Game Copy Supplier
Can't remember this is the first novel I've written.
As the title says, Lao Qi can't remember the number of novels that he has hit the street. I used to think that one day when my book is popular, I will share with my book friends emotionally. Bittersweet, and then look to the future.
But unfortunately, I don't even know when that day will come.
About ten years ago in October, I first had the idea of writing a novel, and I began to try to write a book. Then, with enthusiasm, I wrote several hundreds of thousands of words in succession without signing a contract.
At that time, I naively thought that as long as I worked hard, I could succeed. Later, I gradually discovered that in the writing industry, talent is far more important than hard work.
Over the years, I have seen too many latecomers rise up, but I am still a poor person, and most of the authors who once fought with me have disappeared over the years.
In the past ten years, Lao Qi has written about the cabbage price buyout, written about the share, and even used to write crazy full-time at home, but the return is far lower than what I paid for, let alone the creation to change the fate.
And I was slapped in the face by reality again and again, and slowly recognized myself, and even began to deny myself. Fortunately, my character is Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death. Even if I cried the night before, I would still wake up the next morning. Find a self-deceitful hope to cheer yourself up, and that's why you see the book Game Copy Provider again today.
I have missed a lot of opportunities because of being at home full-time, and my life has become extremely passive, so here I advise all friends who want to write novels not to choose full-time until they have written a popular work.
The upload of this book is almost the same day that I started writing ten years ago. Some people may be curious about my pseudonym, but it was actually seven years and a few days when I registered this new pseudonym and uploaded The Great Fusion of the Movie World. It simply took seven years and seven days.
These ten years are exactly my whole youth!
I am just an ordinary wage earner who graduated from an ordinary university. I earn thousands of dollars a month and raise a family. I have always dreamed that writing a book can change my destiny, and I also promised that my wife can give her beautiful future.
But no matter how good a promise is, it will deteriorate, and no matter how good the expectation will be, it will turn into despair because of disappointment again and again.
We've been in love for ten years, yes, almost the whole ten years I was at the starting point, the ups and downs she witnessed...
Like me, she was suspicious of me, even disappointed.
With our first baby this year, I have more responsibilities on my shoulders, more pressure on us, and of course less time I can squeeze in to code.
However, the promise I made to her ten years ago has not been fulfilled. At that time, she knew that I was writing a novel and really supported me, including when I stayed at home full-time, and she always supported me, even because of my unstable income, she worked No matter how unhappy you are, you can't change jobs.
To be honest, I've always felt guilty in my heart, but a loser is a loser, and you can't make up for anything.
To be honest, the results of this book are very bad. It didn't go to Sanjiang, and I didn't even wait for the chance to push it on the homepage. It's no surprise that it was put on the shelves on January 1st. Currently, I have a collection of 15,000. If it was placed ten years ago, This is a result that I am very satisfied with.
Now, this is a shame for me, I know very well how many subscriptions this 15,000 collections can get. According to the best subscription ratio from the starting point, it is only more than 1,000 subscriptions.
And it's a best-case scenario, and worst-case scenario...I can't imagine it.
But what is even more terrifying is that the unsatisfactory results of this book have kept me in a state of self-denial and my wife's denial for the past two months, unable to extricate myself.
I kept asking myself, should I keep going, what can I do in the future, how can I change my life, how can I bring a better life to my children and my family, how can I prove that I am not a loser ,
a waste.
However, so far I have not found the answer, the feeling of powerlessness and despair tormenting me every day.
In fact, I had the answer very early in my heart. I am not a genius author. I also hope that there will be miracles after hard work, but there are so many miracles in reality.
Until now, I have no motivation to generate electricity for love. The rest is for the meager manuscript fee, which can make my life a little more comfortable and a little extra money, and support me every day. After the torment of marriage and life, I have to work hard to adjust myself to a better mental state to code words and ideas.
And this book has come to this day, the results of the early stage have been destined, just like the first half of my life, the fate of the later may be in the hands of readers and friends.
The quality of the subscription of this book directly determines the follow-up recommendation of this book and my income. I don’t expect this book to turn me around, but at least it allows me to continue coding decently.
Instead of struggling with family doubts and denials, if a person's efforts are far from proportional to the rewards, then this kind of behavior must be no different from a fool in the eyes of others, especially in the adult world.
Therefore, I urge all readers and friends, I hope you can come to the starting point to support my genuine subscription, no accident, it will be on the shelves on January 1, 2021, I do not expect a miracle to happen, but please give me a reason to continue, even if it is a Excuse me, please, brothers.
Finally, I would like to thank Qilin Da, who has been working hard to help me arrange recommendations. I know that this book is not performing well, and you have tried your best.
I would also like to thank all the brothers who rewarded me. Your reward again and again is also my charcoal fire in the past two months. Thank you very much. Family and life have tortured me to no end. Lao Qi is handicapped and slow in coding. You can support it for a few days, but on January 1st, please remember to subscribe to Lao Qi. Thank you very much. For that point of full attendance, we have to work hard to ensure two shifts, and of course there will be more peace of mind.
On the day of the launch, the five shifts are guaranteed, and after 1,000 orders have been placed, for every 200 plus one shift, a total of one leader plus three shifts will be added, and there will be no cap.
If there is a Silver Alliance... um, I don't want to slap myself in the face!
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