Harry Potter's Bastard

"Hey, what the hell is going on with you?" Sylna knocked on the table, "Are you still eating?"

It was already lunch time, and as soon as Solim returned, he sat motionless on the couch, looking up at the ceiling, whether it was Sylna or Draco, Solim didn't react to them at all.

"Forget it, don't bother him, there must be something going on again. Draco played the round.

", of course I know there's something going on!" Sylna glared at Draco, "As soon as you get back, you just sit there and don't move, you have something to say!"

(I can't really say that.)

Solim sighed inwardly, he had no appetite at all now, and just wanted to quietly sort things out and try to find the cause of the problem.

Professor Bablin said that although his soul is complete, it is different from the integrity of others. As soon as he remembered Professor Babling's analogy, Solim felt that it was not unreasonable.

How did I get here? Why did I end up in a baby's body? Was that baby really dead?

For the first time, Solim really began to think about it.

There is no doubt that for whatever reason, Solim took possession of the body of "Solim" at the time, and this fact will not change regardless of whether the baby died under the Curse or not.

So the question is, why does Ba Buring say that her soul will crack when it is stimulated by something stronger?

Solim had a very bold idea for this:

The baby did not die completely, but Solim occupied the body, and compared with the baby's weak soul and almost non-existent consciousness, Solim was undoubtedly overwhelming, so he occupied the baby's body and lived under the name "Solim" until now.

The baby's soul and Solim's soul are crammed together in one body, and at first it's okay because the baby's soul is very weak. But as time goes by, the baby's soul grows stronger, which inevitably merges with Solim's soul, and the soul is the carrier of consciousness, so the baby's consciousness, which has no chance to grow and develop, is also connected to Solim's original consciousness.

Together, but not a complete whole.

This reminded Solim of plasticine, where two pieces of plasticine with different humidity were kneaded together, and even a few kneades could still separate the two pieces of plasticine - although they would tear off parts of each other, that didn't prevent them from separating them.

If that was the case, Solim felt that Professor Bablin was right. When the soul is severely stimulated, if it is a complete soul, the stimulus is the same, but if there are two souls in a body, even if they are closely combined, the stimuli must be different, and this difference may cause the two souls to split, or rather, separate.

To maintain his current condition, Solim needs to stay as far away as possible from soul-stimulating spells, such as the Mind Drain and Imperi Charms. Either find a way to eliminate this hidden danger completely – if there is such a way.

Although Professor Bablin did not say it, Solim also sensed that the division brought about by this strong stimulation of the soul was likely to be irreversible.

What it was like to feel a traumatized soul, Solim felt he had a voice. The trauma of the soul caused by the last time due to a large number of memories - the experience of being extremely tired physically and groggy in the whole mind, but all kinds of thoughts jumping out one by one made him remember it vividly.

Thinking of this, Solim's face became more and more ugly. Because he did realize that since that incident, he has always been unable to control his thoughts, and sometimes even take action. For example, a few weeks ago, he had an experience in Canada where a wizard was racing with a police officer......

The decline in self-control is obviously not a minor problem that can be ignored, and if you don't want to be schizophrenic, you have to find a practical solution.

Solim blinked as he stared at the ceiling, he seemed to catch something, but the thought flickered, and he couldn't find a trace of it when he thought about it.

"Forget it, let's put this problem aside for now, anyway, I can't find a solution at the moment. Let's finish the things over there first, if those ordinary people can really study something, maybe they can ......."

(yes!I know what that fleeting thought was!)

Solim sat up from the couch abruptly, causing both Silna and Draco to turn their eyes on him.

All along, although Solim was dressed as a wizard, he was still an ordinary person, or rather, a Muggle on the inside. But I don't know when he seems to identify more and more with his identity as a wizard? Solim doesn't know if he feels this way, but one thing is certain, his self-criticism of drag racing in Canada is from the position of a wizard, but when he did this kind of thing, he was clearly from the position of ordinary people......

(Not only the soul, but also the consciousness...... ）

Solim gritted his teeth and clasped his hands tightly together, as if by doing so, he could pinch back the traces on his soul.

Solim's name doesn't appear on the map of the living spot, maybe it's because of the soul - the owner of the body is indeed called Solim, but the soul in the body is not. Perhaps for some unknown reason, Solim still hasn't remembered what he was called.

The connection between names and wizards is very close, and it can even be said that once a soul has a name, it cannot be shaken off for the rest of its life. Just look at Voldemort and he hated the name "Tom" immensely, but even if he gave himself a new name, and even cast a spell on it, he still couldn't get rid of the effect that the name had on him. When Dumbledore called Voldemort "Tom" in front of him, could Voldemort pretend not to hear?

A soul without a name...... That's where Solim is facing.

He even wanted to find a wizard who could cast a curse and cast a spell on himself through the name "Solim" to test whether the name "Solim" was related to his soul - this idea was also to think that Solim was eager, but he was not an indiscriminate person.