Crazy Psychologist

pain tolerance.

Again and again, finally can bear the embrace of hell.

At that moment, to be buried.

"But, I'm very sad." Song Weixin lowered his head in frustration, staring at his knees and the gray-blue ground directly below his knees.

There was nothing there, and he didn't really want to see anything, he was just dazed and uncomfortable, and didn't know how to speak.

Originally, he wanted to find someone to talk to. When he was talking, his sadness was hidden and he was kicked out of the door. This door was naturally the door of his heart, and the sadness kicked out of the door would not hurt him.

"If you don't have a heart, you won't be sad." Song Weixin sniffled his nose, stared up at the ceiling in a daze, there was nothing there, and he also didn't think about seeing a little color in the paleness.

However, this kind of meaningless expectation is not completely absent, nor is it completely nothingness.

If it were really nothingness, human beings would not have so much sorrow to dispel, and the only way to end their pain is to die.

Sad, it really hurts.

"I feel like I'm really stupid, stupid, just plain stupid!" Even if there's nowhere to rest the emptiness inside, the heart completely consumed by grief longs to kick them out, drive them out, pick up the ax and drive them all away.

But he couldn't do it.

Mu Chunyou said leisurely: "It's true that you won't be sad if you don't have a heart."

"It's easy for you to say, try it."

"Well, I tried."

The patient's head lowered with a "swish", and his gaze was at the same level as Mu Chun's. He doubted, "Dr. Mu didn't mean to practice suicide on the roof, right?"

"It's just like that, practice, practice, practice. A lot of suicidal people have been practicing for a long time, building up their tolerance for pain, over and over again, and that's practice."

Song Weixin didn't quite understand Mu Chun's words, the outpatient room was terribly quiet, and Mu Chun's voice had a mysterious power, which attracted him firmly. He couldn't tell what this power was, but he felt a little like listening to folk horror stories when he was a child. Feel.

When listening to those stories, I was afraid in my heart, but at the same time, I was full of anticipation, as if I had predicted the result, waiting to see if my thoughts would match the development of the story.

That kind of mysterious, weird, and firmly attracting power.

The patient's back was a little numb, and his eyes were filled with doubt and expectation.

"You want to know what I'm practicing?"

"Ah... Dr. Mu said that he practiced jumping off a building. No matter how you think about jumping off a building, you can't practice it."

"The view from the top floor is part of the practice, looking west, looking across the dark sea around and not seeing across from Hyde, it's scary isn't it?"

Song Weixin nodded.

The surrounding sea is very vast. From this side, you can’t see the buildings on both sides, nor the mountains on the east. Part of your view is blocked by the nearby tall buildings. The part of the surrounding sea that he saw last night is indeed the part where you can’t see the coastline. .

It's very strange, if I didn't stand in that position and observe it with my own eyes, how could I say so accurately.

Didn't this doctor lie? It's not a lie about "practicing jumping off a building", but what did you really experience there?

By the way, the doctor said it was practice, practice for suicide.

Just yesterday, when he wanted to die, it was just an irresistible thought. From thought to action, he didn't think about how much pain he would have to endure. It can be said that he didn't think about choosing a painless way of death at all. , just want to die.

"It's like being possessed by an evil spirit. You want to die."

"Doctor—how do you know?"

"It's often the case with impulsive suicide, with no plan, no practice, a sudden desire to die."

"Yes, I didn't have such thoughts afterwards, and I don't think I will think about dying again. What is this? I am not a qualified suicide."

Mu Chun smiled lightly, "Do you still want to be a great suicide?"

Song Weixin shuddered, these words were really scary.

"I don't want to, but let's get down to business, I'm really sad, I think I don't plan to die, and I don't want to die again, but I'm really really sad, I really really want to cry, Although I'm a man, but really, my chest feels stuffy, I haven't slept all night, I have a splitting headache, I want to talk to someone, but I have no one to talk to, especially for such shameful things, I'm looking for There is not one person who can talk to me."

For a whole night, Song Weixin saw from QQ, every classmate, friend, friend who played games, and business partner. He flipped through the avatars of these people many times, but he couldn't find anyone who could talk to them. .

"What can I tell people? That I was cheated by a woman? I deserve it?"

"Go ahead."

"what?"

A white cup filled with orange juice appeared on the table in front of Song Weixin, and he had no idea when it appeared.

Mu Chun leaned against the table, holding a red cup in his hand, speaking in a natural tone as if chatting with a friend, "Say what you want."

"Not counting the treatment fee?"

"Of course, we will count together later."

"A minute or an hour?"

"Are you going to talk?"

"Tell me!" Song Weixin hurriedly drank a sip of orange juice, groggy all night, didn't eat a sip of breakfast, and didn't even drink a sip of water. With this sip of juice, Song Weixin felt half saved in an instant.

With a bitter taste in his mouth, Song Weixin spoke out all the bad things he had encountered in the past few days.

What he said was incoherent, without aesthetic feeling, and there were a few curse words mixed in from time to time.

"Are you saying ~www.readwn.com~ I'm an idiot!"

"Sounds a little bit."

"Do you know? I met this girl by playing games. She said she wanted me to be her master and play with her, but I didn't take it seriously. She was at Lufeng and traveled 1,500 kilometers around the sea to Lufeng. I When we went to find her for the first time, we—we were like, I think I'm in love, completely in love with that woman."

"Well, it can be seen that you are desperate for her."

"It wasn't there at that time. It was just love. She loved me and I loved her. It was normal. We chatted for several months, played games together, bought each other gifts, and then she asked me to develop in Lufeng, and I took it to heart. , I'm not a scumbag, I'm planning for the future wholeheartedly, I'm thinking all day whether I can support myself and her if I go to Lufeng for development."

"Well, he's a nice man."

Hearing what Mu Chun said, Song Weixin puffed up his chest, "Of course, I'm definitely a good man, I've been touched by myself, okay?"

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