Ye Heng didn't go to the beautiful country, but went back to the dragon country directly.
He knows his situation, and he may die at any time. If he wants to survive, staying in the beautiful country is indeed the best choice.
But Ye Heng suddenly felt tired.
For five or six months, he took medicine once a week, and he could hear the voice constantly roaring in his ears every night.
All this made him feel physically and mentally exhausted.
He found that living now became something far more terrifying than death, and death became a kind of relief instead.
As long as he is dead, even if people insult him loudly in front of his grave, he can deal with it calmly.
But he is afraid of living, because if he lives, it seems that he is waiting for his secret to be revealed every day, living in pain forever.
Ye Heng even thought about committing suicide directly, and it was over.
But in the end he gave up this idea because he didn't want to hurt people who cared about him.
So now Ye Heng's idea is also very simple.
It's time to make a film, it's time to make a film, it's time to inject.
Then when he was waiting, he suddenly died accidentally.
This might be the best ending for him.
And after seeing through death, Ye Heng felt relieved about his life.
He and the company asked for a crew, and a group of unknown young actors to make a movie with them.
But this time, what Ye Heng shot was not those well-known blockbusters, nor the shocking visual effects.
Ye Heng chose a shooting method that has almost disappeared - black and white film!
"Twelve Angry Men", "Witness for the Prosecution", "Psycho"...
These past masterpieces, the glorious era of black and white movies, Ye Heng began to reproduce them one by one.
But I don't know if it was influenced by the demons in my heart, or simply didn't want to.
These films have not been considered for release since the shooting stage.
They seem to have become some kind of private collection, and they can be photographed in a box.
Then I took the time to edit slowly, using the best techniques to restore them one by one, that period of black and white film history that had already disappeared in the long river of history.
These are films that almost no one, other than the crew who read the screenplay, returns to their existence.
Moreover, Ye Heng also signed a confidentiality agreement with these people. Even if they die, they will never reveal these movies.
After Ye Heng finished editing them, he sat quietly in his private cinema, watching the movie he had made.
Watching these movies that belonged to him alone, the guilt in his heart seems to have finally been relieved by a rare bit.
And John became the only audience of these films shot by Ye Heng.
He looked at the movie canvas and pressed the colors that were not brilliant, but the plot inside always attracted him deeply.
In "Twelve Angry Men", people have a wonderful debate on whether a child is guilty or not. Most people feel guilty, and finally, under the efforts of one person, everyone decides to change the verdict of innocence.
In "Witness for the Prosecution", there are many wonderful reversals, each of which is unexpected, but each time is logical and reasonable, and everything looks so emotional.
There is also "Psycho", although the beginning of the movie is a bit lengthy, but the more you look at the back, the more exciting the story is.
Especially when the last scene where all the truth was revealed, even John felt a little shocked.
In addition, Ye Heng has also shot many black and white films.
Because these black and white movies do not require too many technical means, and there are no special effects requirements.
Basically, one or two scenes, and then a group of actors, with the acting on the face and the lines in the mouth, to constantly attract people's attention.
That incomparably wonderful performance told John again and again that Ye Heng was definitely a genius.
Even after watching some movies five or six times, he still finds them so interesting.
Every shot is carefully crafted and appears thoughtful, and every actor performs at his best.
In the year after returning to Dragon Country, Ye Heng was almost shooting these pure black and white movies.
According to the rest schedule given by John, I go to bed and eat on time every day.
The days of pain have not decreased, but Ye Heng has learned not to let two days of pain interfere with five days of happiness.
Besides making movies, Ye Heng's only remaining entertainment is watching movies.
Look at the black-and-white films I made.
Put the movie on, sit quietly in the seat, and watch these black and white movies like ink paintings.
And John always sat behind him and watched these movies with him.
This time it was "[-] Angry Men". John had to admit that even though he had watched it many times, he still couldn't resist the charm of this movie.
But this time, he seemed more curious about Ye Heng than watching a movie, and wanted to ask Ye Heng writing questions.
"Why are you making these movies in black and white?"
Hearing this, Ye Heng was taken aback for a moment, but then a smile appeared on his face.
"Because that's the way they are."
Now John was stunned, looking at Ye Heng in a daze.
"That's how it was?"
At that moment, a thought suddenly popped into Ye Heng's mind.
Tell John?Tell John all this?
But, where should I speak?
Tell John that he doesn't actually belong to this world, but that he comes from a parallel world.
And all the movies I shot come from a system in my mind.
I just copied all the resources in it, and changed the name of the director.
But then, would John trust himself?
No, Ye Heng thinks it's probably not, and John may even think he's crazy.
Under the multiple intrusions of cancer and drugs and the voice in my head, I was driven crazy.
That's why I said such strange things.
And if he kept insisting that what he said did not lie to him, he would probably be taken to the brain department for a look, and after confirming that there was no system in his brain, he would show Ye Heng all the test results.
When the time comes, Ye Heng will either continue to insist on his own opinion and tell everyone that he has a system in his mind and that he does not belong to this world.
Then he will be thrown into a mental hospital to start treatment.
Of course, this is just a joke, they won't really throw him in that kind of place, but they will definitely find ways to make him "normal".
Or, he gave up on this idea and told them that he came up with such a whimsical thing because he watched too many movies and was dazzled by the plot.
So after a long silence, a smile appeared on Ye Heng's face.
"Yes, that's how it is. It's black and white in my mind."
Chapter 521 Full of Sadness
John froze for a moment. Although he didn't fully understand what Ye Heng meant, he didn't say anything, but continued watching the movie.
But halfway through, Ye Heng suddenly thought of something, and a smile appeared on his face.
"You know, you're not the first to see, no, the first to know the story."
Hearing this, John had a look of curiosity on his face.
At this time, Ye Heng seemed to have completely let go of himself.
Under the weight of cancer and mental torment, everything else seemed like a happy memory.
"During my world travels, I mean the first time, the time I went to receive the award."
"Adrian was with me then, remember?"
John nodded, of course he remembered that it was when he had a conflict with those bastards in Sicily.
"I don't know where to start talking to you."
Ye Heng said, his eyes were a little rosy, and a trace of sadness welled up in his heart.
But the sadness gave him a better feeling than he had ever felt before.
It's not like the feeling that demon made him feel.
It's like walking on the path after the rain, the sky is gloomy, and the dark clouds cover people, but people don't feel any discomfort.
John looked at Ye Heng. Although Ye Heng had been very calm these past few days, he knew very well that Ye Heng was not doing well, even a little depressed.
It's just that he chooses to ignore it himself, but these problems don't mean that he doesn't exist because you ignore them.
"Tell me about it, I want to know this girl's story."
John said, wanting Ye Heng to open his closed heart.
He remembered that Dr. Lopes and Alice's psychiatrist had said that Ye Heng had mental problems again, but he was unwilling to tell them.
But at this time, John mistakenly thought that this girl was the knot in Ye Heng's heart, and he wanted to help Ye Heng solve him.
Ye Heng smiled and thought for a moment.
"That girl, named Chu Yixi, is bleeding in Paris, University of Arts and Sciences, Department of Literature."
Hearing the name, John immediately reacted.
this girl!It really was her!
He still remembered Ye Heng's playful appearance back then.
He thought Ye Heng had forgotten it, but it seemed he hadn't.
"The story of our encounter is somewhat like a movie."
Having said this, Ye Heng had a smile on his face.
"I was traveling with Zhang Wenke and Chen Shi. We were supposed to fly to Paris, but the plane encountered a storm and we had to change trains."
"As for my mobile phone, it happened to be raining and I couldn't use it. They were afraid that I would be bored, so they lent me the MP3."
"And just as the train was about to arrive at the station, I went to the toilet."
Ye Heng said with a smile on his face.
John also smiled. He liked this story and Ye Heng told him the story, and hoped that he could help Ye Heng solve his knot.
"So they forgot about me and left."
"When I went back, everything was gone, my phone was wet and I couldn't use it, and I couldn't speak French."
"No way, I had to go to the only girl in the car who seemed to be able to speak Chinese and ask her."
"Is she that girl?" John asked curiously, "Chu Yixi?"
Ye Heng nodded.
"Yes, it's her."
"I went up to her and asked where some of the people there had gone, and she said she got off at Gare de Paris, and I felt terrible."
"And she seemed to see my embarrassment, so she invited me to their house, and when it was dawn the next day, she was helping me to call the police."
"But the next day, we didn't call the police immediately. I was tired during that time and ran around every day. I wanted to relax, so I asked him to take me on a trip."
"We also met the police on the way, they seemed to be looking for me, so she and I hid in a fitting room of a shop."
Having said this, Ye Heng smiled again.
And John also saw that these seemed to be Ye Heng's best memories.
"At that time, we didn't know each other well. Even though we liked each other, we were still a little embarrassed to do anything."
"We look elsewhere and try not to fall on each other, but we always fall on each other."
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