodbye to depression..."

Depression is an invisible killer, it will silently devour every depression patient's will to survive.

The girl in front of her had lost hope of living, her eyes and pretty face showed deep despair.

In this group, several group members also sent messages, the same as what Chen Qing posted, basically saying goodbye to this world...

It is also the last trace of them left in this world.

Before Chen Qing put down his phone and was about to jump off the building, the group owner, that is, the depression blogger, suddenly @Everyone: "Friends, we still have hope, the matter of the blooming Eleven and the first star Jiang Xinxin fighting songs Do you know? It doesn’t matter if you don’t know, I suggest you calm down and listen to the song "Under the Sea", after listening to it, you will find that there are people who understand us in this world!"

"Keep going, friends! We have been fighting the depression killer for so long, we can't admit defeat, take a few minutes to listen to that song "Under the Sea"!"

"Despair has never been our biggest opponent!"

After the group owner sent the message, he was still a little worried about the 'friends' in the group.

Although these group friends are all her fans, her original intention of establishing the group is to give the last hope to those suffering from depression.

Even if there is only a trace of warmth...

A high school girl named Chen Qing saw the group leader's @新闻, stopped the movement of her feet, squatted on the edge, opened a certain music app, searched for eleven, and found the song "Under the Sea" he posted.

"The bottom of the sea? Let this song be my trace and witness in this world, and then sink into the deepest bottom of the sea."

Without headphones, the volume can only be turned up slightly.

Although Chen Qing lost the will to live and his expression was numb, there was a moment of 'enjoyment' for a short moment.

She enjoyed these last moments...short and good.

Listening to "Under the Sea", she went from numbness at the beginning to strangeness, surprise, and despair.

The last despair is no longer the despair of the past, but the despair of new life.

In the past, Chen Qing was very lonely in her heart, longing for company, but also afraid of being accompanied, longing to be understood and understood...

"...that girl, before she sank to the bottom of the sea, was struggling, longing, and wanted to be redeemed. She obviously hated death, and struggled with every last bit of her strength. She never gave up..."

The "she" mentioned by Chen Qing runs through the entire underwater world. This song "Under the Sea" is expressed to the audience from this perspective, and conveys a kind of power to the depressed patients, a power of desperate struggle.

Chen Qing's tears fell silently, taking away the gloomy mood and the cool breeze in the middle of the night.

She slid down to the comment section of "Under the Sea", feeling the hope of 'living'.

"Ah, is this a healing song? After listening to "Under the Sea", I almost fell into depression!"

"I feel that this song "Under the Sea" is written for depression. I don't know if I have depression, but I have listened to it twice, and now I feel very comfortable physically and mentally, and have been relieved..."

"This is the real healing system!"

"Damn, am I the only one being depressed?"

"Oh... I really want to catch my sister and scold her a hundred times. You say, a person is not afraid of death, why should he be afraid of living? It's a pity, I can no longer talk to her..."

"Eleven, you really... understand us too well."

"Blooming is really not a lie, this is a brand new healing genre, my soul has been healed..."

"Did I go to the wrong set? You were all healed? Why did I feel a little depressed after listening to it twice..."

"..."

At this moment, some of the audience who have listened to "Under the Sea" are in a warm and healing atmosphere, their minds are stretched, and their bodies and minds are relaxed.

The desperate girl in the underwater world took away their (their) gloomy mood, and also took away the bleakness of the night.

Chen Qing read these comments, tears fell on the screen at some point, she looked at the silent night sky, "Yeah, I'm not even afraid of death, am I afraid of living?"

She was asking herself, wanting a definite answer.

After 1 minute, her numb face began to glow with vitality.

The gloomy mood dissipated.

Only when you are in despair can you empathize.

And in that depression exchange group, many members came out and bubbled up:

"Ah, group leader, who is the lyricist of this treasure?"

"If it wasn't for the group leader, I wouldn't even know there was another lyricist named Eleven."

"I feel that this song "Under the Sea" is written for those of us who are experiencing despair..."

"It turns out that I am not alone in this world. Eleven expresses to us a desperate underwater world in his way, from longing to struggle, and finally to suffocation of despair."

"Didn't we survive that state? Eleven, I've already paid attention to him."

"Eleventh, I love first, and I will not be alone on the road to healing from now on!"

"I really didn't expect that there would be a lyricist who healed us in his own way."

"That singer named Zhou Ye is also great. She sings so desperately. It feels like she is also suffering from depression."

"What kind of helplessness did Eleven go through to write this kind of song?"

"..."

Looking at the active communication among the group of friends, the old Chen Qing seemed to no longer exist, replaced by a tenacious female warrior.

at the same time.

Blooming's official website released a new update.

This post was neither posted by Director Lai nor edited by Lao Liu.

It was Lin Yao.

[I hope that through songs, I can express to you a world that only desperate people understand. The world is depressed and impermanent, and there are so many things going on. Sing for depression...]

In the eyes of Chen Qing and the members of the depression exchange group, the concise words pushed them from the sea to the shore like waves, and they were given new hope.

……

PS: Listening to the bottom of the sea and reading this chapter on a rainy night is even better, double the 'healing'.

Chapter 73 It seems to be depressed, but it doesn't seem to be cured

This night, many people are destined to suffer from insomnia.

The hopeless are healed, and the cheerful are depressed.

at the same time.

A high-end sea view community.

Zhou Ye sat on the balcony and looked at the silent night sky, allowing himself to be hit by the cold wind, and his emotions were gradually 'healed' under the beating waves.

"I obviously sang this song, why do I feel so bad after listening to it a few times?"

Zhou Ye knew that his desperate state was fake when recording, but now after listening...

He's all bad.

Coupled with the sound of the waves on the coast and the breath of the sea, the mood is extremely depressed.

"Lin Yao, he really is a potential songwriter, and he just showed such an amazing talent with a bronze medal..." Zhou Ye felt that those promotional slogans were not exaggerated enough.

Isn't it so fucking healing that directly promoting "Under the Sea" will heal the hearts and emotions of listeners across the Internet?

Director Liu of the Propaganda Department is still conservative.

"Alas... It's just that Lin Yao only got the bronze medal now, and I don't know when he will be able to write a song comparable to "Under the Sea" again."

For some reason, Zhou Ye couldn't help but associate Singer and Lin Yao together.

It would be great if Lin Yao had the gold medal now, so that Zhou Ye could wait.

It's a pity that Lin Yao is still a bronze medalist, and it's not realistic for a bronze medalist to win a singer.

When Lin Yao has the strength to be the king of singers, I don't know what year and month it will be.

……

There are many people who have been 'cured' like Zhou Ye.

For example, Li Hansheng was sitting on his balcony smoking, and the whole balcony was filled with smoke.

He smoked two packs of cigarettes and couldn't figure out why Lin Yao, a pervert, could write such a healing song in a short period of time.

Coupled with the fact that it is the dead of night, Li Hansheng's heart is extremely depressed at this time, like a person walking in a dark alley without seeing his fingers, gloomy, suffocated, and yearning for light.

After listening to "Under the Sea", he was in a bad mood.

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