Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

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"Let me tell you, when I was in elementary school, all my grades were A's," Pu Sheng Caixiang tried her best to bring a hint of mischief and smugness in her tone, but she felt awkward when she said it, "but one day, After I got home, I found out that they lost my cat. They didn't ask my opinion at all. The reason is that I will definitely be able to go to the best junior high school in Kumamoto. I need to work harder and stop wasting time on cats. ."

"I had a big fight with them, and went out and searched along the street for a long time. It was the only friend who was willing to accompany me when I was tired and would not be impatient, but I couldn't find it that day. I haven't seen it since that day..."

From the corner of Chi Feichi's line of sight, he caught sight of Pu Sheng Caixiang with a smile on her face.

"They chased me out, and although they reprimanded me angrily for being disobedient, they still care about me, right?" Pu Sheng Caixiang had a smile on her face, but her eyes were very empty, "I decided not to forgive them so easily, Then go home and quarrel, I asked them to accompany me to find my cat, and after two days of stalemate, they insisted that they did nothing wrong and would not accompany me to find the cat, that's okay, I can find it myself."

"I searched for a long time. One day, when I came home from school, my stepfather's colleague came to visit and said that I was so smart that even if I went to the best junior high school in Kumamoto, I would be very good. I was suddenly scared because I Although my stepfather is modest, I see the light in his eyes, and he will really ask me that."

"I thought a lot that night, I couldn't hold on anymore, I wanted to make mistakes, just a little bit, let them know that it was hard for me to maintain the good child in their minds, I thought about the child who is nothing like me, her father and Her mother would happily compliment her and congratulate her after school activities, only I had nothing, and I was still terrified that sooner or later I would disappoint them by not being able to meet their demands, and if it came On that day, will I be thrown away by them like a cat... No," Pu Sheng Caixiang said in a relaxed tone, "how is it possible, they love me, thinking about it like this, I feel that I have to give it a try no matter what? , to prove that they loved me, so I acted badly on purpose."

Chi Feichi freed his right hand and lit a cigarette, being a patient listener.

"I didn't get into the high school they expected me to go to, and they never gave me a good face," Pu Sheng Caixiang was still smiling, "In the first week of high school, I took physical education classes and changed clothes in the locker room. At that time, I realized that girls should wear vests, I didn't prepare, my mother seemed to have forgotten, but fortunately, there is a classmate's mother who prepared a spare for her, she is very nice, so I borrowed it."

What really broke her down was when she had her first menstrual period, and she hurriedly relied on her classmates to help her. Her mother didn't prepare anything for her. When she thought of herself that day, she felt like a big idiot.

When she came home at night, she specifically mentioned it to her mother, and her mother told her what to do, but she did not find the panic and fear in her heart, and there was no comfort.

Obviously, the mothers of many of the classmates would explain to them in a soft voice, smiling to comfort their unease.

She didn't know whether the emotion in her heart was resentment or unwillingness. After that, her mother and stepfather said that she could not interact with the children who were holding her back, so she mixed into the bad youth group.

She told his stepfather that she was not allowed to enter her room or peek at her things. The man disagreed and kept saying that for her, she used the money her biological father gave her to rent a small secret base outside.

The more angry the two were, the happier she was, as if in revenge for the neglect she had received, but also as proof: Look, they care about me.

Pu Sheng Caixiang rubbed her face, which was stiff with laughter, but did not keep smiling any longer, and her voice was very soft, "How could it be like this..."

After a little life was born in her mother's belly, she felt a change, the two suddenly became cold, no longer angry, no more questions, and when she came home, she was like a piece of air floating into the house, occasionally listening to the The two said a few words to her with a sullen face.

But even if she had noticed it earlier, she never thought that her mother would completely ignore her.

By now, she was really lost.

"I don't know what kind of mood this is, and I can't tell..." Pu Sheng Caixiang turned to look at the man who was smoking silently beside him, and reached out to the cigarette case placed by the man's hand.

"Snapped!"

Chi Feichi slapped Pu Sheng Caixiang's hand open.

"it hurts!"

Pu Sheng Caixiang retracted her hand, looking at the red back of her hand, tears almost burst out.

Chi Feichi put the cigarette case into his pocket with his right hand, bit the cigarette butt, and whispered calmly, "If you can't tell, you must read more."

Does he understand what it's like?

Probably understand.

In the previous life, when his parents died, and in the memory of his original consciousness in this life, when his parents suddenly left and became indifferent and indifferent, he only remembered it twice.

After he crossed over, he never had a dream, but sometimes when he looked back at the memory of the original consciousness, it seemed that there was still a little boy's voice that kept echoing:

'look at me……'

"Look at me, please..."

'Please, look at me...'

He didn't know if Pu Sheng Caixiang had cried, but he didn't.

In the previous life, when he realized that he lost his parents forever, he didn't cry, and when the original consciousness was completely desperate, he didn't cry again.

That feeling, as if a part of my heart had evaporated and was empty, along with the ability to cry.

They're all trying to fill that void and keep themselves busy so they don't have time to feel.

Then get used to it completely.

Even if the misunderstanding with Ike Shinnosuke and Ike Kanai is resolved, he will feel intimacy with those two people and care about them, but he is not used to contacting those two people to talk about something.

"Can't you comfort me?" Pu Sheng Caixiang lowered her head and rubbed the back of her hand, her mood suddenly improved a lot, "By the way, Lack, you said in the email you sent me earlier that Takayama Otome has resentment and is easy to be attacked. Aroused ambition... But I think she is a very nice person. She didn't help me get tattoos for money, she kept explaining the pros and cons to me, and she seemed to hate her background and didn't want to be associated with violent groups at all. proceed?"

"Don't just look at people on the surface," Chi Feichi stared at the road ahead, his hoarse voice without any emotional fluctuations, "What do you think women are in those violent groups?"

"What?" Pu Sheng Caixiang wondered.

Chi Feichi said without hesitation, "Tools, playthings."

The status of Japanese women is very low. Those extremists still follow the ideas of the Edo period, and the right-wing extremes are extreme. The women in them have no status and can only be used as vassals of men.

In film and television dramas, there will be women who are leaders of the extremist Dao. They seem to be very majestic, but in fact, women in violent groups are just tools at the mercy of others. Women who are really in power are pitiful. No matter how talented they are, many insiders will also won't pay attention.

It is said that Eguchi Noriko, who was assassinated by him before, has his own property, and he leads a group of women to do evil. To help make money, it is also common to serve tea and water to a group of people, and people who help save money can take it back if they want, without any autonomy.

After Eguchi Noriko died, the purpose of the other party's investigation was to track down the whereabouts of the money and determine whether other gangs wanted to do something to them. No one cared about Eguchi Noriko's life or death.

If you become the wife of a certain boss, it will be even worse.

Many women have to become housewives after marrying a jihadist. They must clean up their home, and their men should take good care of them. When a group of jihadists gather at home, they must prepare to eat and drink, make the bed, and clean up. Sometimes He also helped the man's younger brother do laundry, and took care of the daily life of more than a dozen people. In order not to cause trouble for her husband, she stayed at home except to go out to buy groceries. Not even Eguchi Noriko had room for activities.

Dealing with the police is also a matter for these women. When something happened to the husband’s younger brother, they were the ones who asked the police about the situation. They were also the ones who were responsible for the reception when the police came to the house to investigate.

Those women are unpaid, but they are willing to work hard just to make their husbands have face. In those violent groups, the idea of ​​'the wife honors the husband' is very serious.

If the husband is arrested and imprisoned or dies, the woman will have to work for her husband, but when a new candidate is found, she will lose everything, including the asylum her previous husband gave.

Some of them are nasty, not to mention.

Among the female members of those violent groups, in addition to the wives and daughters of the members, there are also some women in the custom industry who are attached to the violent groups, which are basically tools for men to vent.

Pu Sheng Caixiang's doubts just now didn't seem to be fake, that is to say, this girl didn't think about her future at all, she just thought it was cool, and in order to anger her mother and stepfather, she wanted to plunge into the evil forces. In the big pit, it is estimated that it is not far from infiltrating violent groups.

Takayama Otome, as the illegitimate daughter of the third generation of the Extreme East Society, is not much higher than the bottom. She followed her mother to do laundry, cook and serve people since she was a child. Until the third generation of the nearly fifty-year-old recognized her identity, she also failed to become a princess. Instead, it became a tool for the third generation to win people's hearts. In that year, the third generation left her with tattoos on her back and arms~www.NovelMTL.com~ In addition to her higher status among women, it only made her easier to be swayed. As a target for hostile forces to attack, it did not bring her any benefit at all.

Takayama Otome is very smart. After learning the art of tattooing, she worked for ten years. After the death of the third generation, Takayama Otome worked for more than ten years to become a woman in her forties. East Club.

Of course, the necessary price is indispensable, and there is still half of the little finger left.

The intelligence of the investigation cannot be detailed, but there are many details that can reveal the problem.

Takayama Otome used years of accumulation to break away from the Far East Society. Why didn't she completely cut off the connection with the violent group?

Does it keep cutting? No, Takayama Otome didn't get much trouble when she left, and other groups didn't take her seriously, they wouldn't bother her at all, and they would probably pretend to greet her politely when they saw her.

I do not leave because I am addicted to the relationship and status brought about by the accumulation of human feelings, because I have lived in that environment since I was a child, and my thoughts have been assimilated.

Even if her status is still not that high, at least the people she sees are polite to her, right?

Even though Takayama Otome understands that those violent groups have always been polite and polite to those who do not belong to their group, and this is the source of their politeness to her, she still feels satisfied.

Takayama Otome's outward disgust for the life of violent groups is actually hating the experiences of her own low status, and the past that ordinary people look at in a strange way.

Power and status are the lifeblood of Takayama Otome. Due to the influence she received since she was a child, such power and status are only limited to violent groups.

Those who have grasped the gate of life are very suitable for use.