Crazy Psychologist

Every young person has his own pursuit, and everyone has his own hasty footsteps. Whether these pursuits or footsteps can take them to different places.

Students outside the classroom of the evening nursery school, from school to training center to the desk at home, this is their footsteps, which is their pursuit of the current life, whether they are ignorant or clear, maybe someone is influencing them, Stretch out a hand and hold them firmly, either way, the pursuit is valid.

Outside the window, the sun is so white that you can’t open your eyes, the phoenix trees are sprouting, and the camphor trees are already dense. People are walking in a hurry, carrying schoolbags to school, wearing earphones to catch the subway, passing the gate of the community one by one, and going to the next destination.

Everyone seemed to know exactly what they were going to do and where they were going, and everyone looked energetic and radiant.

Compared with the rainy day of the previous day, the weather on Friday is definitely sunny and refreshing.

Looking down from the window on the fifth floor, people's footsteps are light, they don't look like they are walking, they are all jumping, and the notes of spring are beating under their feet, ushering in a good season of spring and flowers blooming around the sea.

Zhu Xiaoming took the last bite of the chicken sausage with difficulty, and there seemed to be something blocked in his throat. When he woke up in the morning, the taste in his mouth also disgusted him. When he brushed his teeth, he looked at himself in the mirror and felt that his face Damn, maybe since I was a child, it makes sense that people around me don't like to play with me, maybe it's just ugly?

His face is actually far from being ugly. Zhu Xiaoming can't remember how long he hasn't looked at his face in the mirror. Maybe it's better to forget it. Anyway, he looks like he is not liked by others, even disgusting. fierce look.

There is a blue razor in the mirror cabinet. Zhu Xiaoming glanced at it and held it in his hand. This razor was a birthday present from a colleague in the prison for his one-year birthday. Not used.

Speaking of which, I have never received any birthday presents from friends since I was a child. When I was in middle school, I saw that other students would get presents on their birthdays. Zhu Xiaoming also imagined that everyone was the same, but for nine years from elementary school to junior high school, no one gave him gifts.

He also thought that others didn't give him gifts, maybe it was because he didn't give gifts first. When he thought of this, Zhu Xiaoming was very happy, so he silently wrote down the time of his classmate's birthday, and saved his pocket money to buy gifts for classmates , At the same time, students who are silently looking forward to receiving gifts will also give him a gift on his birthday, even if it is a mechanical pencil, a birthday card or a Pikachu eraser.

His first gift from outside the family was this razor.

I squeezed some shaving foam and applied it on my face, and peeled off the plastic protective cover on the blade. At this moment, the phone on the shelf rang, and Zhu Xiaoming pressed the speakerphone.

Luo Yang's voice sounded in the bathroom, "I'm resting today, can you accompany me to a place?"

"I'm going......"

"You rest on Friday. I remember you also rest on Thursday. You told me when I called you last time. Forgot?"

Zhu Xiaoming did not forget, that is, what happened a week or two ago, Luo Yang called and talked about it, and finally the topic turned to the relatively famous physical and mental department in the sea around the sea recently, whatever he said, he could go to him for any troubles Talk to a physical and mental doctor, they are very helpful.

With a mentality of trying, and even a mood of looking for trouble, Zhu Xiaoming took the subway to the Huayuan Bridge Community Health Center. The first time he entered the physical and mental department, he felt pretty good. Although the female doctor is like many people He was a little afraid of him, but soon he felt that Doctor Chu didn't hate him, and he was still trying to understand the question he asked, which was embarrassing enough for the doctor.

Zhu Xiaoming’s idea is also very simple. Going to the hospital to find a doctor must have a purpose. He tried to find the introduction of the physical and mental department on the Internet, but what Baidu told him was “depressed all day, be careful of cancer coming to the door”, [no People who can laugh may have this disease], [People who are not popular can see if they have oral hygiene problems], [Have you ever heard of a low mood before a serious illness? ], reading one more article like this, Zhu Xiaoming accidentally read more than a dozen articles, if he doesn’t close the window in time, he can still read one after another, the more he reads, the worse his mood, Zhu Xiaoming Simply turn off the phone, throw myself on the bed, and cover my head with the pillow~www.readwn.com~ My mind is in a mess, what happened recently, what happened when I was young, what happened to me, I can’t get it right Other people's affairs were all stewed together like food in a hot pot, making a mess, and finally when he was drowsy and about to fall asleep, Zhu Xiaoming had an idea, so he asked the doctor how to laugh.

The biggest reason for choosing this question is that it seems to be a question that a person can understand, "I can't laugh, ask the doctor, how can I laugh."

The doctor was really patient and made an appointment for a follow-up visit.

Zhu Xiaoming is off on Thursday. As Luo Yang said on the phone, he is off on Thursday and Friday. Originally, he can rest at home in the next few days except for working on Monday. This is the extra rest from working overtime before On the 1st day, the company was unwilling to subsidize the bonus and gave them all vacations.

Some colleagues who do not accept the holiday will ask for compensation for overtime wages, but Zhu Xiaoming is unwilling to have a word with them, so he took the holiday.

He got up on Thursday morning, and he was still determined when he had breakfast. It’s not good to say no to the doctor’s promise. He put on his clothes and bag and went out. On the way to the subway station, Zhu Xiaoming didn’t refuse to go to the hospital at all. idea.

Open the subway ride app, enter the station, and wait for the subway on the platform. Everything is normal. He still remembers that he was listening to the soundtrack of a recently popular cyberpunk game. He took the subway that he usually took like a habit, and he didn’t realize that he was on the train in the opposite direction until Tiandong Station announced the station, and Huayuanqiao Station was already more than ten miles away from him. km distance.

"Sit in the wrong direction?"

"Okay, see you later." Zhu Xiaoming hung up the phone, looked at the razor in his hand, and carefully shaved the almost invisible beard.