I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

　　 Today, when I reached the upper limit, it was free.

　　 Uploaded the first chapter on November 16, 2019, and he was ashamed.

　　On December 01, 2019, it was recommended for the popular serial water test at 60,000 words, with a weekly increase of 600, which was not good.

　　2019.12.08, 80,000 words appeared on the recommendation of the new book of science fiction, a weekly increase of 800, confused and anxious.

　　2019.12.15, 120,000 words boarded the category and pushed strongly, a weekly increase of 700, five thunders.

　　 I was thinking, is this world wrong, or am I wrong.

　　 What did I do wrong? Or has the era eliminated me?

　　 I began to want to face my incompetence. I couldn't write enough to be satisfying. At a glance, I would deeply like the cool text.

　　 I began to question my story, whether it is necessary to continue.

　　 I have always said to myself that writing novels should be as much as possible, and there is so little insignificant pursuit.

　　 Don’t be so tall, but you can be ashamed if you are fed and fed.

　　 Therefore, I always thought that the story constructed with care will definitely be appreciated by readers.

　　 I know that this book still violates the current trend.

　　 It's slow, and it's clearly science fiction, but the start is a standard urban entertainment.

　　 I do have such a hand in writing about the city, and many people asked me, you are clearly writing about the city, why run science fiction?

　　Science fiction is not infinite flow, is the world of black technology? Yeah, you want to write this sci-fi sci-fi at the starting point, do you really want to go bankrupt?

　　 I choked without words, and I don't know how to answer.

　　 I confess. Really, I didn’t think that much, but after experiencing the three-day eunuchs in 2019, I asked myself again and again in the night, what should I do? How can it last?

　　 Except for changing lines and changing jobs, I couldn't think of a way.

　　Many readers know that I used to be environmentally friendly, and have some achievements. I attended the school’s classmate meeting and chatted with my university tutor. He heard about my job search intentions. A week later, a technical vice president’s offer was already in front of me, and the monthly salary was not high, but not low.

　　If I take this offer and return to a position in the environmental protection industry, then in the future, I can only and must take responsibility for my family, and I can no longer be distracted.

　　 Finally, I made a decision that my family didn't understand and opened a new book.

　　 I thought that the story I devised with all my heart and effort, and not to mention how good the results were, was always recognized by some **** readers. Just like when I wrote the first order of 263, "Bringing the Goddess with me" to 4.22 million words, each ordering 2,800, selling the copyright of the comics, it is quite high in the daily sales of Tencent comics.

　　I thought I could, but the reality poured me a pot of cold water.

　　 I can't deny that the recommendation score just started, it's really bad, so I shouldn't have sanjiang push.

　　 No one can guess what kind of mentality when I know that it is impossible to recommend any more, the public chapter will reach 300,000 words in the numbness of perseverance, and ask the editor to directly put it on the shelf.

　　The four thousand collection at that time. What I think about is that there are so many people starting to watch piracy now. The book review area is still stagnant. Only a few old hardcores such as Ye Feng are still encouraging me. I think my subscription will not be good.

　　If the first order is less than two hundred, the order-to-receipt ratio is 20:1, just like this industry to say goodbye, continue to repair the sewage treatment station.

　　 But the ending is a bit awkward.

　　 First order 300.

　　 I can't get up.

　　 is higher than I expected, but still not enough to feed.

　　 I started asking myself again.

　　Do you want to stick to it? What was my dream?

　　What kind of book do you want to write? Tell a story?

　　Do you still fail the trust and expectation of readers again and again?

　　 In the numb update, I considered for two days and decided to continue.

　　 What happened next, many new readers will know.

　　 Brothers gave me a lot of chapter pushes. I haven't let go of good brothers who can almost PY.

　　 I didn't actually want to push like this before.

　　 But I found myself an extremely shameless reason.

For survival.

　　 is both the survival of life and the last ember of a dream to write a good story.

　　 I will use my shamelessness to let it reignite.

　　 So I did it.

　　 I specifically asked which brothers asked Zhang Tui. Everyone should have read it in my last comment.

　　 Frankly speaking, I didn't have much hope for Zhang Tui, but what I didn't expect was that when the brothers' Zhang Tui were all in place, my average booking rose from more than 200 to 800.

　　 Then, came a silver alliance.

　　The order is quickly over 1,000.

　　 I counted it once. If the daily change is 8,000, and the average monthly subscription is 1,000, the monthly manuscript fee can be six or seven thousand. Although it still cannot solve the debt problem, it finally has some sense of persistence.

　　Unconsciously, another twenty days passed.

　　 I waited for free for a limited time. I once despised it, but now it is a great recommendation for life-saving straw.

　　Frankly speaking, this should be the only recommendation that can give a serious performance to this writing~www.readwn.com~ The previous test recommendation, the editor is not thin, is the problem of the book itself.

　　 But this time, I can get free for a limited time, and I can finally tell everyone aloud that my spirit of writing a book is alive again.

　　As long as I work hard, treat my books with my heart, and insist on it, I can feed myself and my family by telling stories.

　　I am also very thankful for my previous persistence.

　　 did not live up to the failure of 2019, and hope that 2020 will be better for me.

　　I don’t know what effect this limit can achieve and how many subscriptions can be increased, but it should always be better than before.

　　 My last book was "Catch the Demon Dad", 2.2 million words, 3800 books.

　　 I will still run hard to catch up with myself.

　　 I still firmly believe that science fiction is the story I want to tell the most.

　　 I still firmly believe that no matter the starting point, or any place to read novels, there are still a group of readers who like to watch science fiction.

　　 Today's mood is more complicated, and the words are messy.

　　The kings, encourage together

　　On March 21, 2020, [Starting point*中##￥￥%文*&……%%网-火中物].

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