Fall in love after simulation

[Is it because you are too stubborn? For questioning too much? Or is it too slow? 】

Looking at the simulated text, Nan Youxi felt her brain swell slightly, and the memory scene was coming.

This will be a scene that only Mizuki Asagiri can remember, and for the first time in many simulations.

He lay down in the futon, ready to welcome the coming memory.

[She removes the mostly untouched meals and dumps them into the kitchen trash can, the dark black of the trash bag swallowing the bright colors of the meals. She was not in the mood for dinner today, she thought, her love affair, like this meal, appeared at a futile moment. 】

Memory scenes appear.

The bright light from the glass skylight, covering the white wall, is somewhat dazzling.

Nan Meiyue was lying on the sofa in the living room, she raised her plain white wrist and rested it on her forehead to block the too dazzling sunlight.

Closing her eyes, a figure of a man appeared on her eyelids, that was Nan Youxi.

"I didn't expect you, Mizuki, to tease people like this!" Ai Komori's voice appeared in her ears.

This was a long time ago. She hadn't interacted with Komori Ai for a long time, so the other party's voice was a little distorted. Before, she thought this sentence was very sharp, but now, she felt a little tenderness from this sentence.

That was the first time I met Nan Yuxi. She, Komori Ai, Minami Yuki, and Ibuki Yuko were eating at Mizhu Pavilion. Nan Yuxi ordered the scarlet devil cake, and they shared their cakes with others.

On the way back, Ai Komori mentioned the chocolate ribbon on the Scarlet Devil Cake and said it was cute.

She responded like this, "Well, the chocolate ribbon is delicious, but unfortunately the piece I exchanged with Senior Nan only has a short piece of ribbon, unlike Ai's long piece."

Then Ai Komori blushed and poked her body, saying she was playing tricks on her.

She didn't understand what Komori Ai meant for a while, so she could only cover it up with an ambiguous smile to gain time to think. After more than ten seconds, she realized that Komori Ai thought her words meant that Nan Yuxi preferred Komori Asian clothing.

She deduced such a result through the shyness on Ai Komori's face, but she couldn't comprehend the meaning just by looking at her own words.

This is the difference between her and Komori Ai, and ordinary girls.

——She has no feeling of being in love. This is something that every adolescent boy and girl should get naturally with age, but she failed to receive it.

The shyness that other girls will naturally trigger and reveal, she can only disguise at the right moment through rational deduction.

At that time, Ai Komori's expression hurt her deeply, and the other's blushing cheeks were imprinted on her back like a red-hot branding iron engraving.

She didn't want to admit her difference, and she didn't want to classify herself as a freak, so she made a decision at that time, she wanted to associate with Nan Youxi.

Unlike her who relies on disguise to become a 'girl', Nan Yuxi is a real, perfect 'boy', she thinks, as long as she sticks to Nan Yuxi's side, she will get his running from the boy's youthful body The essence of youth splashed out in the jump, apply that essence on her body, she will be able to obtain a perfect disguise, and she will become a perfect and happy existence in the world.

The fact is as she imagined. Relatives, colleagues and former classmates all envy her marriage, and then envy her life, and regard her as a happy existence.

She never expected one thing, her hypocrisy, after touching Nan Yuxi's truth, some chemical reactions occurred.

Last night, she confirmed one thing, whether she liked Nan Youxi or not.

This questionnaire on whether she likes it or not has been dragged on for seven years. She kept filling it out and smearing it. Finally, last night, in a general sense, she was supposed to be the happiest moment in her life when she officially submitted the questionnaire.

The questionnaire appeared shortly after dating Nan Yuxi. At the snack shop that day, after the boy revealed her mask and asked her to date her, she was startled, but then delighted. She felt that her non-existent relationship was very suitable for this false relationship.

From getting along with Nan Youxi, she felt peace and something faint, which might be called happiness.

She put that feeling into another definition. She thought that she felt relaxed and comfortable around Nan Youxi because the young man knew her true face. She could tear off the uncomfortable mask on her face and stop the moment in her mind. A relationship/friendship sim in action, which she calls reassurance.

At the end of the first year of high school, when her parents wanted to go abroad, she wanted to refuse and planned to live in her grandparents' house, but what the boy said disturbed her heart.

The boy said that belief is the foundation of all emotional relationships. If you don't believe in the relationship itself, if you keep questioning it, then the relationship will not be noticed or felt.

She thought of the feeling she called peace of mind, and she hesitated, what kind of emotion was that?

She thought of Ai Komori again. Could it be that what she felt while getting along with Ai Komori was also a friendship she hadn't realized?

Distraught, she chose to leave. She was in North America, in a strange land, like a white cow carrying a Cowherd and a Weaver Girl, regurgitating the emotions in her heart.

She couldn't judge what she felt about Komori Ai. She did feel joy and warmth when getting along with Komori Ai, but as she and Nan Yuxi said, she felt these two kinds of feelings in many people. emotions, though those weren't as intense as those on Komori's body.

She used to think that this kind of feeling that anyone can do proved the falseness of the relationship. A relationship that can be done by anyone must be false.

In North America, she tried to make a knife and fork with her belief, and dissected this emotion. She realized that friendship can have many parts. Perhaps, what she felt that everyone can do is the state of friendship.

Her judgment method conflicts with friendship itself, and she cannot make effective judgments.

However, romance is different.

Love is possession, it is the desire to cut open the other person's belly and get into the other person's belly cavity. This is an emotion that must be him.

So she returned to Japan and Nan Yuxi's side. She wanted to examine herself through this relationship.

She encouraged Nan Yuxi to get close to Nao, Xizi and Rena, she said she didn't care, she hoped she did, in fact, she really felt some jealousy.

She is delighted, because jealousy is the proof of love.

However, she wondered whether this jealousy was the unauthorized evolution of her inner emotional simulation program, or whether it was her poor imitation of the love story.

She thought that in the story and in many real cases, this jealousy should be hot and maddening, but she was only a faint jealousy, and her feeling was too slight.

She was also worried about whether the jealousy of this relationship really existed. Is she jealous that other women can have a perfect boy, or is she jealous that others have an individual named Nan Youxi?

The former kind of jealousy is the jealousy of other people's happy state, and the latter kind of jealousy is the real jealousy born of love.

Yesterday, after the wedding, on the wedding night, lying alone in bed, she finally had the final proof.

She is already Nan Youxi's wife. They held a wedding and got their certificates. She has already obtained a state of happiness. Marrying a handsome, golden and gentle boy is a form of happiness.

At this time, she should give up her jealousy. She has already obtained the happiness called marriage, which is something that other women cannot take away.

However, she was lying on the bed alone, still feeling itchy and lost.

She determined that her jealousy was of the latter kind, because her heart was not satisfied with the form of happiness it had received.

She was sure that she liked Nan Yuxi because the desire for hugs, kisses and sex was born in her heart. She thought that it was impossible for Nan Yuxi to give her real hugs, kisses and intercourse, because their relationship was an agreement. While her husband was wary of having too close relationships with women from Asano House, he was also wary of having too many relationships with her. dense.

This impossible desire has deepened her trust in love, because only true emotion will long for things that are impossible to obtain, and her love simulation program cannot simulate this futile desire!

Lying on the sofa, she laughed, laughing that she had finally proved everything. Looking up at the skylight, she was silent, silently proving the relationship by destroying the relationship.

She thought of Ai Komori, her best friend in life.

She laughs at her futility, she casts a mask to disguise herself, to stay away from the ranks of emotionless freaks, but she is not an existence without emotions, she uses the best years of her life to resist herself and become what she is not at all The presence.

Following the long river of memory, she swam back to when she was a child, to the beginning of everything.

At that time, her father's job changed more frequently than now, and her grandparents were busy with work. She could only follow her parents to one strange city and school after another, and part with one friend after another.

That's right. she sighs.

Under her mask, there was still a layer of mask, and she took the second layer of mask as her own reality.

"What are you doing lying here?"

Nan Youxi's voice came from her feet, she raised her head, and the sky was full of sunset outside the window.

"Love you." She looked at her husband and said the emotion played by the passionate heartbeat.

"Are there any guests?" Nan Youxi looked around and asked in a low voice.

"No."

"Then you can continue to lie down, I will put down the easel and change my clothes when I come back, and I will go to Asano house for dinner immediately."

"Um."

Nan Meiyue lay on the back of the sofa, looking at the back of her husband who went upstairs, he didn't take those words seriously at all.

If it was serious, it would cause trouble instead, she thought, in order not to be distracted by her, her husband would probably choose to divorce.

【After you came back, Mizuki revealed her feelings to you, but you only took it as a joke, and she decided to disguise this emotion as a joke. 】

[When you were 26 years old, you met Saki Asagiri and Hongichi Asagiri through Mizuki. Chaowu Shagui and Chaogiri Hongyi were childhood sweethearts and distant relatives. At this time, Shagui was 16 years old and Hongyi was 21 years old. 】

[After investigation, you found that Hongichi Chaowu was already in an investment trap at this time. He borrowed a lot of money in his own name and invested it in his friend's business. He was full of joy and wanted to share wealth with his friend. However this is a deception. 】

[Asagiri Hiroichi trusts that friend very much, but your gentle reminder failed to make him vigilant. 】

[When you were 30 years old, Asagiri Saki and Asagiri Hiroichi got married and gave birth to Asagiri Moyu. 】

[In the same year, Asagiri Hiroichi lost contact with his friends. 】

【In his darkest moment, you helped him. You helped him repay all the debts, including his bank loans, and promised high interest debts with relatives and friends. 】

【They are very grateful to you. In order to get a high salary, Hongyi went to work in a remote area. After Shagui raised Moyou until he was one year old, he left him in his hometown and went to work with Hongyi. They wanted to repay the loan you gave. 】

【You can't bear Moyou being treated in the country, and you often bring girls to your home. Nao, Xiko, Rena and Kazumi all like her. 】

[Facing Moyou, Miyue also behaved very kindly, you thought it was her disguise. 】

[Asagiri Hiroichi had an unexpected encounter. After Moyu was six years old, he and Saki returned to Misaki. They paid back your loan, took their daughter away, and returned to live in the countryside. 】

【During the holidays, their family will come to see you, so you always stay in Moyou for a longer period of time. 】

[At the age of 56, your paintings have been recognized by the art world. In addition to composer and lyricist, you have the title of painter. 】

[After you turned 90, Nao, Xiko, Rena and Kazumi passed away one after another. 】

【The last stage of your life was spent with your wife Mizuki. During this time, she seemed very happy. You don’t understand the meaning of this joy. 】

[Mei Yue passed away before you, and after organizing her funeral, you became ill, and Moyou was by your side to take care of you. 】

[You are 98 years old. You divided the inheritance into three parts, one part was given to my sister Beloved, one part was given to relatives of Chaowu's family, and the other part was given to Moyou. 】

[Compared with the valuable inheritance, Moyou and Xinai prefer the paintings you left behind. 】

[The simulation ends. 】

Closing his eyes, Nan Yuxi rubbed his temples. In the memory scene, the emotion from Asagiri Mizuki was particularly strong, making him dizzy. Unexpectedly, the simulator didn't give Asagiri Mizuki the mental activity before, and was actually going to stuff them all in the back.

When the pain in his head subsided, he recalled what had happened to Sims.

His head hurt again.

Compared with Asagiri Mizuki, the problems of Nao, Yuko and Rena are nothing.

He thought that there was a reasonable explanation for all the weird behaviors of the previous Sims, Asagiri Mizuki.

But, how to solve the other party's problem?

Could it be that he wants to marry Mizuki Asagiri while falling in love with other women, and after completely recreating the simulated scene this time, break up with other women and turn around and fall in love with Mizuki Asagiri?

Nan Yuxi retreated in his heart, he hesitated whether to continue imitating Asagiri Mizuki.

During the trade-off, he glanced at the summary interface and breathed a sigh of relief.

No more mocking.