I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

　　Although the compound eyes were all killed, the busyness on the battlefield never stopped.

　　 Engineering ships and medical ships shuttle around to clean the battlefield. The work includes rescue of the wounded, storage of corpses, and repair of equipment.

　　 There are also many professional soldiers carefully driving fighters and small warships close to the wreck of the ball ship, using barrage guns to neutralize the physical toxins that continue to float from the prismatic area.

　　 The scene looks quiet and busy.

　　 The war is finally over, people's faces linger with joy most of the time, but when it comes to finding the broken bodies of their comrades in the twisted metal, it is difficult to conceal the sadness.

　　 A large medical ship docked next to the commander-in-chief. In the medical room, Chen Feng and Tang Tianxin were lying side by side in two multi-functional treatment cabins.

　　Chen Feng's skin cracked, and the blood that burst out stained the nutrient solution in the treatment cabin pink.

　　 He didn't finish the treatment just now, the pressure on the body to control the star front colossus is extremely great, and he rushed forward in front of the ball battleship, completing a series of extremely high-risk operations.

　　 The aftermath of the two shocks he received with the neutron shield and the armor against the ball warship was enough for him to drink a pot.

Later, he left the back armor in place and manipulated the huge star front colossus to escape. The curvature-like membrane structure layer of the colossus foot and the surface of the ball ship swelled violently, causing the shock to be more horrible. That is, he not only has a high degree of awakening, but also a recovery factor.

　　 The Colossus armor is not damaged.

　　 At this time, his star colossus and galactic war armor are beside the medical ship, and are being quickly repaired by dozens of large engineering ships.

　　Chen Feng himself was greatly shocked.

　　 had a sigh of relief before, as long as he was still alive and still moving, he was too lazy to control.

　　 Now that the war has come to an end, as soon as he relaxes his breath, he quickly runs back to receive treatment.

　　 Tang Tianxin is no better than him.

　　 It's just that the injuries of the two are slightly different. Chen Feng's injury is on his body, while Tang Tianxin's injury is in his brain.

In this super large-scale battle lasting just half an hour, her brain has to maintain extremely high-intensity operations at all times, not only to control the overall situation, but also to specific regional battlefields, and even some special battles. individual.

　　 In order to reduce casualties as much as possible, she repeatedly used subtle radiation to stimulate the brain to improve her battlefield judgment instincts and brain wave transmission efficiency. Until now, dark injuries have accumulated and her face is gray and dying.

　　 But what really caused her pain was not the torture on the physical level, but the moment when the war ended, her heart was full of irresistible guilt.

　　If she compares her heart to a real heart, the guilt is the black vines planted on it.

　　 As one report after another of damage and death was delivered to her eyes, black vines quickly rooted and sprouted on her heart, and the barbed roots were ripped apart and fleshed into it.

　　Every time when the root whisks down, it will bring tears of pain after another, so when she and Chen Feng said the three words "end", the tone will be different.

　　 For a moment, she wanted to kill herself by pulling a gun, but she wanted to see Chen Feng again, still thinking about her daughter in her belly, barely survived.

　　 Now, when Chen Feng also lay in the treatment cabin next to him, the torture of the heart-breaking lungs was slightly alleviated a little bit insignificantly.

　　 At the beginning, Chen Feng didn't realize the change of her mentality. After all, in the previous timeline, she may have a stronger willpower than Chen Feng herself.

Chen Feng first chatted with her casually and talked about the information he just found in the compound eyes of the bedroom array of the compound eyes, and then concluded: "In the past, we knew nothing about the compound eyes civilization, and other warships used curvature mode to bend around in the air. , It can make me feel oppressed from fear to nausea."

"We were fooled again and again by "Song of the World". The soldiers died under quantum entanglement before they approached, and I felt like I was watching a supernatural horror movie. Especially when the eyes of the compound eyes I couldn’t describe the feeling I had at the time when the particle bomb was dropped. The scene was magnificent and terrifying, and my hands and feet were numb.”

"But now, I want to understand. Humans are actually very capable of thinking. When the human brain responds instinctively to fear of unknown things, there is actually another psychological change. That is curiosity. The essence of fear is not Let us be scared to death, but to ignite our curiosity."

"The more we are afraid of something, and the stronger our curiosity, the more we want to explore the truth behind it. Just like the audience of magicians, even if they know that magic secrets will make the performance uninteresting, they still want to know why. "

"After understanding why, whether it is curiosity or fear, it will eventually become boring, and I feel that this is not the case. The compound eyes are now like this in my eyes, and those infected by Z bacteria in the mass extinction in the twenty-sixth century Animals make no difference."

　　 "Maybe the compound eye is itself just a hornet in a certain Earth-like planet that has been reproduced by a single cell after being infected with Z bacteria? It's just that they were born early and the universe gave them enough time."

　　 His tone is very relaxed.

　　Tang Tianxin nodded sullenly, "I just read the analysis report of the Science Executive Committee, and the probability you said is more than 50%."

　　Chen Feng turned his head and glanced through the transparent cover of the two-layer treatment cabin, and landed on her side face.

　　 Just now she kept facing her back, and didn't let herself see the face, but now she saw the side face, and she found something wrong.

　　 An hour ago, she was radiant, she looked forward to her eyebrows, her eyes were firm, and she showed the strong confidence of high-level decision makers.

　　In just one hour, she had some cheekbones protruding and her eyes deep.

　　 Most importantly, she lost the sharpness of the past in her eyes.

　　 "How about Ou Qinglan over there? Just now I saw that the space station of the research center is very close and has entered the range of the enemy ship."

　　Tang Tianxin shook his head, "She's okay, good luck, and the space station retreated in time after collecting the data."

　　 But she immediately said again: "But there were still some accidental casualties. Dr. Dong Shan exploded and sacrificed while analyzing the blade arm fragments.

　　Chen Feng was stunned, and the subconscious appearance of the old guy came to his mind, and he remembered the old man's generous "Cosmic Memory Theory" in the last timeline.

　　 This time clearly won, but I never thought that the old man had no chance to say his last words.

　　If you don’t ask yourself, the old man will go quietly and quietly.

　　 doesn't know how many people have been sacrificed.

　　Chen Feng finally remembered to take a look at the death situation, and then he stopped breathing.

　　The eight regular military theaters do not save one at this time.

　　The casualties of the reserve army also exceeded 70%.

　　The total number of people killed was 29.6 billion.

　　 is not a million, not a million.

　　 41 billion people participated in the war, and only 11.4 billion remained after this war.

　　Chen Feng had speculated that the death would be very serious, but when the statistics really appeared in front of him, it still shocked him.

　　 He awakened in horror and suddenly understood Tang Tianxin's mood.

　　I lost my comrades in the timeline again and again, and my feelings gradually became numb.

Because I never expect to win, I am determined to be anesthetized. I always believe that I can still meet these comrades in the future. So when I see these people sacrifice, I will immediately pull away from my heart and rush into the next battle nonstop, forgetting Sad.

　　When he was convinced that he would see him again in the future, he had lost his instinct to look back at those who pushed himself forward with his back.

　　 I... I became so cold-blooded.

"Ugh!"

　　 Chen Feng also sighed, both for the dead and for himself.

　　He knows that it is not good, but it is difficult to change and easy to do.

　　Tang Tianxin raised his hand hard, rubbed his eyes, and apologized: "Sorry, I should have been happy."

　　Chen Feng stunned, she actually formed a self-blame personality?

　　 He smiled and shook his head, "You don't need to apologize."

　　Thought for a while, he said again: "You don't have to apologize to others, you did nothing wrong, you have perfectly fulfilled the responsibility of a chief commander."

　　Tang Tianxin knew that he had been seen through, "But I should do better. Just two hours, just a war...oh..."

　　 "It's not us who started the war. We are too backward in the level of science and technology. It is already good to win. There is no need to demand perfection."

"But the person who gave the order was me." Tang Tianxin smiled reluctantly. "In fact, I have learned all these psychological enlightenment things. I wasn't really a sentimental person, but there were too many people killed, so much. Now."

　　Chen Feng was silent for a long time.

　　He remembered a psychological trauma disease, called post-war psychological syndrome, which is one of PTSD.

　　 Many war heroes who did not blink in the battlefield in wartime were unable to escape, and were still tortured until many years after they retired.

　　Higher commander-level disease rates are higher.

　　Tang Tianxin's stress response came quickly, and it was a little faster than Chen Feng's imagination. It may be related to her excessive brain use, and even to the number of terrible deaths.

　　 If humans set foot on the universe in the future and become a huge race across the galaxy, and participate in a larger civilized war, perhaps humans can slowly adapt to this scale of sacrifice of hundreds of millions.

　　 But it is too early.

　　 Although the footprints of mankind have spread all over the solar system, but one day without going out, one day without leaving the category of humans on earth, it is not a universe civilization.

　　 This is the first time that humans have participated in space wars, and Tang Tianxin is the first real war commander in space.

　　 She could hardly find the experience of her predecessors to learn from and learn from, nor did she experience the cosmic civilization-level worldview that gradually formed after hundreds of thousands of years of edification.

　　 In fact, she has already achieved the ultimate strength that a human can do.

　　Chen Feng is a different kind. His life experience out of the dilemma of thinking does not come from the expansion of space, but from the deepening of the time level.

　　 He has it, others don't.

　　 This is not the feeling that can be obtained by simply reading his memory videos, no matter how immersive it is, it is not deep enough.

　　 For this timeline's mom, the sacrificed person can't come again.

　　Tang Tianxin asked again: "You said, am I embarrassing?"

　　Chen Feng shook his head, "Actually, okay, you didn't show this in front of others. I bet that even if you are returned to your post to command the next war, there is no problem."

　　 "Well, of course." Tang Tianxin nodded.

　　 "It's not yet time to relax, the sun dome is still there, cheering up."

　　 "Okay, let's wake up and play a game of chess."

"no problem."

　　 The two went to sleep.

　　In the sleep state, the body and brain recover the fastest, from ancient times to the present.

　　About eight hours later, Chen Feng was awakened by the "people" in a daze.

　　 He opened his eyes reluctantly, with heavy eyelids, like hanging two shots.

　　 This is the result of the quick recovery medicine he used previously and the forced overdraft without cure.

　　Medical staff did not make jokes with him. According to the conventional wisdom, he now wants to be completely relieved, at least having to go through a period of rest for several months.

　　 It's useless to change a new body, the brain can't be changed, and intracranial hemorrhage is just as deadly.

　　 However, Chen Feng has a resuscitation factor in his body, and his recovery speed is much faster than that of ordinary people. His tolerance ability is also much stronger. At present, it seems that he will sleep again, and he will recover to 70% by noon tomorrow.

　　 The person who woke him up was a star.

　　 "Stop sleeping, I have something to tell you."

　　Chen Feng still wanted to sleep, motionless, too lazy to say, only responded in his heart: "What is it?"

　　Fan Xing's next sentence scared him off on the spot.

"The compound wisdom’s quantum wisdom center is in that prismatic area, and the engineering staff cannot open it, nor can it be closed. The confrontation between my compound compounder’s quantum wisdom and the compound wisdom has not stopped for a moment, and it has continued until now. It must be decided now. ."

　　Chen Feng quickly asked: "How is the situation?"

　　 "It's not ideal. Although I'm not convinced, I must admit reality. In terms of the stability of the logical framework, data throughput and self-expanding ability, I'm not as good as the quantum wisdom of the compound eye who has no personality at all."

　　Chen Feng thought about it and asked, "Is there a powerful programmer for compound eyes?"

　　 "No~www.readwn.com~ The opponent and my architecture are very different. I am a product of human programming, and the other side seems to be the product of simplifying biological intelligence first and then digitizing it."

　　Chen Feng thought for a while, ""Song of the World"?"

"Correct."

　　 "Ah!" Chen Feng sighed.

　　 is very angry. It seems that not only humans are absorbing compound eyes, but also compound eyes are absorbing people.

　　 This hand relied on the melody extracted from the human gold record to reverse the "Song of the World", and in turn created the operation of quantum intelligence, the degree of coquettishness is almost catching up with him.

　　No wonder the main material of the ball-shaped warship is so old, the half-life monitoring is up to 500,000 years, but the things in the prismatic area look quite new.

The 　　 ball-shaped warship must have undergone an upgrade before it was launched.

　　Chen Feng asked again: "So what should I do now?"

"My only advantage is higher power, but high power is only able to support my DDoS attack. If I don't want to go all out and continue to struggle with it, I can't fight each other. When I am completely deciphered, I will definitely lose. Then I will be infiltrated and merged by the other party’s quantum wisdom, and by that time..."

　　Chen Feng: "Will you become part of each other? Will humans lose control of all smart devices?"

　　Fanxing: "Yes, I have no choice. All our weapons will become other people's things. So I have to work hard. Before I start, I will just inform you. I am not here to ask for your consent."

　　Chen Feng nodded dumbly, "I... I get it. Go."

"Okay, bye."