I became auspicious

Duan Xuefu burst into tears. She stroked Zhao Jihuan's cheek, but Zhao Jihuan always kept smiling. However, his eyes turned to me. My heart tightened and I pinched my thigh hard. The pain made me burst into tears.

I pretended to be panicked, turned around and ran out of the hall. As soon as I arrived at the door of the East Palace, I met Duan Jinxu. I hurriedly pulled him aside and asked in a low voice:"Why has the plan changed to this now? My acting skills are not that good, what should I do?"

Duan Jinxu also lowered his voice and replied:"There is nothing you can do, just think about it. Brother Prince is really going to die. What will you do? Not just cry, right?"

I wanted to say something more, but I saw Zhao Jiyuan running from the corner. I immediately covered my face and pretended to be devastated, turned around and ran away. I only heard Zhao Jiyuan ask anxiously:"What's wrong with the prince brother?"

Duan Jinxu pulled Zhao Jiyuan and said in a bitter tone:"Go in and have a look!"

Sitting alone in the palace, I fell into deep thought. Recalling what Duan Xuefu said, I originally thought I could perform my role well, but being in the East Palace, the actual experience made me realize that I couldn't cry at all, but I couldn't let him see the flaws. Do I need to pinch myself every time to induce tears?

I shook my head, and A Xu's words came to mind:"If Zhao Jihuan is really going to die, what will I do?" This man was poisoned after blocking the sword for me, and I liked him, but now he Caught on the verge of life and death, he was enduring three days of painful torture. Undoubtedly, during these three days, my heart must have been filled with guilt, heartache, and pain. I will do my best to care about him and take care of him. I can't cry and I can't let him worry about me.

So, I firmly thought about these thoughts and tried to brainwash myself. I need to put aside all distractions and feel the feelings of guilt and concern wholeheartedly.

After sitting for a while, I stood up and walked into the kitchen. There was a faint smell of fireworks filling the kitchen, and various ingredients were arranged in an orderly manner. I took a deep breath and got busy!

Then I put the vegetables in the food box and walked into the bedroom. I sat down and rubbed the small wooden sign in my arms! The emotion of longing slowly overflows! Tears fell down drop by drop! Thinking that the chance of going home is very low, maybe you won’t be able to go back in this life! My throat became sore and tears burst out! I buried my head and cried!

It's been a while! I wiped my tears with my handkerchief.

I walked to the door of the East Palace. Shao Wensheng at the door looked at me, saluted, and opened the door!

I took a deep breath, carefully put the cooked dishes into the exquisite food box, and then walked into the palace with it. There was silence in the palace, only the sound of my gentle footsteps echoed.

After I sat down, my hands involuntarily rubbed the small wooden sign in my arms. That was a gift from Zhao Jihuan to me. The feeling of longing is like a trickle, which gradually merges into a hot current and wells up in my heart. My tears couldn't help but fall down and wet my clothes. My throat felt sore when I thought that the chance of going home was so slim, that maybe I would never be able to return to the place I was familiar with in this life. The endless sadness and loss made me unable to control myself, and tears burst out like a dam. I buried my head in my head and cried, letting the pain and helplessness in my heart fully release.

After a long time, I gently wiped the tears on my face with a handkerchief, trying to calm down my emotions. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down.

I walked to the door of the East Palace. Shao Wensheng was guarding the door. When he saw me coming, he saluted respectfully and opened the door for me. I nodded slightly and walked inside.

As soon as I walked in, I saw Zhao Jihuan sitting alone on the chair next to the desk, and there was no one around him. When he saw me coming in, he immediately stood up and walked quickly to me.

Zhao Jihuan's face was full of concern and tenderness. His eyes stayed on me for a moment, and finally settled on my red and swollen eyes. He was obviously distressed, his brows were furrowed, and his voice was slightly trembling as he said,"I'm fine."

He stretched out his hand and touched my face gently. His fingers were slightly cold, but they carried a reassuring power.

I raised my head and tried to smile, trying to comfort him

"Don't worry, I'm fine." I said softly, trying to sound firm.