Crazy Psychologist

"Very good, that's how it should be. Although the future is related to what you want to do now, it is not a decision. Sometimes people must first do the most important thing right now. As for the past, Could it be that if you stole an eraser when you were a child, you really can't live your life?

That would be terrible, everyone's life became Jean Valjean described by Hugo, who stole a piece of bread for his little nephew who was so hungry that he was about to die, and there was no way to live his life well.

Such a story is so tragic.

But Bai Lu can choose. Most people will not live forever in accusations just because they stole a piece of bread, because there are still things in life that require you to take responsibility.

Say your husband needs your trust right now. "

Mu Chun encouraged Bai Lu's decision, Bai Lu sighed and calmed down a little.

Afterwards, the atmosphere in the room did not really improve, because after Bai Lu calmed down for a while, she entered into a state of complete chaos. She even spoke incoherently, and Mu Chun couldn't believe whether her words were true, or it was because of Bai Lu's current chaotic emotions. So what he said became illogical.

Because Bai Lu said that she was laughed at by He Ping, saying that she was self-righteous, that he didn't love her a long time ago, and that he didn't know about those things outside.

Bai Lu shook her head and bit her lips while talking, "What he means is that he doesn't love me for a long time, and he has long wanted to separate from me, but it's just because everyone is in this circle, after all, he is so exemplary." For many years, as long as the face is maintained, he doesn't expect to have a husband and wife relationship. He has long wanted to have a showdown with me, saying that we should live a free life in marriage, let yourself live, and no one should ask Regarding the other party’s affairs, no one cares what the other party does, just do what he wants to do, because he doesn’t love me anymore, he already has many women.”

"Why did he say that?" Mu Chun asked.

"Why do you ask that?" Bai Lu looked at Mu Chun in surprise, "Isn't this the truth itself? He Ping didn't love me a long time ago, I should have understood earlier, he performed everywhere, performed everywhere, How can there be so many places to go? In addition to the performances of the orchestra, he also took on a lot of jobs. Basically, these jobs are in other places or Southeast Asia, North America, and Europe. Anyway, he can go as far as he can, you know? I think He has been hiding from me for a long time, just for the convenience of being with others, so he doesn’t need a fixed home if he simply lives in the world, and he won’t be bound by a home anymore.”

These are not so much Bai Lu's thoughts after hearing He Ping's words as she has buried in her heart for a long time-worrying that her husband has fallen in love with someone else, she is convinced that her husband is in love with someone else, and now there are evidences and witnesses to prove that her husband is in love with someone else In the end, He Ping admitted all these things with his own mouth.

What reason do you have to ask him why he said that?

However, when Bai Lu looked up at Mu Chun, Mu Chun's ordinary face was calm without any waves. This kind of calm made people wonder if he was talking to a dark and opaque wall.

"Don't look at me like that, do you think I'm joking with you by running here today?" Bai Lu raised the corners of her mouth, mocking herself.

"I think so. I think you are all joking." Mu Chun said calmly and seriously.

Bai Lu gulped down a whole glass of water, the drunk person was extremely thirsty, Mu Chun saw that Bai Lu must have drank a lot last night, because the room was already full of alcohol.

Alcohol dependence, and continued to drink when things happen, Mu Chun couldn't tell what it was like.

Isn't all the previous efforts wasted in vain?

Standing up, Mu Chun walked behind Bai Lu, walked around to the other side of the table, picked up her glass, and poured another glass of water for Bai Lu.

"You need to eat something, or I'll order you some porridge, and you can go back after eating." Mu Chun suggested while taking out her phone and opened Ele.me.

"I don't want to eat..." Bai Lu said.

As soon as the conversation started, Mu Chun interrupted her, "Corn and shrimp porridge, pork ribs and spinach porridge, pork liver...let's forget about pork liver, preserved egg and lean meat porridge, raw fish porridge, abalone porridge, What do you want to eat, I treat you."

"I will not eat......"

"Then the porridge with green vegetables and lean meat is fine. It's more convenient to eat." After speaking, Mu Chun placed the order, and then told Bai Lu, "It will be delivered in 20 minutes."

"Thanks, but I'm really not hungry."

"I know, but you need to eat, you cry too much and drink too much, your brain doesn't have enough sugar, you have no brains now." After Mu Chun finished speaking, he looked away from Bai Lu and looked at the computer.

Sitting aside, Bai Lu shivered from time to time. The two were silent for about ten minutes before Bai Lu said, "Doctor Mu Chun, I..."

"Are you sober?" Mu Chun asked.

Bai Lu nodded.

"Okay, why did He Ping say that?" Mu Chun asked the same question for the third time.

This time Bai Lu finally heard what Mu Chun meant, "You mean he said that on purpose?"

Mu Chun nodded in relief.

"This is a strong crime, and there is also domestic violence. Criminal crimes cannot be escaped. Basically, you will go to jail, and you will not be sentenced lightly. It depends on whether he is prepared to plead guilty in full or in part, and whether he intends to plead guilty by himself. Ask a lawyer to defend, don’t you think there is something wrong with so many things? Normal people must deny or find reasons, and your husband’s income is not bad. It can even be said that with the rise of his reputation over the past year, he has gone everywhere. Make money, the income must be good."

After hearing what Mu Chun said, Bai Lu didn't hide anything, and directly told Mu Chun that He Ping had indeed transferred her 600,000 yuan two weeks ago. All of them were earned in the past six months. He also said that he bought an apartment in Bangkok and paid the down payment, and he will pay off the balance when the house is handed over at the end of the year.

"I really didn't know he could make so much money like this." After Bai Lu finished speaking, she hiccupped embarrassingly, and there was another smell of alcoholic fermentation.

"How much did you drink?" Mu Chun asked.

"Probably a lot. I don't know. It's not like the doctor doesn't know that I'm confused after drinking alcohol." Bai Lu blamed herself and vaguely said.

"It's not that you are confused after drinking, most people are confused after drinking, so don't drink." Mu Chun knew that it was useless to tell Bai Lu at this time, she had already drank, already Confused.

I can only wait for her to slowly regain her senses, and then sort out the whole thing.

Why did this matter suddenly become like this, Mu Chun felt a little unprepared, what happened to He Ping, and how could he suddenly tell the truth that was completely out of his mind.

Could it be that this He Ping also has a dual personality?

One personality that believes it's doing nothing, and the other is a bohemian with flirting and violence?

If so, the case is simply more complicated.

"What do you think I should do? I slept for about three hours, and then I felt very scared. I don't know why I was suddenly scared, as if I would completely separate from him, and it would be a separation without emotion. He doesn't love me. Don't love me at all? He didn't love me before I didn't love him. He didn't even love me so much that he would rather be with fans and do such things to others. What a person you think I am An unattractive woman?"

After Bai Lu finished speaking, Mu Chun shook his head vigorously, and stared at Bai Lu with sharp eyes.

"Now is not the time for you to complain about these things, so tell me, does He Ping look exactly like two people? Is the manner and tone of speech different from the usual He Ping? You know him best. He used to have Has there ever been a case where I mean the same thing tells two completely different truths?"

Bai Lu was a little confused by Mu Chun's question. After thinking for a long time, she shook her head, "No, he has always been a person with a clear mind. There has never been such a situation as you mentioned. I can't remember or think about it at all. .”

Mu Chun didn't speak.

Seeing that Mu Chun didn't say anything, Bai Lu explained: "Really, Dr. Mu, when he said these things, he was not different from usual. He was still him. I'm sure it was him, but his heart changed. He told me that he Both his heart and his body have betrayed me, there is no difference, the only difference is feelings."

"That's strange. What made him say that suddenly? So, has He Ping pleaded guilty?" Mu Chun asked.

Bai Lu nodded, "I have already pleaded guilty. He said that he didn't need to trouble me to hire a lawyer, and he didn't want to see me again. He said it very coldly, as if he was talking to a stranger or even an enemy. I doubted him at all. Do you hate me.

However, it's normal to hate me, what he means is that he knows what I did, so I have no right to accuse him of anything, I just need to accept the facts now and accept my fate. "

"So you definitely don't plan to find a lawyer for him, do you?" Mu Chun frowned tightly, always feeling that things were changing too fast and too illogical.

Bai Lu giggled, with an incomparably weird and sad beauty.

Beautiful face, ugly and crooked feeling.

On the same face, it was like a monster.

"Bai Lu, calm down." Mu Chun persuaded.

"I don't want to be calm." Bai Lu suddenly stood up and circled around the ground a few times, just like a Mongolian dancer.

Then she saw the piano, her upper body was motionless as if in a fugue, she dragged her legs and walked to the piano, suddenly opened the piano, then stood beside the piano, laughed and cried wildly, and then smashed both hands on the piano at the same time.

"Why should I be calm? Why should I be calm? I asked for everything, it's all retribution." Bai Lu roared wildly.

Raise your hands and hit them, one after another.

The piano released a desperate trembling sound, and the howling of ghosts and wolves was nothing more than this.

Just at this time, Liu Tiantian knocked on the door and walked in.

"Doctor Mu, I saw the food delivery at the entrance of the hospital and I didn't know how to get to you, so I took it and delivered it to you." After Liu Tiantian finished speaking, he took a peek at Bai Lu, and then gently asked Mu Chun, "What's the matter?" ?crazy?"

Mu Chun called Liu Tiantian aside and whispered something in her ear.

Liu Tiantian nodded after listening, "I'll go right away."

It wasn't until the tears flowed on the keys that Bai Lu regained her senses. She quickly wiped away the tears on the keys with her sleeve, turned around and said to Mu Chun, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, such a good piano."

"The porridge is cold, let's drink some."

"Okay." Bai Lu wiped away her tears, sobbing and walked to the table.

After getting drunk, crying, and going crazy, Bai Lu was indeed hungry, and she ate half a bowl of porridge in two or three bites, and after eating, she felt a little better.

Mu Chun just wanted to say that there are many doubts about He Ping, and he needs to talk to Bai Lu again, but Bai Lu didn't let Mu Chun open his mouth and said: "Originally, I prepared Chopin's "F Major" for the second qualifier on the 21st. The Second Ballade Op.38", but I have no chance to play, I mean my performance career as a pianist is completely over, it seems to be just a childhood dream, and now it is the end of the dream.

At the beginning, I didn't feel bad, because the feeling of dying was so scary and so new. Can the doctor understand what I mean? The orderly music in the tranquility was suddenly mixed with chaotic puppets, those puppets wearing black and white keys, they were the melodies of demons, they were not the gospel of angels, but the melodies of demons, which suddenly flowed out from my fingertips, at first It was one, then two, I was like a deer lost in the jungle, no direction, I was afraid, I was desperate to catch those right notes, as if I was on four fragile legs in the dead leaves Running on a forest path, the sound of cracking leaves and cracking soil is heard under your feet, and there are dark clouds above your head, and heavy rain is about to come.

In the end, I fainted, unconscious, and I saw countless shadows of light in my eyes, like bugs of various colors, and then I heard the voices of many people talking, very loud, very, very noisy.

I feel that my body is extremely large, very, very huge, and the piano beside me is constantly shrinking, very small, and finally only the size of my palm, and the stage behind me is getting smaller and smaller, even smaller than When I was young I started to be afraid, but it was useless to be afraid, it became narrower and narrower, and finally became a cylinder, then it became a sharp knife, and finally it became a needle, this needle It's on my skirt, I feel like it's tearing through my skirt, slowly touching my skin...  

is a predictable pain. That's when I started to panic, I was yelling and yelling and no one paid me any attention.

The forest changed, the sky turned the color of honey, and then it started to melt, and what fell was not rain, and there was wind around, but it wasn't the wind in the normal world either, the wind around had a smell, a very lonely smell, I I don’t know how to describe the taste of loneliness. It probably rained suddenly when I was a child on the way home from the rain. I hid under the viaduct and smelled the fishy smell of cement mixed with the soil. Anyway, I really felt it at that time. I smelled a certain smell, and then I thought that this smell is loneliness, the loneliness that will never be redeemed, the endless loneliness refers to a smell.

So no music can express loneliness, no, not at all.

Immediately afterwards, I don’t know how long it has passed, it has been as long as several lifetimes for me, I thought maybe I was going to die, because death is eternal loneliness, so what I smelled should be the smell of death.

The sky suddenly began to melt at an accelerated rate, like the solidified honey in the refrigerator suddenly began to flow down, many, many, and all the plants touched by the honey accelerated their growth again, so fast, so fast, a rose grew rapidly and became a huge The rose, which does not know to stop and shows no signs of withering, is like going to the sky to eat the honey in the sky, or to be a part of the sky...

Then I found that the trees next to me were also growing crazily, chasing each other, all the plants were crowded together due to overgrowth, and finally, they turned the entire sky into a mural-like plant painting, just like Same as the top of the church.

I began to feel hopeless, completely immobile, and I realized they were about to turn around and come down on me in no time, huge roses with mouths open, eyes on every leaf.

In my ears are all the piano pieces that I have practiced in my life, every line is clear, and every chord is even and smooth.

I began to enter the tranquility and orderliness of Bach's music, I began to stop panicking, and gradually I didn't feel afraid, but looked forward to, come on, come down, and bury me completely.

Before the final horror came, I felt my body turned into a sword, and then I cut through the space where these vines were entangled, and when I woke up, I was in the hospital. "

After Mu Chun listened to all this quietly, Bai Lu showed a smile, "It feels like I have died once, but I actually have a right to speak."

What Bai Lu said didn't match the preface~www.readwn.com~but Mu Chun still understood what Bai Lu wanted to express.

"Since you have died once, and since you have turned into a sword, you shouldn't hide in the scabbard anymore. Have you ever thought that instead of sinking in sadness, it is better to work hard once? Perhaps living hard is the best thing that has been ignored all the time. way."

Mu Chun tried to express his thoughts, he didn't expect to change Bai Lu immediately with just these words, her sadness and guilt were on both sides, it was like a war, mixed together after the fight, A variety of emotions are intertwined and complicated, and in the end it will make people powerless, irritable, and overwhelmed.

Bai Lu drank the last bit of porridge, and seemed to have regained a lot of energy, "So when I woke up, I only knew that I didn't die, I didn't think about the piano competition at all, and then my husband's matter, It was only later that I realized that I was really a very selfish person when I was drunk last night, because when I just woke up from a coma, I didn't think that he was involved in a case, yes A case, a criminal case.

Then, I woke up this morning, actually I didn't think about that, the first thing I thought about was whether my piano career was over, my last performance was over before it even started, my life, my little half of my life All my persistence and hard work just disappeared, and I blame myself?

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