I am a Good Man

"I think it's a deal that's not worth it." Ji Yang blurted out this sentence, and just now there were messy calculations in his mind.

After saying this, he was stunned.

"What is a deal that is not worth it?" Zhang Ruowan's eyes turned red, "Do you regret giving birth to him with me? Has he dragged you down? Do you think it would be better without him?"

She knew that Ji Yang didn't like children very much at first. He had told her before that the effort in raising children was not proportional to the reward.

However, their child has been born, and she feels that he will always change over time. Moreover, can this kind of thing be measured by rewards?

"That's not what I meant." Ji Yang also sat up and explained, "I told you before that we show him the world because we are his parents, and all efforts are one-sided without expecting anything in return. "

"I just think it's tiring to raise children, but I don't regret it."

The original owner's emotions got better after he suppressed them, and he was also influenced by Xiao Ji's classmates, and now he has more fatherly love.

However, he is not yet fully able to give without any regrets, because his originally selfish temperament is still difficult to completely reverse. Even if he pretends to be very good, he still has some negative emotions in his heart.

For example, the original owner thought that children were born to suffer and should not come to this world to suffer.

"Everyone is tired, and I am tired too, but the baby is growing up day by day. I think it is worth it." Zhang Ruowan recalled the sadness of more than a year. From pregnancy to childbirth, the hardships were worse than those in the past 20 years. The years add up to more.

"I will play the role of a father and try my best to do my best." Ji Yang promised.

Zhang Ruowan knew she couldn't force him, but what Ji Yang said made her uncomfortable, but she could only accept it.

What she hopes her child will have is the father's natural love for him, instead of pretending.

One night, neither of them slept.

In the days that followed, Zhang Ruowan felt sorry for Ji Yang and also felt sad when she saw classmate Xiao Ji. She also knew that Ji Yang was working hard to change himself.

She began to create more opportunities for the two father and son to get along, but despite this, classmate Xiao Ji was still closer to her mother and grandparents.

If these three people were here, he would not let Ji Yang hold him.

Zhang Ruowan saw it in his eyes and remembered it in his heart, how could this happen? But there was nothing I could do, classmate Xiao Ji loved to cry, so I had no choice but to give up.

This situation continued and progress was slow, until something big happened when Xiao Ji was nine months old.

When Zhang Ruowan wasn't paying attention, classmate Xiao Ji, who was standing up while holding the table, fell, slipped, and was thrown forward hard, with a loud "bang".

Zhang Ruowan's heart skipped a beat when the other party's heart-wrenching voice came over her. She was so distressed that she couldn't even breathe.

"Wow wow wow... wow..."

She ran over and picked up the child. There was blood on her forehead. When she saw the blood, she felt weak all over while holding the child.

Ji Yang just came back from get out of class and hurriedly walked over to hug the child.

"Go to the hospital first." He took the car keys, pulled Zhang Ruowan and walked out quickly, got in the car, put the child in her arms, and drove himself.

Zhang Ruowan's tears kept falling along with the child. She fell on her head and didn't dare to move. She blamed herself in her eyes.

It was her fault.

When he arrived at the hospital, Ji Yang took the child for examination. Zhang Ruowan followed him with his mind blank.

Classmate Xiao Ji was in pain and couldn't stop crying. Not only Zhang Ruowan was heartbroken, but Ji Yang's heart was also pulled together.

Normally he didn't react when he saw the child, but now something really happened, he couldn't calm down at all. At this moment, he also deeply understood that after giving birth to this child, he would have to worry about him for the rest of his life. It was hard work but also happiness. How could there be no such thing? Are emotions turning a blind eye to him?

During the examination, classmate Xiao Ji cried even harder and grabbed his father hard, which was so pitiful.

"Doctor, check the baby. It doesn't hurt." Ji Yang coaxed him softly.

"Wow……"

"Be good." Ji Yang lowered his head and kissed him, almost instinctively, slowly comforting him and calming his emotions.

One examination after another, classmate Xiao Ji became more and more dependent on his father and hugged him tightly.

After the examination, luckily everything was fine. There was a layer of skin on my forehead, and I had to disinfect it. It was very disinfected, and I cried again.

Ji Yang hugged and coaxed him until he cried himself to sleep in the end.

Even when he got home and went to bed, he refused to let go of his father.

Zhang Ruowan blamed herself for several days, not daring to look away from him.

Since then, she has also discovered that Ji Yang's feelings towards the child have changed a lot. Looking at the wound, the distress and worry in his eyes is no less than hers.

Sometimes I would hold the vegetables with one hand while cooking with the other hand. When I stewed some meat, I would cool it down and let Xiao Ji have a taste.

The father and son often make noises, and the room is filled with laughter from one parent to the other.

Chapter 361 A good teacher who loves his family (23)

Classmate Xiao Ji has attracted much attention from the whole family since he was born. Even Wei Dong upstairs dotes on him.

Zhang Ruowan continued to tutor Wei Dong after giving birth to the child, and he watched classmate Xiao Ji grow up.

Over the past year or so, he has made pretty good progress. He studies hard every holiday, and you can still hear his voice reading English when he gets up early.

Wei Daguang secretly told Ji Yang that he only hoped that Wei Dong could get a bachelor's degree at the bottom of the class and spend some money to get a bachelor's degree.

Wei Dong came to Ji's house and besides studying, he played with classmate Xiao Ji.

Xiao Ji is naughty when he is naughty. When he can crawl, he crawls all over the house, and when he can walk, he walks all over the house.

Fiddle with it twice here, flip it twice there, and if you let him grab the paper, sit down and finish it one by one.

When he was playing, he wanted to run around freely. When he saw someone when he was free, he clamored for someone to hold him, and he wanted to be held wherever he went.

Ji Yang and Zhang Ruowan would not spoil him, and sometimes would deliberately correct his bad temper and educate him.

Even though he can't speak yet, he is very clever.