Crazy Psychologist

The setting sun is setting, and the spring breeze in the evening is carrying a slight chill, like a dagger hidden in a smile.

There were a lot of people by the sea, and the middle-aged and elderly people on the walking path were running towards the sunset. Chu Lin followed their backs, fascinated.

In the past, she rejected aging from the bottom of her heart, and she didn't want to get close to the elders at home. The old people outside, and even the middle-aged people who were a little older would make her feel strangely disgusted. The existence of this feeling made her uncomfortable. solution but cannot be changed.

She likes all the beauty, which has something to do with the living environment since she was a child. She is well-clothed, the best clothes, the best food, and her mother takes care of her meticulously. Princesses in fairy tales are like this at most. When she was a child Reading books, reading fairy tales, never envious of the lives of those princesses like other girls, for her, the beauty of this world is like tomatoes and lettuce in a salad bowl, it is too easy, everything is in front of her eyes.

Don't like old people because good things should not be destroyed, perfect is perfect.

Chu Lin's gaze turned to the sea again, and the originally dark blue sea was dyed with a thick layer of orange, the color was deep and intense, although the light was not dazzling, but because of the superimposed sunset, it was wrapped together and closely involved with each other. After watching for a while, Chu Lin's eyes began to get tired. She seemed to feel that there was a long and deep wound under the sea surface. The wound was winding and stubborn, tearing apart the originally calm sea water.

"It's so ugly", the sudden pain squeezed, Chu Lin couldn't help squatting on the ground, holding her shoulders tightly with both hands, she was in pain, every part of her body hurt, as if the light of the setting sun was shining Her body grew rapidly, and she was finally about to break out of the cocoon from under her young skin.

"It's so ugly." She murmured in a low voice, her lips trembling because of the intensified pain, followed by an indelible fear. She was afraid, and the object of her fear was not the pain but the person she had been waiting for here.

"No, no, no."

Enduring the pain, she stood up, her feet were limp and weak, and strange eyes fell around her. She had never been looked at by such eyes in her age, as if they had all seen the sunset in her body, accompanied by the setting sun. Helpless and doomed to perish, Qiqi Ai's voice suddenly sounded in her mind, irritability, irritability caused by pain and pain covered by irritability.

There is nowhere to escape, the empty seaside trail, even if more and more people pass by after get off work, it is impossible to be filled. This kind of emptiness and irritability are double, and the double pain falls on her body and mind.

A few minutes ago, she still hoped to see Ning Tao as soon as possible. She longed for the two of them to stick together all the time before the wedding, as if as long as she did so, she could touch a kind of fixed eternity, yes, fixed in time and space She wants to grasp the thing called eternity in her life, or she wants to tie herself to it, even if there is a burning cross behind her.

Indeed, she didn't wait for Ning Tao during the ugly and embarrassing few minutes, the handsome fiancé came in the last ten minutes of Yu Hui.

"You look bad. Is it too windy? Is your body okay?"

This is the first time she heard Ning Tao lift up her body so directly since she was ill. She pursed her lips, and the tip of her teeth was like a small awl that broke the mucous membrane in her mouth, and a strong smell The smell of blood spread immediately, she lost her mind, and quickly replied to her fiancé, "I'm fine, my body has always been like this."

"If there is anything, be sure to tell me."

What if something could really tell him? Chu Lin nodded, as docile as usual.

Her mother told her that she didn't need to appear inferior to Ning Tao.

My mother has always said this, and she even hesitated because of the way the two of them got along. Whether or not Ning Tao should really become a partner in the law firm, my mother has always been firm, but she also told Chu Lin clearly that she I don't like the way the two get along.

On weekdays, Ning Tao is impeccable, with outstanding work ability, he has a lot of success in the inner and outer circles, and everyone he has met with praises him everywhere he goes.

But my mother said that there was no need to feel inferior because he was good at everything.

Inferior? Is it really? Chu Lin's shoulders became tighter and tighter. Gradually, Ning Tao seemed to have noticed something strange about her. With a slight force on the palm of her shoulder, he pulled her closer, and said softly, "You can tell me if you have something on your mind."

Chu Lin shook her head quickly, her voice stammered, "No, how could it be, what can I have on my mind."

"That's good."

Ning Tao agreed quickly, and Chu Lin regarded Ning Tao's quick answer as trust. He believed in every word he said, which was great.

She doesn't know what's good, she has confused truth and lies, what should be the words between the two at this moment? Chu Lin felt that it would be the truth if she could say something that would not destroy this solidified beauty.

Ning Tao took Chu Lin to dinner and chose a restaurant with an elegant environment. The Jiangsu and Zhejiang cuisine was delicious. Chu Lin used to like this restaurant very much, but when eating, Ning Tao found that she seemed to have no appetite for any food, and couldn't help but frowned. I frowned.

"When's the next inspection?"

Chu Lin panicked and said, "Next week, to be specific—five days later."

"Do you know the South Affiliated Medical Center?"

"Yes, you know, the doctor said there's nothing wrong, maybe it's because he's been weak since he was a child."

"If you need further treatment, please don't hide it from me."

Chu Lin's pale face suddenly became hot. Under the warm white light, Ning Tao didn't notice her nervousness and panic, and thoughtfully filled a bowl of fish soup and handed it to Chu Lin.

She was even more frightened, her heart beat almost to the dining table, her body couldn't stand such a moment of fear, and because her body was already ugly and burdened, her nerves became more and more fragile as if they would break at any time.

I can hardly breathe~www.readwn.com~ She thought, if she doesn't answer Ning Tao, he will notice, although there is indeed no serious illness, there is no big problem.

So many doctors have seen it, and none of them said that anything particularly terrible will happen.

She shook her head to keep herself calm, subconsciously picked up the soup bowl with both hands, just picked it up and dropped it on the table.

"Yes, I'm sorry." It was obvious that the fish soup was overturned, but she seemed to have done something wrong.

Ning Tao would not blame her, he would only feel distressed, and with distressed eyes, he wiped the soup on her clothes with concern.

"It's too hot, no burns."

"No." Chu Lin suddenly felt quiet in her heart, and time froze, because the overturned bowl of soup was a blessing in disguise for her, and she didn't have to face the question about the hospital's pungent disinfectant smell.

Because those questions smelt ugly, as uncomfortable as the aging stuff she'd always disliked.

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